One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 82
Wouldn't it hurt so much if it wasn't supposed to start in the first place?

If it was said to end suddenly, how could she bear it!
What Han Qingrui didn't know was that while he was in extreme torment, Lin Yuxi was also in infinite torment, and a bad premonition arose spontaneously.

It is also impossible for him to keep Lin Yuxi by his side forever. In the future, she will also have a family, and she will have her own children. The important thing is that he can no longer delay her life. Maybe it is too late to let go now, even if there are too many He was reluctant, but he should also seriously consider the future for the girl.

I believe that the strong little feather will survive the short pain.

If he could talk to Fang Shuo so easily, he wouldn't have to struggle or struggle.How many five years are there in life?How can it be possible to just give up after such a long time?

Little Feather, how should I choose so as not to hurt you?But I am always so powerless, there are always so many helpless. .You can understand, you can accept, but I never thought about you. .

I miss you, Little Feather, I just want to hold you in my arms. .

I am grateful that the world has met you in the vast sea of ​​people, if I can, I really don't want to be separated from you.

But I've been selfish for so long, I really can't be selfish anymore.Whether it's for you or for myself.

I love you, Lin Yuxi!
But night is coming, and the sun is about to go down.

Finally he sent a WeChat message.He still chose the former between family and love.

"Let's end it."

"I can't delay your life any longer."

"Little Feather, take care of yourself from now on."

"I believe you will meet a very good person, you must be good!"

She read it word by word countless times, looking unusually calm, like a puppet.She didn't know what expression he would have when he said these words. From the beginning to the end, he was self-righteous for her own good, but it hurt her heart again and again.

This time she didn't have any tears, maybe the tears had already flowed into her heart!

I don't know how long she held the phone and looked at it before she replied with a simple word trembling with distress.

"it is good."

It's just a simple word, it's as difficult as reaching the sky.

The mind has lost the ability to think.Now she is like a puppet with broken strings, abandoned by others and ignored.

If you miss the sunrise, you can continue to wait. If you miss the spring, the peach blossoms will bloom in the coming year. If you miss the friendship, there is still a chance to make up for it.But how can I get back the lost love? Even if the tattered doll is repaired, there will still be some cracks. The sunrise of yesterday has disappeared into yesterday, and the peach blossoms in spring are no longer the ones that used to be gorgeous. head of a flower.Therefore, there will always be someone telling you to cherish the current things, the people you love and the people who love you,

But how should I cherish what I love? Is it useful to cherish alone?

You tell me, what's the use?
Everyday life is tiring, work is tiring, dealing with others is tiring, and I yearn for family affection in my heart, but the family affection is far and far away, and it is still so tiring.Only loving you is not tired, but leave me.

So tired, then what is the point of my life.

Han Qingrui, you are always the best man, but unfortunately not to me.

Missed me in this life, will you regret it?Will the next life come to compensate me?
I closed my eyes, I thought I couldn't see you, but I forgot that I was full of stars and stars, and the tears shed reminded me that I couldn't lie to myself.

Once I wanted happiness, and you gave me happiness, trying to allow me to play in your world.But now I know that I just exchanged my whole world for a pass to your world. I don’t know if I should hide in a corner and cry secretly, and I don’t even know if I was in the world from the very beginning. Passionate, wishful thinking.

But now I finally got your WeChat, so I don't have to cry secretly anymore, and I don't have to hide and look at you quietly, because from now on I am no longer qualified.Because you, Han Qingrui, have stripped Lin Yuxi from your life.

I don't know if you will feel pain, what kind of expression you will have when you say these words, and whether you will be entangled.But now I'm afraid that I won't be able to give me happiness. Why did you walk into my world in the first place? Seeing me cry and laugh, seeing me in grief is like watching a good show.

Life is so long, I really envy you, you still have a wife who loves you, and you still have the most precious son.But I lost my whole world, nothing left.

4 years of companionship was in vain.

The ending was doomed long ago, but why am I still so sad?

I haven't forgotten what happiness feels like, just because I haven't forgotten that tears can't stop flowing, the source of happiness is gone all of a sudden, what reason is there to force myself to be strong, to force myself to smile hard, to do something that satisfies you puppets.

There is a long road to life, fate gathers and fate breaks up, and one person secretly feels sad, but have you ever thought about how uncomfortable I am?
I told myself over and over again that time would slowly settle down, and you would disappear from my mind forever, but why didn't you even give me this little time.I told myself over and over again, learn to let go, but I learned to walk only by pulling you, let go of you, I will only fall down!

What happiness requires your own fulfillment?But who will fulfill my happiness?

Have you ever felt the lingering pain, the constant thought, the unbearable love, the endless pain?I knew early on that love is bitter, and falling in love with a man who cannot love is even more bitter.I once vowed to believe that I can bear it, but how many people in the world of mortals can bear this bone-piercing pain, and you are just talking.

Brother Rui, do you know?I still don't want to admit that my love is wrong.I believe that I am not wrong in love, I just love you, love you forever. .

No matter where you are, no matter which bed you lie on, you are always in my heart. Even if I know that you are loving her at this moment, I can't help but miss you.

You said a few simple words, but I tried my best to have the courage to reply.

The most regrettable life is not to stubbornly insist on what should not be persisted, and to give up easily what should not be given up.You are the lover I shouldn't insist on, but also the one I shouldn't give up easily.But there's nothing I can do other than say it.

You think you are facing it calmly, but I don't want to embarrass you by taking the last step, and I don't want to add trouble to you.So I can only wipe away my tears over and over again, brainwashing myself in a non-stop cycle, telling me not to miss you, not to miss you, not to miss you.

Because from now on, there will be no more Han Qingrui in my life.

(End of this chapter)