Endless Debt.

Chapter 476 Now
With a bitter face, Palmer used all his brain cells and began to think about these unsolved mysteries.

What he was concerned about was not the scam, but Church himself. After thinking about it, his former partner was really mysterious.

Palmer often chatted with Church about his family, told about his childhood, shared his hobbies, and knowledge, and Church would listen patiently and talk to Palmer from time to time.

Looking back now, Palmer has discovered the doubts. In his relationship with Church, it can be said that Palmer has been unilaterally outputting ideas. own past.

Obviously the two were close partners, but Palmer couldn't even say a word about Church's past and his past.

In hindsight, this strong contrast made Palmer feel uneasy, and he began to wonder if he had never known Church.

I never knew Church.

Such thoughts flashed through Palmer's mind, and even thinking about it, Palmer didn't even know Church's true face.

Faceless.

Even if you don't think about Church's messy things, just that the Bureau of Order can hand over this mission to Church and hand over Chekov's gun to him, which is enough to prove Church's reliability in the eyes of the Bureau of Order.

Woxilin said, "Instead of thinking about it so much, why don't you just ask him?"

"That's right," Palmer's eyes sparkled, "Where's Church? Where is he?"

"Church left yesterday. Among us, Church was the least injured. To be precise, he was not injured at all, but the use of Chekov's gun consumed him a lot, and it took a while to replenish the ether.

After the supplement was over, he returned to the Bureau of Order first to report on the task. "

Church came to work, Palmer came to vacation, work was work, life was life.

Palmer deflated, but soon he regained his spirits.

Palmer has a kind of enigmatic trust in Church, just like the trust in Burlogo. The two used to be partners. Palmer believes in Church's choice. If he chooses to hide it, then there must be his own reasons Instead of asking, it is better to wait for Church himself to tell.

I don't know if I can wait until that day.

Palmer wailed, "Holiday, my vacation..."

His thoughts returned to reality, and Palmer was in a trance. Who would have thought that his trip to visit relatives would turn out like this.

"Think about it better, you can stay at home for a while longer."

Woxilin rubbed Palmer's head, looking lovingly, as if treating a lame puppy.

This is true, Palmer's annual leave is only a week, but now these injuries on Palmer's body cannot be cured in a week.

Palmer didn't know whether to be pleased or annoyed.

Seeing that Palmer was in good spirits, Woxilin lowered her head and kissed Palmer's forehead.

"Then you should have a good rest."

Woxilin was ready to leave after finishing speaking, but this time Palmer suddenly reached out and grabbed Woxilin.

Wo Xilin looked back in surprise. Normally, Palmer would see herself like a scourge, wishing to drive herself out of the room. Why did she change her sex today, and she would take the initiative to keep him.

Palmer was also stunned for a second. When he realized that he was holding on to Woxilin, panic flashed on his face. Fortunately, Palmer quickly regained his composure, and he did not Let go.

"Is something going to happen soon?"

"no, what happened?"

Woxilin looked at Palmer with a smile, and the dim shadow covered Wuxilin's face, so Palmer couldn't see Wuxilin's expression.

Palmer asked, "Can you stay with me for a while?"

"Is that a request?"

Woxilin took Palmer's hand and sat back on the bed.

Palmer hesitated, he felt himself blushing, but the dark shadows also covered his own face, which Palmer guessed Vossilyn couldn't see.

"It's... yeah."

Palmer struggled to force the sound out of his throat.

In the dark, Palmer was obediently lying on the bed, and Vossilin was sitting beside the bed. The room was extremely quiet, except for the click of the pointer, the only sound was the gentle breathing of the two of them.

Suddenly, Palmer said, "I'm sorry, Woxilin."

"Sorry for what?"

"A lot of things... For example, I have been back for so long, and I have been avoiding you all the time."

Palmer felt that his brain was cramping, and many strange words came out uncontrollably.

"and then?"

Woxilin hugged Palmer's hand with both hands, and the skins were intimately pressed together, and warmth was brewing in it.

"I've been thinking about things like why I reacted the way I did, why... resisted you."

Palmer gradually gave up thinking, and now he is like a translator, speaking the words that have been written in his mind for a long time without any modification.

"I am a person who is very afraid of parting. When I think that those things I care about will leave me one day, I will be terrified."

Palmer thought of Church. Since Church was injured and left one eye, Palmer voluntarily chose to leave, and he also chose to be alone in his subsequent work.

Palmer didn't want a new partner.

With a new partner, it means that Palmer will have a good brother who will go through life and death, and then one day, cruel death will separate each other.

Fortunately, Burrowg will not die.

"It sounds like an endless loop," Vossilin said.

"Yeah, the more I care about something, the more I am afraid of parting, and the fear of the future that will part.

So I try to keep a distance from everything, as long as I don't care, I won't leave, and I won't be troubled by it. "

Palmer likes everyone in the Undead Club very much. During the days of singing and dancing, he will not feel any burden in his heart. They will not leave him, but he will leave them first and become an inconspicuous wine glass in the cabinet.

"Because you care about me, you fear me."

Woxilin lay down on her side, her body pressed against Palmer's stomach, her head resting on her hands, and she looked at this flustered and confused soul.

"Does this sound weird, like a child's childish cranky thinking," Palmer blamed himself, "Sometimes I feel sick because of my strange thoughts... I feel like I am a disgusting guy."

Wo Xilin did not speak, she lay on Palmer's chest, listening to the beating of the heart.

Palmer asked cautiously, "Are you angry?"

"No, on the contrary, I'm very happy," Woxilin said, "It shows that you care about me very much, and that you have been hiding from me for so long."

Palmer felt that what Wo Xilin said was ironic, and she was about to explode.

Because of this inner defect, Palmer felt sorry, but he wanted to jokingly say that he was his girlfriend when he left, so why did he suddenly become a fiancee.

The change was so rapid that Palmer was caught off guard and didn't know how to respond.

Palmer was new to this sort of thing.

"For so long, you hope that time and distance can wash away your concern for me and cool down your overheated heart.

As long as you don't care about me, you don't care about parting or not, then you can face me calmly. "

Vossilin concluded, "So... you don't love me anymore, do you? Palmer, that's the only way you can tell me what's inside you."

"no!"

Palmer sat up straight, and then the movement was too large, and Palmer, who was in severe pain, grinned.

Woxilin snuggled into Palmer's arms, stroking his chest with her hands. She raised her head and looked at Palmer. From her eyes, Palmer understood that according to the content of his next answer, It will be decided whether Woxilin kisses herself or gives herself a powerful heart pacing.

"All right……"

Suddenly, deflated, Palmer began his confession.

"In the beginning, I really felt that time and distance could free me. In order to speed up this relief, I spent every day in the club of the undead, and hungover with those drunks all night... It can be said that, except for working days, my brain Basically never awake.

Before I saw you, I really felt that I had already done it, and I would not suffer from this trouble, but when I really saw you, I realized..."

Palmer took a deep breath and sighed.

"The wine was all for nothing."

"Obviously I haven't seen you for so long, but the moment I saw you, an emotion I couldn't describe ran amok in my mind. The strong emotion overwhelmed all obstacles. My reason told me that I was not ready yet. I I should keep my distance, but my instinct kept screaming.

This sounds a bit tangled. On the one hand, I am afraid of parting after establishing an intimate relationship, and on the other hand, I am extremely eager for the intimacy with you. "

Palmer fell back as if he had lost all his strength. He looked at the blurry ceiling and muttered to himself.

"I still have flaws in my heart, and I am extremely afraid of the future of parting, but now there is another thing that is more worthy of my fear, that is, losing the present with you."

"So, I think I love you, Woxilin."

After a moment of silence, Palmer added, "Fuck the future."

(End of this chapter)