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Chapter 202 Improper Licking Dogs 2
It's just that She Ling acted swiftly and resolutely, but she couldn't let go of being a mistress, and soon developed depression, accompanied by severe mental illness.

At the beginning, She Ling was able to take medicine to control it, and barely managed to keep going to work to earn money to support her daughter.

Later, She Ling's depression became more and more serious. It was so severe that it took more than half of her energy to restrain the urge to commit suicide, and she could no longer go to work normally.

She Ling could only do odd jobs everywhere, and the money she earned barely survived. The life of the mother and daughter plummeted, from renting a single apartment to renting a small basement.

The original owner's deepest memory is that every once in a while, her mother would hold her and stand on a bridge, looking at the tumbling river below, eager to jump down.

But every time She Ling resisted the urge to jump for the sake of her daughter, and then She Ling couldn't restrain herself once, and really jumped down with the original owner in her arms.

That was the closest the original owner was to death. If there were no kind-hearted people who acted bravely, the original owner and mother She Ling would have died.

After the original owner was rescued and returned, She Ling hugged the original owner and cried heartbreakingly, saying sorry non-stop.

The original owner didn't blame her mother. Although she was young, she knew that her mother was sick, and she also knew that her mother wanted to drag her to die together because she was worried that no one would take care of her after she died.

The original owner couldn't help his mother, so he could only try to become more obedient and obedient, trying not to cause trouble for his mother.

She Ling still committed suicide repeatedly, her wrists were covered with cascading wounds from cut wrists.

But every time She Ling forced herself to survive because she was worried about her daughter, she lived in great pain, and she became emaciated like a living skeleton.

When she is not well, she shuts herself in the room, does not eat or drink, does not speak or move.

At this time, the original owner would try his best to take care of his mother, do laundry, cooking, and housework, all covered by the original owner.

Of course, She Ling also has good times. Every time this time comes, She Ling and her husband clean up the room, and then go to work to earn money and raise their daughter.

Later, She Ling's illness became more and more serious. She earned less and less money, and she was reluctant to take medicine at all.

During that time, She Ling lived a life of innocence. The original owner was worried that her mother would die every day, but she thought every day, if life is so painful, let her be relieved.

Finally, when the original owner was taken by She Ling to stand on the high bridge again, the original owner said to his mother: "Mom, if you can enjoy jumping down, then you can jump, I can take care of myself, don't worry about me."

At that moment, the original owner saw the happiest smile on her mother's face, like dark clouds parting and sunshine pouring down, it was so beautiful.

She Ling kissed the original owner's face, left a sentence of "I'm sorry" and "Mom loves you", and jumped off the bridge like a suckling swallow throwing itself into the forest.

The original owner watched helplessly as his mother floated up and down in the water, and finally sank completely to the bottom, unknowingly, tears flowed all over his face.

The year the original owner lost his mother, he was only ten years old.

After She Ling's death, the original owner was sent to an orphanage, and at the age of 15, was found by his father Zhao Chengze and brought back to the Zhao family.

The original owner is a very loveless child, although she knows that her mother is the father who was left by Xiaosan.

But the desire for family affection in his heart still made the original owner unconsciously please his father Zhao Chengze, brother Zhao Shiyue, and sister Zhao Mingshu, longing for the care of his relatives.

It's a pity that Zhao Shiyue and Zhao Mingshu's brothers and sisters saw the original owner as a bastard, evidence of his father's cheating, and no matter how the original owner tried to please him, they would face him coldly.

Zhao Cheng treats the original owner like a cat or dog, teasing them if they are happy, and throwing them aside if they are not.

Regardless of his occasional kindness to the original owner, the original owner will be bullied by Zhao Shiyue and Zhao Mingshu brothers and sisters, making the original owner's already difficult life even more difficult.

The situation did not improve until the original examiner passed the key high school and went to live on campus.

Originally, the original owner wanted to study hard. When she was admitted to university, she would go to a part-time job to earn her own tuition. After graduation, she would find a job and leave the Zhao family.

It's a pity that this kind of thinking was completely ruined after the original principal entered the university and met Zhou Qingming, a senior in the first year of high school.

Zhou Qingming's family has a deep background and is super rich, even if he goes to school, he still hugs a group of younger brothers.

It is impossible for the illegitimate son of the original owner who was shamed by them to have any intersection with someone like Zhou Qingming.

But Zhou Qingming, who is so superior, came to pursue the original owner actively, sending flowers and food to the original owner, being considerate and gentle.

The original owner lacked love at first, so he was soon immersed in it, and happily became Zhou Qingming's girlfriend.

But after dating, Zhou Qingming suddenly became indifferent again, as if he and the original owner were strangers.

Although the original owner was sad, she couldn't let go of Zhou Qingming, she began to circle around Zhou Qingming, cooking and washing clothes for Zhou Qingming, as long as Zhou Qingming said something, she would arrive immediately no matter what she did.

Zhou Qingming didn't refuse the original owner's favor, nor was he responsible, and ordered the original owner coldly. Although the original owner was sad, he only thought that Zhou Qingming had such a personality, and it wasn't that he didn't like her. After all, Zhou Qingming chased her first.

But all of this happened when the original owner accidentally heard Zhou Qingming tell his friends that the original owner was just a dog licker, and he was just chasing her for fun at the beginning. Who knew that the original owner was so easy to learn and had no sense of accomplishment.

The original owner couldn't bear the blow, cried loudly on the school's rooftop, jumped off, and ended her young life.

Wushuang frowned slightly, because the memory of the original owner ended here, and the memory of her failure to reincarnate in her second life was not open to herself.

Wushuang can feel that she can check this memory, but whenever she wants to check it, there is a kind of resistance that prevents her from seeing it.

Wushuang remembered what Murong Ling said before, that the soul of the original owner was also in her sea of ​​consciousness, watching her counterattack and change her life, she understood in an instant.

It seems that the original owner is preventing her from viewing the memory of the other party's failure to rebel against fate in the second life.

That being the case, Wushuang didn't insist on it. Anyway, she knew the original owner's wish, and she just didn't want to be a licking dog.

To have this wish, you can almost know the experience of the second life without looking at Wushuang.

Nine times out of ten, I became a licking dog again, but unfortunately I still have nothing, so the obsession is not wanting to continue to be a licking dog.

Wushuang now travels back to the time when She Ling just committed suicide by diving, and two days later, she will be discovered by well-meaning people in the community and sent to the orphanage.

The time traveled was chosen by the original owner. The original owner chose to let Wushuang travel to the time when his mother was dead, in order to prevent Wushuang from saving She Ling.

Maybe the original owner felt that the mother was living too hard, or maybe the original owner tried to save her mother in the previous life but failed, which caused She Ling to suffer even more. In short, the original owner wanted to release her mother.

Wushuang didn't feel anything about it, and it wasn't her own mother. Wushuang himself was relieved that he didn't have to take care of a depressed person who wanted to die every day.

(End of this chapter)