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Chapter 203 Improper Licking Dogs 3
Wushuang doesn't really want to go to the orphanage, but in her current situation, a ten-year-old girl doesn't go to the orphanage, and she has nowhere to go.

So Wushuang decided after much deliberation, go to the orphanage first, find a way to skip a grade, and go to high school early. If the grades are good enough, he can pass the exam free of tuition, but high school living on campus is the best.

It's best to go to college as quickly as possible, Wushuang is still sure that he can go to college early.

Although her memories of all the mission worlds were sealed, her ability to remember the memory due to the enhancement of her soul is still there, and the memory is definitely a great weapon for learning.

But the most urgent thing is that she has to find a way to earn some money, but Wushuang remembered that after the original owner went to the orphanage, she couldn't even eat enough.

It's not that the orphanage doesn't provide enough food for the children, but that they are too poor, and most of the children they raise are disabled children, the kind that no one adopts at all.

Therefore, eating and drinking in the orphanage are the minimum requirements, as long as you don’t starve to death, the director still scratches his hair in worry every day, because he is really short of money.

It's hard to imagine that in the modern age when there is no shortage of food and clothing, there are still children wearing patched old clothes, eating rough grains and the cheapest vegetables. In winter, the poor can't even bear to eat cabbage and can only eat pickles.

No matter how hard the life of the original owner was, at least he could still eat steamed buns, rice, and the simplest stir-fried vegetables. After going to the orphanage, he was not used to eating at all, so he could only be hungry from the beginning.

Later, I was so hungry that I could eat even unpalatable things. The hunger was too painful.

Maybe it was because she was very hungry. The original owner was very obsessed with eating. After she was recognized by her father Zhao Chengze, she was often ridiculed and despised for eating too much.

Wushuang has no other skills now, but fortunately she learned painting in her first life, so she can use it to make money.

Now Wushuang is alone, and She Ling, the only one who knows her well, has committed suicide. No matter what skills Wushuang has, no one can doubt that she is not the original owner.

Wushuang thought very well, so she went to some special places for people to visit, and painted people's portraits. The simple ones cost 20 yuan a piece, and the complicated ones are a little more expensive.

When they come out to play, they are generally willing to spend money. As long as the paintings are good, it should be easier to make money.

Wushuang began to rummage around looking for money at home to paint portraits for others, and she also had to buy painting utensils. Even if she didn't buy the best ones, it would take hundreds of dollars to buy them all.

Wushuang searched the small basement all over, adding up all the scattered money, but only found less than 500 yuan.

Wushuang wanted to smile wryly when she saw it. With such a small amount of money, after buying the things she needed, she would go hungry if she didn't open for two days.

Although she feels that the money is low, Wushuang is not too depressed. Her character is that she will worry before encountering things, but she will not despair.

When something really happens, what I think about is how to solve it. In short, I have a big heart, and it’s okay to let things that can kill people on others, and it’s okay to let them on her.

Just as Wu Shuang thought about it, a very sad feeling suddenly rose in her heart.

'What can you do with such a small amount of money?It's so hard to live, it's better to just die like this! '

This feeling was menacing, sweeping through Wushuang's own thinking all at once, forcibly pulling her still calm mood down to despair and powerlessness.

Wushuang's mood couldn't stop sinking. Originally, it was just a narrow basement, but now he felt so stuffy, stuffy like a prison cell without the light of day.

The children outside were so noisy, she was so irritated that she wanted to kill and commit suicide, and her strong self-destructive emotions made Wushuang want to yell.

Although emotionally broken and depressed, Wushuang's rationality is still there. She gritted her teeth to resist the sudden emotion, so as not to let herself really collapse.

Wushuang knew that this emotion was not his own, but the original owner Zhao Wushuang's.

Murong Ling reminded herself that the original owner's soul staying in her sea of ​​consciousness would affect her emotions.

But Wushuang didn't expect the original owner's emotional influence to be so powerful. This emotion, as if it was produced by himself, made Wushuang almost unable to hold back.

Wushuang clutched her head, desperately suppressing the self-destructive emotions rising in her heart, no, no, she couldn't fail the mission as soon as the chapter opened!

The two thoughts clashed crazily in her mind, causing Wushuang to have a splitting headache, double images appeared in front of her painful eyes, it was too painful!
There was a fruit knife on the small table beside the bed, and Wushuang's mind clamored for her to pick up the fruit knife to relieve her pain. This world is not worth nostalgia for.

Wushuang's fingers convulsed and twitched, opening and tightening several times, trying to look away from the fruit knife.

Wushuang fell to the ground in pain, suppressed and said: "Do you really want to leave this world in pain? No, you don't want to!
If you really want to die, you won't go through such a painful life again and again, and let the taskers come to help you counterattack.

Since you still want to change your destiny and take a different path, just control your emotions and stop thinking about death!
If you continue to influence me with such self-destructive emotions, my mission will fail, and you will have to wait for the next mission taker to help you.

Your tasks have failed too many times, and the taskers are not willing to accept your tasks. You can feel it yourself. It is getting more and more difficult for you to wait for the taskers.

If I fail, how long will you have to wait for the next tasker, have you thought about it?If you don't want me to fail, control your own emotions! "

The other party lives in her own sea of ​​consciousness, if she doesn't control her emotions, she will always be affected, and the mission will almost 100% fail.

Just resisting the original owner's despondency is exhausting, and cheating is not allowed. It is a miracle that this task is successful, no wonder it has failed so many times.

However, the failure of the previous tasker gave Wushuang a chance to complete the task. The previous tasker would definitely not be able to get the cooperation of the original owner.

After failing too many times, missionaries with some background should not be willing to accept the original owner's mission.

Murong Ling found himself on the head of a rookie who hadn't completed several missions, which shows how difficult it is for the original owner to match missions.

The original owner made people counterattack again and again, which showed that she was persistent in counterattacking and changing her fate.

Wushuang bet that the original owner himself is not willing to wait for the next tasker without knowing the deadline, and also hopes that Wushuang can help her succeed against her fate and is willing to cooperate with her.

Wushuang made the right bet, as soon as her words fell, the strong self-destructive emotions in her mind began to slowly decrease.

Wushuang's severe headache finally eased, and the tyrannical self-destructive emotions in his heart gradually disappeared.

Although there are still some mournful emotions in the end, this is unavoidable.

Wushuang guessed that the original owner should have severe depression just like She Ling, and it was impossible for the original owner to let the original owner not affect him at all.

In fact, it is not difficult to understand that the two lives did not end well, and the rebellion failed again and again, and there was no abnormality because the original owner's spirit was strong enough.

The last remaining feeling of depression, at most, made her feel a little lost, and it would no longer affect Wushuang's continued action.

(End of this chapter)