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Chapter 326 The two hearts are united by fate, but they have endless hatred.

Among the many princesses of the emperor of Tianquan Kingdom, only Princess Yaojin is of the right age. Although she is not the first princess born of the queen, because of the particularity that Queen Quan is the queen and comes from the Manzhu family, she cannot have children. , so the Yinglong clan did not have a first princess.

Princess Yao Jin's mother concubine Ling Guifei also has a high status and a good family background. Princess Yao Jin is also deeply loved by the emperor.

So in the end, Yan Han came to the conclusion that the ones who can spend the rest of their lives with Xuan Yi in the future are the two of them.

Thinking of this, Yan Han felt worried, because no matter if it was the Phoenix girl or the princess of Tianquan, they were all honored and honored daughters chosen by heaven. A noble girl who was born with a golden spoon in her mouth, her temperament is about If he is arrogant and self-indulgent, how can he be considerate and tolerant of Xuan Yi's petty temper?
And Xuan Yi, how could he be able to swallow his anger everywhere?

On the other hand, the talents of these two people are also different from ordinary people, and they have achieved some achievements at a young age.But Xuan Yi is an idiot that everyone in the whole continent knows, everyone knows, Yan Han worries that the two will look down on Xuan Yi from the beginning, and even be reluctant to marry Xuan Yi .

Although it is said that as long as Wanyan is around, no matter if it is a princess or a phoenix girl, as long as they dare to speak rudely to Xuan Yi, no matter how noble she is, Wanyan will not let her say anything.

But so what?
Not to mention that after getting married, Wanyan can't keep an eye on Xuan Yi all the time, and Xuan Yi has always been someone who would rather bear it to death than tell his sister no matter what wronged him.

In the end, Xuan Yi can only live with his wife who has no respect for him for the rest of his life, unable to tolerate each other, unable to understand each other, and ultimately unable to love each other.

Only endless quarrels and a mess are left.

The two hearts were clearly connected by fate, but they forged an endless enmity.

What a tragic tragedy that should be, and how difficult it is.

Just thinking about it, Yan Han already felt pain in her heart, as if she had seen countless nights, Xuan Yi was alone in the study, sitting with a cold window and a lonely lamp, no one caring, no one to relieve worries, no one even offered tea and candles, only leave endless worries
And next door, it was also a desolate empty room, the noble lady leaned against the curtain of the bed, inadvertently chatting with the maid.

Yan Han thought quietly, but her heart split inch by inch.

Yan Han was so invested in her thoughts that she didn't even realize that she had been thinking about things for several years all night long. In essence, she was pushing the man she loved the most in her life, and the only man she loved, into the arms of other women, into the arms of other women, into the arms of other women. In a family without her.

But she only remembers to feel sorry for him, worry about him, and plan for him.

She forgot that there was another person who lost her loved one and never had the so-called happiness in her life.

Nothing but herself.

Yan Han has never had time to feel sorry for herself. In her eyes, Xuan Yi's ability to have a good home is far more important than her own emotions.

But in front of Xuan Yi's dissatisfaction, his own pain was so painful that it was no big deal that life would be worse than death.

After all, the pain is all on his body, so it's good that Xuan Yi is fine.

It's just like this Yan Han, who is full of Xuan Yi's sorrow, feels heartbroken for all Xuan Yi's pity, but forgets that she is the one who should be pitied the most.

His parents died when he was a child, and his brothers and sisters left one after another due to misfortune. Later, he lived on the streets, begged for a living, suffered from the neglect of the world, and was almost sold into the fireworks and willow alley at a young age.In the end, he was rescued and returned to the Xuan Mansion. Although he did not have to worry about eating and drinking from now on, he was living under the fence after all.

Yan Han's life was only 16 years short, but when she looked back, she was already fragmented and had nothing left.

For a long period of time, Yan Han felt that her life was just such a mess, with no hope, no hope, nothing, and nothing to dream about.

But later, Yan Han had hope, had hope, and thought about the future.

That cautious yet wishful looking heart is like a ray of light entering a barren ruin, allowing the weeds to grow like crazy.

Because of that ray of light, Yan Han began to fall in love with the world, her life full of holes, and even herself.

Everything is just getting better, everything is just hopeful.

But now, she finally got the light she regarded as her life, her only light.

But she couldn't, she didn't even dare to hug that light like crazy, even though she thought about it too much, for eight years.

She wants to push the person who gave her light away with her own hands, and let her sun illuminate the lives of others, even if her own life is dark, but the life of the person who gets the light is already sunny enough.

It felt like a person who had been hungry all his life, suddenly got a piece of fragrant sesame seed cake, so fragrant and so tempting, he could swallow the sesame seed cake in one bite.

Although this biscuit can't satisfy his hunger all his life, at least it can make him feel full once, the warmth of the world, and the strength to keep him alive.

But in the end, this person didn't eat the biscuits that extended his life, but handed over the biscuits to a rich man.

This wealthy man is used to delicacies from mountains and seas, so he doesn't even bother to eat this sesame seed cake, but he just got this sesame seed cake.

And the person who was about to starve to death could only watch his own biscuits being neglected on other people's stoves.

Heartache?
Yan Han asked herself in her heart.

It hurts, it hurts so bad, it hurts so bad I can't breathe, it hurts so bad I'm dying.

Then do you still want to do this?As long as you go back and hug him now, he is yours!
……

He deserves better than me, who has nothing and is as humble as a mustard.

Maybe that person can't make him happier, but can give him more of what he needs.Maybe the young master will suffer for a while now, but in the future he will understand how realistic my choice is, and he will gradually get better.

It's better than him coveting the love of this moment, and spending the rest of his life repenting to the lintel defiled by the handmaid he brought.

The Xuan Mansion gave me a chance to be reborn, fed me and clothed me warmly, the Second Miss treated me like a real sister, the young master...

With such kindness, how can I selfishly only think about myself, and let the son of the Xuan family become a joke of the world, and let the Xuan family lose a major opportunity to unite with the outside world.

Besides, this is what the young master should bear. The second lady has done too much for the Xuan family, and the eldest lady has also devoted her life for the Xuan family. The young master cannot and should not hide behind the sacrifice of his sisters, and choose his own willfully. Happiness.

Maybe the naive young master thinks it's no big deal now, but as he grows older, guilt will overwhelm the young master sooner or later.

(End of this chapter)