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Chapter 327 Eternal Unresolvability Between Emotions and Reality

Maybe the naive young master thinks it's no big deal now, but as he grows older, guilt will overwhelm the young master sooner or later.

Living a life of rich clothes and fine food, not knowing the sufferings of the world, and living the life of a master, this is the price Xuan Yi has to bear.

And it's not that Yan Han didn't think that it would be better to be Xuan Yi's concubine herself. That would not only allow Xuan Yi to marry someone who matched her status, but also allow herself to take care of him for the rest of her life.

But this thought just flashed in Yan Han's mind, and Yan Han condemned herself for a long time in her heart.

Knowing that the young master has himself in his heart, he still acts as a concubine for the young master. Although Xuan Yi after marriage is definitely not a person who spoils his concubine and kills his wife, he has added an inextricable thorn between the young master and his mistress, making them all A marriage based on reluctance has added another layer of blockage.

Yan Han absolutely cannot do this kind of thing.

Yan Han just sat on the cold stone and thought about it for an indeterminate amount of time, but in the end there was no answer that would satisfy both.

Or maybe, when emotion and reality collide, it is always an unsolvable problem.

Yan Han curled her body up again, on the moss-covered stone, Yan Han's body was almost as cold as the stone, but Yan Han just didn't want to move, she really didn't know where she should go, and where she could go.

How should I face the young master in the future... and how should I face the second lady...

Yan Han was full of melancholy thinking about it, but the more she thought about it, the more melancholy she became, and the more she thought about it, the more confused she became.

However, at this moment, Yan Han suddenly felt a chill on his forehead, and then more and more dense chills fell down one after another.

Yan Han looked up, her crystal eyes trembled suddenly, then froze, and slowly condensed a thin layer of water mist.

In front of her, there was a piece of celestial jade and Qiongyao, and the snow was falling slowly from the sky, like little flowers, pieces of goose feathers.

Under the moonlight, each snowflake looks like an ignorant and pure elf, and also like the falling debris from the broken moon.

It is ethereal and beautiful, but it is cold, which makes Yanhan feel that this year's snow is completely different from previous years.

Perhaps their original intention was to purify the world, but unfortunately, their arrival added a layer of coldness to human loneliness and despair.

But in any case, this is the first time they have come to the world this year.

This is the first snow of this winter.

I don't know if pieces of snow have melted into Yan Han's eyes. When she experienced such a troubled life before, Yan Han didn't shed tears; when she thought about so many heart-piercing things, Yan Han didn't shed tears either.

But looking at this snow, Yan Han's eyes were red, red to the bottom of her heart.

Yan Han slowly stretched out her little hand, which was pale with cold, and flakes of snowflakes danced gracefully in her palm and fingers, and in an instant, it became coldness that penetrated into her skin bit by bit.

Another first snow.

Yan Han thought to herself, the bitterness is like the ink dripping on the rice paper, and the smudges cannot be smudged.

From the beginning of a first snow to the end of a first snow.

It's no wonder that although this process is warm, our relationship is destined to be cool.

Yan Han smiled in relief, but her tears broke down, making the thin bamboo covering her body even more desolate.

On the other side, in the warm spring-like room, although there is no possible incense, the fragrance of the flowers in the room is even more pleasing.

Wanyan has already changed into snow-white pajamas, with a jacket over her, and she is sitting in front of the dressing table, Lan Yu removes her headgear.

Wanyan thought that something good would happen tonight, but her face in the mirror was ruddy under the dim candlelight, her eyes were full of radiance, and she was chatting happily with Sapphire.

"That's great, Sister Lan Yu! That's great! That coward Xuan Yi finally got tough for a while, and it's rare that I can't underestimate him." While talking, Wanyan's little hand was in front of the dressing table. Rubbing gently back and forth on the hand warmer that Yu picked up, she couldn't help thinking about it.

"Oh sister, you said that Xuan Yi has been really unhappy for so many years. Now that there is really one thing, such an important thing, he may be so happy! He will definitely be embarrassed in front of me every day. of!"

Saying that, Wanyan pouted her lips, she was obviously very happy, but she still looked reluctant.

"If this is the case, Mr. Xuanyi must be very happy." Seeing Wanyan happy, Lan Yu was also happy in her heart, and said with a soft smile, leaning forward and putting the silver crown that had just been removed from Wanyan's head on the table, and then Asked vaguely: "But Yan'er, are you so sure that tonight must have a good ending?"

When Wanyan heard the words, she blurted out without even thinking about it: "Of course, I can't hide Xuan Yi's affection for Yan Han, and that girl Yan Han loves Xuan Yi even more. Isn't it just a challenge to understand.

Now that the choice is clear, how could it not have a good result? "

Sapphire looked at Wanyan's determined face in the mirror, and smiled faintly.

Little idiot, he is so clever in terms of literary and martial arts, but he is really a little idiot in terms of human relationships.

In this world, it is rare for two people to be happy with each other, but the word "love" is difficult and difficult. It has never been possible to achieve perfection as long as two people are happy with each other.

I'm afraid that the matter between Xuan Yi and Yan Han will not be that simple...

Sapphire sighed softly, worried that if something happened, Wanyan would be disappointed for a while, so she thought of taking precautions for her first, combing Wanyan's hair, while softly and casually saying: "But Yan'er, The matter is not as simple as it seems to us, we will quietly wait for their news, after all, it is their own choice to make any decision."

"Ah?" Wan Yan frowned suspiciously, and said strangely: "Xuan Yi likes Yan Han, and Yan Han likes Xuan Yi, isn't it quite simple."

Sapphire narrowed her eyes and smiled, and when she was about to explain, she heard a "dong dong dong" sound from the door outside.

The knock on the door was not loud or urgent, but it was inexplicably heavy, as if all the strength had been exhausted.

Wanyan was originally waiting for Lan Yu to speak, but at this time she also wondered who came so late.

After Lan Yu turned her head and took a look, she said softly to Wanyan, "I'll go see who it is."

Saying that, Sapphire turned and pushed open the door of the cubicle and walked out of the bedroom. At this time, the lights in the main room were all off, and Sapphire could only walk all the way to the door under the faint moonlight.

As soon as the door was opened, Lan Yu saw Xuan Yi standing in front of the door.

Lan Yu has been in Xuan Mansion for more than half a year, and she also knows that Xuan Yi is always doing nothing and doesn't care about anything.

But she had never seen Xuan Yi look so depressed, as if his whole soul was suppressed by a boulder, suppressing all his youthful spirit.

And the smell of alcohol on his body mixed with the cold wind, all rushed to Sapphire's face.

Lan Yu was not surprised at all, but still asked politely: "Master Xuan Yi? What's the matter with you coming so late?"

(End of this chapter)