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Chapter 167 Insulators

"But I really am. When I was young, I was a tomboy character. I always played with boys, and there were a lot of fun things. I played with slingshots and marbles. But when I entered junior high school, I was a boy insulator.

I don’t say a word to boys, even if I clean the class a little bit, I feel nervous when I accidentally touch a boy’s hand. It’s the same in high school, and it’s still the same when I go to college. Have been in love, but don’t know what it’s like to be in love? "

"Single mother and fetus? Normally, maybe some people always meet love late."

: Yes, the mother and child have been single for many years. I used to go on a blind date, which was too honest. He asked me if I had ever been in a relationship, and I said no.
I said yes, love is so beautiful, why didn't I talk about it, and asked me several times, I was bored, and there was nothing to say, my sister told me that it was a naive boy, don't bother with him, that boy's family background is good, I think That's right. "

"There are others like this?" Zhang Jingbo asked in surprise.

"Yeah, I think the words of my sister's friends will also have an impact. A friend once told me that a blind date has not contacted me for several days. Why didn't I delete it? I think so, so I deleted it. Now I think I think it’s good to keep WeChat, make an appointment to have a chat and ask if there is any possibility of getting married, that’s okay too, he’s also a nice man with a good family background.”

"Are you concerned about the man's family background?" Although it was a little too much to ask, Zhang Jingbo was still keen to capture the information, and he was very sensitive about it.

"Yes, yes, I believe that the family is right. After all, my family is well-off, so I naturally want to find someone similar to me. My father once said that if you marry a man, marry a man, dress and eat, you should find a father with poor conditions to look after you." It's not good to suffer.

So, in fact, I didn't plan to get married at all. What's so good about getting married?For the other half, you have to spend time, energy and money to be with him and adapt to his lifestyle. The two have different native families, different jobs, and even many differences.

The last thing I want to spend on a man is time and energy. It’s really a waste of time and energy. Life is short and there are so many things you can do. Why waste it on a man?

But it’s like a blind date, you have to play with them, go shopping without them, and make them happy, and you don’t necessarily have a future, and you don’t necessarily get married. Anyway, it’s too difficult for me. Maybe it's really difficult for this kind of person who gets married just to explain to his parents. "

"After all, you still have to get married. Isn't it good to find a man to take care of you? Maybe you can also enjoy a beautiful physical relationship in the future?"

"Yeah, I think I'm definitely going to get married. I've never been in a relationship but I'm full of fantasies about love. I'm actually looking forward to having a husband who loves me.

I love my boyfriend. A friend once told me that his first time must be reserved for the boyfriend she loves, and it will definitely not be her husband. I didn’t understand it at the time, but now I understand it. Thank you, I’m sure I said so much. "

"Then don't you usually have any needs?" Zhang Jingbo asked seemingly casually. In fact, he was worried for a long time. This kind of thing is too private, but he has a deep understanding of Liu Shanshan.

She is really a good woman, but she shouldn't be so confiding to a stranger, but the feeling of being trusted made him feel spontaneously, and he just wanted to hug this helpless child, she was really lonely Bar.

"Yes, you must want to ask me how to solve it? I remember when I was in junior high school or high school, I watched Korean tertiary movies. Although "The Color of Love" is a bit incomprehensible, but now I still feel it Bang is distressed, after all, I watched it when I was in college, and the level has also risen.

I just watched some more revealing videos, and I slowly figured it out. I have never comforted myself. I am afraid of pain and fear. When my basic desire comes, I watch videos. I am really different.

When watching TV dramas with my sister, I always say that it’s better to show a pornographic film. My sister said, you really don’t understand. Naturally, you want to show a movie about handsome men and beautiful women in Thailand. How can you show those? There are a lot of videos, but you are so handsome, there must be no shortage of female companions. "

Zhang Jingbo seemed to have been read through Liu Shanshan's mind, and he also felt hot all over in an instant, probably because of the influence of alcohol on the one hand, and Liu Shanshan's straightforward words on the other hand.

He is a man, and he has never discussed these issues with girls, as if spying on Liu Shanshan's privacy, he would think in his heart, Liu Shanshan must have a physical reaction when watching those movies, thinking of this even his heart would be terrified Feeling hot, especially for a beautiful woman like Liu Shanshan, it is really impossible for a man not to fall in love with her.

"Do you like Yang Jinhua very much?" After hesitating for a long time, he still asked, but his heart was sour, why women always like men like Yang Jinhua.

"I can't talk about it, it can only be because I have a good impression. I was relatively slow in the beginning, but I just thought it would be good if I could marry such a boy, but I can't marry him now, and it doesn't matter if I talk about him or not. necessary.

In fact, he is also very kind to me. He is generous and careless. He took me to many places, and I also saw many scenic spots. During the few months with him, he spent a lot of money. I don’t know. of.

It’s impossible for a man as good as him to say that women don’t like it. In fact, I gradually understood that I am a man who doesn’t have that need. I’m busy with work from Monday to Friday, from nine to six, but almost every night They are all working overtime to read materials and documents.

I don't think any man wants to find a woman who has no sense of need for her. I understand very well. Besides, after meeting his girlfriend, who is such a charming person, the two of them are really suitable and a good match.

I'm actually very happy for Yang Jinhua, he doesn't smoke, drinks occasionally, does housework, pays his girlfriend's salary every month, pampers women like that, and loves to make up and dress up, he is the first blind date I've ever seen who knows how to make up Object, he is really good. "

"This...really?" Zhang Jingbo smiled, talking about makeup, he sneered, what kind of makeup does a big man wear, but Yang Jinhua's makeup is really good-looking, he knows it, and he also knows that he is handsome. Knowing that Yang Jinhua has bonus points, he really has to make him jealous.

"Once I was driving with him, he ran in front, and I followed him. At that moment, I really wanted to hold his hand, but I thought in my heart that he didn't take the initiative to hold my hand. How could I take the initiative?" , can only be said to be a good memory, anyway, everything is over."

(End of this chapter)