rain like flowers

Chapter 194 Lost
"You have finished talking, what else should I say?"

"You and your boyfriend are in a relationship, but what about me? I don't have a relationship with him. I don't think I'm in a relationship, and I don't think I'm his girlfriend. He never let me When he was his girlfriend, he just followed what I said and came to see me twice a week, which was completely different from the previous few times, and he was not as punctual as that at all."

"How can Shanshan say that? Isn't he very kind to you? You see, he listens to you. Every time he comes to see you, he invites you to a big restaurant for dinner. It's very generous. Then What else do you want him to do to you?"

"I don't know, I think maybe he is a little bored, or else he doesn't care so much, anyway, I never know who he thinks of me, maybe a girlfriend? Maybe boys are like this, If you are lazy once, you will think about being lazy again and again, what my sister said is really right."

Yuan Jing was a little helpless: "Shanshan, my boyfriend and I are not what you think, we have been together for three or four years, and he is still on the same boat. Seeing that I have a new blind date soon, he is very enthusiastic. He chased me, and his family conditions were better than theirs, so he remembered me, took the initiative to call me a video, and cried so hard that he made a mistake and asked me to forgive him, Shanshan, sometimes a woman is really forced by the situation, You have no choice but to forgive some things, or you will have to go on a blind date again."

Liu Shanshan was silent, not knowing what she wanted?
When Zhang Jingbo asked her out again that time, she waited for him for almost a day, and only received Zhang Jingbo's WeChat message on Thursday: "I'm going home this week, I'll see you on Sunday."

It was such a simple chat with almost no other content. She felt very disappointed. She had already made an appointment. Could he understand her mood when she was waiting?Why is he always so cold, why he always speaks so plainly, he is not as gentle as when he first met him, and he is not as gentle to her as that.

Sometimes she said to Yuan Jing: "I don't know what's wrong? Sometimes I feel that if I stay with him, I will live in the cold palace. If he wants to visit me, it's like the emperor is coming to favor me. , He didn’t come to see me, it’s like I’ve been living in the cold palace, I can only passively wait for his arrival, wait and wait, wait and wait, I don’t know what he means?”

Yuan Jing laughed and said, "It seems that our Shanshan is attracted to him. If she is not attracted to him, she probably wouldn't have so many demands, right?"

"Would it? Do I think so?"

"Of course, you, you must care about him and miss him. If you don't care about him, why do you always mention him and always mention him? You have expectations for him. Since you have expectations, you will naturally be a little disappointed. , in short, your heart is already on him, it seems that he must fascinate you, do you like him very much?"

"I can't talk about it. Maybe it's because I met my parents with him. I always treat him differently from other boys. Maybe it's the gift from his parents. I keep it, Dad. Tell me, if I go back, I will return the money to their family, and if he goes back, don't want the money."

"That's the reason, but you are a fan of the authorities, I think you really like him, want to see him, and want him to treat you as his girlfriend, but in fact, you want to be with him every day.

Maybe when you are free, you want him to take the initiative to send you WeChat. You always feel like you are waiting for him, right?Shanshan, if this is the case, then you should tell him, tell him what you think, even if you want to be intimate with him, just like what you said about the emperor's luck, you can tell him openly if you want him , I think you always like to dig into the dead end, so why not ask directly? "

"I" Liu Shanshan seemed to have been guessed, but she was still at a loss.

But when she received Zhang Jingbo's WeChat, Liu Shanshan just replied "Okay." For some reason, when she saw Dalongyi Hot Pot Restaurant, she still walked in, accompanied by a kind "Welcome, how many are you?" "

"One." She whispered, then picked a seat and sat down.

Picked some meat and dishes and mixed them well. The bowl was slowly stirring. She hadn’t posted food for a long time, so she took some photos and sent them to Moments. Circle copy: "Recommend a hot pot restaurant to Yuan Jing: Dalongyan Hot Pot Restaurant, it's really very spicy." This spicy food should only be found in Gaoxin, Chang'an has never heard of it. "" After all, she ate at the Dalongyi High-tech Store, and it was so spicy that she burst into tears.

But she purposely posted Moments, just to wait for Zhang Jingbo to look at her Moments, maybe like her, or ask her why she ate alone, but once she posted Moments, there were many replies.

"Eat hot pot in the air? I'll try it another day." Yuan Jing replied immediately.

"It's amazing, you can even eat poetry after eating hot pot." The friend replied.

But the only thing she didn't get was Zhang Jingbo's attention. She thought that Zhang Jingbo might not have looked at her Moments, but she thought how could it be possible, he must have. She even stubbornly believed that Zhang Jingbo must have seen it.

If she had to think, since Zhang Jingbo knew that she was eating hot pot alone, why didn't he come and eat with her?But more and more attention to Zhang Jingbo is full of anticipation, but this attention has turned from anticipation to disappointment.

On Sunday morning, she began to look forward to it. On weekdays, Zhang Jingbo parked her car downstairs early in the morning, but at eleven o'clock in the morning, she never heard from Zhang Jingbo. Instead, it was around five o'clock in the afternoon. , Zhang Jingbo sent a WeChat message.

"What are you busy with?"

"Reading at home."

"What book are you reading?"

She was extremely disgusted, even a little disgusted, hated this kind of deviousness on WeChat, and was even extremely sensitive, but felt particularly wronged in her heart, which was inexplicable.Has he forgotten that he hates chatting on WeChat the most, has he forgotten that he didn't come to see her on Wednesday, and now it's Sunday, and he doesn't plan to come to see her?

"Do you usually watch Moments?"

"Look, I think people nowadays have the habit of looking at Moments."

"Really? Do you often look at Moments?" She felt very uncomfortable. The seemingly plain words of Zhang Jingbo might be because she didn't see the Moments where she ate hot pot alone?
"Yeah, it's raining, have you noticed?" Liu Shanshan looked at, and it was already raining lightly outside, just like her mood, she started to think wildly again.

"Are you busy today?"

"Well, it's busy if you have entertainment."

"Then get busy first." After Liu Shanshan replied to the WeChat, she didn't know why, she seemed particularly disappointed, she couldn't control herself, and almost shed tears.

(End of this chapter)