rain like flowers

Chapter 195 Silence
Does he know if he doesn't come to her today, then they haven't seen each other this week? Seeing that he doesn't care about anything, or even doesn't understand anything, she thinks indifferently, anyway, he is late Even though he couldn't come today, he didn't mean to apologize at all. Yes, how could a person like him take the initiative to apologize?

Once she has any movement, mom and dad will know quickly, it seems that parents are much more sensitive than her, maybe a person's happy or unhappy can always be seen on his face, besides, mom always asks: "What about that boy?" What's the matter?" How I wish she was a boy, so that she can dominate a relationship and not be so passive.

After Sunday, it was an official holiday again, and there was no contact between the two of them during the super long May Day holiday. She had already realized that there was a cold war between the two of them, it was a complete cold war, since Sunday he did not The day he came, maybe it was because she had a bad attitude on WeChat that day, but he didn't come anyway.

Immediately after the May Day holiday, she chatted with her parents at night, and her mother asked again. When she was lying on the bed at night, she was hardly in the mood to do anything else. Instead, when it was almost twelve o'clock in the evening, she dialed Zhang Jingbo's number The phone, that is the phone she has always saved. The two of them are in contact with each other through WeChat, and they seldom call. The first time they called was her calling him.

"Hello" along with the habitual phone language, Zhang Jingbo answered the phone, and a deep voice rang out. Hearing Zhang Jingbo's "Hello", for some reason, Liu Shanshan could hardly suppress her inner thoughts: "I want to Ask. What exactly do you want?. I mean I don’t like procrastination, shall we continue or let it go?” At that time, she spoke very aggressively, even a little mad, close to hysteria. At that time, she also I don't know why she lost her temper so much, she didn't have time to think about it before she said those words.

"Forget it. Forget it." Unexpectedly, Zhang Jingbo didn't say much, and hung up the phone in a hurry.

Now Liu Shanshan panicked all of a sudden, her mind seemed to have been shaken violently suddenly, she couldn't react for a long time, what exactly Zhang Jingbo said?He and she have already met their parents and met so many times. She thought over and over again that she would write down the meeting with Zhang Jingbo in her notebook every time. She counted and the two had met 9 times. What about seeing both parents?
When she remembered what Zhang Jingbo told her, forget it, she felt very wronged, tears flowed down her cheeks, almost hysterical, and she immediately realized that the fact was not whether she was happy or not, but that she couldn't face her parents and her feelings. Parents, as if the sound of mother asking her to give her some snacks was heard in her ears again, and let her catch it, what they reacted was the deep sense of fear and helplessness that they were about to join the army of blind dates again.

Soon she adjusted her thoughts, calmed down, and sent a WeChat message to Zhang Jingbo: "I'm sorry, I spoke in a bad tone just now. I want to take some time and let's meet and chat. Do you think it's okay?"

"I was going to. Okay, I'll see you sometime."

"How about Haidilao Hot Pot Restaurant at 7 o'clock on Sunday night?" After sending the address, she slowly thought that if she wanted to meet, she would have to accept the vacation.

"Okay, I'll be there on time." She replied bluntly. She didn't know what Zhang Jingbo was thinking, but she had a vague feeling in her heart that she was going to negotiate this time, or that the two of them had a good deal before The problems we are facing will be solved by speaking, and the relationship between the two will be one step closer.

But if the talks are not good, the relationship between the two may be formally separated and completely disintegrated. She carefully took out the red envelope from the small and delicate cabinet with a combination lock. It was given to her by Zhang Jingbo's parents. At the meeting ceremony, she didn't touch the money, and she didn't even remove the cover of the red envelope. After thinking about it, she held the red envelope tightly in her hand again.

On Sunday, she put on light makeup early in the morning, put on a long knitted dress, high shiny Martin shoes, and a black and white patterned shirt inside, decorated with pearls on the clothes, and specially put on a very retro pink hat. Dressed in a European style, this time she was carrying a Chanel bag, and sprayed it with Estee Lauder's perfume, which is a proper men's fragrance. When she went out, she repeatedly checked the 1 yuan red envelope, and squeezed it with her hands , still bulging.

Hearing that it would rain in the forecast, she brought her umbrella in advance. Unexpectedly, when she was about to walk to Haidilao Qujiang store, it was really raining. In fact, she arrived early, and she saw the huge umbrella from a distance. Haidilao hot pot restaurant, but she didn't go in immediately, but waited outside. To be honest, it was still a bit cold at night, but she didn't seem to feel that cold, but she was still waiting.

She didn't think about sending Zhang Jingbo a wechat, anyway, the time and place had already been agreed, and she was even a little proud of herself, she really wanted to see if Zhang Jingbo would be late this time, and Zhang Jingbo sent it when it was almost seven o'clock WeChat: "Where have you been? I've already arrived at the hotel."

Is it a breakup meal?So is he so punctual?
"Wait for me first, order first, I'll be there right away." She was still standing downstairs, the street was still full of feasting lights, as if she didn't care about her sadness, and received another call from Zhang Jingbo after a few minutes WeChat: "The dishes are already ordered, how long will it take for you to arrive?"

She sneered, she used to wait for him for so long without a word of apology, but now he started sending her wechat messages to urge her after only a few minutes of waiting, she never seemed to urge him so eagerly, right?
It seemed that she had to wait for half an hour that time. At about 7:[-], she walked in slowly, went up to the second floor, stepped on the stairs slowly, turned right, looked up slowly, and at the end On the left side of the row, she saw Zhang Jingbo, who was putting some dishes into the pot.

She walked over slowly, and even the waiter realized the unusual relationship between each other. Looking at Zhang Jingbo in front of her, she seemed to not know him, she sat down slowly, and looked nervously at Zhang Jingbo. Looking at him, both of them felt particularly awkward, and she also didn't know how to speak.

"I'm here to talk. Is what you said true?"

Zhang Jingbo didn't speak, as if he was waiting for her to continue speaking.

"Actually, I just wanted to see you that day because I had a cold, and now I feel better."

"Then are you in good health?" She didn't say this, but she still persisted, "Is it true what you said on the phone?"

Both of them looked at each other, and then there was a moment of silence. In fact, knowing that Zhang Jingbo's answer was very important to Liu Shanshan, she came here today for this answer, not for his silence.

(End of this chapter)