rain like flowers

Chapter 217 Abuse
"Are diapers and milk powder really that expensive?" Miao Miao asked in surprise. In fact, she had never thought about such a deep question. Listening to Liu Shanshan, she didn't care about these things, but to be honest, she also wanted to hear what's the situation.

"A bucket of milk powder depends on how much you eat. The cheapest one costs seventy or eighty yuan, and it's still small. It depends on how much you eat every day. Besides, the breastfeeding period also depends on whether you have breast milk. You think giving birth is so simple. Do you think she will grow up naturally if she has more mouths?

Besides diapers, depending on how the fastidious people use them, they are like sanitary napkins. The most particular ones must be changed every 2 hours, but go and see for yourself, how many women can change them every 2 hours a day? A sanitary napkin?
And baby diapers are really expensive, the cheapest bag is 2000, and you don’t spend it yourself?Just save the [-] yuan a month, is it really enough for you?Of course, how to raise children is raising, and you still have to make your own decisions. "

"That's why I said poor, who doesn't want to give children a better life?" Miao Miao was a little helpless, love is good, but the trivialities and difficulties of life can really make a person lose his fighting spirit.

"Then earn money, or find someone with better conditions than you, who can maintain the average level. It's really hard to stay on the line of food and clothing. Besides, choice is greater than hard work, and it's not a problem of children's education in the future. Which elementary school to go to, you are still young, you really have to look hard."

"But how can I be attracted to me if the conditions are good? Those who are interested in me are those with poor conditions? How can I find it myself?"

"Miao Miao, if you think like this, then I suggest that you don't look for it anymore, just marry your 5000 yuan a month young man from the county town. Anyway, the cost of the county town is also small. Life, just bear it. It’s over, what kind of life isn’t it? Since everyone thinks that they can’t find it, why do they still look for it? It’s so troublesome, just make a mistake and forget about getting married, why bother?”

Liu Shanshan hurriedly grabbed Liu Ying's sleeve, signaling her not to speak too harshly, but Liu Ying acted as if she hadn't seen it at all, and said these words forcefully.

"Miaomiao, in fact, you still need to make your own decisions about relationship issues? Others are just giving you advice, which is not enough. I also think that blind dates and finding a partner are sometimes the same as work, you just have to have confidence , You have to have the kind of self-confidence that my old lady is too difficult to be invincible, you have to believe that you will find someone, and then you can find someone, otherwise it will be really difficult to find."

Liu Shanshan said encouragingly, but in fact she didn't have much confidence in her heart. After all, is marriage a matter between two people?It's not something she can decide on her own.

"Actually, sister, I don't understand why parents place so much importance on their marriage. Isn't it freedom of marriage and freedom of reproduction? Shouldn't two people get married because of love? Don't they want to get married if they don't want to get married?" Won't you get married?
Isn't it true that if you want to have a baby, you can have a baby, and if you don't want to have a baby, you can't have a baby?Why do parents always persecute them? It seems that they only need to get married. Now they are urging marriage, and then they are giving birth, step by step. I really don’t know when it will take?Every time because of the blind date, my parents always quarrel with me, and my friend blocks her parents because of the blind date. Sometimes I want to sever ties with them, completely sever ties. "

"Because you are an ordinary person, an ordinary person, you have to get married and have children, don't you understand now?" Liu Ying was very angry, but her tone was still calm.

Miao Miao was taken aback, and could hardly meet Liu Shanshan and Liu Ying's eyes, she seemed to have seen their ridicule and their fooling, how unbearable she was?

"Sister, in fact, sometimes I feel that life is very hard, and I don't even know what the courage to live and the meaning of life are? In fact, if I can choose, if I can really choose, sometimes I really want to commit suicide , when a person dies, it will be over once and for all, and there will not be so many troubles after a person dies."

"How can you think like this? Life is so beautiful, how can you think about these things?" The two almost looked at each other, more surprised than shocked.

"Is life really meaningful? Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature. You have to work every day, make money, get married and have children. If it weren't for the consideration that after I committed suicide, my parents would not be able to face it, or I would not be able to face their sadness. I think I will choose death without hesitation, and it is because I am afraid that they will be sad that I have lingered on until now."

"How do you want to die? Jump off a building, hang yourself, take poison, sleeping pills, jump into the sea, burn charcoal to commit suicide, which method? How do you want to die?" Liu Shanshan asked, Miao Miao was taken aback: "Actually, I didn't think too much about such a specific question. I think it's better to stock up on sleeping pills, but it seems that you can only get them in the hospital. If euthanasia is legal, I want to choose euthanasia. '

After a long silence, Miao Miao spoke again: "Hey, sisters, I'm just joking with you, why should I die, life is so beautiful, and there are so many beautiful things that I haven't enjoyed enough? Besides, I don't need to , It’s a big deal to sever ties with your parents, anyway, it’s not a big deal, but I want them to get used to living without me.

Maybe they won't be so lonely after getting used to it. Now my mother has a baby to take care of and is very busy every day. In fact, she doesn't have time to take care of me. I just hope that one day they won't be sad.

After all, they are not like us, they can have the courage and confidence to start over, and they can also grow themselves. The people of the previous generation are really too difficult. They only have reprimands, insults, and beatings to achieve their goals. Apart from these, there is really nothing amazing? "

"Did someone reprimand, insult, or beat you? Miao Miao?" Shanshan asked anxiously, very worried.

"Aren't parents like that? If you can't say it, you're reprimanding, and reprimanding is nothing more than insulting, and insulting is nothing more than beating. It's so simple, it's nothing special."

"Miao Miao." The two said almost in unison.

"They can scold them if they want, they can beat them if they want, I don't care anymore, it's better to kill them, wouldn't it be more perfect, don't sisters have never been beaten by their parents?"

Seeing that both of them shook their heads, Miao Miao was also shocked.

"Haven't my sisters been insulted and beaten by teachers when they were in school?"

"How is it possible, how could the teacher beat you?"

"This... the teacher probably didn't beat the students."

Miaomiao thought to herself, maybe this is the difference between the countryside and the city.

(End of this chapter)