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Chapter 51 You Know My Joy, I Understand Your Helplessness

Nine p.m.

Sister Tuanzi: "Are you there?"

Gao Shiyuan: "Yes. Actually, I have been waiting for you to send me a message."

"Ah."

"Aren't you busy now?"

"I'm not busy anymore, the child is sleeping, and my husband is out to socialize."

"Do you go to bed in the middle of the night every day?"

"Almost every day."

"Do you get up before six every morning?"

"Yes, every morning after six o'clock, I have to take the children out for a run or ride a bicycle for exercise, and then have breakfast outside, or come back and do it myself."

"Don't you sleep during the day?"

"If you don't sleep during the day, if you sleep during the day, you won't be able to sleep at night."

"But don't you sleep too little every day? That's about three to five hours."

"Well, when it is less, it can be two or three hours, and when it is more, it can be more than five hours."

"Sleep so little every day, can your body bear it?"

"It's okay, I'm Superman."

"Have you been sleeping so little?"

"It's not always like this, it's only been like this in the last two years. It used to be that I could sleep about eight hours every night."

"Why are you sleeping so little now?"

"I have insomnia, and I lie in bed every night and can't fall asleep."

"and then?"

"Then I get up and read."

"Seeing until midnight?"

"Ah."

"You have insomnia, where is your husband?"

"He's fast asleep."

"How did this happen, why did you suffer from insomnia?"

"Unhappy marriage."

"Can you tell me about your marriage?"

"My husband is in the company. His career is fairly successful and he has a lot of money. Our family's living conditions are very good. My parents and relatives all say that I have found a good husband. They all think that my life must be very happy, but I'm actually not happy at all."

"Why do you say that?"

"Many young girls want to marry a rich husband and live a luxurious life, but that's not what I want."

"What do you want?"

"When I say this, you may think I'm hypocritical. What I want is a soulmate. We read books together every day, walk hand in hand, enjoy the scenery outside, and hug each other goodnight before going to bed every night. Do you think I Isn’t it hypocritical to think so?”

"Not hypocritical."

"Yeah, I also think my requirements are not high. But he said I'm hypocritical."

"How can this be hypocritical! This is intellectuality, you are an intellectual woman."

"But he thinks I'm hypocritical. I told a female classmate what I thought, and she said it was my fault. She also said that your husband is so rich and buys you so many gifts. You should be content. But I don't want to That's a lot of money and gifts."

"Doesn't your husband usually read?"

"He doesn't read, and I asked him to read, and he said: What's the use of reading? Can it be eaten or drunk? He doesn't read himself, and he wants me not to read too. Reading is now my greatest pleasure, and it's also my soul. If I am not allowed to read, I think I will suffocate to death."

"Why is this happening! Did you and your husband meet on a blind date?"

"It's not a blind date. We met during a college reunion. When we were in college, we were not in the same class. That reunion was a gathering of several classes."

"Did he chase you afterward?"

"Well. Later we got married. Looking back now, getting married was a huge mistake. At that time, my parents thought he was very good, and I didn't think clearly about what kind of marriage I wanted. Married in a daze."

"A lot of unhappy marriages start that way."

"Yes. My marriage and family seem to be very happy now, but the problem is actually very serious."

"Are you a full-time wife?"

"I'm not a full-time wife. If I don't go to work and work as a full-time wife at home, I will admit that I am hypocritical. But I am not a full-time wife. I have always had my own job. Even without him, I can live well. Although she may not become a rich wife in the eyes of others like she is now."

"What do you do for a living?"

"Let's not ask each other what job they do, what their name is, which neighborhood they live in, and don't look at photos, shall we?"

"why?"

"The reason why we can talk freely without any worries is because we are completely strangers. Even if we meet on the road, we don't know each other. Once we know too much about each other, the strangeness will disappear. To give an extreme example For example, just imagine, if after we know this specific information, we find out that the other party is actually a downstairs neighbor or a colleague in the office, how will we get along with each other in the future?"

"What you said makes sense. Can you tell me your phone number or add your WeChat? That's convenient for contact."

"It's better not to keep the phone number, and don't add WeChat. That will make us more familiar, but it will also make us farther away."

"Well, don't ask, it's good to maintain the current relationship."

"Yes, now we talk about everything, but we won't enter each other's real life. You know my joy, and I understand your helplessness. Let's stop talking, my husband is back."

"Okay. Let's talk when we have time."

At six o'clock the next morning, Gao Shiyuan saw a message from sister Tuanzi: "Are you asleep?" The message was sent at eleven nineteen in the evening.

Gao Shiyuan replied: "I fell asleep after ten o'clock in the evening. I just saw your message. Did you suffer from insomnia again yesterday?"

"Well, I didn't fall asleep until after two o'clock."

"Then you only slept for more than three hours in total! I'm really worried about your body. Are you going to take your child out to exercise again?"

"Yes, I will go in a while."

"Is your husband going too?"

"He never works out, and he's still sleeping. Stop talking, he's going to be busy."

"Well. Let's talk again when we have time."

Nine past five in the evening.Gao Shiyuan sent a message to Sister Tuanzi: "Sister Tuanzi, are you there?"

Sister Tuanzi: "Yes, the child just fell asleep. The busy day is over, and the rest of the time belongs to me."

"Is your husband home?"

"He went on a business trip and will be back tomorrow."

"We can talk a little longer today."

"Ah."

"Can you tell me more about your marriage?"

"Well. Actually, if you don't ask, I want to talk to you again. I think I'm about to collapse."

"Why, is it because of insomnia? You only sleep so little every day, and I am very worried about your body."

"It's okay, the only difference between me and Superman is that I'm prettier than him."

"Stop joking, okay? I'm really worried about you."

"Well, I know, thank you."

"You're welcome. Your insomnia is so severe, is there no treatment?"

"I have seen Western medicine and Chinese medicine, and I have taken various medicines, but there is no improvement."

"You can take sleeping pills to force your body to sleep."

"Sleeping pills can cause dependence and side effects. I'm only 38 years old, and I don't want to take sleeping pills yet."

"But can your body take it? Will you be groggy during the day?"

"It's a little tired, but it's okay. I won't be groggy. It's just that sometimes I have a headache. Maybe my body has gotten used to it. Except for the inability to sleep, my body is still fine. I am very self-disciplined, every day do excercise."

"But your sleep is really too little. Now the body is just fine for the time being, and it may collapse in the future."

"No, I'm Superman."

"That's all I can think of."

"Ah."

"If I'm not wrong, you watched your children alone, right?"

"Basically, I brought it up alone, and his father didn't take care of it."

"That's what I guessed."

"Actually, my requirements for marriage are really not high. I don't want a big house, a good car, or a lot of money. I just want two people to study together and share happiness. Dad takes the children out to play football and run , exercise, I cook meals at home, wait for them to come back, and prepare clothes for them to go out. Such a simple request, why is it so difficult?"

"Your request is really not high."

"But why can't it be done?"

(End of this chapter)