The film and television city starts from the courtyard

At night, there is a windy courtyard.

Seeing Damai and Lin Na preparing for dinner, Xu Hongdou walked over and said, "Damai, Nana, what is your ideal?"

Nana froze for a moment, then said, "I think it is my ideal to live a peaceful and happy life."

"You are dreaming, right?" Damai blurted out.

"What is the difference between a dream and an ideal?"

"There is a big difference here. What you strive for is ideals, and what you have some good expectations is dreams. One is to do it, and the other is to do it occasionally or not. There is a big difference in this."

"What about your ideal?"

Damai said: "My ideal is to be a person of value."

Nana said: "Then you have realized it, everyone's existence is valuable."

"This is the natural saying of your confident talents. For me, I can't do anything except write, and I don't want to do anything. Now there are hundreds of thousands of online literature writers across the country. Most of the stories written It’s like dropping a pebble in the sea, it can’t stir up any waves, and people will say that it litters the Internet. So I often think that an unpopular author like me, who exists like a denominator, Am I really talented, and am I really worth it?"

Nana heard that Damai was a little negative, and said: "Damai, don't think so, of course you are talented and valuable."

"I'm not saying this to get your comfort and encouragement, I'm just stating my thought process."

"So what's the result of thinking?"

"Ah, that's great, but there's no result. I'm doubting myself now, while continuing to move forward." Damai said, looking at Xu Hongdou, and asked, "What about you? What about your ideal?"

Seeing Xu Hongdou shook his head and asked, "No, what about your dream?"

"rich?"

"This is the dream of most people. What about after getting rich?"

"Retirement?" Xu Hongdou also said with some uncertainty.

"What about after retirement? You have to do something."

"What do you want to do after retirement?"

Damai said in surprise: "Of course, you can't do nothing, right? Let's put it this way, are your parents retired?"

"My mother is a housewife, and my father opened a grain and oil store before. Later, the street where he did business was demolished, and my sister refused to let him go. Now he is considered retired."

"Then what are they doing every day?"

Xu Hongdou thought for a while, and said, "My dad plays Taijiquan and calligraphy every day. He renovated a house in the past two years and spends two days a week fishing in the reservoir. My mother goes to the vegetable market in the morning to buy vegetables. recipes, or go to the countryside with my aunt to grow vegetables. I told me two days ago that I should apply for a job as a garbage sorting propagandist in the community."

Damai said: "So retirement is not a dream, but a fantasy. Many young people fantasize about their life after retirement, or do nothing after they have money. This is pure fantasy. In fact, people can't rest at all. , always find something for yourself to do. You eat when you are hungry, and you want to eat well when you are full. When your life is rich, you will have spiritual needs. And then you hope to be socially Get honor, respect, help others, and realize self-worth.”

Xu Hongdou said, "Are you Maslow's theory of needs?"

Nana said: "Then the needs of my parents are very clear. My mother hopes to help me take care of my children after retirement. My father hopes to go to a university for the elderly after retirement and improve himself. He will help me take care of my children. In short, they Help me take care of the kids."

"This is the ideal old age life that many parents dream of, with grandchildren in their hearts."

"Then I have to get out of the singles first, but my current life is the life I want. I found this place after crossing mountains and seas." Nana said thoughtfully.

"Hongdou, what kind of life do you want?"

Xu Hongdou sighed and said, "I didn't have a life before. I came here to find out what kind of life I want."

After the three separated, Xu Hongdou sat on the recliner, thinking about what these people said to him, ideals, dreams, so what exactly are his ideals and dreams?
While thinking about it, Zhao Shucheng came out of the room, saw Xu Hongdou was still outside, and said, "Hongdou, don't you want to go to rest?"

"Zhao Shucheng, what is your ideal?"

"My ideal? That's too much. I used to dream of sleeping until I woke up naturally, counting money until my hands cramp, but later I realized that counting money until my hands cramp is not something ordinary people can do. Even you If you are really rich, you can’t count money at home with a lot of money. Money is just a number. Later, my ideal was to be happy at work, and I realized it later. After that, I want to live what I want Life is not a life arranged by others, that's why I came here, and I can live as I want. As for dreams, I have no dreams now, only the simplest idea, that is to go with the flow, live one day at a time, take it lightly Just take it easy."

After Zhao Shucheng finished speaking, he looked at Xu Hongdou and asked, "You're a little weird today, why did you suddenly think of asking this, did you get stimulated by something?"

"No, I just heard that Huang Xinxin and Damai have their own ideals today, but I don't seem to have any ideals myself."

Zhao Shucheng said with a smile: "How can there be no ideals? It's just that you are blind and can't see clearly. You have to figure out what you want, not what others want you to want. You can't take other people's ideals as your own. your ideals, and don't give up your own ideals because others have the same ideals."

"What are you talking about other people's ideals, my ideals, as if you know what my ideals are."

Zhao Shucheng said: "Your ideal when you first came here was to change your life and choose to lie flat. Now because of other people, you want to do something so that you don't really become a bastard, don't you?"

Xu Hongdou glared at Zhao Shucheng, and said, "You're the bastard."

"I don't think there's anything wrong with being a jerk. Anyway, I have money, so I don't have to worry about food and clothing. Being a flat salted fish doesn't affect other people. It's good to be a jerk like this. But it's not suitable for me. Everyone, most people still need to do something, which is better than thinking about it."

"Then you can continue to lie flat, I'll go back first."

Seeing Xu Hongdou returned to the room, Zhao Shucheng lay down on the couch for a while, looked at the sky, and then went back to his room.

But after Zhao Shucheng and Xu Hongdou went back to rest, instead, the lights in Damai and Nana's room started to turn on again, and then the sound kept coming.

Nana sent a message to Damai with a photo above.Following Barley, he asked, "What's going on?"

"I just took a picture, how is it, is it amazing?"

"This is just a normal conversation, what's so exciting?"

Nana posted a picture of hating iron but not steel, and then said: "Why are you so stupid, when can't the two of them talk, you have to wait until we all go back to the room before talking to the two of them alone outside. Date."

"No way?"

"Why not, maybe it won't be long before we are going to eat wedding candy."

Although Damai didn't quite believe it, he also felt that the picture of the two of them together was so beautiful, and said: "Suddenly, I have a sense of sight of watching an idol drama. It would be even better if I could see them hugging and kissing. They are still talented and beautiful." The love of love is eye-catching, it gives me new inspiration, I won’t talk to you anymore, I want to write it down, and prepare to use it in my novel.”

"..."

Seeing that Damai didn't reply to her message, and seeing that there was no one outside, Nana could only rest reluctantly.

The next day was another fine day with clear skies.

Xie Zhiyao came to the small courtyard early, just when everyone thought he was looking for Xu Hongdou, they didn't expect Xie Zhiyao to knock on Zhao Shucheng's door directly.

Followed Zhao Shucheng and Xie Zhiyao did not know what to say, the two left in a hurry.

Damai and Lin Na looked at each other and said, "Hey, what's the situation? Mr. Xie came to look for Hongdou yesterday, but he's here to look for Brother Zhao today, isn't it for a duel?"

"Why is there a duel?"

"Isn't that obvious? Mr. Xie must also like Hongdou. After learning about Brother Zhao and Hongdou, the two decided to have a fair and just duel. Only the winner will be eligible to pursue Hongdou."

"Balley, you'd better read less romance novels. It's obvious that something came to him, and it has nothing to do with feelings."

When Damai heard Lin Na say this, although he said he believed it, he couldn't hide the gossip in his eyes.

After Xu Hongdou woke up from his sleep, and lay in bed for a while, he struggled to get out of bed.After simple coefficient makeup, I walked out of the room to take a breath of fresh air, and looked at Ma Qiushan who was meditating below and Damai and the others who were in the small kitchen.

"Morning, Hongdou!" Ma Qiushan took the initiative to say hello.

After Xu Hongdou responded, she came to the small kitchen and asked, "Balley, what do you have for breakfast?"

"Let's eat noodles! By the way, Brother Zhao was called away by Mr. Xie, so we can only make breakfast by ourselves, don't you mind?"

"Of course not. It's good for us to cook and eat by ourselves. By the way, what did Mr. Xie ask Zhao Shucheng to do?"

"We don't know, we just know what the two of them said in the room, and then they left in a hurry."

After Lin Na finished speaking, she looked at Xu Hongdou who was standing there motionless, swayed in front of him, and said, "Hongdou, are you okay?"

Only then did Xu Hongdou come back to his senses, and said, "Ah, I'm fine, I'm just a little sleepy. Let's eat!"

Damai and Lin Na looked at each other, they saw very clearly just now that Xu Hongdou was not sleepy at all, but was thinking about something. (end of this chapter)