The happiest person in this world should be a child who has a mother who loves him.

My mother passed away due to illness as early as I can remember.

I cried until my heart broke, and my voice was hoarse.

My father's eye sockets were moist, and his eyes were covered with red threads that had been restless for several days. He looked haggard and old. He wiped away the tears on my face, and took my little hand into his big one, with a hoarse and pitiful voice: "Ayi , mother is very hard, she has to drink so much bitter medicine every day, she is in pain every day, now she is not in pain, but she is too tired and needs to rest, let's not disturb her, okay?"

I shook my head desperately: No, no, I want a mother!
My father was in tears. At that time, I didn't know that I was suffering from the pain of losing my mother, and my father lost his true love. The pain in my heart was no less than mine. Even, the barrenness of the inner world of an adult is compared to that of a child. Deeper and deeper, thicker and more painful!
My father didn't let me in the mourning hall. He said that I was still young, as long as I didn't read it, I would forget it when I grew up.

I was crying and fussing.

How could I forget?

My mother hugged me, and I nestled in her warm and fragrant embrace, eating the snacks she made with her own hands. In the courtyard at dusk, watching the purple flowers swaying on the top of the vines in the corner of the courtyard, the evening glow reflected, and the setting sun fell to the west, The mother's smile was gentle, and her eyes were filled with warm love.

She would caress my little head and say with a smile, "My Ayi is so cute!"

She feeds me fluffy pastries!

She will stay by my hospital bed, and when I recover, she will lose a lot of weight!
She will sing me a lullaby beside my bed, making me smile sweetly in my dreams!
She will put on the most beautiful new clothes for me, and put the most tender kisses on my face!

……

How could I forget?

My father had no choice but to let me stay in the mourning hall.

I stayed with my mother for seven days, and my father said: "Ayi, my mother is going to be buried in the grave, and you have to be obedient in the future, my mother is watching you from the sky!"

My elder brother and I put on sackcloth and filial piety for my mother, and my elder brother lived alone in front of my mother's grave for half a year.

My father also often goes, sometimes, he will take me.

If it wasn't for his errands, maybe he would live there like his brother.

After a long time, my brother and I both accepted the fact that our mother was in the sky and became a star watching over us.

The father said: "Ayi, although you have lost your mother, you still have your father and elder brother. We will give you the best. We all wish you peace, joy, happiness and well-being in this life!"

My father fulfilled his promise, and I have lived happily ever since I was a child.

I don't like the capital city, those ladies from all over the world look like they were carved out of the same mold, and they turn eight hundred turns in their speech, full of cunning, but I can see through it at a glance, so I find it very boring.

I like to live in Zhuangzi. In my mother’s dowry, there is a Zhuangzi in the mountains.

I like riding a horse, galloping a horse, the wind blows through the hair beside my ears, and every piece of my body and mind feels refreshed.

I also like reading, and even the air in the villa is fresh.After running the horses in the racecourse and taking a bath, burn a plate of incense and a book in the yard, and you can wait for an afternoon.

I like those clean and pure things, the morning wind, the morning dew, the sunset glow in the sky, the cheerfully flowing stream, the green hills that laugh without saying a word...

Of course, I prefer the mountain villa at night. When I look up, I can see the twinkling stars in the sky. It is my mother who is talking to me!
Every year, I will live in Zhuangzi for more than half a year, and I will return after having a good time.

I have rescued more than a dozen little squirrels, four little rabbits, including a mother rabbit with a baby, and I have also rescued people.

A pretty but silly little brother.

The little brother was injured while hunting in the mountains, and he was going down the stream, and he should have died. I happened to meet him. I called the guards of the villa, carried him back, and treated him.

It took a long time to clean his wound and apply medicine, and I was so tired that I fell asleep.

When I went to see him the next day, he was already awake.

He has a smile on his brows, a gentle voice, and a clear demeanor, like pearls and jade, just like my brother.But my brother looks better than him!
Moreover, my brother is not as stupid as he is. My brother is very good at martial arts, and he returns with a lot of rewards when hunting, and he is never injured!
He has no ministers to recuperate from his illness, so I showed him the book.When he saw my annotations in the book, he was very surprised. When we discussed our respective views, there were many of the same views.

He looked at me with a smile: "I didn't expect you to think so much at such a young age! Could it be that the wind and springs in this villa can make people smarter?"

I heard it funny, look, even boasting people is the same as my brother.

He and I scoured beautiful stones in mountain streams, talked about the present and the past with me, or watched the scenery and the starry sky together.He can also ride a horse, even better than me!However, that is because I am young, and when I grow up, my riding skills will not be worse than his.

He said that he likes the villa, there is no intrigue, and even breathing is sweet every day.

My brother also said that he likes the villa, but he is the direct son of the Marquis of Weiwu, and the Marquis of Weiwu has been in his generation for three generations. If he doesn't make any contribution, his title will be taken back.So he has a heavy responsibility on his shoulders, he has his own things to do, and he can't play with me in the villa all the time.

He took care of his injury for half a month, and then returned to Beijing.

If the injury is not completely healed, he will leave.

I know that he, like my brother, must have responsibilities on his shoulders, so they all have to go about their own affairs.

The night before returning to Beijing, I gave him a farewell party. He substituted tea for wine and said to me, "Ayi, you are the most relaxed and transparent person I have ever met. How about I come pick you up later?"

I was very surprised: "I'm only staying here temporarily, besides, my brother will come to pick me up!"

He laughed, took a sip of tea, and said: "What you said is that you and I are just passing through, staying here for a short time only!"

He chuckled again, shook his head and sighed, "You're still a little girl!"

I was not convinced: "I'm already twelve!"

12 years old and already having troubles.

My father and elder brother let me play as much as I want, but my grandmother is not happy. She said that I have grown up and it is time to learn the rules.

Every lady in the capital has to learn.

Since I am the daughter-in-law of the mighty Marquis Mansion, I must learn it.

Otherwise, if there is a joke in the future, it will lose the face of the mighty Marquis Mansion.

My brother has a responsibility on his shoulders, and so do I!
But I didn't expect that four years later, I would see him again.

The world is so big, the capital is so big, he was just a person I met and rescued, and hurried through the pipeline.

The palace gave a banquet, and I knelt down and saluted with everyone: "Long live the emperor, long live, long live!"

Looking up, it was him in front of him!

I remembered that in the four years I have been learning how to be a good lady, I have heard about the changes in the royal family, a prince who is not very favored, who rarely appears in front of people, but suddenly showed his ability , was valued by the emperor, and also received "special care" from several emperor brothers.

Once when he was out on a business trip, he was attacked by a killer dressed as a Bandit, and he narrowly escaped death. He returned to Beijing more than a month later, and the central capital almost held his funeral.Several brothers thought he was dead.

Afterwards, he should have gone through a bloody storm, but in the end he won and became the superior one!

The etiquette I have learned has allowed me to hide my surprise well. I saw the smile in his eyes, and he recognized me.

After the palace banquet, he left me alone and asked, "Do you still remember me?"

As I remembered, I lowered my eyes and restrained my face: "Your Majesty, my ministers and daughters were innocent when they were young. If you offend me, please forgive me!" The response was decent and solemn.Like all the ladies in the face of him!
He asked: "You are an adult, would you like to marry me?"

Even if I can already hide what I think in my heart, I can't hide my surprise!
marry him?

how can that be possible?
He is just a passer-by in my 12-year-old life, just like the little squirrels and rabbits I rescued back then, he has embellished my life, but that's all.

He is the king of a country, but I am just an ordinary person.

He is already married, the 72nd concubine of Sangong Sixth Courtyard, and I just want to be a couple for the rest of my life.

What's more...

I'm engaged!

That day, I was drinking tea at Baiyu Tea House with a few close friends in my boudoir. It was the time when the rankings were released.

Tanhualang is very young, with a fair face, gentle and upright, and a temperament as gentle as jade.With such a face, it's no wonder that she was named Tanhua by the emperor!
Just thinking like this, unexpectedly that Tanhua Lang raised his eyes and looked at me accurately and directly.

We were so far apart, I was in the window and he was downstairs, but right away he smiled at me.I was a little confused, but Chunlan and Jiqiu were both surprised and happy. They looked at me and said enviously: "Ayi, Tanhualang is smiling at you. Have you known each other before?"

I shook my head, never seen it before.

Their envy makes me feel very incomprehensible.That person was hit by Tanhua, and he only smiled when he was in a happy mood. It may not be aimed at me, and it may not necessarily contain other emotions in it.But their expressions that if Tan Hualang smiled at them, they would pass out with happiness are really fascinating.

There is an imperial examination every three years, and there is a Tanhualang every three years.

Although Tanhualang is very good-looking, there are too many good-looking men in this world, and my brother is very good-looking.If my brother takes the test, he must be the best-looking Tanhua in the world.

I thought it was just an unimportant matter, but next, Tanhua Lang came to the Weiwuhou Mansion to propose marriage.

The matchmaker he invited was doctor Yinqing Guanglu, the second rank.At that time, my father did not ascend to the rank, but was leading a sixth-rank errand, and the arrival of a second-rank official shocked the whole family.

My father and elder brother never expected that this high-ranking doctor Yinqing Guanglu would condescend and condescend. He praised Tanhualang as his most valued student. .

He tried his best to protect the matchmaker, expressing his high admiration for Tanhualang, but also his envy and unworthiness for Tanhualang's fancy to the daughter of a sixth-rank official in the mighty Marquis Mansion who has never attacked Juekong's famous mansion for two generations.

He felt that Tanhualang could be matched with a better marriage, but Tanhualang begged him to come to him, who told him that this was the student he valued and admired the most, so he reluctantly went there himself.

Father and brother did not agree.

They didn't want to force me, they said they would ask me what I meant.

I don't have any impression of Tan Hua Lang, and I just saw a surface on the day of the horse parade.

Doctor Yinqing Guanglu was surprised and displeased by his father's polite refusal.He probably didn't expect that a son-in-law with a bright future, my father, a mere sixth-grade Dianyi, would refuse. This is not only ignorant, but also short-sighted.

Then I don't know why it spread in Beijing that Tanhua proposed marriage to me, and whenever I go out, I will meet him by coincidence.

He is personable and a gentleman like jade.

He is gentle, courteous and courteous.

He is a talented person, Qionglin Yushu!

His pair of affectionate eyes always locked me in the crowd.

I think this person is very strange. I just met him once, but he was far away. He may not even see my face clearly. Where does his deep affection come from?

But everyone in Beijing felt that Tanhualang was affectionate and infatuated, and that he would wholeheartedly identify with one person.

He gave me hairpins carved by himself, poems written by himself, and paintings painted by himself.

If I didn't accept it, he kept sending it away without getting discouraged.

His literary talent is good.The poems are beautiful and the paintings are exquisite.

It is said that at that time many people in the capital begged him for a painting but couldn't get it, but he held those paintings in front of me as if they were worthless.

There are gradually rumors and gossips in Beijing, in order to avoid suspicion, I don't go out anymore.

But grandma heard.

She called me in, reprimanded me, dishonored herself, caused rumors, and ruined the reputation of the mighty Marquis Mansion.

She reprimanded me for women's morality and women's precepts, and I learned everything from the dog's belly.

She also told me earnestly that fame is more important than Mount Tai for a woman.

Those messages have tied Tanhualang and me together. If the matter is not resolved now, it will only cause big trouble in the future.

She asked me again: "How do you feel about Tanhualang, is it disgusting?"

I felt wronged and replied: "I have never been in contact with him." Although I have only seen him from a distance, and he kept sending things, I did not give or receive anything from him in private, let alone get along alone.

Grandmother sighed, and said earnestly: "I know your temperament, you don't like red tape, and you don't like those etiquettes. You have not even recited the female virtues and female precepts that you are asked to recite. But who told you that you were born in Xun Your family, these are your responsibilities! A woman never lives for herself. She has a family behind her, and her father and brother. Even if you are not for yourself, you should think more about your father and brother. If the emperor knows about this, he will definitely I feel that your father is not strict in running the family, and that the daughter of my Mighty Marquis Mansion is not upright. At that time, your father has no hope of becoming a prince!"

I am speechless.

The grandmother said again: "I sent someone to inquire about Tan Hualang's affairs. He is a motivated and caring young man. Now he has a sixth-rank official residence and works in the Cultural and Museum Academy. After two years of seniority, he will be promoted. In addition, he has A teacher like Dr. Yinqing Guanglu has an unlimited future. He has deep affection for you, which is also your blessing. If you marry him, depending on his ability, maybe he can help your father in the matter of becoming a nobleman. A helping hand."

I frown in silence.

Grandma's eyes were burning: "Your father never forced you to do anything these years, because he loves you! But as a daughter, can't you give him back a little bit? Your father is only at the sixth rank now, and he is still an idle job. If you can't take over the title , the mighty Marquis Mansion will fall. That is your natal family, do you have the heart to see the Marquis Mansion fall?"

Another episode is about to come out, and this one is a bit long, so I’ve posted everything I’ve written, and I’ll try to post the rest tomorrow.

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