The story of a cook

Chapter 589 A Joke

At this time, Zhou Xiaomei was also thinking about Li Shuang. The two of them were good sisters. They had worked together for so long, and they both came from the provincial capital. They admired each other and talked about everything.Li Shuang's sudden loss of contact made her worried and anxious, thinking that nothing should happen to her, and even if something happened, it shouldn't be a big deal.

She looked at the anxious old classmate in front of her and said, "I don't think there's anything wrong, even Li Shuang can handle it. She's Sister Shuang." After she finished speaking, she smiled to show her relief.

I squeezed the corner of my mouth and said, "I hope—"

"It's useless to think about it. She shuts off the phone and can't be contacted. We are both fooling around here, and it's quite troublesome. Come on, drink, or else this delicious dish will be blind."

"That's right, don't count, drink."

He strangled the half-smoked cigarette, picked up the wine glass and touched her, and then drank.

"I called you the day before yesterday. You said you were in Beipiao. Why didn't you come back yesterday?" Zhou Xiaomei asked.

"I'm going to see Miss Ma." I said.

"Did you drink at Sister Ma's house?"

"I've had it, can I stop drinking? The noodles made by Sister Ma, and the big goose I stewed."

"Mahua isn't at home?"

"No, I'm at work."

"Just you two?"

"Well, just the two of us."

Zhou Xiaomei looked at the man in front of her with scrutiny, and felt a little worried in her heart. The woman's intuition told her that something must have happened between this man and Sister Ma.After thinking of this, I feel somewhat uncomfortable and uncomfortable.But why is he uncomfortable and uncomfortable? It is his business which woman he is with, and he has no right to interfere, but why is his heart like this?In fact, this smart and beautiful woman knows why, she just doesn't want to admit it.

She doesn't want to get to the bottom of a matter like other women, but today she really wants to know what happened between this man and Sister Ma that day. admit.So she pretended to be nonchalant and asked with a teasing taste, "What happened to you two?"

Wen Wan watched with a smile in his eyes, watching how the man answered, and at the same time carefully observed the expression on his face.

"No." I replied with a guilty conscience, and immediately added a sentence to cover up the panic in my heart: "What are you thinking, what can I do with Sister Ma."

After saying this sentence, I feel a little guilty, knowing that I can't divert my attention at this time, if I divert it, it will be an admission in disguise.I don't know why I thought what if the person sitting opposite was not Zhou Xiaomei but Lin Yan?Will you still pretend to be calm and composed?How dare you say nothing happened?

Is it a confession right away?Confession is not terrible, what is terrible is that the consequences of confession are unimaginable.

Involuntarily touch the smoke.

"Who would believe it if nothing happened to you two, fooling the devil?"

Zhou Xiaomei really believed it at first, because this man spoke naturally and had a normal expression on his face, but when he went to touch the cigarette, she saw his panic and nervousness, and she knew that her guess was correct.Feeling bad and uncomfortable in my heart, I really feel uncomfortable and angry.

"If you don't believe it, there is no way, and there are no witnesses."

"It's okay, tell me, we are old classmates, I won't tell others, I promise to keep it secret for you." She urged me to speak out.

"After eating, drinking and chatting with Sister Ma, we went to bed. We were alone in a room, and we came back by the [-] o'clock train the next day. What else do you want to know about this?"

"How can you be so honest? Sister Ma is still kind to you and likes you."

"I said we were asleep, do you believe me?"

"If you say I don't believe it, I don't believe it."

This smart woman has confirmed the matter between me and Sister Ma, and now she is trying to get me to admit it.Of course you can't admit it, and asked: "Do you believe it or not? If you believe me, you say you believe it. If you don't believe me, you say you don't believe it. This time it's okay."

"I just want to be responsible to my aunt."

She found a good excuse and reason, and it was impeccable.I don't want to tell her about Sister Ma. After all, it happened for real. If I talk about it, I will slip up. Take it as a good memory.

I changed the subject and said to her, "Mahua Chinese New Year gets married on May [-]st."

"We got married on May [-]st, which is too fast." She said in surprise.

"What's the matter, get married when you reach the age, there are a few like you." I said.

"What's the matter with me? I'm fine like this. If it weren't for my mother always urging me to have a partner, I really don't want to have sex. It's good to have too many people and feel comfortable."

"You are at ease now, parents can't do it, can they think the same as you?"

"That's right. When you can't go home, you can spend money to hire one, cheat them, and save time."

"Hire it, as long as you can hire it."

"You think I can't hire them, but there are."

After she finished speaking, she laughed, thinking that since he didn't want to talk about the matter with Sister Ma, he didn't want to talk about it, as long as he knew about it, he just pretended that nothing happened.Then pick up the glass and drink.

I haven't finished the second cup yet, she has already had the third cup.His face and neck were red, he took off his long sleeves and wore half sleeves, it looked like he was about to kill.

"Tell you my old classmate, I think it's good to live alone, I've thought about it all, and if I can't find someone I like, I'll live alone." She said.

"You are 37 and don't want a child?" I asked.

"Think about it, why don't you want to?"

"That's all. If you want a child, you have to find someone. The child is not born alone."

Speaking of the child, Zhou Xiaomei was silent, thinking of the little life that was destroyed.

"I have a child—it's been six months, and I really don't want to get rid of it—no way, even a grown girl can't bring up a child, and my family can't afford it," she muttered.

"Find another one. It's okay to have children before the age of 40, and you have a good physique." I said.

"I think so too. To be honest, I'm a little annoyed by men. I don't feel like being with men." She said.

I laughed and asked her: "Why, do you like women? Are you gay?"

"Do you think I look gay? I just hate men."

"Do you bother me?"

"You are not bothered."

"I'm not a man."

"Go, you are different." She looked at me and said, "Not only are you not annoying, but you also like you. You are the man in my heart."

"Really? It's an honor. I have to publicize it tomorrow." I smiled.

"Let's spread the word, say that you are the man in Zhou Xiaomei's heart, I'm afraid you won't dare to say it." She looked at me and smiled.

"I dare not say it. I am afraid that someone will beat me if I say it. It is estimated that fifty men will beat me."

"That's bragging. I'll see who dares to hit me. It's the other way around. He dares to hit my man." She laughed loudly after she finished speaking.

Watching her smile, she lit a cigarette, and she walked along after taking a puff, "Light another one," she said.

Light another one.

She doesn't know how to smoke very much, and I haven't seen her smoke, but the posture of holding the cigarette is still acceptable.

"When I first entered the room, did you not believe me when I said I missed you?" She asked, before I could answer, she continued, "You promise not to believe me, but I do miss you, don't you think it's strange?"

I looked at her and said nothing.

"Drink some wine today and tell you that I didn't feel this way before. We worked together in the provincial capital, and we didn't feel anything. After calling Binhai, to be precise, it started from the second half of last year. I don't know. Why do you feel that you are a really nice person——I used to feel that you were a nice person, which is different from what I feel now, do you understand me when I say this?"

Zhou Xiaomei said what she had been holding back in her heart these days.

"I don't understand, you've been drinking too much." I said.

"Tch, no matter what Zhang Li says about you, you're really gen."

"Gen, just know."

She took a puff of cigarette and said, "Do you know what a secret love is? I am a secret love."

"Don't scare me, okay?" I said.

"What are you doing scaring you? Seriously, I know you don't believe me, even I don't believe it. It's been so many years. When I met you, you weren't married. Now your child is five years old, and I just found out that I like you. I find it funny."

"It's just a joke."

"I think it's a joke too."

It is a happy thing to be told by a woman that she likes it and still has a crush on it, but I can't be happy, not only unhappy, but also scared.

This kind of fear only came after the incident with Sister Ma.A married man who has a relationship with a woman other than his wife is afraid and blames himself.

When I went to work this morning, to be precise, when Master Du, who was watching coarse grains, held an early meeting for the kitchen staff, I stood aside and felt a little uncomfortable when I saw the eyes of the staff looking at me, although Sister Ma is no longer here. , I still have a feeling of being caught after cheating, I feel that I am an irresponsible man, the previous glorious image no longer exists, and I even feel that the eyes of the employees are a bit dazzling.

After the regular meeting, Master Du asked me to say a few words at the end. If I used to talk about it, I would say it with great enthusiasm, but today I feel uneasy. I feel that I am not qualified to say anything to others. What qualifications do I have?What qualifications does a man who has a relationship with other women behind his wife's back have to hold a meeting for others?
It was a bad feeling, and I couldn't hold my head up.

It was a little better when I went back to the office and saw Mr. Wang and Manager Chen. At that time, I was thinking that the two of them had an affair before, and now they are still working together. The two of them are very natural and normal. How did they do it?Think about why you can't get up naturally, just like committing a crime?
The two of them were just very nice and had that intention, but they didn't have any relationship, and they were calm in their hearts.But I, what should not have happened happened, I was not calm, guilty, guilty, and a sinner.

This kind of panic, fear, apprehension, and guilt tormented the whole day. When Zhou Xiaomei used Jiu Jin to talk about her love and secret love, what arrived was not surprise, but fear.

Don't be ashamed.

(End of this chapter)