life is sweet

Chapter 38 [038] Confidential

Lu Feihu heard that Su Qingchun's parents didn't come to take care of the child purely out of his own thoughts, so he asked in surprise: "Then why are you doing that?"

"You don't know the situation of my family. My father didn't treat me very well. He was violent towards me since I was a child and had a bad temper. He was even more obstructed in my study."

"You see, didn't I seldom go home when I was studying?"

"Oh, so, I thought you didn't go home because you wanted to make money."

"It's also because I want to make money, because my dad doesn't let me study, so he refuses to pay me any fees, so I have to make money on my own, but even if I earn enough money to live on my own, I don't really want to go home, because I really don't want to see my dad."

"So serious?"

"Yeah! Maybe you think I'm too hypocritical, but there are many things, especially the memories of my childhood, and some of the painful experiences I have experienced. It is really hard for me to forgive."

"Especially in my study, I still remember him even more. I have never understood that other people's fathers are always looking forward to their children, but my father has never wanted me to study. He just wants me to be like him in the countryside. I have been a farmer all my life. Of course, I know that the main reason is that it costs money to study, but since the child is born, it costs money, so I really can’t understand this. He gave me the feeling that after I was born, I would eat more He will be insulted and blamed if he has a little food, I feel like I was born to breathe for free."

"Then it's rare for you to be able to read so many books in the future."

"Yeah, it's a miracle that I was able to finish high school. All of this is actually thanks to my mother," Su Qingchun said. I beat my mother up, and the school gave me a tuition fee waiver to barely enroll."

"After I took the college entrance examination, even though I tried my best to get into Fudan University, he still firmly opposed my study. It wasn't the superficial objection we knew, but it was true..." Su Qingchun paused for a while while saying this. A gleam of light flashed inadvertently.

"He was really against it, and he also said that after I was 18, I don't want my family to help me..." Su Qingchun added in a low voice. Things didn't go on.

"That said, it's really a bit cruel." Lu Feihu was also a little moved when he heard it.

"Later you know, my university is all loans, if I don't take loans, I may not be able to study in university, I remember that for a few weeks in the second semester, I only ate a steamed bun every day, you ask, I said Lose weight, you still make fun of me saying that if I lose weight, I will become ribs.”

Su Qingchun continued: "Actually, I had no money at that time. Whenever I was free, I went out to find a part-time job. I could support myself by distributing leaflets. You always make fun of me for falling into the eyes of money. As long as I have time, I will make money. You guys I don't know, if I don't go out to distribute leaflets, I guess I can't even afford steamed buns."

Hearing what Su Qingchun said, Lu Feihu couldn't help but feel a little sad and said: "Actually, I know your family is poor, but I didn't know that it was so serious that you said not to pay living expenses, and I didn't expect your father to be like this. After all, we are also fathers. Some people really don't understand."

"Yeah! I still can't understand it to be honest, so I can't get over this hurdle. I really can't think about what it will be like if my father comes to live with me in Shanghai."

"Yes, yes." Lu Feihu agreed with Su Qingchun's thoughts very much, and then asked, "Why didn't I hear you say it before?"

"There's nothing to say about such things. Don't you still tell people how bad your father is to you?"

"That's true."

"So, you said that my father has done this, how can I communicate with them and come to Shanghai to help raise the child?"

"Did you tell Xiaopei about uncle and you?"

"No."

"Then I suggest that you better tell Xiaopei about this, so that she can understand you."

"The main reason for this is that I don't know if she can really understand after I told her. After all, there is really no empathy in this world. I haven't experienced it myself. It's really hard to understand that kind of mood, and the logic of men and women's thinking is originally It's different."

Su Qingchun said: "And what I am most afraid of is that if I tell her about this matter, she will hate my parents because of this matter, and it will be even more troublesome. I don't want to mess up their relationship because of their youth. Not good."

"That's true, but it's hard for an upright official to break up housework. What I said just now was just a suggestion. It's up to you how to do it. You can handle it yourself."

"Yes, I know!"

After speaking, Su Qingchun picked up the teacup in his hand and drank it.

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In a blink of an eye, one pot of tea was finished, and Lu Feihu continued to boil the second pot of tea.

While making tea, he asked, "By the way, how is your work doing recently?"

"Work is not the same as before, it's endlessly busy every day."

"Your big hospital has a lot of patients, so it is estimated that it will be much busier than our hospital."

Said that Lu Feihu added with some doubts, "Hey! You are not a teaching hospital, so there must be a lot of interns, and there should be a lot of doctors for further study, right? There should be a lot of people working, you are their superior doctor , shouldn’t it be for surgery, it shouldn’t be very busy.”

"Hey! Doctors and interns in advanced studies also like to go to the department director's group. My master is about to retire. Why would they come to our group? The only ones who can work are the master's students of some supervisors. Just talk about some juniors and younger sisters."

"Also, the number of students my master has recruited has decreased over the past few years. They just help my master take care of the patients. The patients I accept mainly depend on myself."

"When will your master retire?"

"I don't know. According to his age, he will retire this year, but it's not that the retirement age is being postponed now. I guess he will have a few more years."

"But it's not good to say whether it will be delayed or not."

"Oh, even if it's been delayed for a few years, it's almost here." Lu Feihu said, "Then your master has retired, who will you be with in the future?"

"I don't know!" Su Qingchun said with a little worry, "So I am also troubled by this matter. To be honest, if my master is according to his age, he will retire in August this year, so he really won't delay his retirement. , then I really don’t know where to go.”

"You know about Corey's situation. Wherever you go, you get a share of the pie, and it all depends on your face."

"That's right! It's definitely better to follow your master, he will cover you for everything."

(End of this chapter)