life is sweet

Chapter 69 [069] The Collapse of Adults

It turned out that Tao Jianguo's unexpected retreat was to keep Su Qingchun, but Su Qingchun didn't know what his master had done for him.

At this moment, he only knew that he had received a medical punishment inexplicably, and that the mentor he had been following was about to leave the hospital, and he felt infinitely melancholy.

It was past 6 o'clock when Su Qingchun left Tao Jianguo's office. At this time, Su Qingchun had no intention of continuing to work in the hospital because of the successive bad news. So when he returned to the office, he simply tidied up and left work.

What a luxury for a clinician like him to be off work on time, and he was lucky enough to enjoy such benefits today because of his own misfortune.

He came to the hospital garage to pick up his car in a state of desperation. When he drove out of the garage and came to the road facing the inpatient department, he happened to encounter a red light and stopped.

Suddenly he looked back at the brightly lit high-rise building in the inpatient department, and couldn't help but think of what happened this afternoon.

In particular, the disdainful expression of the patient's family members who brushed past his shoulders appeared in front of him. It was a kind of provocation to him, and it was also a kind of doubt about his many years of medical practice.

But Duan Qizheng's words "be careful in the future" made Su Qingchun even more puzzled.

"How should I pay attention in the future?" Su Qingchun couldn't help but said to himself, "Do I have to ask patients or their family members to write a letter of guarantee every time I perform an operation and sign after the operation? Is this signature authentic and valid?"

"If this is really the case, then this is too funny and ridiculous."

Thinking of this, Su Qingchun couldn't help laughing.

This smile is mixed with helplessness to patients and their families, as well as powerlessness and disappointment in their own medical work.

Suddenly, he heard the "beep..." car ringing the bell, only then did he realize that the red light in front of him was already a green light, and the car in front had already left.

So he immediately regained his senses, stepped on the accelerator hard, and drove away from the intersection.

And along the way, he didn't stop thinking just now, especially what Tao Jianguo said to him today kept coming to his mind.

It was the first time for the two of them to have such a long conversation, but Su Qingchun didn't expect that this first time might also be the last long conversation between their master and apprentice in the hospital.

In fact, what makes Su Qingchun really sad is not the problem of losing money in medical disputes, but what makes him even more sad is the problem of the teacher's temporary early departure and the unreasonable accusations from the patient's family.

Of course, he was powerless to refute the problems of the patients and their families, and he could only think that he was unlucky, but the early departure of the master really made him puzzled.

Although Su Qingchun probably knew from the beginning of this year that his master might be retiring, there was a precedent in the hospital that high-level seniors could postpone retirement at the age of 65, so Su Qingchun still thought that Tao Jianguo was so tough, and he might go back and apply, but Unexpectedly, today he suddenly said that he would leave at the end of the month, which caught him off guard.

Since Su Qingchun entered the affiliated hospital, he has been in Tao Jianguo's group. Tao Jianguo has always been very open about Su Qingchun's surgical authority. He will let Su Qingchun be the chief surgeon in many surgeries that only a chief doctor like Tao Jianguo has. Under Tao Jianguo's protection, Su Qingchun couldn't have performed such a good operation at this age without Tao Jianguo.

At this time, Su Qingchun was as helpless as a child who was about to leave his parents and struggle alone, and this feeling of helplessness was something he had never felt before when he left his parents and came to Shanghai to study.

Tao Jianguo witnessed Su Qingchun's growth all the way, and at the same time always gave him encouragement and help when he needed it most. Su Qingchun felt really lucky to meet Tao Jianguo.

About the time the car was approaching the community, Su Qingchun suddenly received a WeChat message. Su Qingchun glanced at it and found that it was the profile picture of his master Tao Jianguo.

So Su Qingchun immediately opened WeChat and saw two lines of characters.

"Qingchun, I know this matter has hit you hard, but as doctors, we must stick to our professional beliefs at all times and believe in the cause we are fighting for."

"The hospital is actually the most real place to test human nature. Here, we can see the warmth and coldness of human beings and the various states of the world. In the obstetrics and gynecology department, the place where life is born, it is accompanied by the entanglement of giving and receiving. Farewell to life and death is vividly performed."

"Some people have mixed feelings when they are new fathers; some play with life and despise life; some have children and cheer for joy; The epitome of human nature, life and death, sorrow and joy, are staged every day. What we doctors need to do is to always maintain our original intention and firmly believe in our medical beliefs. We must persist until the last moment and always remember: never forget the original intention , Fang has always!"

These two messages from Tao Jianguo were like a key, more like a knife, which suddenly opened the door that Su Qingchun had kept closed.

After roughly reading the information, he suddenly turned on the turn signal, turned around, and drove the car into a small park next to the community.

It was a relatively secluded and secluded park. Usually, when he was free, his family would come for a walk. In retrospect, Su Qingchun hadn't been here with his family for several months. There was a small river in the park. After Su Qingchun stopped the car, He went straight to the river.

Due to the light, there was no one by the river at this time, so he casually found a small seat by the river and sat down, took out his mobile phone, and then carefully looked at Tao Jianguo's text message again.

Looking at those words, all of a sudden Su Qingchun saw Tao Jianguo for the first time as a master's degree, and then he gave Su Qingchun enough courage to report to the affiliated hospital, and all these details of how to stay in the hospital in the end came to Su Qingchun's mind.

Suddenly, he stood up, lifted his right foot and kicked the chair he was sitting on just now, shouting loudly: "FUCK!"

Su Qingchun, who has always been gentle and refined, finally burst out with foul language at this moment, and his presumptuousness also harmed the trash can next to him, which turned over because of his violent kick.

Seeing the trash can fall, he squatted down with his head in his hands, and pulled his hair from time to time. Various thoughts of sadness, sadness, and anxiety struggled in his heart, and all the things that had been pressing in his heart finally broke him down.

Numerous misunderstandings between patients and their families, incomprehension of his wife at home, conflicts between his parents and himself who have not seen him for a long time in a foreign country, and his mentor who is about to retire and leave him are all the reasons for his collapse.

But to attribute it to the main cause, Su Qingchun didn't know, maybe the collapse wasn't just one thing in the first place, but the accumulation of one thing after another.

He once collapsed in college because he had no money and life was difficult. He also collapsed in graduate school because he couldn't do experiments, but he never suffered as much as today.

　There are a lot of things going on in the author's family recently. When writing this chapter, the author was also on the verge of collapse, so I feel particularly deeply about this chapter.

　　
　
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