life is sweet

Chapter 70 [070] The Freedom of Adults

The collapse of adults starts from the moment of adulthood, and Su Qingchun began to know what collapse is. It started when he got the admission notice for the college entrance examination and learned that he could not study, and when he was in college, he often collapsed because of poverty, but that This kind of collapse can be solved by making money through his own efforts. Although his master Tao Jianguo said he didn't care much about him when he was in graduate school, he would always help him when it was most important.

Su Qingchun especially remembered one time when his experiment was really impossible and the funds were burning. The double pressure made Su Qingchun really unbearable, so he ran to tell his mentor that he wanted to give up.

However, Tao Jianguo only smiled at him faintly, and then Su Qingchun still remembers the words he said very clearly.

"Everyone's life is a difficult time. Most of the difficulties we are going through at any time are experienced by others. It doesn't matter if the experiment can't be done. After all, if it can't be done, it won't be as serious as dealing with people's life and death every day. And crises, and difficulties come with warmth, life is a curve cycle, there are ups and downs, we have to taste the warmth mixed with pain, enjoy the clear mood after every suffering, any time when you look at the world Maybe when everything collapses, you will find that the sun still rises as usual the next day.”

This remark has been with Su Qingchun for many years, and he will think of it whenever he encounters difficulties, but this time Su Qingchun couldn't hold on and collapsed.

Or it could be said that the reason for Su Qingchun's real collapse was precisely because his master was about to leave, which made him completely confused, and the medical beliefs he had always believed in seemed to begin to collapse because of this medical dispute.

But when Tao Jianguo's words appeared in Su Qingchun's mind again, he suddenly thought that he had no master behind him to help him, but someone in his family needed him. At this moment, Su Qingchun immediately understood that he could not collapse, let alone fall down.

He comforted himself: "All of this is nothing but sadness and anger in ordinary life, and I am not only myself, but also a doctor who saves lives, a husband to his wife, and a father to a child."

He finally understood, and all he could do now was to vent out cautiously, slowly relieve himself carefully, and return to his normal state in the shortest possible time.

So, after he slowly sorted out his thoughts, he carefully packed up the dustbin he had just emptied and put it back in its original place. He even checked whether the chair was dirty from his own kick and tried to wipe it.

After confirming that everything was restored as if nothing had just happened, he drove out of the park.

The collapse of an adult is destined to be retractable like a yo-yo, because the life of an adult is bitter, but the heart of hope for a better life for the family is always there, so compared with the collapse, there is something more important Things are waiting for them, even if they collapse, they must take it easy, and return to normal as quickly as possible to deal with everything that is coming.

The same is true for Su Qingchun's collapse, he can only stay away from the crowd and make no noise.

After he left the park, he returned to his community. When Su Qingchun parked his car in the underground garage and got out of the car, he suddenly saw that his face in the rearview mirror was very ugly. Then he rubbed his hands back and forth to make his face look bloody. face, and then arranged his hair and clothes.

While waiting for the elevator, Su Qingchun once again looked at himself in the reflection of the elevator door, although his face was a little better, but his face was sad, so he squeezed out a smile that should be faced with his family towards the reflection, and saw that the smile was satisfied. Then he got into the elevator.

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By the way, it was past 8 o'clock when Su Qingchun came back home, usually at this time the family should have had dinner, and the child should be doing homework in the living room.

But when he entered the door, he found his wife Huang Xiaopei was still cooking in the kitchen, and his daughter was still doing her homework as Su Qingchun thought.

Seeing this, Su Qingchun took the initiative to go to the kitchen and asked Huang Xiaopei with a smile, "Haven't you guys eaten yet?"

But Huang Xiaopei seemed to be still angry, he didn't turn his head, and he didn't respond to Su Qingchun's question.

He replied embarrassingly: "Hehe... It just so happens that I didn't have dinner today, so I just had to catch up."

Huang Xiaopei still didn't respond.

Su Qingchun could only walk back to the living room in embarrassment, and sat down directly on the sofa in the living room.

At this time, Su Zixuan, who was doing homework in the living room, saw his father came back, and finally had the opportunity to take a short errand.

She took the opportunity to walk to the sofa and asked, "Dad, are you going home for dinner today?"

"Yes, Dad came back today to accompany Xuanxuan and Mom to have dinner together."

"Great, mom just made dinner."

After Su Zixuan finished speaking, he turned to ask curiously, "Dad, don't you like eating with my mother and me?"

"Xuanxuan, why do you ask that? Of course Dad likes to eat with Xuanxuan and Mom."

"Then why don't you always go home for dinner?"

Su Zixuan's immature question made Su Qingchun, who was pretending that nothing happened, suddenly feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

Su Qingchun works in this city, and lives under the same roof with his children, but as a doctor, he has a fixed number of night shifts every month and some temporary surgeries or other things, so he can leave work on time and have dinner with his family A month can be counted on one finger.

Su Qingchun didn't pay attention to these before, but Su Zixuan's soul torture this time made Su Qingchun understand that although the child is young, he knows everything.

Su Zixuan's words hurt Su Qingchun's heart. He felt deeply sorry for the child's lack of company. Suddenly he waved his hand slightly to signal Su Zixuan to come over. When Su Zixuan approached, he carefully hugged her into his arms.

Su Qingchun's sudden hug made it obvious that Su Zixuan was very abrupt there, she broke away and said, "Dad, you made my hands hurt so much."

"Oh, I'm sorry, Dad didn't mean to."

"Hehe, it's okay, I forgive you."

Then Su Qingchun showed a standard rehearsal in the rearview mirror and smiled back at his daughter: "It's not that Dad doesn't want to go home for dinner, but because Dad usually has to work overtime when he goes to work. When you go home, you and Mom have finished eating. So I ate it at work."

"Then can you stop working overtime after get off work?" Su Zixuan said, "In this way, you can eat with my mother and me every day."

"Well, Dad will try not to work overtime in the future, and come back early to have dinner with Xuanxuan." Su Qingchun nodded and replied.

"Yeah, that's great."

After Su Zixuan finished speaking, he ran to the kitchen and said, "Mom, Dad said that we will not work overtime in the future, and we will all go home for dinner."

Huang Xiaopei glanced at Su Zixuan, said "oh", and continued to work.

After getting his mother's response, Su Zixuan bounced back to the living room.

Only then did Su Qingchun realize that a child's happiness can only be given with a single sentence.

(End of this chapter)