Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 524 I don't want anything, as long as I have you!

To be honest, when Cao Zhiqiang came to see Hao Shuwen this time, he really just came to see the situation, go through the motions, talk about work, and comfort him by the way. He never thought of fighting hand-to-hand with the other party.

Just kidding, in the past few days when he returned to Beijing, he fought with Wu Qinghong almost every day, and last night he fought three consecutive games, so he really doesn't have much needs today.

But Hao Shuwen is so active now, and she is so pitiful. If she doesn't accept it, she is afraid that she will think too much and make something wrong.

Well, Cao Zhiqiang admitted that those were all excuses, the root cause was that his willpower was too weak to withstand the temptation.

However, Cao Zhiqiang is young and strong after all, and he has been drinking traditional Chinese medicine for a long time, and his vitality has recovered quickly, so he can still withstand this level of continuous combat.

Moreover, after a battle, Hao Shuwen's mood has obviously recovered a lot, and she is no longer as depressed as before, which is conducive to further enlightenment and further arrangement of work.

Because Cao Zhiqiang thinks that for someone like Hao Shuwen, the best way to deal with it is to keep her busy and have no time to think about it. Otherwise, a restless woman like her will cause trouble sooner or later.

"Zhiqiang, shall I give you a baby?"

Hearing this sentence suddenly, Cao Zhiqiang, who was half-lying on the bed shirtless and thinking about life in the sage's time, was taken aback: "What?"

Hao Shuwen blushed, she simply put her head on Cao Zhiqiang's chest, put her arms around his waist and said, "I mean, let's do it again, don't use a condom this time, and I will give you a baby."

After finishing speaking, Hao Shuwen moved again, as if she was coming again.

Cao Zhiqiang frowned, and quickly pushed Hao Shuwen away: "Wait, wait, sister, this won't work!"

"Why not?" Hao Shuwen looked up at Cao Zhiqiang, "I'm divorced now, don't be afraid."

Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath and said seriously, "Sister, you are not afraid of me."

"Then, let's get married first." Hao Shuwen said, "Let's get married first, and then have children."

"Stop making trouble, sister." Cao Zhiqiang was speechless, "Do you think this is realistic?"

"Why is it unrealistic?" Hao Shuwen frowned, sat up a little annoyed, and said without caring about the sight of her chest, "You despise me? Dislike me for being older than you? Dislike me for being divorced?"

Cao Zhiqiang frowned, looked at the angry Hao Shuwen, took a deep breath and said, "Sister, calm down, you should calm down first."

"Why am I calm?" Hao Shuwen suddenly raised her voice, "My child is gone, my family doesn't want me anymore, only you are left, and then I want to marry you and be with you in an upright manner, but, but you also despise me, you , you don't intend to want me at all, you just coax me, lie to me, you are not a good thing!"

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen covered her face with her hands, sat aside and began to cry.

Faced with this situation, Cao Zhiqiang scratched his head worriedly, not knowing what to do.

The Hao Shuwen he knew before was not like this, and at the beginning, Hao Shuwen never mentioned that she wanted to marry Cao Zhiqiang, so that Cao Zhiqiang thought that Hao Shuwen knew the general idea, knew how to measure, and she was good-looking and had a good family. Just happy to associate with her.

However, her performance now made Cao Zhiqiang very speechless and a headache.

You know, Hao Shuwen is not ignorant of the fact that Cao Zhiqiang has a girlfriend, and even knows of Wu Qinghong's existence.

In other words, Hao Shuwen already knew that Cao Zhiqiang had a formal girlfriend, and even knew that Cao Zhiqiang had Yu Yuanyuan's ambiguous god-sister.

It can be said that, at least in this capital, apart from Jin Xiuying and Zhu Lin, Hao Shuwen knew about other women who had unusual relationships with Cao Zhiqiang.

In the past, Hao Shuwen had always been generous to Cao Zhiqiang's other women, never mentioning replacing them, never speaking ill of those women, let alone marrying Cao Zhiqiang.

The relationship between the two parties is more like a relatively close friend relationship of the nature of a friend with a certain interest.

Cao Zhiqiang actually liked this kind of relationship, and because of this, he liked coming to Hao Shuwen's place very much.

But now Hao Shuwen's sudden behavior made Cao Zhiqiang a little impatient, and even faintly wanted to sever the relationship and abandon the trouble.

After all, for now, Hao Shuwen can no longer provide any help to Cao Zhiqiang, but Cao Zhiqiang is helping her constantly.

Therefore, if Hao Shuwen continues with this attitude and state, then Cao Zhiqiang really needs to consider the issue of timely stop loss.

Just as Cao Zhiqiang was salivating, his eyes twinkling, and thinking about his next words, Hao Shuwen suddenly put down his hands and stopped crying.

"I'm sorry." Hao Shuwen wiped her tears with the corner of the quilt, and smiled at Cao Zhiqiang with red eyes, "I lost my composure just now, talking nonsense, I made you laugh."

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Sister, you..."

"Stop talking." Hao Shuwen waved her hand and forced a smile, "I was joking with you just now, don't take it to heart."

After finishing speaking, Hao Shuwen turned around, got into bed directly, lay down on her side with her back to Cao Zhiqiang, never looked at Cao Zhiqiang again, and said nothing again.

Seeing Hao Shuwen's sudden change, Cao Zhiqiang frowned, and then suddenly understood.

Yes, Hao Shuwen did lose her composure just now, and what she said before should be what she had in her heart and what she really wanted.

It's just that after she said that she was going to marry her, seeing that she didn't accept it immediately, she understood what she really thought, so she burst into tears after saying it like venting.

After she finished venting and cried, she returned to her senses, knowing that if she continued like this, she might really lose herself, so she said those words against her will in time, crying and laughing.

The so-called joking was just that Hao Shuwen didn't want to leave her, and didn't want to force herself.

Because she knew that if she was forced too hard, she might really abandon her, and at most she would give her some money or something as compensation.

From a practical point of view, she doesn't want to break up with herself now, and she doesn't want to give up this big tree that can shelter the wind and rain now.

From an emotional point of view, she may really fall in love with herself, and she doesn't want to leave this emotional haven.

No matter how you look at it, it's really not easy for a high-ranking child like her to become like this.

After understanding this, Cao Zhiqiang couldn't help but sympathize with Hao Shuwen, but the sympathy was nothing but sympathy. He felt that it would be better to explain some practical problems while the present was in full swing.

Thinking of this, Cao Zhiqiang sighed, and said softly: "Sister, to be honest, I like you very much, and I also feel very relaxed and relaxed when you are here, and I am very happy chatting with you.

However, it is impossible for me to marry you, not because I dislike you, but because I have no intention of getting married.

Not only do I have no plans to marry you, I also have no plans to marry other women.

Because it seems to me that marriage is an obstacle to my pursuit of progress, at least for now.

You can call me scum, irresponsible, whatever, you can also leave me, it's fine.

If you are fed up with the current situation, it doesn't matter, I can give you this house, give you a sum of money, and even introduce you to a good job, a job that has nothing to do with me directly, and then we will all go our separate ways, okay Close up.

If you can still accept me like this and be satisfied with our current relationship, then we can continue like this.

In short, you and I are both free, and there is no one who is attached to or who controls anyone.

We may not be able to agree on all views, and we may all have our own ideas and pursuits, but at least we can seek common ground while reserving differences.

If you can accept seeking common ground while reserving differences and accept the current relationship, we will continue to be together.

If you can't accept it, in order to avoid everyone's continued suffering in the future, it's better to break up as soon as possible, which is good for everyone. "

Hearing what Cao Zhiqiang said, Hao Shuwen suddenly turned around and sat up, looking at Cao Zhiqiang with piercing eyes: "You, you want to break up with me? You really don't want me anymore?"

"It's not that I don't want you, and it's not that I want to break up with you." Cao Zhiqiang said, "But if there are too many differences between us, we should separate early.

After all, I can't give you what you want. Instead of continuing to be together and causing both parties to suffer, it's better to cut the mess quickly and separate as soon as possible.

Of course, even if we separate, I will give you a lot of money, give you this house, and settle you down. "

"Don't!" Hao Shuwen rushed to hug Cao Zhiqiang, put her face on Cao Zhiqiang's face and cried, "Don't leave me, I don't want to leave you, I, it's my fault, it's my fault, I won't do it in the future, really No, don't leave me behind, okay?"

Cao Zhiqiang gently pushed Hao Shuwen's shoulder, but found that Hao Shuwen hugged her very hard. If she pushed gently, she couldn't push it away at all, unless she was very hard.

But if it is very hard, it means tearing the face.

So Cao Zhiqiang simply gave up pushing Hao Shuwen away, instead hugged Hao Shuwen's back with his backhand, patted lightly and said: "Sister, I also hate you, but you are so smart, you should know, I can't marry you.

As for why, I don't want to say too much, I can only say that I can be with you in a sneaky way like now, and I can be comparable to your siblings, and I can even help you achieve glory in your career, but there is only one thing, I can't marry you, and I can't announce our real relationship to outsiders, do you understand? "

"I know, I understand." Hao Shuwen hugged Cao Zhiqiang tightly again, crying, "I don't want it anymore, I don't want to be famous, and I won't marry you, as long as you don't leave me, as long as you agree, as long as you don't leave I, I, I can do anything."

"But you will regret it sooner or later." Cao Zhiqiang frowned.

"I don't regret it, I absolutely don't regret it!" Hao Shuwen shook her head.

"You really don't regret it?" Cao Zhiqiang asked with a frown.

"I really don't regret it!" Hao Shuwen said decisively.

"Even if you can only be my mistress in the future?" Cao Zhiqiang said bluntly.

Hao Shuwen paused, and then said again: "Yes, even if you are a mistress, even if you are a mistress who will never see the light for the rest of your life, I will admit it."

Cao Zhiqiang closed his eyes and took a deep breath: "Sister, what are you trying to do? If it's for profit, I can help you if you don't. You don't have to be like me, and you don't have to be my mistress."

Hao Shuwen shed tears and said: "The name of the picture is for profit, I admit that I am a bit vain, I want to make money as well as the name, how many people in this world don't take these things?
However, you may not know that I fell in love with you the moment I saw you, and I finally know what it means to fall in love at first sight.

Then, after being with you for a long time, I suddenly discovered that fame and fortune don't really matter, even family doesn't matter.

I just want to be by your side, I just want to be with you.

I don't know if it's love, but I just can't stop thinking about you, I can't stop being close to you.

Sometimes I think, why do I want to divorce my ex-husband, is it really because he has a mistress?
Actually not, because I never loved him from the beginning, so even if he had a mistress, I didn't have much air or feeling.

In fact, I already knew about his mistress, but I always turned a blind eye before and never cared about him.

If it wasn't for my attitude, how could he have a mistress?
It was I who deliberately condoned, or in other words, I didn't care about him at all, that made him have someone else outside.

In fact, we didn’t care about each other long ago. The original marriage was due to the parents of both parties. I actually hated him a lot, and I even hated the child I had with him, so I didn’t care much about the children.

Our two families are just a combination of well-matched interests. Neither he nor I can refuse the wishes of our parents. We have to rely on the strength of our parents, so we got married, but neither I nor he actually look down on each other.

Therefore, the reason why I suddenly ran over to make trouble with him before was that I, I actually did it on purpose, I wanted to put the matter on the table and then take the opportunity to get rid of him.

The purpose of my doing this is just to return to being single, so that I can be with you better, so that you don't have lumps in your heart.

Also, I, I have thought that as long as I get divorced, I can marry you, but, but I also know that you don't seem to have that intention.

I know I'm thinking too much, a woman like me is actually not good enough for you.

Although your family background is not as good as mine, your talent and ability are far above mine.

Even, even if I don't help you, you can forcefully create a sky by yourself.

Compared with you, the one surnamed Chen is my ex-husband, he is simply a wimp, he can do nothing but rely on his parents! "

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen took a deep breath, wiped her tears again, then sobbed a bit, then let go of Cao Zhiqiang lightly, raised her head, looked at his face at a close distance, and said stupidly:

"Zhiqiang, I've thought about it, although I really want to marry you and become your wife, but if you don't want to, I won't force you.

I also thought about whether I should just leave you, so as to save me from worrying about you all the time.

But then I found out that even if my reason told me that I should leave you and end this relationship, my feelings would not allow me to do so.

Without you by my side, I can't eat or sleep well, and I can't get up and down.

That's why I asked a group of sisters to come and play with me. I wanted to use this method to relieve the uncomfortable feeling of missing you.

I'm like the person whose addiction is so severe that it's beyond cure.

You are my life-saving medicine, without you, I can't live at all.

For you, I don't want fame or fortune, my family members are shameless, I don't want anything, as long as I have you!

In short, I'm serious, as long as you don't leave me, you can do whatever you want, I will admit it!

After all, compared to the pain of losing you, not being able to marry you or having other women seems trivial. "

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen laughed at herself, lowered her head and said, "I say that, do you think it's fake? Do you think I'm cheap?"

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Sister..."

"Stop talking." Hao Shuwen raised her head suddenly, and covered Cao Zhiqiang's mouth with her hand, "Don't make me feel ashamed anymore, that's it, just let me, let me continue to be by your side, be your good sister, good mistress .”

(End of this chapter)