Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 525 People, the most important thing is not to lie to yourself
Frankly speaking, Cao Zhiqiang in the past, although he always said that he was not a good person, nor was he a good person, but in fact, based on his growth trajectory in his previous life, his three views have always been quite upright.

In Cao Zhiqiang's previous life, his parents were both in the system, and his family conditions were more than that of the upper and lower than that of the lower. He had a smooth life since he was a child. He should study, play games, and read comics. Anyway, he did everything his peers did.

Before time-traveling, although Cao Zhiqiang also talked about love, but they were all in a serious way, with the purpose of getting married.

It's a pity that the three love affairs in the previous life all ended without illness due to various practical reasons.

As he gets older and more experienced, he no longer pursues love so much, and even dismisses so-called love.

Therefore, even after time travel, Cao Zhiqiang thought about falling in love, but he really didn't think about getting married, let alone love.

Because in his opinion, as a man, having a career is enough.

As long as a man has money, power, and career, he can't find any woman, so why waste time on any love, it's all sick.

So, even though he has written so many poems about love and sang so many songs praising love, he never believes in love himself.

He felt that he just did what travelers like to do, and just transferred some words.

That's right, I may have never had it, I haven't touched it, so I don't believe in love.

However, after seeing Hao Shuwen, he was slightly shaken deep in his heart, and seemed to start to believe in love.

You must know that Hao Shuwen is not the kind of person whose family conditions are poor. Whether it is Wu Qinghong or Yu Yuanyuan, they are not as good as her in terms of family background.

Although Cao Zhiqiang is quite rich now, when he first met Hao Shuwen, he was actually not as rich as Hao Shuwen, at least not as rich as Hao Shuwen's family, because at that time, Hao Shuwen's husband was already a manager of a military enterprise, and he could mobilize the amount of funds , is not comparable to Cao Zhiqiang.

Not to mention power, Hao Shuwen's parents are both high-ranking cadres, and Hao Shuwen's parents-in-law are also high-ranking cadres. At least when Cao Zhiqiang first met Hao Shuwen, there is no comparison in terms of power and status.

Even now, on the surface, Cao Zhiqiang is just an ordinary person with some money, but in the eyes of those high-ranking officials, he is nothing at all.

But it was such an ordinary man of low status on the surface that made Hao Shuwen willing to give up everything and the original comfortable family conditions, and tried her best to be with him, even after Cao Zhiqiang said that he would not marry her, he was willing Be a mistress.

You know, everyone didn't have a showdown before, and it's okay if they didn't talk about it, but after Cao Zhiqiang's official showdown, she can still accept the fact of being a mistress and tell the truth before, what a lot of courage.

If this is not love, then what is love?
However, if you understand it, let Cao Zhiqiang do the same, but he can't do it.

Anyway, Cao Zhiqiang couldn't do what Hao Shuwen did, nor could he do what Wu Qinghong did, nor could he do what Yu Yuanyuan did.

It is impossible for him to give up everything about himself for a woman, and it is impossible for him to stagnate for a woman.

Or it can be said that Hao Shuwen's affectionate confession not only did not move Cao Zhiqiang, but he saw himself more clearly.

In essence, he is an exquisite egoist who only seeks desire and does not show affection.

Regardless of how well Cao Zhiqiang said and how well he did, the essence is the same.

He gives women money, houses, careers, and freedom. He seems to be enlightened, but in fact it is just a transaction.

Yes, giving money, career, and even more freedom is all a transaction.

Cao Zhiqiang gave them what they wanted, and they gave Cao Zhiqiang what they wanted. It was a fair deal for everyone.

Originally, Cao Zhiqiang thought that Hao Shuwen was like other real women, and when she was with him, she just wanted to get what she wanted from him.

But now it seems that Hao Shuwen, who is the most vain and most like a refined egoist, is actually a love brain, which really surprised Cao Zhiqiang.

Then Cao Zhiqiang thought again, since this is the case, why should he pretend?

You are obviously a scumbag, what kind of innocent and self-disciplined man are you pretending to be.

People, the most important thing is not to lie to yourself.

It's okay to deceive others, but to deceive yourself will only get you involved in the end.

So, just be a real scumbag, it might be good for everyone.

Because an obvious scumbag is actually like putting a filter in front of him, which can filter out those good women in advance.

For those women who can't accept it, they will naturally stop because of his scumbag attributes.

But for those women who can accept it, or are looking for a deal, whether you are scum or not is never a problem, the question is whether you can give her what she wants.

What I am most afraid of is that I pretend to be innocent and decent on the surface, but my heart is dirty. This is what people really despise.

If you want to play with your heart, you can play with your heart, and it's okay to deal with people who are willing to do business with you in a serious manner.

But if you pretend to be a decent man, but you are very fickle in your heart, and you can't control your fickleness, then you are ruining people.

You can be unkind, but you must be honest.

Be honest, at least with himself.

If you lie to yourself, you will only deceive yourself into a pit.

In order not to fall into the pit, he decided to be an honest person.

"Sister, in fact, I'm really a scumbag, and I'm really not a good person."

After another cloud and rain, Cao Zhiqiang hugged Hao Shuwen, who was as good as a kitten, and sighed softly.

"You follow me like this, with no name or distinction, are you really willing?"

"There's nothing to be reconciled to." Hao Shuwen put her arms around Cao Zhiqiang's arm, closed her eyes and said softly, "Men are not bad, women don't love, whoever told me to fall in love with you, I admit it.

Besides, following you, apart from having no status, there is nothing wrong with it, at least it is much more free and enjoyable than in the original home.

Let me tell you, don't look at me as if I used to be very beautiful, but those are not my own.

I'm like a canary in a cage, I look good but I'm nothing.

It's different with you. Although you can't give me a name, you really treat me well, take care of me, and care about my feelings.

Unlike them, who always say it's for my own good, but in fact it's just for themselves.

I wanted to escape from that house a long time ago, but I was not capable enough, and I was too lazy to work, so I couldn't escape.

It's good to have you, and I will feel more at ease if you support me in the future.

At least, you won't force me to do what I don't want to do, fully respect me. "

"That's all?" Cao Zhiqiang asked.

Hao Shuwen opened her eyes, turned her head to look at Cao Zhiqiang, then smiled and said: "Of course, you are more beautiful, more handsome, and more powerful! I only know that being a woman is good when I am with you, hehehe. "

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen deliberately leaned close to Cao Zhiqiang's side, and rubbed lightly.

Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath: "Sister, you are playing with fire!"

"Then you come to put out the fire!" Hao Shuwen chuckled, "Do you still have that strength? Can you do it?"

Cao Zhiqiang chuckled: "A man can't say no, since that's the case, I can't pretend that I don't hear you."

After finishing speaking, Cao Zhiqiang turned on his back, stared at Hao Shuwen and said, "Sister, let me tell you the truth, I am not a good person, and it is impossible to become a good person in this life.

Not only that, I am very ambitious and have many desires, and there may be more women by my side in the future.

So, let me ask you again, even if this is the case, are you willing to be the woman behind me? "

Hao Shuwen closed her eyes: "No matter how bad you are, no matter how many women you have, as long as you let me by your side and don't leave me, I will be willing."

Cao Zhiqiang breathed out: "Very well, since this is the case, I can't give you the complete me, so I will give you success and fame, and I will give you a flower like a brocade!"

After finishing speaking, Cao Zhiqiang pressed down again.

The battle song starts, the guns roar, the so-called love is actually that simple in many cases.

Neither side knows what the future will be like. At least at this moment, it is enough for each other to have each other.

When Cao Zhiqiang fought against Hao Shuwen for the third time, He Yuzhu from the Capital Airport was standing with Lou Xiaoe, saying goodbye to He Xiao who was pulling the suitcase alone and was about to go through the security check and board the plane.

"Son." He Yuzhu smiled and said to He Xiao, "Aren't you afraid to go back alone?"

"Don't be afraid." He Xiao said, "It's not the first time, and my uncle is there to pick me up, so there's no problem."

"Good son." He Yuzhu sighed, "I'm not as good as you, I've grown up so much, I haven't traveled so far alone before."

Lou Xiaoe said with a smile: "Don't say that, the times are different, the environment is different, it's hard to compare."

He Yuzhu smiled and nodded: "Yes."

He Xiao said to He Yuzhu: "Father, there is actually something I want to tell you."

"What's the matter?" He Yuzhu asked, "Tell me."

He Xiaodao: "Actually, my mother has always wanted me to transfer to a high school here."

Before He Yuzhu could reply, Lou Xiaoe said with a smile: "The main thing is to practice his language. You haven't watched it for two days, and you dare to speak? If you always go there, they all speak Cantonese and English. I'm afraid that when he grows up, he won't be able to adapt."

He Yuzhu nodded: "Okay, this is a good thing, it's good to go to the mainland to study. Hong Kong is richer than ours, but if you want to talk about education, it must be better than ours, after all, it is a whole country. What's more, this is our root, we can't forget our roots, can't we?"

"I think so too." Lou Xiaoe laughed.

"I think Hong Kong is flourishing despite being full of flowers and flowers, but in fact it is only because of its special geographical location and special period. It is only temporary and will not be like this forever.

No matter how good it is, Hong Kong is just that big and its potential is limited.

Now that China and the United States have reconciled and the country has opened up, our country will develop sooner or later.

So in the future, I am more optimistic about our country.

Although our country is poor now, it will definitely become rich in the future.

That's why I want He Xiao to come to the mainland, where there are more opportunities than Hong Kong. "

He Yuzhu nodded with a smile: "It makes sense, it makes sense! Xiao'e, you are worthy of being a college student. You have a level of speech, and it sounds very reasonable. Compared with you, I'm nothing."

Lou Xiaoe stroked her temples with a smile, stared at He Yuzhu's eyes and said: "No matter how good I am, I will go out from here. Sooner or later, I, no, our whole family will come back, so, I really come back, you You can't ignore me."

He Yuzhu chuckled, avoiding Lou Xiao'e's fiery eyes, looked down at He Xiao and said, "He Xiao, if you come to the mainland to go to school in the future, then Dad will be waiting for you, and when you come back, I will make delicious food for you! "

He Xiao nodded: "Yeah!"

"Drink more water on the plane." Lou Xiaoe followed suit.

"Understood." He Xiao nodded again.

Lou Xiaoe then said: "Okay, it's getting late, let's go!"

Only then did He Xiao wave to Lou Xiaoe and He Yuzhu: "Goodbye, Mommy, goodbye, Daddy."

After speaking, He Xiao pulled up the suitcase and went straight through the security inspection channel.

After seeing He Xiao completely out of his sight, He Yuzhu put his hands in his pockets and said to Lou Xiaoe: "Is there water on the plane?"

Lou Xiaoe nodded with a smile: "Yes, of course there is, and there is food to eat. If you want to drink, there is still wine in it, but there is no white wine, only red wine and beer."

"Really?" He Yuzhu nodded, "But I heard that there are Moutai drinks on the plane, and you can still smoke."

Lou Xiaoe said with a smile: "You are talking about domestic airlines. This kind of international airlines does not have the Moutai you mentioned, and you are not allowed to smoke."

"I see." He Yuzhu nodded, "Hey, a frog in a well like me who has never traveled far in his life, and has never been on a plane, so naturally he doesn't know the way."

Lou Xiao'e smiled and said, "How about it, come with me to Hong Kong, take a flight by the way, and experience it?"

He Yuzhu turned his head to look at Lou Xiaoe, chuckled, and changed the subject: "By the way, how do we go back?"

Lou Xiao'e curled her lips, and said with a little dissatisfaction: "Of course, how did you come here, how do you go back, take a taxi at the door, let's go, go to the door and take a taxi."

He Yuzhu nodded, followed Lou Xiaoe with his hands in his pockets, and said as he walked, "There are more and more four-wheeled taxis now. Most of them used to be three-wheeled, but now many of them are four-wheeled cars."

"That's not true." Lou Xiaoe smiled, "The times are developing, especially after the opening up, the changes will only become bigger and faster. If you can't keep up with the changes, you can fall behind at any time."

He Yuzhu smiled: "Yes, yes, but I'll forget it. I'm already old, so I just need to be a good cook."

Lou Xiao'e glanced at He Yuzhu, shook her head and sighed: "You have no ambitions!"

He Yuzhu smiled and said: "Hey, it's not the first day you know me. When I was young, I had no ambitions, and I never thought about being a big shot, being an ordinary cook, and being an ordinary citizen. That would be great, haha hehe."

"Even if it's for your son, you don't want to work harder?" Lou Xiaoe asked.

"Sizhu, I absolutely believe in your culinary skills. Believe me, I will pay for the management, and you will pay for the craftsmanship. Let's join hands and do a good job. I promise, I will make you a big business in this era. Be the one to make your son proud of you!"

He Yuzhu blinked, and simply avoided Lou Xiaoe's sight again: "Then what, look, there is a car over there, I'll take a taxi, you wait here."

After finishing speaking, He Yuzhu ran towards a taxi parked not far away.

Seeing He Yuzhu leave, Lou Xiaoe sighed and shook her head: "Play stupid again, let's see how long you can pretend!"

(End of this chapter)