Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 526

He Yuzhu and Lou Xiao'e took a taxi and returned to the hotel where Lou Xiao'e got off the tower. He Yuzhu wanted to say goodbye directly at the gate, but Lou Xiao'e glared: "Why, you don't want to be with me so much? You can't wait any longer ? I just annoy you that much?"

"No, no." He Yuzhu put his hands in his pockets and smiled, "Then what, I have to go to work, and I am in a hurry to go back to work."

Lou Xiao'e gave He Yuzhu a blank look: "Okay, then you go, just like someone begging you."

After speaking, Lou Xiaoe was about to go back.

He Yuzhu blinked, and suddenly said: "Hey wait!"

"Why?" Lou Xiaoe stopped and turned around, "Aren't you going to go? Go!"

He Yuzhu smiled, walked over and said, "That's right, I suddenly thought of something, if you agree, then our restaurant might be able to open."

"What's the matter?" Lou Xiao'e frowned and asked, "Tell me."

He Yuzhu said: "That's right, we can let Qin Huairu resign! As long as Qin Huairu resigns and becomes the restaurant manager, then the matter will be over, and she won't object, and I won't be in doubt, you Say yes?"

Lou Xiaoe looked at He Yuzhu carefully, then turned away without saying a word.

Seeing Lou Xiao'e turning her head and leaving, He Yuzhu was taken aback for a moment, and then hurriedly followed: "Don't go, listen to me and tell you well.

In fact, Qin Huairu is very suitable to be the restaurant manager. She is very capable and can endure hardships. She is never ambiguous about being a person and settling accounts. "

Lou Xiao'e walked with a straight face and said, "But she doesn't understand management! Managers are supposed to manage people, and if they don't understand management, how can they succeed?"

He Yuzhu licked his face and smiled as he walked: "You can learn if you don't understand, whoever knows it at birth, don't you think so?"

Lou Xiao'e frowned and said, "It's a completely different concept, okay, and she's so old, it's too late for her to learn management now."

"Then how can it be too late." He Yuzhu laughed, "Live and learn, Qin Huairu has a brain and can learn things quickly."

"That's two different things." Lou Xiaoe said, "Besides, I can't wait for her to finish her management studies before opening a restaurant, right? If I invest in opening a restaurant, do I have to wait for her alone?"

He Yuzhu smiled and said, "That's right, but there's still you here. With you at the helm, she learns and does it. She can't go wrong."

Hearing this, Lou Xiaoe couldn't help shaking her head, and didn't even bother to say anything.

Seeing that Lou Xiao'e was silent, He Yuzhu walked beside him and said, "Xiao'e, the thing is like this, I also know that it is a bit abrupt to let Qin Huairu be the manager, but sometimes, if you want to do something, just You have to make some compromises and sacrifices first, and then..."

"No then!" Lou Xiao'e suddenly stopped and turned her head, saying with a blank expression.

When He Yuzhu was taken aback, Lou Xiaoe looked at him coldly and said:

"Shazhu, are you really stupid or fake stupid? Pretending to be confused with me, right? Is it my wish to open a restaurant?

Yes, I want to invest in the mainland, but there are so many investment projects, why do I have to open a restaurant?
Opening a restaurant is that what I want to do?Why do I invest in you to open a restaurant, don't you understand? "

Speaking of this, seeing He Yuzhu lowering her head and not daring to meet her eyes, Lou Xiaoe shook her head angrily, couldn't speak the next half of the sentence, turned her head and left.

Seeing Lou Xiao'e leaving, He Yuzhu hurriedly followed subconsciously, but he opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, so he could only follow along with his head depressed.

"Why are you following me?" Lou Xiaoe said angrily, "Didn't you go back to work? Hurry up!"

He Yuzhu chuckled, and said as he walked, "It's okay, there's no rush, there's no rush."

Lou Xiao'e glared at He Yuzhu, then turned her head, put her hands in her pockets and slowed down, and said as she walked, "Silly Zhu, tell me, how many times have I hinted at you in the past few days since I came here? You can either tell me Stagger the topic, or play stupid for me, do you really think I can't see it?"

He Yuzhu chuckled, scratched his head and said nothing.

Lou Xiao'e came to the elevator entrance, stopped to look at He Yuzhu, pressed the elevator button, then folded her arms again and said to him: "Silly Zhu, to be honest, the main purpose of bringing my son here this time is to see You, let your son recognize you by the way.

Of course, I also admit that I really want to reunite with your old dream.

But I'm not that unreasonable person.

If you don't love me anymore, and you don't have me in your heart, I won't stalk you, let alone provoke your relationship with Qin Huairu.

But in the past few days of contact, I can see that you have always had me in your heart, and you have always loved me.

Especially, you love your son even more, your own son!
Do you dare to say that you don't have me in your heart, and you don't have a son in your heart? "

He Yuzhu bowed his head in silence, with a serious expression on his face.

Seeing his expression, Lou Xiaoe said again: "You have me and a son in your heart, which is the basis and prerequisite for me to want to be with you.

It is precisely because I have seen your heart and seen your true thoughts that I want to be with you again.

I want to invest in opening a restaurant for you, just because I know you have a good face, and I want to use this as an opportunity to get back together with you.

Of course, I also admit that I have always had you in my heart, I, I..."

Speaking of this, Lou Xiao'e seemed to be emotional, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

Soon, Lou Xiaoe turned her head, quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, took another deep breath, then turned her head again, and said to the silent He Yuzhu:
"He Yuzhu, this is the end of the matter, I will open the skylight and speak clearly, and explain the truth to you.

Yes, I left back then, left here, and went to Hong Kong with my family.

But when I left, my heart remained.

I never really forgot you for a moment.

Originally, I didn't want to remarry, I just wanted to live with my son like that.

But I miss you so much, especially after I gave birth to He Xiao, I always dream of you in my dreams, the scene where we listen to the symphony of fate together, I can also dream of the bits and pieces of the past, and even dream of The two of us are in Hong Kong together, enjoying a happy and harmonious scene with He Xiao's family of three.

In order not to miss you anymore, I decided to accept other people's marriage proposals, because I thought that as long as I married someone else and started a new life, I could truly forget you.

But later I found out that I was wrong, even though I married someone else and even had a child, I still don’t love him, I still only have you in my heart.

It's just these thoughts, I never dare to tell outsiders, I can only think secretly.

Since the re-opening, I actually came back early in the morning, and almost once or twice a year.

In other words, I have been to the capital many times, including many times before I got divorced.

Every time I came here before, I used the banner as a research project, but only I know that it is just an excuse.

I'm here just because you're here and I want to hear from you.

So, in fact, I know a lot about you, not nothing.

I know it's unfair to my ex-husband if I do this, but I can't control myself, I can't control I miss you! "

Speaking of this, Lou Xiaoe turned her head, wiped away the tears from her eyes again, and then continued: "So, when I knew that my ex-husband had a mistress and someone was outside, I was actually relieved.

Because in this way, I don't owe him any more, and I don't have to feel guilty anymore, so I can use this to divorce him openly.

And you know, what did he tell me when I mentioned a peaceful breakup with him? "

"What did you say?" He Yuzhu asked subconsciously.

Lou Xiao'e said with red eyes: "He told me that the reason why he has people outside is because he has never been loved by me, and he also knows that I have never had him in my heart, and there have always been others, and, moreover, he has heard me say Talked in sleep several times, heard me call Shazhu's name several times.

He thinks that I married him just to live as a partner, not love.

He used to just refrain from talking, thinking that he would gradually get better in the future and make me fall in love with him again and accept him, but later he found that I couldn't love him all the time, he couldn't stand it, so he just talked to other women.

He also said that he knew that I didn't love him, and that I didn't feel sorry for him in terms of my duty as a wife, but he still couldn't accept that I didn't have him in my heart.

Of course, what he said does not mean that what he did was right.

Because no matter what, someone outside him was the one who was at fault, and what he said to me might just be venting, just an excuse for him to defend himself.

But anyway, I think what he said is partly true.

I really didn't have him in my heart, I really just lived with him as a partner, and I really never loved him.

Because my heart has long been filled with you, and I can no longer accommodate others. "

After sighing, Lou Xiao'e said again: "After I got divorced, I came to the capital again, asked someone to inquire about you again, and went to the gate of the courtyard again, but after all, I still didn't have the courage to go in and see you.

I have known for a long time that you and Qin Huairu are married, and I also know that you and her have never had children.

I also know that you married her very late, not after I left, but many years after I left.

After I heard the news, I knew from the first feeling that you have always loved me and you have always had me in your heart. Otherwise, you would not have married her after so many years and had no children.

So, I mustered up the courage to go back to Hong Kong, brought my son, and came to find you. I wanted to get back together with you, and make this family, and our love, complete again.

Although you tried to pretend to be stupid before, I know you just haven't made up your mind.

Therefore, until the moment I sent He Xiao away, I was always harboring hope that I could get back together with you.

But what you said just now, about making Qin Huairu the manager, made me completely wake up, and also shattered all my hopes.

I finally understand that you no longer have me in your heart, at least not all of me.

You are more concerned about Qin Huairu in your heart, and you care more about her now.

I don't judge whether it's right for you to do this. After all, she has been by your side for so many years, and it's really difficult for you to choose.

But I am not a saint, I also have feelings, I also have anger!

So, I'm sorry, I suddenly changed my mind, I'll go back to Hong Kong right now, and I won't pester you anymore.

Of course, whenever you change your mind, you can come to me at any time, the door of my place is always open to you.

You have my Hong Kong phone number. When you think about it, call me and I will come again!
But you remember, if I come again, it will not be so easy to leave.

Unless, you never call me, then we should never see each other!
I'm done talking, that's all, goodbye! "

Having said that, Lou Xiaoe wiped away her tears fiercely, then quickly entered the elevator, without looking at He Yuzhu, she directly pressed the elevator button and closed the elevator door.

He Yuzhu let out a long breath when the elevator doors closed and Lou Xiao'e was no longer in sight, and looked up at the ceiling, not knowing what to say for a moment.

What he said just now had a great impact on him. He never expected that things would turn out like this.

If Lou Xiao'e hadn't said that, if she hadn't said that she always had him, He Yuzhu wouldn't be as entangled and uncomfortable as she is now.

But when Lou Xiao'e said those words, especially the root cause of her divorce, he realized that it was difficult for him to really not care about Lou Xiao'e.

Indeed, although He Yuzhu kept avoiding her, but he calmed down and thought about it carefully, the woman he really loved in his life was really Lou Xiao'e.

Although he has been with Qin Huairu for a long time, although he was not clear with Qin Huairu in the past, but only he knows that at least before Lou Xiaoe left, he never thought of anything happening to Qin Huairu.

The past with Qin Huairu was unclear, he was more sympathetic to her, not really liking her.

Of course, Qin Huairu at that time was indeed beautiful, she could be called a flower in the courtyard, and she was no worse than Lou Xiaoe back then, and she was even better in some places.

However, speaking from the bottom of his heart, the woman he really likes is really Lou Xiaoe.

Why did he hate Xu Damao so much before?In addition to looking down on him, there is another reason he can't tell, that is, Lou Xiao'e married him, and he was jealous.

Many people in the yard thought that he, He Yuzhu, liked Qin Huairu in the past and was interested in her, so he often helped her with food.

But only he knew that he really didn't think about what happened to Qin Huairu at that time, what she was thinking about was Lou Xiao'e.

If He Yuzhu was really interested in Qin Huairu at that time, then based on his help to Qin Huairu, he would have fallen in love with Qin Huairu long ago.

Why didn't He Yuzhu secretly get along with Qin Huairu at that time, and even Qin Huairu hinted at it several times, but he didn't know it?
Others thought that he, He Yuzhu, was upright and upright, but he was not.

The fundamental reason was that He Yuzhu had someone in his heart at that time, and he kept pretending to be Lou Xiao'e.

Later Lou Xiaoe separated from Xu Damao, and he was actually very happy in his heart, but he couldn't express it.

Then, although the days with Lou Xiao'e were short, they were the happiest days in his life, and also the most memorable days.

It can be said that from the beginning to the end, He Yuzhu has always had Lou Xiao'e in his heart, but he has always buried it deep in his heart and never dared to tell others.

It is difficult to have both love and righteousness.

Lou Xiaoe is love, and Qin Huairu is righteousness.

If he was ten years younger, He Yuzhu might immediately decide to have an affair and leave with Lou Xiaoe.

But he is not a young man anymore. At his current age, he can no longer be as generous as he used to be.

Because now he is not only alone, not only Qin Huairu, but also takes care of the elderly in the entire compound.

Once he's gone, what will the old people in the yard do?
Moreover, he has lived here for so long, and now it is difficult for him to get used to changing his environment and living in Hong Kong.

The most important thing is that Lou Xiao'e has an elegant demeanor now, he feels that he is no longer worthy of her, and he feels a little ashamed to be with her.

Thinking of this, He Yuzhu looked up to the sky and sighed: "The old saying is good, since ancient times, love and friendship have been difficult to balance. How did you let me catch up? Hey, this matter is troublesome, alas!"

After a sigh, He Yuzhu put his hands behind his back, and left silently with a lot of thoughts, not knowing where to go or who to talk to.

He just felt that he was very panicked and uncomfortable.

Maybe this is life.

It's impossible to have everything you want.

(End of this chapter)