So lazy, how can you become a fairy

Chapter 130 Contradictions with the world, mutual redemption of boys and girls (?)

[The love of my parents has no reason or purpose, and I finally joined this family.

Or rather, I've always been a part of this family, but I just didn't realize it.

I began to try to reciprocate this love, to truly realize the close bond between me and my parents that is thicker than water.

Just like what my father said, in this life, they are my parents. This is an indisputable fact.

I feel very lucky to be joining this family as a new member.

Finally, I am no longer alone in this world, and my closest parents are by my side. That restless heart finally has a peaceful home for the soul. 】

"Yes."

Hongli nodded and sighed, "I'm so happy to be the child of my parents."

【…】

[Time flies so fast, I will be three years old in a blink of an eye. 】

【…】

[It’s another year of Chinese New Year, and many relatives came to my family. I was like a small moving toy, being sent from the arms of this elder to the arms of that elder. I was amused by all kinds of things. Wow, it’s really hard.

Chinese New Year?I think it's a hell! 】

"That's true. When I was a child, when I encountered such a thing, I always avoided it in advance."

Hongli felt the same way: "Seven aunts and eight aunts, that's a real nightmare."

But unfortunately, when she grows up, for the sake of "politeness", she can't run away early. She can only sit "dignifiedly" and "quietly" listening to the elders laughing and laughing, and she shows an awkward yet polite smile from time to time. , to show that you are listening carefully.

In fact, her soul flew away a long time ago, and ran with Heiyang to hide in a small corner!
[However, as I grow older, my parents still feel a little headache about my personality problem. 】

"That's for sure, Heiyang, you are a big burden, big trouble."

Hong Li pursed her lips, complaining about her boyfriend.

"It means sister, I like to collect trash, so I can stand your trash character and treat you as a treasure. Otherwise, without me, who will want you, hum!"

As for her own personality...

Uh……

Let's turn our attention back to Black Sun Diary!

【They found that apart from this family, I didn't seem to have the slightest interest in other things around me, which made them feel worried. Horrible words such as "unsocial", "solitary" and "autistic" flashed in their minds.

They wanted me to have a happy childhood, thinking that only by doing so could they shape a positive outlook on life for me so that I would not go astray in the future. 】

[This is Hei Yang at the age of fourteen. Looking back now, during that time, my painting style was indeed a bit strange.

Avoiding the eyes of everyone, in a small room of one person, crying or laughing and drawing mysterious unknown characters on a suspicious notebook, the whole person seems to be shrouded in shadows, saying that he is a little evil cultivator, is that true? A little sense of disobedience. 】

[Here is sixteen-year-old Hei Yang. At that time, my attitude towards evil cultivators was still too old-fashioned. I met one a while ago. To be honest, he looked much more sunny than I did back then. 】

"Don't doubt it, now you also have this virtue, but this has not changed."

Hongli rolled her eyes: "Besides, what's the matter with this person, it's clearly a diary from the past, why does his future self always come back to complain.

Wouldn't he feel ashamed to look through his diary all day long, tsk tsk. "

[Actually, my parents are right, I am indeed avoiding this world on purpose. 】

[The five-color family, the five-element sect, the world of comprehension, demons, ghosts, immortals, Buddhas, martial arts...

Some of these are very close to me, and some of them may never be seen in my life, but without exception, these strange new words make me feel that there is always a gap between me and the world. 】

[It is said that every traveler is lonely, because people are emotional animals, abandon everything in the past and come out, start again and no longer think about the past, how is that possible?
Telling jokes that no one has heard, throwing stalks that no one understands, dreaming back at midnight, often feel crazy, and my heart hurts to the marrow.

Granny Meng is right, after a bowl of soup, all troubles will be forgotten. If I don’t have the memories of my previous life, I will definitely live happily in this world, in this big family with human touch, right? 】

【However, if there is no memory of my previous life, then my personality will definitely be very different.

At that time, the person named Hei Yang may still be there, but I will disappear forever. Thinking about it this way, is it really okay? 】

"It's definitely not good!"

Hongli said without hesitation: "If you didn't have this personality, how could I love you!

I want a complete black sun, not another person wearing a black sun skin.

After all, I didn't stay with you because I was greedy for your body...

Uh, well, I admit, little Heiyang, you do have a bit of beauty, but a good body is a good body, it is completely different from my liking for your personality. "

【this is not good!I made a judgment, I am black sun, unique me, I don't want to become another person.

It is precisely because of the memory of the previous life that I know how to cherish the bits and pieces of this life. When the people around me, like me before, start to sprint with their eyes closed, I move slowly step by step, admiring the surrounding scenery.

The road of life is so long. If you win at the starting line and run so much faster than others, wouldn't you reach the finish line sooner?

I don't want to forget my parents in the previous life, and I don't want to forget the interesting things in the previous life.

Happy memories will always be cherished in my heart, and happy memories make me cherish my life even more. 】

[I seem to be getting used to the details of this world, and suddenly I realized with horror, why did I start the habit of keeping a diary not long after I was born?
You know, keeping secrets in a diary is obviously easier to expose and let others know!
However, that may be my instinctive defense in my previous life. I don't want to be assimilated by this world, and I don't want to forget the past.

Although thinking about it now, it seems to have happened a long time ago, so long that I can't help but wonder, did I really experience those things, maybe it was just a child's imagination, through some fragments of dream fragments, I set myself up ?

No, look at the previous diary, how could a baby know it from birth?
I actually began to doubt the authenticity of the previous life, and I was assimilated, which is simply too terrifying!

I don't want to forget, I don't want to become another person, so I have to record more seriously in the future diary! 】

【…】

[The number of pages in the diary is not enough, I tried to sew a new book on it, my diary has doubled in thickness, and I can continue to keep a diary again! 】

"Well……"

Hongli didn't comment too much, but just held her chin and turned the next page with her tender white hands, and she could see the traces of stitching, no wonder this guy Heiyang's diary is so thick!
[In order for me to blend in with everyone and the surrounding environment, my parents began to take me around to play, cousin Hei Hui, cousin Hei Xiaoqi...]

"Hey, what's going on, little brother!"

Hong Li dragged her long voice, and said with a displeased face: "Why haven't you come to my house yet?

If you act like this again, it will make me feel like I'm missing out on your life! "

【Mom and Dad's plan to visit is not as smooth as expected. In my opinion, they are just a group of children. We can't play together.

The innocent and innocent cousin Heihui, to be honest, with her, I feel like someone from her uncle's generation, and I have to worry about it all day long.

Hei Xiaoqi, who pretended to be a little adult, faltered a few words when facing me, and then she cried and went to her uncle and they complained, saying that this brother was not good, and she wanted another brother who was better. 】

[This is Hei Yang, who is fifteen years old. Hei Xiaoqi didn't know what it means to be bad after she had a younger brother, Hei Xiaolong. I laughed to death. Does it really depend on comparison?

However, Xiaolong seems to only be interested in bullying his older sister. His attitude toward my cousin, apart from being as close and dependent as cousin Heihui, is actually a little bit of admiration. on heart.

In my opinion, they are all relatives, and they are all equally lovely. 】

[My parents took me to visit the five-color family, which further confirmed my thoughts: I and this group of people love to cry and fight, their personalities are always cloudy and sunny, there is no seriousness in attacking, and we can't guess the real thoughts at all. There is really no common topic for a kid with a bare butt and playing with mud with urine! 】

[However, there is an exception. The Hong family has a little sister who is three days younger than me, and her personality is much quieter than other ordinary children.

When faced with many people, she always likes to hide secretly, not wanting to get involved in those children's arguments.

In her eyes, I always feel a little familiar. Thinking about it carefully, that girl looks like me once.

She doesn't like to socialize, likes to be quiet, and she always shows laziness and fatigue in every move.

But her big lively eyes that are constantly exploring are shining again, which is the child's instinctive curiosity and exploration of the world.

Those eyes are so uncoordinated on this girl, I really want to extinguish the light in her eyes! (Strike out, wrong!)
I feel that I should give that child a hand in the dark, so that her future life will not be full of pain and sorrow! (well, right!)
Oh, by the way, her name is Hongli, a very nice name. 】

"What the hell did you cross it out! Why can I still see it after crossing it out, bastard! So you are already a black-hearted bastard at such a young age, I am so unlucky to meet you!"

Hongli couldn't help complaining loudly, but suddenly let out a long sigh of relief, showing a relaxed smile: "Hmph, is it finally time for the hero to come out?

Sure enough, I knew it, Xiao Hongli will save Heiyang your miserable life from now on!Oh ho ho ho ho! "

(End of this chapter)