So lazy, how can you become a fairy

Chapter 129 At that most vigorous age, but peeking at death?

"Hei-yang? Are you-going?"

Hong Li stretched her neck, knelt on the bed, poked her head to peek out, and kept probing with a long sound.

"Yo Hou? Hei Mouyang? Hei Xiaoyang?
black sun?You peek outside the door!

Xiaoyang?Xiao Yangyang?Really gone? "

Hongli confirmed again and again, and found that this time it really didn't seem to be a conspiracy by some Yang. She looked down at the big thick book in her arms, and her expression suddenly became exciting.

"No way, the Heiyang diary that I have been thinking about for so many years... Is this how I got it?"

Hongli still felt a little unbelievable, wondering if Heiyang would be squatting somewhere in the corner, waiting to see her joke?

For example, she opened the so-called diary with great anticipation, and found that it said "No, do you really believe it?"

At this time, Heiyang jumped out again, mocking her wantonly, telling her to break the defense or something.

Or, this diary is actually a mysterious prop created by Heiyang. Its function is to make the person who opens the book a marionette for the other party. If you carry her, you have to beat your back...

"hiss……"

Hongli gasped, the picture she imagined was so cruel that she couldn't help but tremble: "I never imagined that Heiyang would be so vicious and want me to be his obedient little maid? It's so terrifying!"

……

"Da Ma, you are in good spirits. It seems that this is indeed a conscientious store. Let's go. Let's register first, and then go to the new home."

At this time, the innocent Heiyang didn't know that Mouli was fighting wits and courage with the air, and he had already imagined him as a villain full of evil in his mind.

……

"Huh...huh...calm down..."

Hong Li calmed down, carefully observing the thick book placed on the other side of the bed, her heart full of vigilance.

"However, although……

After opening, there is a possibility of being tricked!
As long as I don't touch it and suppress the curiosity in my heart, I will be invincible...

Go to the fucking invincible place! "

Hongli rushed over and hugged the thick book again, her face full of impulse.

"It doesn't matter, just die, I have been greedy for so many years, there is no reason to give up!
Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo "

There was a struggling expression on Hongli's face, but in the end she couldn't resist the temptation, took a deep breath, and flipped open Heiyang's diary!

First page inside cover.

[Recording time: 560 years of the Water Era, recorder: Hei Yang. 】

"Oh oh oh oh oh oh!"

Hong Li's eyes widened, her face full of disbelief: "It's a real one! I'm not dreaming!"

In an instant, Hongli felt that the diary in her hand became heavy, as if it was shining with golden light, which made her blink subconsciously, and then confirmed that she was indeed reading it correctly!

Doubt, surprise, excitement, curiosity, anticipation...

Hongli felt that she was naive at this time, like a little girl who got her favorite toy, although she was usually naive...but she...

"Oh, I don't think so much anymore, let me see if Hei Yang has any little secrets to hide from me, hehe, it's best to be black history or something!"

A funny expression appeared on Hongli's face: "Little Heiyang, sister, I want to come in—"

But having said that, Heiyang's record time is a bit weird. If the water calendar is 560, isn't that the year they were born?
At that time, Heiyang and her were not even a year old, so he would put it there to keep a diary?
It can be seen that the handwriting is still crooked. It should be that he is too young to hold the pen well.

Speaking of which, she had never seen Heiyang crawling on the ground when he was one or two years old, and she felt a little regretful.

With a stomach full of doubts, Hongli turned to the next page, which should be the first diary entry recorded by Heiyang.

【It's been three months, and it's amazing how people can come back to life after death. 】

【However, if you really want to talk about it, I am reincarnated, and it is not reincarnated. What happened in the past will always be a memory...】

[Some want to cry, my parents don’t know how sad it should be, I want to go back, I want to go home, everything here is so strange, I don’t have a single acquaintance, I really want to cry, oh, have you already cried... ...]

Hongli: "Huh?"

Hongli realized that something was wrong, her head was full of question marks, and her curiosity index was soaring wildly.

【This world actually uses this kind of words, why don't I find it strange at all...】

[So, a baby like me who can understand communication within a few days of birth will make the people here feel very strange, will they regard me as a monster? 】

【Well, there are monsters in this world. I heard adults discussing the myth of flying to the sky and escaping from the earth, but they say that is not a myth...】

【Sad, homesick, as expected, I still can't adapt to this world, I don't belong here, I'm like an outsider, I want to cry...】

[If there are monsters, then there must be gods, right? The old lady who feeds me the soup is the legendary Meng Po? 】

【Well, because it tastes so bad, she vomited it out in a daze, won't her old man be angry? 】

[The parents in this life finally couldn't hold back their curiosity and started to explore my thoughts?
Sure enough, even though he was just a baby, he would say something like an older child from time to time, and even came with a pen and notebook. Anyone would be surprised, right? 】

[Perhaps I will not have the opportunity to continue to record in the future, after all, my weird behavior may make my parents feel uncomfortable.

What your parents say is always right, even if you think it is wrong, you must obey it, this is the truth taught to me in the previous life. 】

【I figured it out, if my parents insist on reading my diary, I must burn it before then. 】

[If they knew that I was the son of another couple before I became their son, I would definitely be very repulsed. 】

【In that case, they will definitely drive me out of the house. At that time, the only thing that will welcome me is death...】

"This person..."

Hongli frowned tightly, and couldn't help saying: "What a negative feeling! Is this Heiyang?"

How should I put it, when thinking of a baby who may have just turned one year old, opening and closing his mouth with words such as "rejection" and "death", Hong Li felt his heart tremble and feel uncomfortable.

How should I put it...

It feels like when he just came to the world, what he sees is not color, but black and white?
[I hugged my diary tightly, and looked at my biological mother and biological father in this life with vigilant eyes.

But there was no hostility in the two faces facing me, only sorrow and sadness.

Am I, too much...

A newborn child should be the age at which he is most attached to his parents, but I...

They must be very sad, maybe they will hate this born bad child.

I'm so helpless, I'm obviously not a child, I'm already sixteen years old, why did I suddenly become so vulnerable?
However, in an unfamiliar environment, I have no one to rely on physically and mentally. I think my parents in the previous life, although they were strict, can at least make me rely...

Until... Dad slowly picked me up, I wanted to struggle, but he called my name and patted my back lightly, which is an instinctive action used by humans to comfort cubs.

My mother's eyes were a little red, and she seemed a little overwhelmed. She kept saying "don't be afraid, Mom and Dad are here", and she was also a mother for the first time, so she would be afraid when she encountered this situation.

Dad held me in one arm, and put Mom in his arms with the other arm. Mom leaned against Dad and looked at me tenderly.

Tell them, tell them everything, I suddenly have this urge to let them know the whole truth.

Even if I was kicked out of the house afterwards, I also recognized that my parents are good parents and they should not suffer from my torture.

They shouldn't feel guilty at all, because it's me who should feel guilty, it's because I can't accept their passionate love, and it's because I can't get out of the past memories.

So, I finally made up my mind and spoke...]

Hongli read the diary raptly, following the narration above, she went back to that day, to that warm room.

She saw a family of three tightly hugging each other.

"Dad, mom..."

"Well, child, parents are here, don't be afraid!"

"But……"

The young Heiyang said in a sad voice: "If I wasn't your child, would you still treat me like this?"

Hei Muguang said softly, "No, you are our child, you are the flesh that fell from your mother, and your father's blood is flowing on your body, no one can change this!"

Qing Yiyi didn't speak, but kept stroking her son's back, her eyes filled with love.

Little Heiyang's eyes were red, and he pushed and pushed the book in his arms, which was quite huge for him: "Mom and Dad, please read it, I want you to read it."

"No, no children."

Qing Yiyi smiled and put the notebook back into Xiao Heiyang's arms: "Mom and Dad have never thought of reading your little notebook, so you don't have to be afraid of Mom and Dad..."

"for……"

Xiao Heiyang showed a puzzled expression.

"Because my baby will be unhappy."

Qing Yiyi rubbed her face against her son's little face, and said with a smile: "If the baby is not happy, we won't do it. Mom just wants to spoil you!"

【"The parents in this life seem to be a little different from the parents in the previous life?" This was my thought at the time. 】

[I seem to feel that the ice has melted away. My parents used their warm embrace, which made me feel at ease in this world for the first time.

Understanding and adapting to each other and caring and loving each other deeply, maybe this is family. 】

[This is the twelve-year-old Hei Yang, that's right, I went to the police across time and space, my mother lied to me back then, when she woke me up every day, she never cared whether I was happy or not, woo woo woo, even though I knew it was For my own good, but I really don’t want to get up in the morning, woo woo woo…]

"Pfft!"

Hongli couldn't help laughing out loud: "What a childish ghost, idiot Heiyang!"

(End of this chapter)