The Reborn Duke of Ming Dynasty
Chapter 565 The So-Called Love
When the horses stopped in front of his house, Zhang Fan already felt a little hungry. After all, it was only light in the morning and he had to get out of bed and go to the morning court. At that time, it was nearly three or four years ago. It's been two hours, no matter who he is, he is already hungry.
However, Zhang Fan is now somewhat able to get used to this kind of living habit, and when you get used to it, even if your body tells you that you are unwell, your spirit will make you ignore it.
Of course, although Zhang Fan did not study medicine, he lived in an era of advanced technology and information dissemination 500 years later. Even if you are not allowed to learn some things, you can still know them. Zhang Fan understands Very well, this kind of living habit is not conducive to people's health, not to mention that according to his current situation, his situation is likely to last for decades, which is even worse.
The elderly court officials in the imperial court seem to be very tough. They wake up early in the morning and go to court for decades. In fact, nine out of ten have physical problems, but because of This kind of habit all the year round makes them look healthy. If they get sick, they only need a little cold and cold. This seems to be an insignificant ailment to ordinary people, even their peers, but to them It is said that it is the cause of various diseases.
In short, Zhang Fan is somewhat on guard against this. In this regard, he is not the kind of person who has to wait until a big event is imminent to pay attention to it. However, it is obvious that Zhang Fan has no good solution to this. Sleeping is a kind of thing, but it is too embarrassing for a person in his 20s. Even in the Zhang family, no one would blame Zhang Fan for this, and they even encouraged Zhang Fan. Anyone who goes to do that, but the so-called people, there are some things that cannot be lost, even in places where no one can see.
Not to mention these things, today, Zhang Fan returned home at noon as usual, and the family members had already prepared meals early, and they were waiting for him to come back to have dinner together.
But even so, after Zhang Fan returned home, he still went to visit his mother Zhao first, and then went back to visit his son and daughter. This has almost become a constant pattern of Zhang Fan after returning home. Of course, At this stage, Zhang Fan has one more thing to do, and that is to go and see Luo Ling'er who is about to give birth.
People say that she is pregnant in October, and now Luo Ling'er has been pregnant for nearly nine months. Potbellied is definitely the word that best describes her current posture. Of course, in order to prevent certain things, the Zhang family has always had a doctor and a nurse , to prevent possible premature birth and various situations that Luo Ling'er may encounter during childbirth.
Some people may think that Zhang Fan is too sensitive. When Ru Xue gave birth, Zhang Fan was not so nervous. He was so cautious as if he was approaching an enemy. Now Ru Xue, the wife's favor, has fallen by the wayside.
But in fact, Zhang Fan treats several women equally. If he really cares about every detail, he obviously pays more attention to Ru Xue, his regular wife. However, Luo Linger's situation is rather special. Neither Zhang Fan nor Luo Linger wanted to bring up the matter again, making it dangerous for Luo Linger to conceive a child.
It is very possible that both mother and child will die when Luo Linger gives birth, and this is the last thing Zhang Fan wants to see. With the help of the imperial physician Wang Youcai, the chance of this happening is much smaller, but it is not yet possible. Handle carelessly.
But now, the most likely situation Luo Linger is facing is that she can keep her child but not herself. This is nothing to Luo Linger, because since she followed Zhang Fan, she has dreamed of giving birth to Zhang Fan. A man and a half woman, but now, in Luo Linger's view, as long as her wish can be realized, even her own death is fine.
However, what Zhang Fan hoped for was exactly the opposite. He really liked Luo Linger, especially since the two met in Jiangnan for the first time and experienced so many things. After the confrontation, Zhang Fan realized how much he valued Luo Linger.
This has nothing to do with Luo Linger's beautiful appearance. Maybe, maybe back then, if it wasn't for Luo Linger's appearance, there would be no intersection between her and Zhang Fan. The miserable woman, tossing and turning in hypocrisy and joys and sorrows, finally spent her whole life. However, it is precisely because of her beautiful appearance that she has become something that can be used in some people's minds.
Of course, that may not be a good thing. Luo Linger may encounter a fate that is even more tragic than her already miserable life, but she may also meet someone who truly loves her and can make her live a true life for the rest of her life. A happy life, not with those false glitz.
However, no matter who it is, even Luo Linger never thought about it before meeting Zhang Fan. In her view, all of that was just an unrealized fantasy, just like she was in the world of mortals back then. The same as the other women, almost everyone will have this same fantasy in their hearts.
But these women in the world of mortals don't like to fantasize. In fact, they understand better than others. To them, those are all just illusions. No, they are more illusory than others. At least they can be seen. See, and these are even more illusory to them, not to mention they can't touch them, they can't even see them. They can only imagine a thing or two in their hearts every night when they fall asleep, and just talk about it.
As for Luo Linger, she is undoubtedly lucky, she really got this dreamlike thing, and it was in reality, not in her sleep, although at the beginning, she woke up from the dream almost every day When Luo Linger sees her lover beside her, she has to wonder if she has been in a dream all the time, and she always tells herself never to wake up from this beautiful dream, but after so many days, everything around her tells She, this is real, the dream-like things she encountered are real.
And this also makes Luo Linger cherish every day now even more. When it comes to cherishing, in fact, in Luo Linger's opinion, Zhang Fan is the only one. If you want to say which one of them Zhang Fan loves the most, even It was Ru Xue who was able to win with an absolute but slight advantage.
But if you want to change the angle, or change the question, and ask them who loves Zhang Fan the most, it is definitely Luo Linger. Zhang Fan understands this, and Zhao can see that even the other women I have to admit this, you know, women are stronger than men, especially in this kind of thing, and now, even the "competitors" in the most sense, they I have to admit this, and it can be seen from this, what kind of feelings Luo Linger has for Zhang Fan.
But now, maybe out of love, or maybe because of something else, Luo Linger's feelings for Zhang Fan have changed, not that her love for Zhang Fan has changed, or that it has changed over time. What has been reduced, on the contrary, now Luo Ling'er is more in love with Zhang Fan.
And it was with this change that Luo Linger changed her way of loving Zhang Fan. Now Luo Linger feels that she wants to keep Zhang Fan and her children more than she wants to stay with Zhang Fan. That's why she wanted to give birth to Zhang Fan so much.
Even though Zhang Fan never planned to tell her that her body couldn't bear it, after Luo Ling'er found out that she was pregnant, she became more determined to give birth to the child.
Of course, it doesn't mean that she doesn't want to be with Zhang Fan any more. Luo Ling'er was so helpless. At that time, she really didn't want to find a day to end her life like that. She still has something to worry about, she still has a younger brother who has not been found yet, and now, she is by Zhang Fan's side, although two years have passed, and her younger brother has not been found yet, but her current life has made her very happy In her opinion, she should have known that her younger brother was no longer alive. After all, so many years have passed, there is still no news, and Zhang Fan has been looking for him for two years with the help of Jin Yiwei, but there is still no news. His news, whether he is alive or dead is completely unknown.
If it was the past, Luo Linger would not have given up. After all, her younger brother was her only support. Now, with Zhang Fan, she can face the death of her younger brother. After all, she now has a more important and powerful person in her life. pillar.
However, it is precisely because of this that Luo Ling'er, who is young but has experienced too many ups and downs, looks down on life and death a lot.
Of course, if it is possible, she certainly hopes that she can always be with Zhang Fan, but in comparison, she also hopes to do something for Zhang Fan, just like the child who is currently in her womb and is about to be born into the world Similarly, if she can give birth to Zhang Fan's child, death or something really doesn't matter to her.
But Zhang Fan would not agree with that point. He was contrary to what Luo Linger wanted. Compared with the child in her womb, what Zhang Fan wanted to see was that Luo Linger could be by his side.
And this seems to have the opposite effect, the more Zhang Fan is like this, the more moved Luo Linger is, the more determined she is in her heart.
However, Zhang Fan is now somewhat able to get used to this kind of living habit, and when you get used to it, even if your body tells you that you are unwell, your spirit will make you ignore it.
Of course, although Zhang Fan did not study medicine, he lived in an era of advanced technology and information dissemination 500 years later. Even if you are not allowed to learn some things, you can still know them. Zhang Fan understands Very well, this kind of living habit is not conducive to people's health, not to mention that according to his current situation, his situation is likely to last for decades, which is even worse.
The elderly court officials in the imperial court seem to be very tough. They wake up early in the morning and go to court for decades. In fact, nine out of ten have physical problems, but because of This kind of habit all the year round makes them look healthy. If they get sick, they only need a little cold and cold. This seems to be an insignificant ailment to ordinary people, even their peers, but to them It is said that it is the cause of various diseases.
In short, Zhang Fan is somewhat on guard against this. In this regard, he is not the kind of person who has to wait until a big event is imminent to pay attention to it. However, it is obvious that Zhang Fan has no good solution to this. Sleeping is a kind of thing, but it is too embarrassing for a person in his 20s. Even in the Zhang family, no one would blame Zhang Fan for this, and they even encouraged Zhang Fan. Anyone who goes to do that, but the so-called people, there are some things that cannot be lost, even in places where no one can see.
Not to mention these things, today, Zhang Fan returned home at noon as usual, and the family members had already prepared meals early, and they were waiting for him to come back to have dinner together.
But even so, after Zhang Fan returned home, he still went to visit his mother Zhao first, and then went back to visit his son and daughter. This has almost become a constant pattern of Zhang Fan after returning home. Of course, At this stage, Zhang Fan has one more thing to do, and that is to go and see Luo Ling'er who is about to give birth.
People say that she is pregnant in October, and now Luo Ling'er has been pregnant for nearly nine months. Potbellied is definitely the word that best describes her current posture. Of course, in order to prevent certain things, the Zhang family has always had a doctor and a nurse , to prevent possible premature birth and various situations that Luo Ling'er may encounter during childbirth.
Some people may think that Zhang Fan is too sensitive. When Ru Xue gave birth, Zhang Fan was not so nervous. He was so cautious as if he was approaching an enemy. Now Ru Xue, the wife's favor, has fallen by the wayside.
But in fact, Zhang Fan treats several women equally. If he really cares about every detail, he obviously pays more attention to Ru Xue, his regular wife. However, Luo Linger's situation is rather special. Neither Zhang Fan nor Luo Linger wanted to bring up the matter again, making it dangerous for Luo Linger to conceive a child.
It is very possible that both mother and child will die when Luo Linger gives birth, and this is the last thing Zhang Fan wants to see. With the help of the imperial physician Wang Youcai, the chance of this happening is much smaller, but it is not yet possible. Handle carelessly.
But now, the most likely situation Luo Linger is facing is that she can keep her child but not herself. This is nothing to Luo Linger, because since she followed Zhang Fan, she has dreamed of giving birth to Zhang Fan. A man and a half woman, but now, in Luo Linger's view, as long as her wish can be realized, even her own death is fine.
However, what Zhang Fan hoped for was exactly the opposite. He really liked Luo Linger, especially since the two met in Jiangnan for the first time and experienced so many things. After the confrontation, Zhang Fan realized how much he valued Luo Linger.
This has nothing to do with Luo Linger's beautiful appearance. Maybe, maybe back then, if it wasn't for Luo Linger's appearance, there would be no intersection between her and Zhang Fan. The miserable woman, tossing and turning in hypocrisy and joys and sorrows, finally spent her whole life. However, it is precisely because of her beautiful appearance that she has become something that can be used in some people's minds.
Of course, that may not be a good thing. Luo Linger may encounter a fate that is even more tragic than her already miserable life, but she may also meet someone who truly loves her and can make her live a true life for the rest of her life. A happy life, not with those false glitz.
However, no matter who it is, even Luo Linger never thought about it before meeting Zhang Fan. In her view, all of that was just an unrealized fantasy, just like she was in the world of mortals back then. The same as the other women, almost everyone will have this same fantasy in their hearts.
But these women in the world of mortals don't like to fantasize. In fact, they understand better than others. To them, those are all just illusions. No, they are more illusory than others. At least they can be seen. See, and these are even more illusory to them, not to mention they can't touch them, they can't even see them. They can only imagine a thing or two in their hearts every night when they fall asleep, and just talk about it.
As for Luo Linger, she is undoubtedly lucky, she really got this dreamlike thing, and it was in reality, not in her sleep, although at the beginning, she woke up from the dream almost every day When Luo Linger sees her lover beside her, she has to wonder if she has been in a dream all the time, and she always tells herself never to wake up from this beautiful dream, but after so many days, everything around her tells She, this is real, the dream-like things she encountered are real.
And this also makes Luo Linger cherish every day now even more. When it comes to cherishing, in fact, in Luo Linger's opinion, Zhang Fan is the only one. If you want to say which one of them Zhang Fan loves the most, even It was Ru Xue who was able to win with an absolute but slight advantage.
But if you want to change the angle, or change the question, and ask them who loves Zhang Fan the most, it is definitely Luo Linger. Zhang Fan understands this, and Zhao can see that even the other women I have to admit this, you know, women are stronger than men, especially in this kind of thing, and now, even the "competitors" in the most sense, they I have to admit this, and it can be seen from this, what kind of feelings Luo Linger has for Zhang Fan.
But now, maybe out of love, or maybe because of something else, Luo Linger's feelings for Zhang Fan have changed, not that her love for Zhang Fan has changed, or that it has changed over time. What has been reduced, on the contrary, now Luo Ling'er is more in love with Zhang Fan.
And it was with this change that Luo Linger changed her way of loving Zhang Fan. Now Luo Linger feels that she wants to keep Zhang Fan and her children more than she wants to stay with Zhang Fan. That's why she wanted to give birth to Zhang Fan so much.
Even though Zhang Fan never planned to tell her that her body couldn't bear it, after Luo Ling'er found out that she was pregnant, she became more determined to give birth to the child.
Of course, it doesn't mean that she doesn't want to be with Zhang Fan any more. Luo Ling'er was so helpless. At that time, she really didn't want to find a day to end her life like that. She still has something to worry about, she still has a younger brother who has not been found yet, and now, she is by Zhang Fan's side, although two years have passed, and her younger brother has not been found yet, but her current life has made her very happy In her opinion, she should have known that her younger brother was no longer alive. After all, so many years have passed, there is still no news, and Zhang Fan has been looking for him for two years with the help of Jin Yiwei, but there is still no news. His news, whether he is alive or dead is completely unknown.
If it was the past, Luo Linger would not have given up. After all, her younger brother was her only support. Now, with Zhang Fan, she can face the death of her younger brother. After all, she now has a more important and powerful person in her life. pillar.
However, it is precisely because of this that Luo Ling'er, who is young but has experienced too many ups and downs, looks down on life and death a lot.
Of course, if it is possible, she certainly hopes that she can always be with Zhang Fan, but in comparison, she also hopes to do something for Zhang Fan, just like the child who is currently in her womb and is about to be born into the world Similarly, if she can give birth to Zhang Fan's child, death or something really doesn't matter to her.
But Zhang Fan would not agree with that point. He was contrary to what Luo Linger wanted. Compared with the child in her womb, what Zhang Fan wanted to see was that Luo Linger could be by his side.
And this seems to have the opposite effect, the more Zhang Fan is like this, the more moved Luo Linger is, the more determined she is in her heart.
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