The Northern Stories of Chef Lao Tan

Chapter 194 Want to have children
Swallow successfully gave birth to a daughter.

For a 45-year-old woman, although giving birth is gratifying, the risks involved are huge.

But as a mother, from the day of pregnancy, she has already begun to have no hesitation, no matter it is giving her life.

In this world, how many mothers with dystocia go to heaven early for the little life in their womb, look at their children lovingly in another world, and smile slightly and contentedly——
So people, from conception to landing, from shithole to adulthood, our mothers are not easy, we should learn to be grateful and filial.

Zhang Yu was overjoyed at the birth of his daughter, and spent the whole day with the nanny in different ways to serve Yanzi.Five or six meals are essential. Since swallows have insufficient milk, they have to prepare milk powder in time to act as a grandpa who can be a grandpa in the new era.

Everyone was very happy when they learned that Yanzi had given birth to a daughter.Of course, this incident also stimulated Zhang Li and Yanhua. Both of them have never been mothers. While they are happy for Yanzi, they are inevitably depressed and have regrets in their hearts.

A woman is not perfect if she has not given birth to a child all her life.

Our Zhang Li has returned to her life alone after the Chinese New Year. Although it is peaceful, the life of a single woman is inevitably lonely and lonely.

She is 46 this year. Generally speaking, if she has children at her age, the children should be 46 or older. If some people in the countryside are married, like Lao Tan and his eldest sister, she is a grandmother at [-].

But she didn't even have children, and she felt a little sad in her regret.

46. ​​Even if there is a man at this age, it is rare to have children.

If I have no children, can the man have no children?If you want it, does the man want it too?What's more, there is no so-called man.

Every time Zhang Li went to her sister's house, she couldn't get rid of her liking for her little nephew. She fully released her motherhood and lived the addiction of being an aunt.

Hey, my aunt is also a mother, so she should be her own child.

That's what I said, but after all, it's not my own, so I can't make up for the regret in my heart.She sometimes thinks that if it is possible, she would rather risk her life to have a child, not for anything else, just for the "Mom—" who makes people cry with joy and happiness.

It's worth dying for after listening to it.

Having said that, having a child is a matter of two people, how can one have a child without a man?
There are quite a few men who have expressed their admiration for her, and it may be that their fate has not yet come, so they don't feel like being electrocuted.How should I put it, most of the men in the hotel are younger than her, and she is still the leader, and many admirers dare not express their identity because of her identity.

Besides, she didn't want to look for younger ones, nor did she want to look for them in restaurants, because of Lao Tan's factors.

As for the ones outside the hotel, to be realistic, 90.00% of them came here for her beautiful looks. The mentality they hold can't be said to be dirty, and the intentions are definitely bad. As for whether they can get married or not, it's another matter.

Santaizi is a small place, where openness and closure coexist, and if something happens, it will spread to every corner within three days.

After Zhang Li and Ren Qingyun did not get along, the story of the military representative passed through the mouth of this man, and spread in Sandaizi, especially the aircraft factory, for a period of time, so that many people knew that the manager of Aqiao Dumpling Restaurant was called Zhang Li. When he was young, he was not decent, had sexual relations with military representatives, and was pregnant and had abortions for military representatives.

Although this is not a problem in the eyes of people nowadays, people have a fine tradition of chewing their tongues after dinner.Especially the things between men and women are always enduring.This also affects Zhang Li to some extent.

People can talk about other people's right and wrong, and sometimes know the truth and righteousness.But once it falls on him, he will say something else, and stay away from the high-sounding.

This is the weakness of human nature, and it can also be said to be the dark side. To put it bluntly, it is hypocrisy.

It is impossible for Zhang Li not to think of this, she is not a child.

What can I do if I think of it?That is to say, smile.Experienced it all, what's the big deal?Half of your life is over, if you only dwell on the past, then you won't have to live the rest of your life.

Good, I carry it on my body, no one will snatch half of it, at most I feel envious;

People, they live their own lives at any time, and no one will hire someone to be in charge of the house.

Just like this long night, although it is lonely and a little desolate, it depends on how to get through it.

Live with a peaceful mind, the night is beautiful.

Quietly listen to a piece of wonderful music, close your eyes and enjoy your reverie, and you will fall asleep peacefully.If it rains, feel melancholy for a while, think about the past days and nights, and shed a few sad tears, what's wrong?

To put it negatively, it's okay to get drunk if you have money, or sleep if you don't have money.

People have to live if they don't die, and they have to be happy when they live.As Lao Tan said, all experiences can only be felt after being endured, no matter how hard or difficult it is, it is beautiful, not for anything else, just to understand calmly.

Zhang Li envies Li Shuang, Zhongqing, Wang Hong, Yanhua and others who have partners, and is often infected by their love and sweetness, and feels that she is also very good.

Of course this is temporary.

She knew that they also envied themselves. They felt that it was good to be single, carefree and free, and no one could control what they wanted to do. They didn't need to care about other people's eyes and opinions, and they didn't care about their children's troubles.

Like Li Shuang, I used to be able to talk about other things when we met, but now we meet each other within three sentences, and start talking about how naughty the child is, why he is disobedient, why he doesn't study hard, and why he doesn't finish homework on time.Tianjie had to get up yelling all day long, hurriedly helped put on his clothes and packed his schoolbag, and then hurriedly sent him to school——
Seeing what Li Shuang said about the darkness, she was actually very beautiful in her heart. Although she didn't mean to show off, Zhang Li was jealous—that was the life she wanted.

Individuals have their own ways of living.Often you can't get what you want, and you don't cherish what you are in, it's called giving up and you can't bear it.

Come to think of it, that's life.

Zhang Li thought bitterly, isn't it just the lack of a gentleman?

snort!Gentlemen?
Really lacking.

You can't pluck out the basket if you don't have it. It's just vegetables. You can't just make up for it at this old age.It's better to be alone than to be alone, at least not angry.

She thought of Old Tan—she would think of it every night when she couldn't fall asleep, and it almost became a habit.

This is a kind of sweet and hopeless thought, which has gone beyond the ordinary love between men and women.If there was an idea of ​​getting it before, then now it is either getting it or simply thinking about it.

Every time I think about it, I feel like I’m still a young girl in love, and Lao Tan is also the same as when he was young, with a bald head, a resolute face with sharp water chestnuts, deep and melancholy eyes, and when he looks at people, it’s as deep as the sea——
This is the man.

It's a pity it's someone else's.

Think about other people's things too. In this world, you are the only one who understands him best and loves him the most.He got cheap and acted like a good boy, hugging his wife and enjoying other people's love, so he almost gave up his life to agree with him.

She even boldly wondered if one day she would really sacrifice her life for justice.

When drinking alone with Yanhua, she once said this idea when she was half drunk.

"Should I create an opportunity for you two?" Yanhua asked with a smile on her cheeks.

"No, creation is meaningless, it all depends on fate," she said.

"What if I don't have it all my life?" Yanhua asked.

"Then accept your fate."

It doesn't matter what you say, but what you feel in your heart, this is love.

There is no reason to love someone, the reason is love, right.

The night in early summer is warm, stirring up feelings and desires.

Zhang Li, this beautiful woman with extraordinary temperament, felt hot in thin pajamas.The outstretched bare feet dishonestly kicked the quilt away, and the whole body sank into the soft bed.With bare arms, he unscrupulously kneaded the kicked-off quilt into a ball, and hugged him habitually.

With eyes closed, he looked at Old Tan in his head——
At this time, I can't think of other men, even if I think of it, it is vague, and soon I am occupied by a clear person.

It is both suffering and sweetness, and a trickle of happiness flows through my heart.

At some point, she fell asleep, maybe having a good dream, with a sweet girlish smile on her lips.

Such a night is destined to be sleepless for many people.

Yanhua listened to the regular snoring sound from the nostrils of Lao Deng lying beside her, and opened her eyes in distress, staring at the darkness of the roof.

An hour ago, her idea of ​​having a child was rejected by Lao Deng again. The reason was simple. Lao Deng said that his daughter was about to have a child, and he didn't want to be laughed at.

Yes, it is indeed inappropriate for a person who has become a grandfather to hold a son or daughter in the secular world.It would be embarrassing if she was with her daughter's family of three.

Of course, Lao Deng didn't want children not only because he was afraid of embarrassment, but also for Yanhua's benefit. After all, Yanhua was old and had passed the optimal age for childbearing. He didn't want his wife to be in danger just to have a child.

Yanhua is not afraid, he is.

He loves this woman who is much younger than himself, and sometimes even treats Yanhua like a daughter, and the more he does this, the more reluctant he is to part with it.She would rather not have a child than ask her to take risks.

But Yanhua wanted to be a mother, and she didn't want to make her life full of regrets.

snort!This is not something you say, I want it.It seems that I have to stew ginseng for you, drink some goji berries, and I have to ask the purchaser to go to Naner (medicine wholesale market) to buy two deer penis bubble wine.

Going to have a beauty treatment tomorrow and buy some clothes like that.Tell you to eat dumplings stuffed with leeks and shrimps, drink ginseng soup, drink wolfberry tea, and have two ounces of deer penis wine, hum, I will--
There will be no children.

　I wish you all a happy Tanabata!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)