Yanzi Valley of Jingcheng

Chapter 133 Willing to Marry

"...You used your child to get Lao Liu, you took advantage of Lao Liu's kindness, a woman like you is very dirty!"

When Shen Li heard this, the corners of her mouth kept twitching, and for a moment, she seemed to be another person again.

I saw Shen Li walking towards Ma Yu step by step, and stopped only one fist away from Ma Yu, "You know what? You are very pitiful. I have not loved Lao Liu for a long time. I don't know if he still loves me or not." I know, but I am grateful that he loved me so much, I am even grateful that he lied to me, without him, I would not be who I am now, and now I am out, so I am free, I hope you are free, like me."

Shen Li pointed to the box behind her and said to Ma Yu, "I was going to leave, but I think what Guan Sha said is right, I don't need to pay for a mistake I didn't make, I just live here, Because there are my friends here." Shen Li looked at Guan Sha at this moment, "My only friend in this city."

Guan Sha, whose thoughts were very confused, was suddenly moved by Shen Li's words, her only friend...

Ma Yu stopped talking, the key word in her mind was not the only friend, but the "I hope you are also free" that Shen Li said just now.

When I married Lao Liu in the village, Ma Yu was only 18 years old. Even when she received the certificate, she was only a 20-year-old girl in her third year.

She must marry Lao Liu, and she can only marry Lao Liu. Lao Liu is her first love, and she is also Lao Liu's first love. They really love each other, and they love each other vigorously. They fell in love with each other in the corn field by the village when they were in high school. He was discovered on the spot by fellow villagers.

The disheveled Ma Yu had lost his innocence at that time. No one believed how wild and unrestrained the investment manager of Jinquan Group Ma Yu was when she was young, which was far from the rigor of her work.

Ma Yu's youth was not like this originally, she was led to become more and more dissolute by Lao Liu.

It's just that the price of Ma Yu's unrestrained youth was extremely heavy. Not only did she become pregnant, but she also had to abort the child because she continued to go to school.

Between the child and herself, Ma Yu chose herself, while Shen Li gave up on herself.

Ma Yu originally thought that aborting a child would be a very simple operation, and everything would be back to normal after the operation, but in the three years after her undergraduate graduation, she lost four children in succession, none of which was in her womb able to survive the seventh week.

Ma Yu was later told that she would no longer have children of her own.

Ma Yu was sad, she hated herself, and she hated Lao Liu even more. She wanted a divorce, but Lao Liu refused. Lao Liu said: "It doesn't matter if you don't have children, just the two of us are fine, we are each other's children, and we will take care of each other for the rest of our lives." .”

Ma Yu didn't believe Lao Liu's words, because Lao Liu was the only child of their Liu family, even if Lao Liu promised his parents would not agree, Ma Yu can still clearly remember that Lao Liu worked so hard on the bed these few years in order to have a child, So she left, she chose to study abroad.

Ma Yu not only studied for a master's degree, but also for a Ph.D. During the years when Ma Yu was studying, she hardly had contact with Lao Liu, because as long as she had one more word with this man, Ma Yu would immediately think of the things she had lost. Ma Yu remembered those children very clearly, one, two, three, four, five, five in total.

Any woman should not be able to accept the grief of losing her child five times in a row, let alone the grief of losing her qualifications as a mother after becoming a mother. No matter how deep the love is, it will be washed away by this huge pain of bereavement. Fragmented.

Does Ma Yu love Lao Liu?
used to be loved.

But since the moment her fifth child fell out of her body, she found that she no longer loved Lao Liu.

Ma Yu's original plan was to divorce old Liu directly after returning to China, but when she discovered the existence of Shen Li and Liu Qinqin, she went crazy with Shen Li, especially when she saw Liu Qinqin, Ma Yu wanted to pinch her on the spot Die this cute and clever little girl.

Ma Yu didn't tell anyone, even she didn't know one thing: what she hated was not Lao Liu, nor Shen Li, but Shen Li, as Lao Liu's new love, could become a mother very smoothly, and she May Yu can't, and never can.

Ma Yu is a high-level intellectual, a well-educated financial elite, but whenever she sees Shen Li, she will think of Shen Li's pregnancy, think of Shen Li hugging her and Lao Liu's child and humming A lullaby, reminiscent of Lao Liu helping Liu Qinqin to learn to move forward step by step... All these warm scenes made Ma Yu almost lose his mind and insult Shen Li in public.

"Now I'm out, so I'm free, and I want you to be free, too, as I am."

Shen Li's words kept echoing in Ma Yu's mind. Guan Sha saw that Ma Yu's eyes were red, and then tears poured out of her eyes like a flood that burst an embankment. When her tears flowed down her cheeks, Guan Sha saw that Shen Li had already burst into tears.

Somehow, watching and watching, Guan Sha's own vision also blurred.

Afterwards, when Guan Sha knew everything, she went to the roof and sat alone for a long time, until the sound of the iron gate of the breakfast shop downstairs being pulled up, until the whole city was dyed golden red by the rising sun, and sat in the center of the community Elderly people doing morning exercises slowly appeared in the square.

Guan Sha, Shen Li, Lao Liu, and Ma Yu, can only see one side of the story. Some things are different, true or false, false or true, it seems not that important.

Did Shen Li insist on giving birth to Shen Li's child, or did Lao Liu let her have it?

Does Lao Liu love Shen Li?Or maybe Lao Liu doesn't love Shen Li at all and just wants that child?

What kind of existence is Ma Yu in Lao Liu's heart? Is it first love, true love, or just a lifetime of guilt?

These don't seem to matter that much either.

So what is the most important thing, what prompted Guan Sha to think for a whole night?
It seems to be two words: marriage.

Ma Yu has a marriage, but Shen Li has no marriage, but if they only want the bright side, both women feel that they are loved, so can it be considered that love and marriage can be completely separated?

In other words, love and marriage are two existences that do not interfere with each other. Marriage will not affect the sweetness of love, and love will not fade because of whether you have marriage or not.

If this is the truth, then she, Guan Sha, will have love in the future, shouldn't she resist marriage because of this?
Ever since she was a child, Guan Sha has only seen one real marriage, which is her parents' marriage, an unhappy marriage that tortured each other with a legal marriage certificate.

But Shen Li's story inadvertently let Guan Sha see another kind of marriage. Without Ma Yu, the "paperless marriage" between Shen Li and Lao Liu would undoubtedly be happy. No there is no necessary connection.

"What do you like about my son? Is it the kind of liking you want to get married?" Xiao Qianxing's question suddenly rang in Guan Sha's ears.

(End of this chapter)