adversity girl

Chapter 56 Life
"How is it, do you still feel uncomfortable?"

In the laboratory, Gu Zhi swallowed the medicine that had yielded results in the experiment. Lin He stood beside him and fed him the antidote, but he still collapsed on the ground, covering his unbearably painful stomach with his hands, hoarse shouted.

Gu Zhi was sweating profusely all over, turning over and over on the ground non-stop, as if ants were eroding his flesh.

After some time, the potion took effect and Gu Zhi slowly recovered.

When Lin He lifted Gu Zhi up, his face became much paler and his lips became more and more purple.

"Hold me."

"I... have no strength..."

At this moment, Gu Zhi's eyes suddenly blurred, his whole body was corroded by soreness and he had no strength, only his legs gradually went limp, and his hands became weak and passed out on the ground.

Lin He couldn't remember clearly that this was the first time he fell into a coma after feeling unwell due to testing medicine.

But after coma this time, Gu Zhi ignored Lin He's objection and locked himself in the laboratory to conduct experiments without eating or drinking.

At that time, Lin He also had personal matters to deal with, so he left for nearly a week.

Lin He only knew that if he hadn't noticed something was wrong that day, then the laboratory would have been devoid of people.

"Which step is wrong?"

Gu Zhi took off his gloves and looked at the steps in his hand that had resulted in the formula after countless experiments. His brain, which had been consumed for a long time without rest, was at a loss. The hunger in his stomach had already become part of his physical discomfort. to the discomfort caused by the consumption of the body.

He only knew that if he couldn't make what the girl needed, Yan Manjia would face dehydration at any time and die.

"It was hard for her to survive."

"It must be me, I didn't control the measurement."

Gu Zhi put down the piece of paper on the ingredients list, shook his head, wanted to keep himself awake all the time, so he slapped his face over and over again, and then began to immerse himself in endless experiments, until he finally swallowed that medicine. He was able to relax after taking a hard-won pill without any adverse reactions.

He held his body until that day before it was exhausted.

When Lin He forced his way into the laboratory, Gu Zhi could only breathe a sigh of relief at that moment. Fortunately, Lin He had studied pharmacy, and after carrying Gu Zhi into the room, he began to infuse him with nutrient solution, and then began to Adjust to take care of the weak body.

Seeing that Gu Zhi's originally healthy body had lost a lot of weight in just a week, Lin He couldn't help shaking his head.

"It's really playing with your own life."

"Why didn't I see you so serious about the "heart" test before?"

But as soon as I said this, the girl on the experimental table who was dying of pain kept flashing in my mind. At this time, the hand holding the medicine stick trembled, and the expression on my face was also very heavy.

After Lin He brought the medicine he had prepared into the room, he saw Gu Zhi sitting up and wanted to drink from a water cup, so Lin He hurried forward to feed Gu Zhi and drink the medicine.

Gu Zhi frowned and moved back, the bitter smell of medicine was really uncomfortable.

After drinking the medicine, Gu Zhi wanted to get out of bed but was stopped by Lin He.

"What do you want to do?"

"I'll go and give Wang Xunrong the medicine."

"What, you... haven't eaten or drank for seven days."

"Can't you wait for your body to recover?"

Lin He grabbed Gu Zhi's arm and looked at him seriously. At this moment, a question flashed through his mind.

"No, what are you doing for him?"

The current Gu Zhi was also powerless to resist, looking out the window at the little bird flying over the lush green trees, his tired eyes showed an indescribable sense of depression, and he swallowed his dry throat.

He glanced at Lin He's puzzled eyes, then lowered his eyes to see his trembling hands repeatedly clasping their fingers.

"What do you think... I'll give it to her myself."

"Will she accept it?"

"She will still believe me?"

Lin He looked at Gu Zhi's sunny face that was clearly in his memory. Now his handsome face no longer expresses the charming temperament that he used to walk alone when he was in his prime, but reveals his own When I was young, I didn't have the maturity to see through everything and the world.

"But don't you want her to know what you've done for her?"

"Then in her memory, you are just the one who cheated and used her...
Lin He wanted to say those four words, but seeing Gu Zhi's current appearance, Lin He couldn't open his mouth anyway.

"Scumbag."

Gu Zhi turned his head to look at Lin He's expression of being unwilling and anxious for himself. Although there was a smile on his face, this smile showed the grievance in his heart that he couldn't speak out.

"I don't care anymore."

"I just want her to live well."

"What I do will only make her more uncomfortable."

"Since you hate it, then keep hating it deep in your bones."

Gu Zhi leaned against the bed, his eyes looked at the ceiling, but he imagined that the girl's aura eyes were full of loneliness when he saw him, and the hatred that grew from dependence gradually fell into his eyes.

Gu Zhi knew very well what that look meant, that he would always be the one the girl would linger on, and the one who brought her hope and even trust made her fall into the abyss with his own hands.

"I've seen her look desperate."

"I don't want to admit it."

"But her despair is always..."

"Born for me."

The compassion in Gu Zhi's clear eyes faintly appeared, and the sadness in his heart buried the exhaustion of his body.

Lin He stood aside and looked at him. The feeling of guilt towards the girl in his eyes was probably just a shell, and what was hidden was probably not his ignorance of his feelings for her.

This is an emotion that he can't say in his life, but it will go deeper and deeper.

"stop!"

"What did you mention?"

Wang Geyan turned his head and saw a man who wrapped himself up tightly coming out of the forest, and his first instinct told him that this man was very suspicious.

He tightly held Yan Manjia's hand to protect his back, handed the umbrella in her hand, and ran to that person by himself.

At this moment, the man in a hoodie and a black mask looked at him walking towards him, only showing a little panic, holding the feed bag in one hand, while the other hand was always on his clothes. In his pocket, he wanted to turn around and flee, but a hand was placed on his shoulder as he expected. Wang Geyan originally wanted to press down this person's shoulder forcefully.

Unexpectedly, this person reacted quickly. After breaking free from Wang Geyan's hand quickly, he thought he could easily control this person, but Wang Geyan had no time to react.

He just felt a stabbing pain in his heart, looked down and saw that a dagger had stabbed him, but this person just stabbed Wang Geyan's heart with the tip of the knife, and quickly took out a sealed bag to put the bloody dagger put it in.

"Wang Geyan!"

Yan Manjia squatted down and wanted to tie the loose shoelaces, but when she looked up, she saw Wang Geyan squatting on the ground, clutching her heart as if in unbearable pain.

When she quickly got up and ran towards him, the person who got what she wanted had already fled in a panic.

"Let's look first...the bag."

"Is it... yes."

Before the tied shoelaces came loose again, she came to Wang Geyan and wanted to help him up, but Wang Geyan raised his other hand and pointed tremblingly at the bag that had stopped shaking , Yan Manjia squatted and took small steps to the bag.

The scene she saw after unzipping the bag with her hands made her cover her mouth with a look of panic, and backed up again and again.

A sika deer cub was covered in blood, and its body heaved up and down with rapid breathing. Although it saw the bright round black eyes, it still closed them slowly and never opened them again.

"One life."

Enduring the pain in his heart, Wang Geyan said what he hadn't finished, and when he regained his strength and wanted to get up to take a look at the bag, Yan Manjia immediately got up and covered his blood-stained face with one hand. At the heart, the other hand held him.

"That's it... gone."

Wang Geyan was relieved by the sudden embrace, but when his eyes once again saw the life that had ended, his heart, which was originally just aching, suddenly became bitter.

Gradually, he could no longer control his emotions, and leaned weakly on Yan Manjia's body and slowly slid down to the edge of the grass outside the forest.

Rainbows appeared in the sky after the rain.

Is this really sunny after the rain?
The white brows were tightly frowned, and the unworldly eyes in the white eyelashes were dripping endless tears, and the white silver hair soaked in rain was shining brightly in the sunshine after the rain.

Yan Manjia gently stroked his head, and she could clearly feel the warmth in his cold body as he breathed while crying.

"This rainbow...is ugly."

Wang Geyan leaned against Yan Manjia's shoulder, seeing the faint rainbow appearing between the sea and the mountains with teary eyes, his already bitter heart felt very ironic in an instant. In people's eyes, it will be regarded as a good symbol, but will bad things happen if it is popular?
Wang Geyan hated seeing the sky under the pouring rain, as long as the sound of the heavy rain passed by his ears, he would feel fear, and those unbearable pasts would flash through his mind again and again. He was sitting in the car on the day he met the girl. Looking at the drizzle outside the window, he didn't feel scared.

Because the flashing picture is that I collapsed under the shade of a tree covered in bruises, and the moonlight that gently shines through the leaves in the forest makes me feel more comfortable in my heart.

At that time, the girl's eyes were as soft as the moonlight in my heart, and Yan Manjia's eyes were engraved in my mind ever since.

"Yan Manjia."

"My heart doesn't hurt."

"But...so uncomfortable."

As soon as the girl heard his humble and wronged voice, she also felt sorry for him and wanted to wipe the tears off his face with her hands. Looking back, she saw the moment when he blinked and closed his eyes. His originally sad eyes saw Wang Geyan When the pupils of the eyes become gentle.

"your eyes."

Wang Geyan, who finished speaking in a crying voice, hadn't realized that his eyes were full of tears, and the black pupil on his right pupil fell off.

Wang Geyan, who couldn't cry, opened his eyes and gradually realized that the world of his right eye was gray again. When he got close to Yan Manjia's face, he saw that the pupil of his right eye was no longer pretending to be black, but just a strange gray.

Facing the sudden close stare, Yan Manjia met those strange eyes at that moment, which made her panic and pursed her lips nervously.

What surprised her even more was the pair of eyes in the white eyelashes that made her very happy. From the second when the distinctive pupils faced her, it was like the only one she saw in a desperate situation. beam of light.

At this time, Wang Geyan wanted to avoid her gaze, but suddenly the girl's lips kissed his right pupil, which was strange in the eyes of others.

The sunlight passes through the gaps between the leaves, and the light feeling like a glass sheet shines on each other.

At that moment, the bitterness in Wang Geyan's heart disappeared without a trace, he just felt hot in the head, and waves of heart-warming feelings melted into his body.

"Ten thousand times better than mine."

"Although it is exaggerated, it is in my eyes."

"It's brighter than that rainbow."

"... Dazzling."

In the looming sense of light, he no longer dodged her gaze, but stared intently at Yan Manjia's smile that fascinated him, and saw that pair of spiritual eyes looking at him sincerely.

From that moment on, he felt that he didn't need to pretend anymore, and he no longer needed to care about other people's strange eyes, just because of the most real self in her eyes.

"You say it wants to be buried."

"I still want to dedicate myself to nature."

Yan Manjia returned to the forest with the sika deer in her arms. Wang Geyan faintly appeared because of the pain in his heart. Walking behind her, he found that her shoelaces were still untied, and he was talking in a low voice.

Enduring the pain, he walked quickly to Yan Manjia, clutching his heart and squatting down to tie her shoelaces carefully.

"It's just a human idea to be buried in the ground."

"Animals are not as selfish as humans."

"Animal death is the best gift to nature."

Wang Geyan carefully tied the shoelace on Yan Manjia's left foot. When he straightened the bowknot, he saw that the shoelace on the other foot was very random, and it was very uneven compared to the bowknot he tied.

Then she loosened the shoelace of her right foot. Hearing Yan Manjia's cold tone when she spoke, she froze for a few seconds, and then started to tie the shoelace she had loosened again.

"Then...don't let it go into the ground?"

Wang Geyan didn't keep his center of gravity when he got up, so he supported Yan Manjia's arm with one hand and stood up, looking down at her as she spoke softly.

Yan Manjia closed her eyes and didn't want to look at the life that was no longer breathing in her arms. She opened her eyes and raised her eyes to look at the white hair shining in the light. She blinked her eyes and stared at Wang Geyan's eyes. eye.

"That soul in you comes from the forest."

"I don't know the creatures of the forest."

"I don't know what they think."

"Can you feel what it's thinking?"

Upon hearing this, Wang Geyan's heart trembled, and he turned around to look at the green world around him, with a heavy expression on his face.

"It dedicates itself to the nature that nurtured it."

"But this little guy... didn't die a natural death."

"The food chain in nature is not what it used to be."

"Their fighting has already destroyed the ecological balance."

Wang Geyan turned around and stroked the deer that had already left, his downcast expression appeared again, and the tears in his eyes dripped on the deer's body.

"Is there not enough domestic poultry for them to eat?"

"Life free in the wild in their eyes...
"It means harmless."

"In order for animals to survive, they are looking for new things."

Yan Manjia looked at the blue sky, and heard the sound of flocks of birds flying over the branches, she let out a long sigh.

"It's ironic."

"What animals are there in this world?"

"It's what they don't eat."

They finally buried the deer under a big tree, knowing that in a few days, animals in nature would find it to fill their stomachs, so that they could survive, or take it home to feed their children to live.

The laws of survival in nature are as cruel and ruthless as the life of human society.

This is the final destination of what has gone.

Wang Geyan took Yan Manjia's hand and walked out of the forest, and their backs shone brightly in the sunlight shining on the surrounding forest.

At this time, a small figure in the time suddenly stood on tiptoe and hugged the tall body, with his chin pressed against his wide and comfortable shoulder, and his small mouth caressing his ear.

At this time, what Wang Geyan felt in his heart was not tenderness, but a sudden sadness. He felt that Yan Manjia's state was not right, so he slowly raised his arm and gently stroked her back.

"Are there still whalers?"

She looked at the beams of light passing through the gaps between the crumbling leaves, and what was boundless in her nimble eyes was no longer sincerity, but the sadness of the sea hidden deep in her heart.

The eyes followed the withered leaf, and gradually rotated his body and landed on the grass covered with leaves, until the moment when the leaves stopped shaking with the wind and blinked his eyes.

An inexplicable drop of clear water fell instantly on that green leaf.

(End of this chapter)