Don't ask where people go

"It used to be." Fang Zilan said directly without hesitation: "When I was the Duke of Beiguo, the deal with His Majesty was already concluded."

"Since that's the case, how about I discuss a new deal with you?" Li Shengxuan's expression became a little serious, and Fang Zilan was silent for a moment, "If it was Zixiu before, maybe he would agree. But Fang Zilan in front of His Majesty will not agree."

Li Shengxuan's eyes darkened, "Are you going to reject me even if you don't even ask me what kind of deal I'm talking about?"

"There's no need to ask." Fang Zilan looked confident, "The former Zixiu never took life seriously, whether it was someone else's or her own. So as long as the conditions are negotiated, she will complete the task at all costs. But before His Majesty Fang Zilan not only values ​​his own life, but also has other things more important than his life. With me like this, I can no longer negotiate deals with His Majesty."

"That's all." Li Shengxuan sighed softly, and looked relieved, "It's getting late, you should step back."

"Yes." Fang Zilan stepped back in response, Li Shengxuan looked at her back, and couldn't help thinking, what is the thing she said was more important than life?

At first, when she was young, she followed her mother to light the ever-burning lanterns in the temple, and an old monk asked her mother, "Mrs. Qin, do you have a wish when you light the lanterns?"

The mother didn't answer, but just took out a piece of yellowed paper from her purse, and handed it to the old monk with great care, "This is his only wish in this life, and it is also my wish, master."

She leaned forward on tiptoe and saw that the old monk opened the paper. She could only recognize the first two words on it, so she hesitated and read out, "Shanhe?"

"Yonggu." Mother patted her head and said softly: "Lan'er, you are good at studying, don't touch the sword, or you will avoid disaster."

Suddenly the dream changed, under the dim candlelight, a woman held her hand, and she asked timidly, "Aunt Zhen, where is this?"

The woman she called Aunt Zhen stared at her steadfastly, making her feel apprehensive. After an unknown amount of time, she asked, "Does Xiaolan like my Tian'er?"

She didn't answer, and the woman continued on her own, "Xiao Lan, Tian'er is your only destiny. The queen of Tian'er can only be you, do you know? You can only love him and protect him in your life. Understand?"

The woman was talking, with an expression on her face that was almost crazy. She seemed to be afraid to shake off the woman's hand, but she was too small and lacked strength, so she was pulled even tighter by the woman. She shouted "No", but Nobody paid any attention to her.

Then the dream changed again, and the apricot blossoms were raining south of the Yangtze River. She held up an oil-paper umbrella and said to the trembling and huddled children around her, "From today onwards, I, Zixiu, will protect you. , I will pay back ten."

"Sister Xiu!" The child's cries continued, but it was another scene.

Frowning, she took out a pack of golden plum blossoms from her bosom, and threw it over casually, "Take it for yourself, don't bother me."

Another lazy voice sounded, "How can you coax a child like this?"

"Saving you was just a momentary kindness at the beginning. If one day I get tired and bored, I might kill you all." She raised her eyebrows, her expression loose and indifferent.

"Kill it, kill it, anyway, you saved your life, and every day you have lived in the past few years has been earned." The man seemed to bring a medicine bottle over, and untied her belt involuntarily, " It's on the medicine."

She raised her head, but no matter what, she couldn't see the speaker's face clearly, she could only hear the voice whispering, "Why is this brat raised by Xiahou's family so ruthless? He almost saw his bones."

"So what if I'm ruthless, I'll kill them all?" She said with a trace of regret in her expression, "It's a pity that Xia Houyan didn't come, I originally wanted to see what the most powerful knife of the Xiahou family looked like. "

"If you come, you have to die by your sword. It's better not to come." The speaker was not angry, and she asked, "Why must he be the one who died?"

"Spell ruthless to kill?" The speaker lowered his voice a little, "Zixiu, I've never seen anyone more ruthless than you. Are you trying to destroy yourself?"

She didn't answer, but changed the voice, "Make three more golden plum blossoms for me. Come and get them after I kill those three people."

"Zixiu, that's Xiahou's family. If you fall into their hands, you won't do well." The speaker seemed anxious, but she didn't care. "I'll do it when you order, this is the rule."

"Then if your young master wants your life one day, what will you do?" The speaker's tone of hatred made her laugh out loud.

In the end, she wrote lightly: "If he really wants it, then give it to him."

The dream turned and turned, she pointed to a tablet and looked at Ji Ningtian fixedly, "Are you still lying in front of Aunt Zhen?"

"Lan'er, I've never lied to you, why bother..." Ji Ningtian was interrupted as soon as she argued, "If you want to marry Princess Rong'an, kill me."

"Lan'er, who else can I marry besides you?" Ji Ningtian stepped forward, pulled out her plum sword and put it on the side of her neck, sincerely, "If you don't believe me, you might as well kill me."

……

She shuttled through the dreams, looked at them over and over again with cold eyes, and finally realized something was wrong.

She didn't have any impression of the Jiangnan incident or the members of Xiahou's family, but she had only a vague outline of the life with her mother and the past of the Xiangfu.

She thought it was because she fell into the water and changed her skin, but this dream told her that it didn't seem to be the case.She has been here for a long time, and her deep-rooted memories are all related to the ghost gate, and she remembers everything there clearly.

But when she thought about it, she was still wrong. Even if it was a ghost gate, she didn't fully remember it. The clearest memory was only the past few years.Before that, it was as if the snow was covered with fog, and it was so white that I couldn't see clearly.

If it wasn't for the side effects of the Gu poison, someone gave her the medicine to erase her memory.Once this sudden idea popped up, she couldn't press it back. She stroked the timeline and thought about all the medicines she had used.

Assuming it was the latter, given the fact that she has poison in her body, even if the people in the ghost gate wanted to erase her memory, they would not dare to use any strong medicine, and it would take years and months without realizing it.

To be able to do this, either Wen Ya or A Wan.But A Wan has only been by her side for the past two years, and the medicines she used before were all given by Wen Ya.

The last medicine Wen Ya gave her was the life-saving medicine in the celadon bottle.She is a killer who picks up life on the tip of a knife, but she doesn't use that life-saving medicine less.

Could it be the medicine that erases memory?
Fang Zilan was thinking vaguely, almost unable to tell whether it was a dream or reality.Until she heard a voice say: "I don't care what you and Vice General Cao said..."