Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 25 Contradictions
Caining and Jinlin's date at the "True Love Cafe" happened to be seen by several of her colleagues, including Li Qian from the clothing team on the second floor.

Caining's mood was slightly warmed by the "coffee house love" with Jinlin, but when she went to work in the afternoon, she had just walked into the Lanhua Commercial Building, but she was dragged into the ice abyss by the jealous taunts of her colleagues:
"Sister Caining is really lucky, but she is still so tender, she goes to work and enjoys life at home every day, how happy she must be!"

"Standing for so long every day, doesn't she feel tired?"

"Tired! She is attracted to Mr. Wang from Splendid Hotel by being 'tired'. She is 'fishing'. You can see that although her eyes are kind, they are more breathtaking than ours." Li Qian said to herself. A sister in the same group said like a clown.

A pure and kind-looking female cashier in the supermarket tried her best to defend Cai Ning: "You have misunderstood Miss Cai Ning, she is definitely not this kind of person."

Caining smiled and walked over as if nothing had happened: "Hello, everyone." At this time, several colleagues in the clothing team saw Caining and whispered in their mouths: "Come on, Caining is here."

Facing them who dispersed in a rush, Caining instantly felt that she was surrounded by the cold air, and she walked to the cashier counter aggrieved, and her heart was full of wind and clouds:

Why is my only love, which I regard as more important than life, but my colleagues don’t understand it, instead it becomes the subject of their ridicule and mocking me. My love for Jinlin is pure, not because I like how rich he is , even if he has nothing, I will love him even more.But why do you always attack me mercilessly like a storm, why this matter is always endless.Jinlin, could it be that my purity and sincerity will bring you a lifetime of disasters? My belief in love is so dirty and worthless in the eyes of others.

Caining stared at the scanner and continued to be tortured by ruthlessness: You are unmarried girls, more beautiful than me, younger than me, and purer than me, but you can't get a love as rich as me, I pity you You guys, I got your wish.

Trembling with heartache, Cai Ning took out her mobile phone and was about to call Jin Lin, when the numbers that once excited her appeared on the caller ID, Cai Ning shook her head lightly, with a wry smile on her face, she pressed the Pressing the green answer button, with a dazed look on his face, he murmured to himself in a low voice:

"Jin Lin, I was just about to ask you out, so you called." Jin Lin didn't hear it.

"Hello, Caining, do you have time tonight?" Jinlin's rich and sincere voice made Caining feel fleeting warmth, she smiled, and was suddenly full of melancholy.

"Oh, Jinlin, of course I have time tonight." Caining said impatiently, she wanted to get rid of the entanglement with Jinlin that was oppressed by love as soon as possible, and she didn't want to delay Jinlin's youth because of her impurity , her slender fingers trembled a little, and she barely held the phone in her palm.

"Then shall we meet at the Orchid Plaza?"

"Alright Jinlin, I'll wait for you."

Caining hung up the phone, but the edge in her heart did not disappear, it was still swaying back and forth in her heart like a swing, torturing this thin and kind woman indulgently:
Jin Lin, is this God's will?Such a coincidence and you want to call each other at the same time, the interval is less than half a minute, but the essence of our coincidence is different, you must bring our love to the spring, but I selfishly take our love ruthlessly I am a kind woman, I don't want to do this so cruelly, to treat our hope like this, but hope makes our love more and more innocent, more and more fragile, and more and more ruthless to others trample……

Caining looked around, as if she felt that someone was silently watching her, but there was still nothing: I was worrying too much, so in this world I am only familiar with Jinlin, who would care about me, everything is still the same Is still a stranger.

She picked up the phone and checked the time - 18:33, less than two hours before the end of work, she put the phone back in her pocket, her eyes looked very tired, full of sentimental pain, it seemed that She no longer has any energy to face the world, she is very anxious, she wants to make an end with Jinlin as soon as possible, for her, love has undergone a fundamental change, before it was eagerly looking forward to, now It is eagerly waiting, waiting for the end.

Caining caressed her somewhat dry and astringent hair, and suddenly found a very inconspicuous line of tiny handwriting on the right corner of the cash register. She focused her attention and saw that it was the three words "Li Meiyun", and immediately felt sad to herself. Come, I can't help but be drawn into an idealized world about true love:
Maybe Meiyun is happy, after all they can still be buried together, if I can't be buried with Jinlin in this life, it will be my greatest misfortune, but this kind of misfortune is actually planned by me, what should I do, if Why don't you just endure their cynicism, as long as your heart is pure, you are worthy of reality, but that will make your heart more impure, and the criticism you feel can still pollute the purity of your heart.

At this time, a cold came from nowhere, and Caining came to her senses: I was thinking about something just now, I was completely blinded by my own purity, it turned out that I was not only selfish, but also a little ignorant, it was love that made me dizzy , I am actually selfish and unkind to envy two very poor people, Jin Lin, if you know, do you feel that I am shameless and naive, do you feel that I am like an abandoned child of love, waiting for your pity , come and take me home.

……

After Jin Lin hung up the phone, she was worried and agitated: Cai Ning’s voice seemed to be very urgent to date me. She must have encountered something very unpleasant, and this unhappiness should be an insurmountable obstacle for her. Tonight I must completely get rid of her predicament, her body and mind will collapse if she continues to suffer like this, especially the sadness revealed in her smile last night is unparalleled and worrying... I want to propose to Caining, and give my life to the person I love the most, so that we no longer need any melancholy and sadness in each other's eyes.

Jin Lin resolutely thought of this, and he breathed a sigh of relief. He lit a cigarette, and the seemingly light smoke quietly filled his sight. Thinking that she will face an even more embarrassing situation, not only will she be in a dilemma, but Caining will also be hesitant and at a loss, but this is not important. The most important thing is to let Caining get out of the darkness and confusion as soon as possible, so that she no longer has Any burden and pressure...

The deep conflict between Cai Ning and Jin Lin may be the purest and most tangled true love. The more they can't get rid of the confusion of this inner conflict, the more they can reflect the most sincere and selfless love between them. Like the sunshine in early spring, it is brilliant and flawless.

(End of this chapter)