Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 26 Don't wait for me in this life

The date between Jinlin and Caining was a chilly autumn night with high stars and clear clouds. The street lamps were blurred like mist in the wind and sand, dim and dim; In the end, the Orchid Square showed a desolate atmosphere, but the moonlight seemed to be as dazzling as a legend.

Jin Lin took out an extremely exquisite platinum and diamond ring from his coat pocket, looked at Cai Ning sincerely and said expectantly:
"Caining, I carefully customized this for you, and I designed it myself. It contains my sincere feelings for you. I hope you can accept it."

Caining was warmed by this sudden happiness, a kind of sweetness and ease flashed in her heart, she said happily:

"Jinlin let me take a look first, is that okay?"

Caining took the ring from Jinlin's hand and admired it carefully under the night light. She was surprised to find that the ring was actually surrounded by an extremely delicate platinum lily. There is a diamond inlaid in the center, set off by 6 exquisite petals, it seems to grow from it, under the background of the moonlight, but instantly becomes hazy from clear, Cai Ning looked up at the moon, but found that the brilliance has been a little The dark clouds separated it.

The twilight that lost the moonlight made Caining instantly feel the eerie horror of the night. She panicked and looked carefully at the "Lily Ring" in her hand. The slightly confused light seemed to be mocking her, and Caining panicked in her heart. Uneasy: Jinlin, you know how much I want you to wear this ring for me personally, but I can't accept it. My selfishness and inferiority have to let it slide down with the pain that is condensed in my heart:
"Jinlin, I'm sorry, I don't want to get married, this ring makes me feel a deep bondage."

"Cai Ning, don't you love me?" Jin Lin looked at Cai Ning, his resolute eyes were full of doubt and sadness.

Caining stared at Jinlin's eyes full of infinite sadness, then lowered her head gently, feeling full of confusion in her heart: Jinlin, why don't I love you, but my fragility really can't bear the burden of our love, and I can't bear the burden of our love. I can’t give you back any more warmth, because although our love is extremely precious and rare, this preciousness and rarity make me feel fearful and hesitant. I can only take care of you in this most ruthless way. Vulnerable can be strong:

"Jinlin, we are actually very lucky to know each other. Why do we have to come together? As long as we always remember the beautiful moments of encounters, acquaintances, and appointments, isn't it also very happy for you and me? ?”

Jin Lin looked at Cai Ning, who was tortured by the wind, and said deeply:
"Caining, then I will live in memories all my life, this is an unforgettable pain for me!"

"Jinlin, but if we continue like this, the ending will make you and me even more sad and disappointed than now!"

"Why!?" Jin Lin looked at Cai Ning and asked eagerly.

"Because I don't want to accept the reality!" Caining replied firmly to Jinlin.

"Could it be that my filthy wealth has polluted your pure Rulan's heart?" Jin Lin felt ashamed and wronged by his wealth.

Cai Ning looked at Jin Lin innocently blaming herself, with an unparalleled apology in her eyes:

"Jinlin, your wealth is due to your kindness and hard work. It is not dirty and very holy, but I am a dirty woman, and I can't enjoy everything with you who is kind!"

"Caining, you can't say that about yourself! What kind of person are you? I already got the answer in your eyes when I met you for the first time. Otherwise, how could I wait for you unswervingly! "

Caining stared at Jinlin's eyes full of hundreds of billions of sincerity and suddenly had a question in her heart: Jinlin, why didn't you give me time for freedom and consideration, why did you wait for me for so many years, and now you want me to marry in a hurry? Here you go, do you want to...:
"Jinlin, I proposed the breakup. I can repay your sincerity. As long as you promise to break up with me, you can have me tonight, and I have no complaints or regrets!" Caining's firm tone was slightly shy.

Caining's words deeply touched Jinlin's moral bottom line and made him emotional:
"Caining, do you treat me like a walking dead beast! Let me possess you so shamelessly, I admit that you are the person I want most, because it is the necessity of love, but I will never take advantage of the danger of others to stain my heart Holy love!"

After hearing this, Cai Ning covered her mouth with her hands, shook her head gently, and a violent storm blew up in her heart: Jin Lin, how can I disappoint you with such shameless thinking, I am too self-righteous, what do you care about? My feelings, because this is the most precious wealth I have, and it only exists for you. I don’t want to give it to you selfishly. What is the difference between such wealth and poverty? I long for love, but I am so ignorant and helpless, maybe I am not kind, but I use kindness as a tool of hypocrisy.But Jinlin, why are you so kind and pure? The more you are like this, the less I can defile the great you, because I can’t give you my true purity. Burden and my selfishness, forgive me for having to be cruel:

"Jinlin, why do you always use your kindness and perseverance to hurt and paralyze me, please respect my choice!"

Cai Ning's words made Jin Lin have a lot of doubts: Why did Cai Ning's language suddenly become ruthless today? Maybe I have been acting passionate?Maybe she doesn't like me at all?Besides, there is no such legendary encounter in the world. At that time, Caining was not divorced, and she was not single like herself. How could she fall in love with me?But she...?Is it out of 'etiquette'? ...

Cai Ning watched Jin Lin remain silent for a long time, she persisted in insisting on her beliefs and intentionally hurt his morality:

"Why do you lower your head and think about it, do you think I'm dirty, and fall in love with a really pure and beautiful female cashier? If you don't know me, I can help you thread the needle and make your beautiful things come true."

"Lin Caining, you!..." Jin Lin was extremely annoyed when he heard this: How could Cai Ning say such heartless words, but what could he say in front of such a thin woman whom he was infatuated with?

Seeing Jinlin say half a sentence, then bowed his head and became silent again, Caining had no choice but to put on a smug smile:
"What's wrong with me? I'm 5 years younger than you, and I have plenty of opportunities!" After Cai Ning finished speaking, she was tormented in every possible way: I actually said such shameless words for my true love. I am really a madman of love, the most pitiful failure of love By.

Cai Ning's words made Jinlin's fanatical heart no longer able to fight for any opportunities. His eyes were full of pain and loss. After a moment of meditation, he said slowly:

"Caining, you want to break up, I respect your choice."

Caining's wish came true, but her heart endured a torn struggle: Jinlin, forgive my ruthlessness, I have nothing to do, you know?I

Now I am in so much pain that I don't seem to have the courage to live anymore, and my world is dark and bewildered.

Caining lowered her head, her eyes no longer had any luster, she gently put the ring into Jin Lin's broad hand with her slender and slightly trembling hands, and gently closed his fingers:
"Jin Lin, return the ring to you, don't wait for me in this life, goodbye!" After Cai Ning finished speaking, she turned around to leave, Jin Lin took her cold and thin hand and tried her best to keep her:
"Caining, can you stay for me?"

"Impossible! I've always done things in style!" After Cai Ning finished speaking, she hurried to the side of the road and stopped a taxi and sped away without looking back.

Jin Lin gently put the ring back into the pocket of his jacket, and left feeling very disappointed.

However, Jin Lin's heart is not so heavy, because he respects Cai Ning's choice including all her requirements, and besides, he always has a deep sense of inferiority when he is with Cai Ning, which comes from the fact that Cai Ning is in his heart With the supreme status, Jinlin feels that Caining's character and temperament are as noble as a phoenix. Although this is Jinlin's sincere love, it is also the real reason for his invisible inferiority complex.

(End of this chapter)