Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 69 The World of Sadness
Jin Lin was driving home when she suddenly saw Cai Ning walking alone on the street in the rain. Her hair was ravaged by the rain and her face was haggard and pale due to the rain and tears. , there is no luster in the eyes, revealing endless misery.

After he parked the car, he quickly got out of the car, walked up to Cai Ning eagerly, hugged her tightly, and said with heartfelt pity: "Cai Ning, where are you going? Why are you walking alone in the In the street, is someone bullying you?"

"No, I'm just going home." Cai Ning lowered her head and said softly, particularly aggrieved.

Jinlin took Caining's hand and said, "Get in the car, I'll see you off!"

Caining tried her best to break free: "But I want to walk back alone."

Jin Lin said anxiously: "This is not acceptable! I am very worried about you!"

"You guys are so sweet and romantic just now, don't you just give me a kind of pity, but I don't need pity! I can win, but I can afford to lose!" Cai Ning said firmly.

Cai Ning's hurt and powerless eyes broke Jin Lin's heart, and he regretted agreeing to Fei'er's courtship. It turned out that Cai Ning still loved him, and he completely misunderstood her. No wonder he always felt heartache. Cai Ning's true love led her.His spirit seemed to have completely collapsed, and his soul was crying out: Why is such a kind woman being teased so unfairly!Let such a thin woman suffer such great pain and sorrow!
Jin Lin's near-desperate expression made Cai Ning very distressed, she stepped forward and took his hand, and said softly: "Jin Lin, I'm sorry, please forgive my gaffe, I shouldn't be so impulsive, take me home." Hearing Caining's soothing voice, Jinlin calmed down a little.

After the two got into the car, the car was stuck in the rain, and Jin Lin told Cai Ning everything.

After hearing this, Cai Ning was in a serious mood and regretted and said: "I didn't know that you were the person introduced to me by Sister Lan Lan at the beginning, so I said that I already belonged to you, and you knew it too. I dated you. How could you fall in love with someone else? You have been paying attention to my eyes all the time, but why haven’t you paid attention to my hand? The ring finger of my left hand has always worn the ring that was for you. When I knew that Sister Lan Lan The person she was referring to was you, but before I had time to explain, she suddenly answered the phone and went to the supermarket manager's office. I wanted to ask you out the next day, but I didn't bring my mobile phone. I was very anxious and urgent. Then my stepfather became seriously ill, and he passed away a few days later. After taking care of my stepfather's funeral, I was busy getting my biological parents together again. After everything was settled, I wanted to call you tonight , truly express my state of mind, however, when I came home from work, I was surprised to see that you and her had come together. I was heartbroken and blamed myself. I was so stupid before letting my stubbornness go. I thought that even if we were separated, our hearts would never leave. However, by mistake, your kindness fulfilled my vanity, and my vanity turned our legend into a sad world in reality. You have to blame yourself, and let you have no peace, Jin Lin, I'm sorry!" Cai Ning cried bitterly after finishing speaking.

"Caining, it is my infirmity that makes you so sad, my true love is so fragile and insignificant in front of you, and my kindness brings you coldness and ruthlessness, hardship and helplessness. Now, since Everything between us has come to light, please believe me, we will get together soon, we will no longer have any misunderstandings and conflicts, and you should no longer be so miserable and blame yourself."

"Jinlin, don't you want to exchange our true love for other people's sympathy and pity? Wouldn't that be even more desolate? Our true love is begging for warmth and charity from others. What justice is there at all, Jinlin, face the reality! Stop putting our true love into unnecessary struggles!"

"Caining, I will no longer agree with your point of view. To respect you with my so-called kindness is not respect, but ruthlessness!"

"Jinlin, may I beg you? Give me one more merciful care, so that I can live a bright, strong and brave life."

Jin Lin stared at Cai Ning's firm and persistent eyes, and his expression of kindness and benevolence made him feel compelled to calm down:
"Caining, I promise you."

"Jinlin, thank you for allowing me to face every day with peace of mind."

At this moment, Jin Lin's cell phone rang, and it was Bai Fei'er who called, and she was concerned to ask if Jin Lin had arrived home safely, and Jin Lin said kindly to Fei'er: "Just arrived, I was about to call you. "Fei'er said: "Then I'm relieved, go to bed early, good night."...

Jin Lin hung up the phone, Cai Ning wiped away tears, smiled and comforted him and said: "She is very true to you, cherish your fate, even if we can't get together, I still want to be your best friend, and I also want to be your best friend." I would love to attend your wedding."

"Caining, things are not as you think! We are just getting started, we can't talk about the marriage issue yet, you can't just give up kindly like this, then your kindness will be meaningless. Will be appreciated by others, only when we are together, everything is the most real perfection!"

"Jinlin, don't persuade me anymore, I don't need others' gratitude, but I don't want to make others suffer, let you be mocked by others!" Caining's benevolent spirit made Jinlin irresistible:
"Caining, I know that no matter how much you persuade me, you will not agree with my point of view, but everything can only follow the development."

Facing Jinlin's low mood, Caining comforted him with faith: "Jinlin, don't lose faith, maybe we still have hope, although it is slim, but hope is immortal!"

Hearing Cai Ning's sincere words, Jin Lin was finally relieved a lot, especially what Cai Ning said "hope for immortality". If there are two different people, the legend will continue.

Jinlin relieved her mood, and said to Caining caringly: "Caining, you are so kind and excellent, you will definitely find someone who really loves you."He opened the drawer on the car, took out a real estate certificate of the villa and a bunch of keys in the innermost part, and said with deep regret: "This villa was originally planned for us to live in after we got married, but it seems impossible now." , I’ll leave it as a souvenir for you.” After seeing it, Cai Ning said in surprise, “I can’t accept such a valuable item!”

Jinlin said sadly: "Caining, please accept it. The villa was renovated when we met, and I designed it myself. It is filled with my infinite love for you. All Everything exists because of you, if you don't accept it, I will never feel at ease." He placed it in Caining's hand as he spoke, his fingertips felt so tender, Jinlin felt how slender and cold Caining's hand was, He regretted it infinitely: why does fate separate us mercilessly? ...Caining felt the warmth and broadness of Jinlin's hand, which filled her with worry: Why did we love each other so much but ended up with so much heartache? ...

Caining didn't want Jinlin to be in a dilemma, so she had to accept it.It's not because of the flashy material, but because of Jinlin's affectionate and simple wish.

While feeling the innocence and warmth, she expressed tenderness to Jinlin:

"Jinlin, even if we can't get together, as long as we always keep this true love deep in our hearts, won't we be happy?"

"Caining, you are right, I will cherish our true love forever." Jin Lin said firmly.

"Jin Lin, let's go home." At this moment, Cai Ning's face became much lighter, and there was still a strong look in her eyes.

Jin Lin nodded, and the melancholy in his eyes was replaced by a faint hope in his heart.

Under the guidance of Cai Ning, the car drove to a very old family building.

A building in Ruoda had a few faint lights on, and a few windows could be vaguely seen swaying in the wind and rain. Obviously, many houses were no longer inhabited. It was as desolate as a "slum", Jin Lin saw In the end, it was extremely painful, and he even felt that his wealth was a great irony for his love.

At this time, it was already 22:33 at night, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, watering the small town mercilessly.

Cai Ning said sincerely: "Jinlin, you can stay with me tonight. My daughter is at my father's house. It's so late. I don't worry about you driving back alone."

Seeing that Jinlin hesitated, Caining persuaded him friendly: "Jinlin don't hesitate anymore, come upstairs with me." She locked the car for Jinlin as she spoke, and took his hand to go upstairs in the rain. ran inside.

Came to Caining's home, a two-bedroom house, the living room lighting is weak, the display is extremely simple, a small faded lavender double sofa, a green tea table with stained wood marks, and an old 18-inch desktop The TV sits on an old fashioned TV cabinet.Caining smiled and said, "Although mine is very simple, it is safe."

This situation made Jin Lin infinitely sad. He moistened his eyes with sadness, full of strong self-blame: "Caining, you live in such a place? Why didn't you tell me?"

Caining's eyes were filled with sorrow, tears streaming down her cheeks, and she said very emotionally: "I never let you send me home before, I didn't want you to see my shabby life, I know you are so rich, and I am very worried that you will take pity on me , but what I need is true love, not pity, I always refuse you to eat outside, because that is my consistent principle, my meager income is not allowed, even if you invite me, I don't want to If I do that, I don't want to live on other people's charity. When I went to the coffee shop, I wanted to refuse, but seeing you yearning so much, I had no choice but to agree. Jinlin, with you, I just want to have our best Pure love, but once it involves family, material, and work, that kind of love is unequal and biased, so when you proposed to me, I found that it came from the legend of our encounter to the reality of marriage. It made me I couldn't accept it for a while, and I could only ruthlessly cold you. Last winter, when I saw you waiting for me in the biting cold wind for three hours, do you know how sad I was at that time? It was an unforgettable feeling The ground hurts, but I have to reject you, because I have been married and have a daughter, I don't want to burden you, you are so good, and I am so miserable, and I can only, only dare to live In the legend of our true love, after the precipitation and baptism of my heart, I got out of the roundabout confusion and contradictions, and I found that the true love between us can be great not only in the legend, but also in reality, but when I completely After I figured it out, everything has changed and things have changed. It was my suspicion, selfishness, low self-esteem, and stubbornness that ruined the true love between us!" Caining sat on the sofa and wept.

After hearing this, Jinlin burst into tears, and suddenly felt a piercing pain, like being pierced by lightning in the dark, and with a "plop", he couldn't hold it anymore. Kneel on one leg.

When Caining saw it, she immediately stepped forward to help Jinlin, her heart hurt like a knife, and she cried bitterly: "Jinlin, I am not a good woman, I am selfish, sensitive, humble and shameless, and it makes you so sad."

"No——! Caining, I am a useless person! I am so indifferent and ruthless to the one I love! I don't even know that your situation is so difficult, I am simply not..." At this moment, Caining immediately Covering Jinlin's mouth with his hand: "Jinlin, don't talk anymore, cherish every moment we spend together, it's rare for us to meet again, we should feel happy, shouldn't we?"

Caining wiped away the tears for Jinlin while talking, forced a smile on her face and continued: "Jinlin be strong, you will rest in my bedroom tonight, I will go to my daughter's room to sleep, the one in the living room The sofa is too small, you will be very tired if you rest overnight." At this moment, the two couldn't help hugging each other, although they didn't say a word to each other, the deep affection was in the tacit understanding of each other.

Cai Ning slowly put down her hand: "I'm going to rest first, and you go to bed early too." After speaking, Cai Ning reluctantly walked to her daughter's room.The reluctance in Caining's eyes is the expression of her innocence. She feels that every meeting between herself and Jinlin is so short.

Looking at Cai Ning's delicate figure, Jin Lin felt a kind of true and pure feeling, just like the sunshine in March is pure and flawless.

Caining came to her daughter's room and lay down gently on the bed, her eyebrows slightly frowned, and her heart was full of pure love: If Jin Lin called her, she would agree to all his requests, but he didn't do that, he loved her very much. It must be so pure and spotless, but why can't I get together with such an excellent person?

Jinlin came to Caining's bedroom, the room was filled with Caining's strong orchid fragrance, when he saw the tidy bed, he thought, he shouldn't lie on Caining's bed, that would be a kind of disrespect to her , or lying on the desk to rest overnight.

The next day, after the rain, the sun cleared and the sun filled the earth with brilliance.

After Caining got up early, she opened the curtains, and the gentle wind caressed her face that was no longer tired. She looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, and her heart was full of longing and anticipation.

After Caining finished her breakfast, she found the door of her room was open. She walked over and saw that Jinlin was resting on the writing desk, and then looked at the bed, it was still the same, Caining thought, he respected her so much What a once-in-a-lifetime good guy.

Caining was hesitating whether to wake him up, but when Jinlin woke up, she said very distressed: "Jinlin, you must have slept very tired last night, why didn't you sleep on the bed?"

"Caining, to me, that's your most holy place. I'm not your husband, so I don't have the qualifications." Jin Lin said devoutly and affectionately.

After hearing this, Caining was very moved. She hugged Jinlin tightly in her arms and couldn't help saying: "You are so outstanding, I wish you were my lover!"

Jin Lin was shocked, he looked at Cai Ning and said solemnly: "Cai Ning, I want to give up and..." Before Jin Lin could finish speaking, Cai Ning said softly: "Treasure the relationship between you and Bai Fei'er Feelings, you will also be happy."

Caining let go, wiped away the tears seeping from the corners of her eyes, and said with a smile, "Jinlin, let's have breakfast together."

Caining cooked noodles for breakfast. Jinlin tasted it carefully, and there was a pure fragrance lingering in his heart. It felt like breathing fresh air in nature, fragrant and pure.

"How does it taste, does it suit your taste?" Cai Ning asked with concern.

Jin Lin replied happily:

"For the first time, I tasted such a soup that suits my taste. I am so lucky!" Cai Ning felt very sweet after hearing this: Jin Lin really hopes that I can make such a delicious breakfast for you every day, so that you can be a person every day. The beginning of happiness.

After breakfast, Jin Lin said to Cai Ning: "Cai Ning, shall I take you to work?"

"No need, I can still exercise while walking." Cai Ning said tactfully.

Jinlin respects Caining's choice.

After they went downstairs, at the stairs, Jin Lin sincerely told Cai Ning: "Move to the villa as soon as possible. Not only the scenery is beautiful, the air is fresh, but it is also very safe. When you move, please call me. let me help you."

"Thank you, my friend!" Cai Ning stretched out her slender right hand, and the two held each other tightly...

"Caining, I'm going to work." Jinlin said reluctantly.

"Drive slowly on the road, there is still plenty of time." Cai Ning instructed with concern.

Jin Lin nodded with a smile. After the two looked at each other tenderly and silently for a moment, Jin Lin turned and left.

Caining stared at Jin Lin's figure, with a firm look in her eyes...

(End of this chapter)