Great God, the buff is ready for you

Chapter 98 So you, are you going to reject me?

Xixizi sang with great concentration, and Huang Huang also listened carefully.

The two of them were noisy on weekdays, but it was rare for them to calm down now, and they were surprisingly harmonious.

"It's like, everyone thinks that Huang Huang's live broadcast is very joyful, but there must be regrets in his life, right?"

"The reality is, dreams are more often than not real."

Ruan Meng thought of Huang Huang, and couldn't help but feel off topic.

Yu Nian listened quietly, twiddling her fingertips seemingly absently.

Such small movements exposed the uneasiness in the two people's minds.

Ruan Meng felt Yu Nian's aphasia, and turned to regret: "You should have not scored 90 points in the exam, right?"

"It seems that I shouldn't tell you this kind of question. After all, you can probably get what you want through hard work."

"How is it possible?" Yu Nian squeezed her fingertips a little harder.

She knew the reason and asked: "Then why does Xueshen have regrets?"

Yu Nian shook his head: "I don't like regrets."

"I prefer to think about what else I can do now."

He held her hand in the dark.

Ruan Meng wanted to pull away subconsciously.

Xixizi's song just sang that line.

'For a cowardly person like me, everything should be reserved...'

But this time, Yu Nian grabbed her tightly and didn't give her a chance to slip away easily.

"I really want to figure it out by myself, but I think I still have to admit defeat..." Yu Nian stopped retreating.

"I want to know, what are you afraid of?"

But Ruan Meng couldn't give him an answer: "I don't know."

Maybe she has the answer in her heart, or maybe she can't explain it clearly.

She just couldn't bear to change their relationship so easily.

There are many friends for decades, but few lovers for decades.

She would rather have friends for decades, and is afraid that the person she depends on will become a former lover.

Thinking about it this way, she felt that she actually knew it.

Ruan Meng quietly tightened her fingertips and held Yu Nian's hand back.

Her palms didn't know when they were sweating profusely.

But her thoughts are more sticky: "Actually, I was too busy some time ago, and found a lot of Jin Yong's books on our bookshelf. I guess my dad read them when he was young."

"I read "Liancheng Jue" casually, but I'm probably only suitable for reading romance novels. I don't have much sympathy for the chivalry of the rivers and lakes..."

"My more feeling is that whether it is Di Yun or Shui Sheng, when their young love went astray, it was really 'not beautiful'."

"...But, that's not the reason."

Halfway through her speech, she felt that the language was lacking again.

In fact, what she cared more about was what she saw when she took the subway alone to University A.

Their lives are already at different stages...

"I always feel that I am like a stumbling block on the way of a good student..."

It's a freshman now, and Yu Nian should be busy with various campus activities, but he spends a lot of time playing games with her.

What about after that?

Various qualification examinations, various competitions, and perhaps postgraduate entrance examinations, etc...

How long will the weak connection between them last?
Although these things have not happened yet, she seems to have expected them.

Ruan Meng pulled out her hand suddenly, then drank a glass of fruit beer sullenly: "You are so annoying, every time you mention this kind of problem, we can't chat happily."

She suddenly found that even if they hadn't started, their relationship had deteriorated.

In the past, she was looking forward to playing games with Yu Nian, and she secretly laughed secretly from time to time.

Now he had become a source of uneasiness for her, they had been deadlocked like this for a long time.

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this.

Xixizi sang to the end, and Ruan Meng remembered the first half of the last two lines.

'A person like me who is unwilling to be ordinary. '

'Inexplicable people like me. '

Yu Nian has been quiet for a long time, and she didn't dare to look at him, she got up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

But Yu Nian held her back.

He knew it was just her excuse.

She knew he knew too.

But she turned her head and asked him with a smile: "Why, you also want to go to the women's bathroom?"

Yu Nian replied solemnly: "I'm afraid it will be regarded as a pervert."

She then withdrew her arm.

"That's not right."

It's not right.

Very wrong.

Obviously hope to have a longer and more stable relationship in the name of friends, but the two hearts who want to transcend the distance are unwilling to become friends.

Thus, 'friends' became their shackles instead, and they were locked in this definition.

Ruan Meng thought that she really liked Yu Nian.

People who really just want to be friends won't let her be so entangled.

But although he failed to hold Ruan Meng, Yu Nian still chased him out.

The temperature in the corridor is much lower than in the private room. Ruan Meng just took off her down jacket in the private room, but now she suddenly finds...

"Hiss, the sweater really leaks air!"

Although this temperature is not enough to make people catch a cold, she still misses the warm box.

But she didn't know how to face Yu Nian.

Her self-deception was about to give up.

Ruan Meng folded her arms, sighed and thought, why didn't she agree to it in the first place?

But thinking about it again, in the beginning...Yu Nian expressed his heart for the first time, it was a simple sentence on WeChat.

Isn't this too hasty?

Real love is not romantic at all.

— but occasionally it is quite warm.

For example, Yu Nian held her coat in one hand and asked, "Would you like to wear a coat before blowing the air?"

Ruan Meng was also polite: "Thank you."

This time Yu Nian didn't take the initiative to put on her coat, but just handed her the coat.

Then I watched her lower her head, and it took a long time to zip up the zipper, and one by one, she fastened the snap buttons outside the zipper.

"Have you ever wondered what our daily conversations would be like if we were in a relationship?"

Ruan Meng still lowered her head and just asked suddenly.

But she didn't wait for Yu Nian to answer, and asked again on her own: "During the holidays, should we watch a movie together?"

Yu Nian didn't nod, he looked straight at her: "Then this Spring Festival, is there any movie you want to watch?"

"That's not true, but we can discuss it later."

"That's just right. My parents haven't taken me to the movies during the Spring Festival in recent years. They want to live a 'two-person world'."

"...When you said that, I remembered that there is still a clingy person in my family. Oh, it turns out that I am the one who can't live in the world of two people."

"Pfft..." Yu Nian laughed, "It's not impossible to bring Mu Mu."

"Then maybe the theater staff will misunderstand that the handsome guy married early, and he already has a four-year-old baby!"

Yu Nian: "...you are so humorous."

Ruan Meng shrugged, and suddenly sighed: "Look, it will be like this."

"Originally, you could have a sweet campus love, but because the object became me, it will become like this."

"My life is only trivial and unavoidable, funny and interesting are only reserved for the audience."

Yu Nian finally heard it.

"So you, are you going to reject me?"

(End of this chapter)