Great God, the buff is ready for you

Chapter 99 In 1 minute, I counted the heartbeats for more than a few years
"So you, are you going to reject me?"

It was probably really sloppy between them.

One hasn't confessed seriously yet.

One even said the refusal was euphemistic and cryptic.

Ruan Meng pursed her lips, and said half-jokingly, "You haven't confessed your love seriously, so it doesn't count as a rejection?"

"It can only be regarded as, frankly."

Confess her heart, confess her fears.

Yu Nian sighed again.

Both of them seemed to enjoy sighing today.

"I regret it." Yu Nian stood where he was and didn't step forward, but his gaze became tighter, "I will still regret it."

—He was referring to what he had just said.

'I don't like regrets. '

'I prefer to think, what else can I do now. '

Ruan Meng stroked her chin, pretending to think: "Actually, you are right. You just said you don't like it, but you didn't say you couldn't."

The smile in Yu Nian's eyes completely faded: "Don't you want to know what I regret?"

Ruan Meng hesitated for a moment: "Then what do you want to say?"

——Actually, I really don't really want to, she has obviously tried her best to restrain herself so that the relationship between them will not appear so sentimental.

However, in Yu Nian today, everyone is unwilling to abide by the tacit agreement.

His voice turned sharply, from a slightly raised question ending to a low statement.

"I regret that I haven't hugged you yet."

It's like a crush, it's over before it even begins.

Ruan Meng understood his metaphor and felt very sorry.

She originally wanted to give him a hug generously and tell him 'no regrets now'.

But in fact, her throat was constricted, making it difficult to speak.

But she took a step forward anyway, trying to hug him.

This time it was her who took the initiative, and Yu Nian didn't make any move, allowing her to bump into his arms clumsily, and then buried in his heart.

She used 1 minute to count the heartbeats for more than a few years.

After 1 minute, Yu Nian raised his arm.

"Okay." She took a deep breath and let go of Yu Nian.

The next moment, she was pulled back again.

This time it was Yu Nian who buried her neck and pressed her to him.

If her hug was just a hug from down jacket to down jacket, then Yu Nian's hug penetrated through the jacket.

She could feel his arm across her waist, and feel his clear and shallow breath spraying on her ears one by one.

Every time, it seems to bring out a sigh.

He is still so tolerant of her, even up to this moment, he has never scolded her a bit.

It takes him longer to hold her, at least that's how Ruan Meng feels.

On and off for more than a year, he talked a lot, more than what he said tonight.

"it does not matter."

"If you are unhappy, you don't need to laugh, after all, there are no audiences here."

"I probably haven't found the right way to get along with you either."

"I don't want to be an emotional burden on you, but it seems to bother you anyway."

After stopping here, Ruan Meng couldn't hold back anymore, and couldn't tell whether it was guilt or regret.

Her eyes were a little sore, and her voice was muffled: "I'm sorry."

But Yu Nian rubbed her hair with the other hand and asked, "Why are you sorry? You are not wrong."

"Emotions are inherently complicated. No matter what happens in the end, you are not wrong."

He repeated the first sentence at the end.

"it does not matter."

——But even though he said 'it's okay', she still felt his reluctance.

He used to keep a certain distance, occasionally using a small gesture to tease her heartstrings.

Only today, I tightened my grip and refused to let go.

But at this moment, he was still comforting her and understanding her.

Finally, her voice was a little vague and choked up: "Why are you so nice."

Why bother to consider her feelings at this time.

Obviously she is a very unqualified love partner. She likes to be ambiguous, afraid of being harsh, wants a long-term and stable love, and because of various concerns, she is unwilling to even start.

"Obviously I'm not good enough, or you wouldn't have rejected me."

There are many walls in her heart, and he just broke through the first wall, but he wants to enter the room.

Yu Nian thought, maybe he should have said 'I'll wait for you'.

But he gave up any promise after all.

It's not that he doesn't have confidence in himself, it's just that he doesn't want his attitude to be a burden to her anymore.

But he probably still regrets it.

It’s a pity why I didn’t carefully choose a movie with her in the cinema; I’m a pity why I brought her breakfast for a few days but forgot to change it. There was no chance for her.

It's a pity... why did he hug her only at this moment.

……

But what Yu Nian didn't know was that Ruan Meng actually made two decisions that day.

One decision was that they couldn't be so vaguely ambiguous anymore.

This kind of delay will only exhaust the friendship, until one day, a person is tired and unwilling to continue to maintain the relationship.

Another decision is that since her life is already like this, follow this trajectory and work hard to strive for the top.

Yu Nian asked her what she was afraid of, and her greatest fear was that she felt that Yu Nian was suitable for a better person.

——Is it possible that she can also become a better person?
Yu Nian asked her, did she think about doing other things after she stabilized?Such as commentators, hosts, professional players...

In fact, she didn't think about it before he said it.

But now she felt like she could start thinking.

After returning to the private room, Xixizi and Huang Huang were singing happily, Ruan Meng remembered Ruan Mu'an who had been left behind by her for two weeks, and decided to go home early.

Xixizi finally took the time to look at her: "Hey? Are you leaving now? You haven't sung a song yet!"

Ruan Meng had good reasons: "I asked my friend to send Mumu home today. I have to go back early, otherwise I won't worry."

"And... you may not know that my younger brother is a clingy person. If I go back late today, I don't know how he will cry."

This is true.

Mu Mu is very likely to pester her and ask pitifully after she goes back today:
'Is my sister not wanting me anymore? '

'Am I going to become a left-behind child in the future? '

"Did I give my sister a lot of trouble..."

Ruan Meng couldn't stand his move anymore.

Just thinking about it, she couldn't help shaking her head, thinking that it would be better for her to go back earlier.

However, Xixizi's focus was diverted. Her eyes lit up and she asked, "If you cry, can you show me the live broadcast?"

Ruan Meng: "???"

"Are you poisonous?"

Xixizi took her arm and shook it: "I remember your brother appeared in the live broadcast room before, that little milk voice is so cute!"

"What's this called...cute aggression!"

"Such a cute little thing, of course it is the cutest when it cries!"

Ruan Meng was so frightened that she wrapped her padded jacket tightly: "...I don't understand, but I was shocked."

　I’m a puppy, woof woof, I thought I could write cookies, but it turned out hahaha, but don’t worry, there’s no big abuse and messy misunderstandings.

　　
　
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