After being tamed by a cold beauty

Chapter 110 I Can't Be With You

Next, Albert said a lot more.It even talked about a lot of theories, in great detail, and gave many examples of the relationship between doctors and patients.

However, she never listened to those words again.

She has no time to care about politeness and impoliteness. At this moment, her mind is full of the words "this is not love" and the words "it will drag him into a deeper quagmire".

So, is her affection for Jiang Yuan really not love?
So, if her love is not firm enough, will it have an indelible negative impact on him?

She was stunned.

The past comes like a tide.

She recalled how he looked when she first met, ruthless and extremely indifferent.

At that time, she never thought that she and Jiang Yuan would get closer and closer, and never thought that Jiang Yuan would fall in love with her.

After getting better, Jiang Yuan really changed a lot. He would be cold because of anger, would tease her jokingly, and sometimes smile at her almost cutely... Maybe the contrast is huge, but this is the real Jiang Yuan.

However, whether it is the Jiang Yuan before or the Jiang Yuan after the change, maybe his identity only exists in Ji Liangke's life as a "former patient" or "a friend".

——"A real psychiatrist will never fall in love with his patients."

At the end of this phone call, Albert said so.

Ji Liangke hung up the phone almost tremblingly.

She walked home slowly, her whole body seemed to have lost her soul.

On this night, the moonlight was as bright as the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival.

But Ji Liangke's heart seemed to be covered with a shadow.

She remembered the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival.At that time, he was in a vulnerable moment, cuddling in her arms like an immature baby.

Thinking of his burning eyes in the dim light, and his tears falling on her shoulders.

It was such hot tears.

That day, she watched the moon with Jiang Yuan, and remembered her comforting words to him.

"You have to live better before it is considered revenge."

She closed her eyes, quietly feeling the moonlight.

Today's moonlight is a bit cold.

—Perhaps, she already knew the answer.

*

Ji Liangke made an appointment with Jiang Yuan.

Like she had asked him out many times before.

And this time, it was at the place where they first met.

The city center is bustling at night.

The tree of lights is shining brightly, the light is light-colored, and the whole tree is like covered with frost and snow, lighting up the dark night.

The light of the large LED screen and the brilliance of the neon lights are intertwined into a gorgeous shadow, which is eye-catching.

There was a lot of voices.There are people everywhere, almost shoulder to shoulder.

Jiang Yuan arrived as scheduled.

It's still the same as when we first met.Light yellow hair, cold tear mole, and three obsidian earrings seem to be his trademark.

She saw him immediately.

Jiang Yuan is wearing a loose sweater today, with a lazy and casual demeanor.

She raised her eyes and looked from afar.The breeze stirred her waist-length sand, as gentle as water.

The two rewind back to the first encounter.

The difference is that at first the two stood on opposite sides, one stood in the bright light, the other stood in the dark shadow, the one was accompanied by the light, and the other was deep in darkness.

But now, Jiang Yuan is also a person in the light.

Jiang Yuan smiled and walked towards her.

Ji Liangke also looked at him with a smile.

However, she knew very well that at this moment, he was approaching her and the next moment - she would push him away.

The two walked side by side, tacitly moving forward.

The bustling scenery along the way reverses, and the bright light and shadow are like the style in a dream.

Sometimes when the two of them don't talk, they already have enough tacit understanding to know what the other person wants to say or what they want to do.

"Doctor Ji, is there anything you want to eat?" They passed by a dessert shop, and Jiang Yuan walked in.

The dessert shop exudes a warm and sweet smell.The lights in the dessert shop are always bright and dazzling, and it really makes the food on the shelves very attractive.

The light shone into the pupils of the two, and the pupils of the two seemed to be bright.

Ji Liangke smiled; "I want to eat egg tarts."

"Okay, I'll buy it for you." Jiang Yuan bought it and handed the steaming egg tart to Ji Liangke.

Ji Liang Ke Yingying smiled, and Jiang Yuan's figure in her eyes became brighter.

He lowered his head and looked at her smile silently. For a long time, he used his eyes to describe her smile over and over again until he completely engraved her smile in his mind.

"You're a good match," said the clerk as they left.

Both of them were stunned.

Jiang Yuan bowed his head without any expression on his face.

And Ji Liangke smiled: "Thank you."

This is a beautiful misunderstanding.

They may look like a couple, but they are not.

After leaving the store, they found a place to sit down.

There is a tree next to the bench, its branches and leaves are stretched out, blocking some of the harsh light, and only the soft and beautiful light and shadow come through.

This is a rare secluded place on a noisy and bustling street.

"Doctor Ji..."

"Jiang Yuan..."

The two spoke almost at the same time.

They looked at each other.

"You talk first." Ji Liangke looked away calmly.

Jiang Yuan nodded: "Doctor Ji, no matter what your answer is, I will respect you."

His expression seemed calm, but he clenched his fingers unconsciously, and his joints were slightly white.

After all, I was still nervous.

In the tension, there is some emotion that I can't tell whether it is anticipation or fear.

Because he cared about her, it was impossible to really not care about her answer.

In fact, he already noticed his heart pounding.

"Now, it's your turn." He felt that his vocal cords were tense, and his words seemed to be rubbed out of his throat, with a rough feeling of sand.

"That's good." Ji Liangke's eyes fell on a point far away.

After shedding the usual coldness, she is gentle and soft at this moment.

"Jiang Yuan, thank you very much for liking me."

In an instant, Jiang Yuan's heartbeat stopped suddenly.

But only once.

Because the next second is the most critical sentence.

She didn't say much in a roundabout way, perhaps because all that needed to be said had already been said.

"I can't be with you."

The words landed.

It's like a ray of light passing through the gaps in the leaves and gradually falling into space.

Can't be with Jiang Yuan.

This is Ji Liangke's choice.

Psychiatry is her passion.

She spent her whole life trying to be a real therapist—a psychiatrist with integrity and trustworthiness.

She couldn't tell exactly how she felt about him.

She also doesn't want him to be hurt more by her uncertain emotions.

My feelings for Jiang Yuan, perhaps, as Albert said, have nothing to do with love.

All in all, she still couldn't jump over the hurdle in her heart.

So, this is her answer to Jiang Yuan.

For a long time, she lowered her eyes.

(End of this chapter)