Mirror Love Shadow

Chapter 18 Prayer in the Mirror
The spreading steps are covered with yellow leaves scattered on the branches, and the ethereal Sanskrit sounds can be heard endlessly, as if the winding flute sound is flowing in the heart like water, the melodious aura spreads across the sky, and the wind and rain kill this peaceful ancient temple .

At the invitation of Anhuai, I came to this thousand-year-old Taoist temple.

An Huai, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, was as thin as a bone, which made people feel really distressed.

I bowed my head in silence, completely speechless.An uncontrollable sorrow surged up in my heart, as if it was the nostalgia and longing that I could not get rid of in the long years... This anxiety made me laugh uncontrollably!
Following the ethereal and remote Sanskrit sounds, we walked towards the temple of hope with a little joy.

In the Buddhist hall in front of you is a tall and majestic "Avalokitesvara" Buddha statue, with a soft and beautiful appearance, a slim posture, and a charming posture, which is sacred in admiration.

An Huai's eyebrows seemed to be looking at the solemnity and majesty. I smiled at each other and said gently, "An Huai, please burn incense to the merciful and compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva. She will pray for you!"

An Huai smiled calmly, walked forward slowly, picked up a stick of cigarette in his hand and lit it, and then inserted it firmly into the incense burner, then raised his hands and worshiped, and prayed devoutly his wish, "Bodhisattva, today I am Come and pray for just one."

In a trance, I was stunned, and waved my hand to signal him not to say anything.

Anhuai ignored my actions, and continued to say piously, "I, Qu Anhuai, lived a prosperous life for the first half of my life, but I only wish to spend the rest of my life in desolation, even if it is my personal punishment. The person I want to bless is In front of the Bodhisattva, is my former girlfriend named Man Jiaolin. I left her irresponsibly. The loss of love let me know that a person’s heart is irreversible. Even if I can come back, I will bear it in pain. I only hate my impulsiveness and betrayal at that time, and now I no longer expect the love I once had to return, which is a huge luxury for me. I only ask the Bodhisattva to realize the wish in my heart, and use me Repaying the love and happiness owed to Jiaolin in the lonely second half of my life can be regarded as making up for my wrongs to her, and this long distance is also to bid farewell to her and give her blessings!"

"Anhuai, don't say it... Guanyin Bodhisattva will not help you fulfill this kind of prayer. She will only help you and return what you lost. Everything will not come true."

I threw myself into his chest with all my tears, and wept loudly uncontrollably. "Anhuai, stop talking! Please stop talking! Your prayers will never come true, and the Bodhisattva will only return your happiness."

An Huai seemed to exhaust all her strength to hug me tightly, and the faint tears came out of her eyes.

It took us a long time to control our uncontrollable excitement.I jerked off his arm, wiped away my tears, and asked suspiciously, "Anhuai, where are you going?"

He wiped away the tears that were about to come out of his eyes, and replied decisively, "I plan to go to a friend in Europe to do architectural design work. I lost to Huatong, and everything needs to be started from scratch."

Then, he said to me comfortingly, "Jiaolin, these days I have traveled several times, and I came to this city with you to bid farewell to you and to reminisce about the old days with you. This way is to repent for myself, and I hope to repay the love you gave me with the love, regret and punishment of half my life. The harm I did to you at the beginning was all my fault, and your happiness in this life is what I hope for in my heart Love."

I burst into tears in pain, "Stop talking...Anhuai!"

After a while, my smile gradually revealed, and I said blessingly, "Anhuai! You and I will be happy. You must take care of yourself when you are abroad, and such prayers are not allowed to be said in front of the Bodhisattva, as they will not be effective. Promise me that you will never again swear and pray with the happiness of the rest of your life."

An Huai nodded promisingly while smiling, the evil smile deep in the corner of her mouth was so pure and lovely.

Nestling each other, we walked out of the Buddhist hall.

I looked up, and the waves of light poured down from the blue tile eaves and overflowed the ground, with golden mottled stars, this flowing light seemed to be saving all living beings among the gods penetrating the world and setting off to return to the fairyland.While watching, I couldn't bear to weep for the beauty, and silently joined hands on my chest to pray for a brand new tomorrow.

After walking out of the Gudao Temple, we walked along the roadside and wandered in our hearts. We were very happy with each other, and we had long forgotten the moving scene of praying in the temple.

In the inconspicuous ecstasy, there was a burst of loud noise-"Boom" resounded through the sky.As the thunderstorm poured down, we hurriedly hid in the corner of a building. When we looked up at the same time, we saw that it was Xinjing Building.

Staring at each other, we smiled at each other.

When the rain stopped and the wind passed, I watched An Huai leave with tears in my eyes, and then went home alone to rest.

At night, turn on the book light.There seems to be a strong force coming together in my heart. The love given by An Huai today is so touching and true.That heartfelt prayer!Let the love buried deep in my heart bloom, and put it on the desk to convey the thought of love and the infinity of great love.

"Lonely lovesickness would rather be with you for half a lifetime, what a heartbreaking prayer and blessing. In desperation, the yearning in this love is actually a wish in a stick of smoke that is owed—happiness.

The word "happiness" is originally an enjoyment in the noble spiritual realm of human beings. At the moment of life, giving up is a kind of selfless giving.Although the end of life cannot be eternal, the happiness in the world can be perceived and promoted in the ideological field of life.

The happiness in everyone's heart is endless, and the memory of love is clear.Then guarding that love is to treat people's sustenance and belief like a continuation of happiness.

The love in memory goes by in time, it will not be blurred forever!That childlike smiling face and that evil smile are good-hearted love. This kind of giving, this kind of love blossoms and takes root in the bottom of my life. This kind of selflessness is a kind of great love. Love is true, The light and shadow of the candlelight that is inexhaustible is turned into ashes only for itself.

Under a bright mirror, the light and shadow of love flashed, spreading the world, love shadows flying everywhere, and flying into the limited life is the infinite persistent yearning.

Going beyond the inherent concepts of the world, possession is not a branch that blooms in the seasons of life that come and go in spring and autumn, and winter and summer. The inheritance in this spiritual field is not a choice of taking or giving up at the moment, but the light of love and shadow that dares to sacrifice itself. immortal.

There is no forced subjective consciousness, and it is the noble and selfless spiritual consciousness that plays the world in the end.

May the light and shadow of great love shine in the boundless universe in the limited traces of life, and the light and shadow of happiness left behind to occupy the glory of heaven and earth shine infinitely! "

At zero o'clock, the text was finally finished, and I slept until dawn.

Outside the window, when the dawn opened its eyes, it was another piece of fallen leaves sweeping away the prosperity of the world, and the quiet town was a scene where everyone was peaceful and safe.

In the mirror of memories, the happiness prayer of the light of love and shadow grows forever in the hearts of people. Between the long-lasting remnants of the heart, the pity that is tempting is lingering, but the tears in the eyes are the tears of the heart. Overflowing, your great love of Dashe will be engraved in my life, and I will extend this prayer in my heart to pray for the grand billow of your life, and you will be well during the full moon! .

(End of this chapter)