Mirror Love Shadow

Chapter 19
Time is in a hurry, and the hurried steps are like the shadows of shuttles. In the traces of the years, the beauty of yesterday is left behind, and the happiness is embraced in the bosom.Everything seems to be in the pursuit of yesterday's prosperity, spreading reincarnation in the alternation of the renewed yesterday and the present.

From time to time, we pant to calm everything in the inner impulse, and what we get is a peaceful belonging.

Now, my heart is still hard to calm down and be at peace for a long time.On the one hand, because the police have been searching for Zhipeng's clues, there has been no news.

On the other hand, after a period of neglect and forgetfulness, the relationship between me and Zijian also gradually drifted away between negligence.In the long time, it is full of unpredictability and uneasiness to vent my heart.

In the prosperous time of the world, there is only a touch of the redness of the setting sun. This brilliance shines and preserves happiness and beauty in our hearts.And whenever the loneliness vents its heart, the wandering heart alone is peaceful and helpless like a leaf swept away in an empty courtyard. The silent heart must finally belong in peace, facing each other far away in desolate hope.

To be honest, for Zijian, I still feel very reluctant and sad in my heart.But when making an emotional choice with a friend, it is a calm and test between unbearable and rational, just like my heart is walking in the dim light and shadow, and there is no journey to brighten the sky ahead, thinking in confusion, calm There was a flash of sparks involuntarily, and what flashed was the dawn of the heart.

In a growing life, we need to perceive others, and more importantly, we need to repay this happy present moment.The love in the haze makes people look forward to it, but it is unforgettable and reluctant to linger in pity.

During these lonely nights, I was tossing and turning uneasy, and the plot of lovesickness was always hard to let go, and it was forgotten in the memory of yesterday.

Zijian never gave up his love for me from the beginning.In the warm afternoon, the scorching sun shone on the skin of the human face so painfully.

Today, under the strong invitation of Zijian, we came to Love Man Coffee again.

This coffee house is still as meticulous as before, as if traveling through the ancient castle in the warmth, enjoying the vicissitudes, magnificence, and stretching the wonder of the heart. Dark Light and Firefly.

While pouring, Zijian raised his head shyly.I seem to be the hazy haze in the confusion that I saw in the corner of my youth.The confusion surrounding our hearts seems to be a dark light emerging from the dawn. In the interlacing of eyes, our two hearts are lost.

During the stay, it seems that there is a fire of love still burning in the extinguished heart.

"Jiaolin, I heard that Anhuai is leaving. Let's make up!"

There was a trace of joy in Zijian's gaze, and he said to me calmly, and made me a cup of fragrant tea.

I blew on the tea leaves floating in the cup, and said calmly, "Anhuai is disdainful in your emotional dictionary. Since you have made a choice in your heart, you can't bear what Anhuai has done for me now, why bother in the narrow Looking for a love that is pure and flawed in your heart?"

After listening, Zijian's expression gradually became lonely in astonishment, and my exposure seemed to be venting the sharpness and dissatisfaction in my heart.

He seemed to be covering up this wordless wry smile in his obscenity, "An Huai's ruthlessness towards you was a kind of pain, so now you still want to fill up the wound with dignity? Are you not deceiving yourself? Jiaolin!"

I sneered disapprovingly, "Lin Zijian, it seems that you still care about your false face and arrogant dignity."

"Jiaolin, don't talk about me like that. I really care about you and our past from the bottom of my heart. Now that Qu Anhuai is about to leave, I hope you will never forget him and your past. You cannot tolerate being occupied in life." Love."

Zijian seemed to move forward helplessly in anxiety and doubt, and said to me fearfully and urgently.

I interrupted hastily, and laughed mockingly again, "Lin Zijian, then please get rid of your false and relentless sense of possessiveness. This kind of selfishness can only be discarded in my Manjiaolin life dictionary. What you will get in love from now on is full of joy and possession!"

Zijian said angrily, "Jiaolin—you! Alas..."

"Zijian, you give up! I think we should be incompatible. One person can't tolerate the friendship and nostalgia of other people's remaining emotions. Even if we persist, each other is full of barriers and defenses in our hearts. A relationship can't last forever."

I whispered to Zijian in a whisper.

"Okay, Jiao Lin. I think my heart is overwhelmed by these long suffering days. I think we all need time. I also need time to let go of all this."

In his earnest words, Zijian was full of reluctance and a little bit of remorse towards me, and his words revealed his true heart.

After the talk, I put my backpack on my back silently, got up and prepared to leave Loveman Coffee, when I pushed open the glass sliding door and walked out, I vaguely saw Zijian’s hesitant face in the reflected light, his brows were tightly furrowed and he was sucking his breath. The cigar seems to be venting the decadence in the heart, stagnant in the dripping desire...

Immediately, I pushed the door open and walked out. In the indifference, my heart seemed to well up with unconcealable tears.

In the evening, the branches of plum blossoms quietly bloom in loneliness. The light fragrance overflowing from the pink and tender flowers is the replay of the purity of love, and the long aftertaste of fragrance is lingering in the lovesickness in the blue sea and blue sky.

Love to the end is the lingering cloud of parting that accumulates in the heart; and the love that the person returns is the happiness left behind in the wandering.In this life, I will no longer love this sad and meandering road.

In the middle of the night, a poem "The Burning of the Fire of the Shadow of Love" was dedicated to the love Zijian once gave me.

Between perfection and imperfection,
It is the burning and extinguishing of a flame of happiness. /
A little pitiful light,

Brighten up the joy in your heart;
Ignite the fire of love that spreads across the heart. /
Just thinking, life after life——

I own me and you own me.

It is the beginning of each other's happiness. /
the flowering corner of the hedge,
Silently hide love.

The first petunias,

Not daring to touch, to pluck—

It is the expected purity and transparency. /
The shadow of love fire burns,
Shine on the flower of the pure heart.

The sluggish, languid sun penetrates the heart,
time shift,

sparkling eternity,
But dimmed in the feeble beauty—/
the setting sun,
Distance disappears in the halo of love shadow fire.

stretched future,
Among the vast white clouds is the direction of dawn.

After removing the halo, the gathered black shadows came bravely. /
That long-lost light,
Shiny happiness.

And it goes out in the glow that ignites the fire of love in the east.

Come bravely,
Burn out the fragrance and pride in love,

Quietly flowing in the river of lovesickness. /
(End of this chapter)