I promise

Chapter 618 Never Changed Heart
Cold rainy evening.

The rain from under the eaves licked the bright paper on the window, and the wind blew it away, leaving only half of it hanging on the edge, whirring.

The slanting rain curtain was reflected on the window, the rain fell slowly, and the paper shook violently, showing a bit of Xiao Han in a miserable way.

As soon as I woke up, it seemed that winter had entered directly at this time of year.

Xu Younan is ten years older.

Maybe it's because he's older, has seen more, and is more thoughtful than Mu Dian, but he lacks her unyielding drive and hard work.

Because Jin Yanchen has survived and survived from death and death again and again, Mu Dian firmly believes that he will be able to break through this time.But Xu Younan felt pessimistically because of this reason, this time, it might be difficult for luck to favor them again.

During the period when Mu Dianke bled and fell asleep, Chang Jili came and gave Jin Yanchen an injection, and when he left, he stabbed his head.

Except for Chang Jihai, three of the most outstanding doctors in the world have all been diagnosed, and the answer given is the same: it cannot be cured.

He has always been known for his wisdom, but his intelligence is also limited.

"Little Sier, you're here." He raised his head in a state of confusion, just in time to see Mu Dianke standing at the door, waved his hands lightly, and spoke to her in a rustling voice.

With that spring mask removed, he looked like an ordinary elder, with such kindness on his solemn face, "Come, sit here."

Mu Dianke's left hand was wrapped with a thick white gauze, his face was as white as paper, and he floated in without a sound, his face was dull and expressionless, like a female ghost.

The corners of Xu Younan's eyes were astringent, the biggest culprit for forcing a cute and cute girl into what she is today is Mu Cangping, but is he innocent?

He and Qiao Yuze, they both have a share.

But who would have thought that, with all precautions and all the tricks, Jin Yanchen finally died for Mu Dianke.

This is fate, and no one can stop it.

"It's just the two of us." He sighed softly.

"He won't die." Mu Dian was not as sentimental as Xu Younan, she looked tired, with a world-weary loneliness.

But her tone was very firm, and she said it with absolute certainty: "Whether you believe it or not, Xu Younan, I will always find a way to save him."

Xu Younan wanted to believe it, but Mu Dian was not a doctor.He turned his head and looked at the brightly colored blood plum blossom on Jin Yanchen's forehead.

Perhaps it was the big bowl of blood that contained the venom of Aconitum chamarus that had an effect. Two hours later, the color of the blood plum did not change again.

Jin Yanchen didn't look so painful anymore.The brows were loosened, and there was only a stitch-long crease left between the brows, showing what kind of pain and torture he had suffered.

"Do you want to know how he was poisoned?" Xu Younan asked.

Mu Dian didn't want to know, she only cared about how to save Jin Yanchen.But since Xu Younan said it, it must have something to do with her.

"How did you get poisoned?" Rather than saying she was asking a question, it would be better to say she was perfunctory.

"You bounced yourself into the center of the circle with a human bow, and when you assassinated Zu Pengsheng alone, he tried to save you and was stabbed in the back by a Japanese ninja."

When there was no response, Xu Younan also continued: "He should have stopped to force the poison...at least it wouldn't happen so quickly."

Mu Dianke thought about it for a while, and it seemed to be like this.After Zu Pengsheng died, Jin Yanchen never made a move again.

Later, Chang Qianfo wanted to take her back to Huairentang for treatment. He thought Jin Yanchen would be furious, but he didn't say a word, and his complexion was already very bad at that time.Probably at that time, he was already holding on.

"Don't hate him, little Sier." Xu Younan sighed and said, "He never changed his mind."

Mu Dianke's tears came down.

It's been so long, so long that she can't remember what it's like to love him, but she still wants an answer.

She lives soberly and clearly, she is used to this way of living, and she doesn't want to lose or regain it indiscriminately.

He hasn't changed his mind, why did he treat her like that?If you haven't changed your mind, why marry someone else?
"why?"

How many times has she asked Jin Yanchen this question?Ten times, or twenty times?She doesn't even remember.But he never gave her an answer, none of which was true.

"Because of an oath."

Xu Younan said: "Do you still remember that time, he had an argument with the Fourth Madam because of protecting you, and accidentally injured the Fourth Madam?"

"Remember." Mu Dianke said.

How could she forget?That night, there was a rare rainstorm in the arid northwest desert.Jin Yanchen knelt in the heavy rain, walked all the way on his knees, and kowtowed all the way, begging Qiao Yuze's forgiveness.

That is, after that day, he alienated her again.Absolutely, there is no room for redemption.

"On that night, the fourth lady forced him to swear a poisonous oath for the leader and the fourth master's spiritual throne."

Xu Younan stopped.Mu Dianke kept silent and did not disturb him.

"A very poisonous oath." After a while, Xu Younan collected his emotions and continued, "He will never marry you in this life. If he breaks the oath, his father, uncle, and brother will never be at peace; his sisters will sink into the sea of ​​misery; his Mother will live forever as a slave and prostitute..."

Mu Dianke covered his mouth, tears streaming down his face.

The truth she was looking for so hard turned out to be like this!It turned out to be like this!

"Actually... Actually, I never really hated him. I knew that he had reasons. But he refused to say..."

She squatted on the ground, crying like a child.

"He won't tell me anything. He said, I don't push him so much...I think he really hates me, because of my face, because of my surname, he really doesn't want to see I……"

She was really hurt. It was a wound lurking in her body and soul that could not heal on its own. Until today, there was only an exit to dig it out and meet her.

She couldn't stand on her feet, and her hands were tightly grasping the edge of the bed. Blood oozed from the wound on her palm and stained the gauze.

"What's the use of telling me this now? What's the use of it!"

With tears in her eyes, she complained bitterly: Your hearts are too cruel. "

She turned around and looked at Jin Yanchen who was sleeping with his eyes closed on the bed. She didn't know whether to feel sorry for him or resent him: "He is also ruthless, how can he be so ruthless?"

"When you get to his position, with the burden of vengeance on your shoulders, you will understand him."

Mu Dianke raised his tear-stained eyes, and looked at Xu Younan's aging face through a layer of veil-like mist.

For a long moment, she finally wanted to understand why Xu Younan told her this.After hiding the truth for so many years, why did he suddenly agree to tell her.

Xu Younan loved her, but in his heart, there are many, many people and matters more important than her.

In this world, Changqian Buddha is the only one who really puts her on the top of his heart and is not willing to hurt a single bit, and he is the only one.

But she hurt him, and even angered him away.

Mu Dianke supported the edge of the bed and stood up, but because he stood up too hard, his eyes darkened and he almost fell down.

Xu Younan reached out to help her, but she threw it away with all her strength.She didn't want to see these people who always had their own difficulties, and even if they showed any kindness, they might have ulterior motives.

She is going to find Chang Qianfo!
Thousand Buddhas is the most worthy of her love and cherish in this world.

She bumped into Yan Ming who hurried through the door.

The decoction was spilled on the ground, splashing the thick brown concoction on her feet.

"Oh—girl, did you get burned? Why is your hand bleeding again?"

Yan Ming was in a hurry, not knowing whether to bandage Mu Dianke first, or to clean up the mess on the ground first.

"This is the medicine that Mr. Chang sent to the girl to replenish Qi and blood. Fortunately, he sent a lot of it. I will cook a bowl for the girl later."

Mu Dianke looked at the soup spilled all over the floor and cried again.

　Mu Xiaosi... Did she cry a little too much?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)