endless roses

Chapter 112 A Strange Passenger in the Torrential Rain

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(One)
When did you write down this nonsense?There are quite a lot of this kind of talk recently, as a joke:
A sad singer who can only complain about suffering is not to be taken seriously, even if he is as insignificant as me, he would be disdainful, let alone the path to the ultimate.

If I can't take care of myself, then I can take care of other things, with passion.

They are equal because they are not the best, so they are all worthy of love, they are all treated with equal contempt and care, and then they are both forgotten
I give myself more disdain than everything else.Although I'm not happy, I can still laugh. This is ability. I don't know if it's sad?

The result, the ending, this kind of thing is just a moment, but I have countless moments.

Regarding love, it says that such people are hopelessly romantic and tend to marry late or never marry for life.Yes, in the past, I imagined that my love should be full of poetry and preciousness, poetry does not lie in the form, and the preciousness will last forever.Love is the necessary foundation for all subsequent development, the bottom line, but also the ultimate luxury.So very early on, I was ready to be celibate forever.

(two)
This is speaking, not writing.So I think she is not always talking rubbish, but mixing expression and communication, because it is difficult to distinguish herself, maybe adding a sentence in form will be more like communication, for example: You said, is there a point?
(three)
I dreamed of non-existent windows, a balcony facing me, I could see the garden, it was an afternoon.She was looking at me, I knew that, but didn't look back, just went to get the cake, don't get upset.

(four)
In the second test, P (perception) was 96%, F (emotion) was 88%, I (introversion) was 80%, and N (intuition) was 72%. PFIN is Elliott Smith, poet and composer, who has dreams and can make dreams, and PIFN is an angry aesthete who defends beauty and is determined not to offend.So, anyone can be.

Am I autistic?
(Fives)
Not being understood, I get frustrated.I have an idea, and I don't want to say it, I don't want to speculate, I don't want to blame you.Headache, it hurts so much... I have a premonition that I actually understand, I don't want it to be, so I don't continue to spread.In the morning, I stopped imagining that event because of confusion and incomprehension.

On the 16th, morning, only 16!

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Text at other times:

(One)
I still try to write poems, not necessarily verses, but I don’t know that sometimes chatting is not regarded as an art, and sometimes it is a walk.

Can't write, carve, maybe should carve, I suddenly have some kind of happiness.It is impossible to distinguish whether it will only stay in the moment, or will continue in the afternoon.Now I am not a sad person, the emotion is so strong, perhaps the weight of sadness is very large, but other emotions are even more serious, and it accounts for a very small proportion.

(two)
Not stingy with praise, not stingy with disgust, not only to oneself, but also to the world outside itself.The world is meaningless, but it is beautiful, it has many sorrows and emotions.At least in my eyes, all this will disappear, but it is so fascinating when it happens, and the obsession is a bit boring and boring after a long time, but it is still obsession.

(three)
I keep referring to the word "details" lately, it's everything.

(four)
I'm a small and conceited person, it's ridiculous, but I won't change, it's not a mistake, I'll keep the shame.Not long after the mid-term, the end of the term is coming, after the end of the term is a holiday, after the holiday is a new school year... the future, the future, drifting with the current, ups and downs with today, where will the waves take themselves, in this vast ocean?I don't think about it.

Swinging, swinging skirts, do they realize that their youth is slipping away?Maybe, occasionally.Do they know how beautiful life is?Will they be happy... Best wishes to all.

(Fives)
In the room where you can see the scenery while listening to music.In the distance, another room, this place is also very good, it can be anywhere.There are singing voices, distant songs, my world is silent like a mystery, I have nothing to do before reading a book, thinking about sitting down and writing a letter, today's evening walk is not over yet.

I don't really know what a cat has to say, but there's no clear reason not to say anything about the situation, and the hot water running over the scar is no longer painful.Nice song, let's play it randomly.

Hormone disorder?Why groggy, or sick?Occasionally, I will say a sentence with aesthetic feeling, but unfortunately there is no result.

Before drying her hair, Gong Li's indifferent eyes turned tired, so she needed sleep.OK, I'm going to sleep.

I was reading an article on Vista titled: "In order not to talk to my colleagues, I hid in the toilet to eat".Tangtang said: "Huh?" Chatting about interesting things, beautiful, ugly, funny, boring, complaining, naughty, and occasionally admonishing, such as: "Take life seriously, don't hoard things like me. Drawer of socks, drunkenness and nonsense."

(six)
interactive.As in the middle of a play, it is not necessary for the actors to greet the audience.I am not discouraged, because motivation is not linked to subsequent development, and I am not sorry, because the truth cannot be denied.Occasionally, I think about tomorrow's affairs, but I feel that this is very boring. It's better to tease the cat, it's better to take the garbage down by the way, it's better to listen to friends talk about their thoughts, although I don't care about the specific content of the talk, but if it can make people feel peaceful A lot of comfort.Exclusions are things not to think about, and here I am, suffering from amnesia.

(Seven)
As long as it exists, I regard it as eternal.

(Eight)
In my dream, I pushed open the window and saw thousands of miles of snow in the distant mountains. Someone was sitting quietly in the lonely snow. Alas, this is still summer, so it should be cold. Bar.After falling for a long time, some are more exhausted.Suddenly someone pushed open the door, and he brushed off the snow on his body.Hang up your clothes, take off your hat, and say, "It's snowing outside, what's the matter with you?"

(nine)
The cat is in the rain, it's a philosophical cat.It stood on the steps and saw me come and go.I hold an umbrella and stop here, we are two landscapes.

(ten)
The rain splashed and wet my skirt, which became a little thick.Suzhou hasn't had such a heavy rain for a long time, and I suddenly remembered many things. It was a trigger mechanism, and then I decided to forget it.

(eleven)
He stood in the pouring rain.They landed, perhaps smashed, and raised rain and fog in the world, reminding me of a person.A certain, long gone guy.

(twelve)
Pick up a white flower on the steps, five petals, right-handed.

(Thirteen)
The boy was in the rain, carefully wiping the seat, and she was holding an umbrella beside her, about to board the bicycle. I drank two kinds of coffee, and the water soaked my shoes and socks again.

Sometime
(End of this chapter)