endless roses

Chapter 129 Will the soul lie?
I don't know where I rode, but it's far, far away.Eyes itchy, I imagined riding and wailing.But no, I was wailing in that world, and the world kept driving, with nowhere to go.

People always speak insincerely, laugh and cry, and cry to die when they are alive. Will the soul lie after death? I don’t know, "In the Bamboo Forest" presupposes.

Crossing the road, pushing the car, and walking, I laughed.I don't know how to respond, I don't know how to express it, even if I'm kissed, I don't feel anything, it's sad, I have a heart palpitation.What is life for?What am I living for?They're in it, they love people, they hate people, their jobs, their families, their friendships, what are they doing, I don't understand.Trying to figure it out, it's all so strange.Some people go too far, and that's what goes too far.It's getting late, I'm walking, it's getting dark, on this Sunday night.

If I could do it all over again, I don't want to do it. Today is not a sad mood, it is still classified as indifference.When I was a child, I wanted to go to Copenhagen, the hometown of Andersen.He is not handsome, but the cute stories make him beautiful, so he is very handsome.I also think that there are beautiful stories.So comforting.Consolation, I don’t know if it’s me or someone else?
Sometimes I don't want to talk at all, I want to forget myself.I didn't think about wasting feelings, testing feelings, you shouldn't say that about me.It's just that I hope to be treated kindly, but I'm afraid that the person who treats me well will take it seriously.Don't be serious, I am not serious about myself anymore, it will make those people uncomfortable, just keep it far away.When I say this, whether I have hope or not, it depends. I am an extremely contradictory person.On the road, I smiled softly, then burst into tears, and then did not shed, it was a bright smile, a strange woman smiled brightly, and rode away.They are light, so I bought a small glass of wine, because I just had a cup of hot milk tea, a bag of milk, I didn’t buy wine to get drunk, I just wanted to drink this drink, although the taste was average.

Night Breeze, very good.Sometimes I feel a little angry about something, and then think, forget it, it's someone else's business, even if it's done to me.Get used to it, it doesn't hurt much.What else can I lose?Is there anything left to lose?

I want to go to the grassland to see the snow, and I want to ride the waves again. I don’t wear a swimsuit, but a floral skirt is fine. I haven’t thought about any color. I want to be alone, write a good poem, and many other things. , It’s best to appreciate it, even if you realize that it’s actually boring, but just thinking about it is very beautiful. I also want to see the night sky in the Arctic, and willow vines can weave a garland.

I just agreed, and then found that there is still no feeling, maybe I really don't like people.There is a couple arguing, pointing fingers at each other, angrily giving each other some warnings.What is the purpose of this relationship?

I can't quarrel with others, and I can't get cold. There is fire in my heart, or it's ice, no, it's because my heart is stubborn...

Two bottles of ~slightly drunk fruit wine were hung on the handlebars of the car in plastic bags.In the future, you can be unknown, you can make no achievements, you can be down and out, but it must be meaningful.Vodka on the left, brandy on the bottom.Why did I still blush at this point, Xiao Mo asked me to take a shower first, and then turned on the water heater for her to take a shower at night, well, I’m going to take a shower when I’m drunk, and I’ll be fine.

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