Ballistic Silence of Special Years

Chapter 446 To go or not to go?
go?
or not to go?

This annoying problem has caused Li Zheng to suffer from insomnia often at night like a nightmare.

In the army, except for the time when he was a recruit, Li Zheng basically never suffered from insomnia.

I didn't expect to suffer from insomnia when I arrived, and I also suffered from insomnia when I left.

Perhaps this is a common problem among veterans who are about to leave the military.

Early the next morning, just after the exercise, company commander Ji Zhizhao called Li Zheng over.

"Li Zheng, don't go to the training ground, come and walk with me."

The two of them walked aimlessly along the path in the camp, around the training ground, and along the boulevard at the foot of the hill.

"I'm about to retire from the army, and your service period is almost over. Do you have any thoughts on retiring from the army?"

Ji Zhizhao cut straight to the point.

Li Zheng lowered his head and was silent for a moment, watching the rustling sound of his combat boots stepping on the leaves on the ground. He remained silent and did not answer right away.

Ji Zhizhao roughly guessed the contradiction in his heart.

From the perspective of company commander Ji Zhizhao, he felt that he really had no right to ask others to stay and be transferred to non-commissioned officers, or to make a big deal for Li Zheng, and use words such as taking the military academy to become an officer in the future as temptations.

Because Li Zheng himself was an undergraduate student in a famous university, I heard that the school decided to guarantee him a postgraduate study, and he will stay in the school to teach in the future.

Ordinarily, if someone stays in the university as a teacher, is it more comfortable to work hard to be a professor in the future than to be an officer in the special forces?
Moreover, he is majoring in law, which is considered a popular major. In the future, he will pass the bar exam and get a license to practice law. Why is it better to stay in this poor mountain valley?

If you want to use the rhetoric of dedication, it will be difficult for others.

Dedication is required to be voluntary, not for moral kidnapping. If Li Zheng is to contribute, he must be willing, right?

"With a quality like yours and meritorious service, if you stay here in the future, I'm sure you'll be promoted without taking the military academy..."

"Captain..."

Li Zheng interrupted Ji Zhizhao suddenly.

"I have something to ask you."

"Huh? You said..." Ji Zhizhao said, "What's the matter?"

Li Zheng said: "My old squad leader Hou Jun has also made a lot of contributions, why can't he be promoted?"

Ji Zhizhao knew that what he was talking about was the last time he and Tong Zhi applied for a job offer, but Tong Zhi approved it but Hou Jun didn't.

"This one……"

Ji Zhizhao frowned slightly, organized his words, and then explained: "Hou Jun is a long-term soldier and has made many achievements, but his shortcomings are low education level and old age. It is very difficult for this kind of old non-commissioned officer to be promoted. Big one, as for why Tong Zhi approved it last time? Sigh... In the end, it’s all a matter of chance. You want to say who contributed the most, Hou Jun or Tong Zhi? I think they are similar. But Tong Zhi encountered the adaptation, he They were transferred from the Blood Wolf Brigade. When they were transferred, our army already had a clear intention. As long as they were selected by the brigade commander, they would be promoted. Lay the foundation, secondly, if you don’t get promoted, why should you be hired? After all, if Hou Jun is also an expert in special warfare and transferred from outside, he will definitely be promoted... After all, it is A matter of luck."

Li Zheng said: "That didn't work last year, why didn't you report him this year?"

Ji Zhizhao shook his head: "He is beyond his age this year."

Li Zheng's heart sank, and the two walked for a short distance. Li Zheng asked again: "If he is approved for first-class merit this time, what can he do?"

Ji Zhizhao said: "That's possible. The first-class merit has already met the prerequisites for an exceptional promotion. I believe the brigade commander will report it to him."

Li Zheng nodded as if he understood.

Ji Zhizhao said, "Then, do you have the answer to my previous question?"

Li Zheng said: "I don't know the answer myself. I like this army very much, and I also like the people here. These are the reasons for me to stay...but..."

Ji Zhizhao said, "Tell me the reason why you didn't stay."

Li Zheng stopped in his tracks and said seriously, "For my grandma."

Ji Zhizhao said: "I knew it was because of this..."

Li Zheng said: "Company Commander, I hope you can understand. My relationship with my grandma is not an ordinary relationship between grandparents. My parents died when I was a teenager. My grandma took care of me until I became an adult. Then she took care of me to the university, others don’t know, but I know that in those years she cried every night, hiding in the room or on the balcony, but she never cried in front of me, She is afraid that it will affect my emotions and my studies, she doesn't care about my academic performance, she just wants me to be successful, and I will become a knowledgeable and useful person in the future by reading a lot of books."

He raised his head, looked at the slightly yellowed leaves on the canopy above his head, and said with emotion: "Loyalty and filial piety have been a dilemma since ancient times. If I stay, even if I visit home once a year, who will take care of her? My dad is an only child. Brothers and sisters, I can't let my mother's relatives take care of them. Even if there are relatives, I don't feel at ease. She is getting older and older. To be precocious, I can understand what is meant by 'children want to support but not relatives'. When my parents were alive, although I was not a rebellious child, I was not an obedient child. Sometimes I would fight with my parents To put it bluntly, I always feel that they are too strict with me, that they control me too loosely, that they restrict my freedom and interfere with too many of my private affairs. But after they were gone, I realized that I wanted them to control me. There is no more chance..."

As he spoke, his eye sockets became hot.

So far, what else can Ji Zhizhao say?

"Okay." He patted Li Zheng on the shoulder and said: "I understand your thoughts, yes, the country is everyone, and national defense is dedication, but you also have your small family and your relatives, I can understand .”

Li Zheng gritted his teeth to keep his tears from falling. He asked Ji Zhizhao, "Company commander, am I being too selfish?"

Ji Zhizhao smiled: "That's not selfish. It seems that you have already made your own decision. If I try to persuade you with other things, I'm afraid I'll be a villain in vain. I know your answer. It's okay." , After retiring from the army, go back and finish your studies well, you are a law student, and being able to uphold justice for others is also something to be proud of."

The fact that Li Zheng chose to retire from the army quickly spread in the company. In fact, this matter cannot be concealed. To retire from the army, you have to fill out a form, and to stay in the team also need to talk. Everyone knew it by the end of the month.

Like Li Zheng, Fatty Wei did not stay, and he also chose to retire.

And Yang Da V didn't have any surprises or surprises, he also chose to leave.

One month before leaving the army, no matter whether it was Li Zheng, Fatty Wei, or Yang Da V, he always felt a little bit embarrassed.

The training of the three of them in the company was pretty good. When the Tiger Brigade was employing people at this time, the three of them chose to retire. Although their behavior was understandable, they owed something to their feelings.

However, a sudden incident disrupted Li Zheng's plan to retire from the army.

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(End of this chapter)