35 this year

Chapter 26 I want to go to her side
Maybe it was because the conversation was too speculative, An Jing actually forgot the time, and talked to Xu Hong a lot, she seemed to be full of puzzles about everything, and kept asking Xu Hong for answers, but Xu Hong was not a good monk , I just talked about my experience of living so many years longer than her, but this experience is also very one-sided, so Xu Hong doesn't want to talk about it.Xu Hong is aware of the problem of her long speeches, she always tries to make people understand, because she has heard that some people have to ask the author to write clearly to understand the meaning, so she wants to explain clearly, repeatedly But for a girl as smart as An Jing, she didn't want to show off too much, so she kept it a little reserved.

When An Jing said goodbye to her, it was almost dusk, and the sky was dark.After An Jing looked at her watch, she let out a soft cry and told Xu Hong that she still had an appointment with Chang Qing, and left in a hurry after speaking, leaving Xu Hong alone in a sense of loss.She must have gone to Chang Qing to talk about breaking up, Xu Hong thought about it and laughed again, thinking that this girl is really cute.

When Chang Qing saw Jing Jing, she was panting for a long time, thinking that she must have come running.Chang Qing smiled calmly and said, "Why come in such a hurry." "I'm afraid you'll be waiting too fast." Jing Jing said so, and Chang Qing laughed harder and said, "I'm not Xu Hong, you It will come slowly, and I will wait." Chang Qing probably could guess what Jing Jing said, and there was no movement between the two sides for a day, so he felt that the two of them should be getting along happily, because Xu Hong didn't provoke reprimand, Chang Qing The uneasy heart also calmed down a little.

Hearing him mention Xu Hong, An Jing put his wrist in front of his eyes, shook it a few times, let him see the new chain on his hand, and then asked, "Is it pretty?" Chang Qing nodded after seeing it, delicate and lovely, It suits her very much.Quiet withdrew her hand, looked at the chain self-consciously and said, "Give it to Xu Hong." There was a sense of complacency in those words that I have that you don't.Chang Qing and Xu Hong did not have any physical ties, if the rose counted, it would have withered by now.Chang Qing thought, if he wants to give gifts in the future, he should give some objects like this, so that people can think of who gave it when they see it, and people will always remember the friendship, and this friendship will not decline because of the objects. That's it.

Looking at Chang Qing's indifference, Jing Jing remembered his anxiety yesterday, then blinked and asked, "Are you not in a hurry again?" Chang Qing said with a smile like the sign on his face again, "If there is something wrong, Xu Hong would have called I called and cursed, but I haven't, so it must be fine."

Jing Jing curled her lips and said, "How did you know she would call you? Maybe she was bored." Chang Qing stretched his eyebrows again, shrugged and said, "Then what can I do, she told me that after today I will let you I let her go, if I chase after her, it will annoy her even more. If she hates someone, she won’t answer her phone calls or text messages. Now I don’t even dare to send her WeChat. See a red exclamation point."

After hearing what he said, Jing Jing suddenly smiled, that smile was more real than any of her previous smiles, Chang Qing seemed to see a man-machine doll become a real person.Quietly nodded, and asked, "Do you really like her? Xu Hong doesn't think so. Xu Hong said that you are just an illusion to her, and she is just a way for you to achieve your goals." Chang Qing thought deeply, thinking that he probably understood What is Xu Hong talking about?

Chang Qing was noncommittal and said, "It's better to say that I appreciate her than liking her." Listening quietly, Chang Qing went on to say, "People who know us may say that we don't know each other. Everything seems to be covered with a high-power filter, but it is not, or not all. I have learned a little bit about her family, which is a completely different situation from mine, but even so, she struggled to break free , how many people are trapped in the marshland of the family and cannot save themselves, and how many people are self-pitying and talking about their suffering? Although Xu Hong will tell others, but in my opinion, she is only saving herself. In order to save herself by cutting her own flesh and blood, her narratives are not for sympathy or pity, she is just using pain to make herself remember, she wants to let herself remember that she crawled so bloody, Don't look back. In order not to look back, she can let go of her arrogance and accept a messy job, and she can swallow her anger to deal with difficult colleagues, but she can't let go of her dignity for a man. I agree with her on this point. And no matter How much pain she has endured from her family, she has always maintained the greatest kindness to others, you should also feel that even if you do anything to her today, she will not exaggerate. She treats her My friend is always sincere. For the sake of Sheng Min's future, she can restrain her temper in front of me. Although she may not stop it in the end and scold me badly, in my opinion, she asked for it. She hugged Yuhe's son I always remember the situation. All these things move my heart, so I don’t think it’s an illusion, so even if you call me an asshole, or call me a scumbag, I still want to go to her side.”

Jing Jing imitated his appearance and shrugged and said, "It seems that today's hand is decided?" Chang Qing gently lowered his head and said, "Just let me feel better and let me speculate on my own. In fact, you I don’t have any feelings for me, there has never been a love atmosphere between us, even if I didn’t say it today, you should have mentioned it, right?”

"That's right, but when you mention me, I feel uncomfortable, as if I've been dumped..." An Jing pursed her lips deliberately, but this kind of behavior really didn't look like her style, and An Jing also felt uncomfortable Gu ground laughed.Quietly smiled and said, "However, what you said is true. I really don't have any feelings for you. It's not that you are bad or anything. I just don't have any special feelings for anyone. So you guessed right, I am indeed here to break up with you. Although there is no romantic atmosphere between us, there must be such a ceremony in the ceremony, just like you said that Xu Hong is your girlfriend. It seems to Xu Hong that you are nothing, she admits that she has a little affection for you, but that affection is not enough to support her to change anything." Chang Qing smiled and nodded, accepting the suggestion.

Looking at Chang Qing, An Jing restrained her playfulness just now, and became serious again.She said, "Chang Qing, in fact, you should be able to feel it too. I don't know much about love, or I don't trust it. As I said before, love is a scam to me. It’s like an over-packaged exquisite commodity, filled with various conditions according to people’s needs. For example, some people want to get married, so they evade various material needs in the name of love, and they pretend to love each other deeply , In fact, it’s just that there is nothing but the fake love, because you can’t give real objects, you can only give a very empty love. I don’t think love can change everything, it’s not that powerful, so if you want With Xu Hong, we may have to go a long way." Chang Qing nodded, he was already prepared for that.

"Then, let's break up here." After finishing speaking, An Jing stretched out her hand, which was shining white in front of Chang Qing's eyes.Chang Qing held her and said, "I'm sorry, I will explain it to my family." Thinking quietly for a moment, he said, "It's not in a hurry, as long as you don't rush to tell the world, I don't care, or it's even more important to me. Appropriate. I can say that I can't develop friendship with you. Because I don't have friendship, I can't get married. Although you said that marriage has nothing to do with liking, but not liking can be a reason for not getting married." Chang Qing once again lowed to Jing Jing It is not an exaggeration to say that it is a bow to thank you.

After quietly leaving, Chang Qing sat for a long time, then picked up the phone bravely and called Xu Hong.The other end of the phone picked up, and Chang Qing said, "Let's talk, is it okay?" He only heard the other end of the phone let out a long breath, and said, "Can you change the opening sentence, every time you say this, I feel panicked." Chang Qing smiled lightly, then got up and walked outside.

As Chang Qing walked, he said, "Then what kind of opening speech do you want?"

"Well...you can say, do you have time, how about we have a glass of wine? Something like that." Chang Qing could hear that Xu Hong's voice was very peaceful, as if they hadn't quarreled yesterday.

Chang Qing said, "Well, that's good. Do you have time now? Do you want to come out for a drink?" After Chang Qing finished speaking, he saw someone waving at him not far away. When we arrived, Xu Hong was sitting on a lounge chair in the mall, looking at him.

Noticing that Chang Qing had seen her, Xu Hong put away his phone and waited for Chang Qing to come over.Chang Qing walked over gently, then sat down, and said, "What do you want to drink?"

Xu Hong pointed out the mobile phone to him, and said, "I just found out that there is a bar downstairs." Chang Qing saw it and thought it was very good, so he stood up and wanted to hold her hand.Xu Hong snorted, let out a voice of disdain, and said, "I'm not interested in getting involved with the man who just broke up right away." "Okay." Chang Qing withdrew his hand and walked forward.Xu Hong was a little unhappy.

Xu Hong said, "Why are you so easy to talk about?"

Chang Qing turned around and said, "Then which one do you like, I can try switching." Xu Hong raised his chin and reaffirmed, "It's really easy to talk about."

"Then you treat me."

"Why?"

"I helped Sheng Min."

"You helped Sheng Min for this?"

"Although not, but if necessary, it can be." After Chang Qing finished speaking, Xu Hong gave him a blank look, and then left him behind with a sentence of "greasy".

That night, Chang Qing and Xu Hong didn't have anything to talk about, just like An Jing said, Chang Qing didn't want to be too hasty, and Xu Hong also seemed to avoid it intentionally, chatting with him about some troubles at work.

Xu Hong said that she has a colleague named Qi Chen, who is the relative of the emperor mentioned yesterday. She is the niece and niece of her boss Qi Chaoli. If there is no accident, she will take over Qi Chaoli's position in the future.Having said that, Xu Hong did not forget to sigh, this is the benefit of birth, the beauty of reincarnation, this kind of future is impossible for her in her entire life.Then Xu Hong talked about all kinds of things about Qi Chen.

Qi Chen is about the same age as An Jing, but his personality is quite different, there is a huge difference.Quiet and wise, Qi Chen is frizzy and sloppy.In the past week, because of work needs, they interviewed all kinds of people, and they could find a dozen kinds of fun among these people.

Qi Chen saw that the girl had participated in an important project, so she asked her what role she would play in the project.Xu Hong wondered why he didn't directly ask which part of the work he would undertake in the project. Wouldn't it be more straightforward?But Qi Chen doesn't like it, Qi Chen likes to use these words that sound bluffing.The girl combed the princess cut, black and straight, after listening to her ask this question, she thought for a while and answered: Ordinary, an employee.

Qi Chen asked another young man, why did you apply for our company, the young man displayed his honesty, and said bluntly: Because your company is recruiting, I saw it on the recruitment website.Qi Chen didn't come up in one breath, and threw his resume on the table.Afterwards, Qi Chen enlarged and enlarged the logo of YR Group on the recruitment website, and even added several photos of the group building.Regarding this, Xu Hong also stopped it, because Qi Chaoli said that this is a new brand, in order to get rid of the negative influence of YR, but Qi Chen doesn't think that without YR, they can't show their advantages, saving money Actually attracted some ghosts and monsters.

Qi Chen originally wanted to take advantage of YR's endorsement to give the newcomer a good lead, but in BJ, there are too many talents and too many good companies. How can people pay attention to such a small local group? Listen Never heard of it, let alone understood it.Qi Chen thinks why people nowadays don't check before they come for an interview, because in her opinion, YR's "deep background" can be seen just by doing a check, but this is also what Xu Hong taboos the most, because YR's The bad news is still hanging there.

With YR, Qi Chen did a few more things that made people laugh. For example, she fell in love with a person, but they couldn't afford the salary he wanted. She told people that we sincerely invite you to join, but he didn't Eat this set, people ask, how much is your sincerity worth?I came out to work just to make money.Qi Chen beat his chest and stomped his feet, yelling that the world is getting worse and people's hearts are not the same, no one really wants to do things anymore.For example, Qi Chen fell in love with another person, that person had a background in design, but he applied for a job as a copywriter. Qi Chen said that he could just do design together, but the person turned his eyes and said it was impossible, Qi Chen again Said, "Why is this impossible? I still have to move occasionally in the company."Qi Chen still wanted to show off her status as a "relative of the emperor" by doing it herself, but the man replied, "Are you changing ideas with me? You mean moving around occasionally, not full-time moving around." , and what you said just now let me be a designer concurrently, but let me be a full-time copywriter and a full-time designer, do you think I'm easy to deceive, I can do it, but it doesn't mean I have to do it.".After these remarks, Qi Chen felt that people nowadays are so immodest, and the company should be grateful for the platform that the company is willing to give you.

After all this, they have been here for a week, but no one has been recruited, and the company is still in a state of zero development.Chang Qing listened to her nagging, and a gentle expression appeared on his face.After drinking, Xu Hong looked at him and laughed wantonly.

Xu Hong said, "Chang Qing, your eyes are so disgusting." Even though he was told so, Chang Qing was not annoyed.

When Chang Qing sent Xu Hong back, Xu Hong had already fallen asleep in the car. The car stopped at the gate of the dormitory complex provided by Xu Hong's company, and Chang Qing turned to look at her.Remembering what she said yesterday about why she chose this job, and thinking about all the things she said today, Chang Qing touched her forehead with distressed eyes and said, "Thank you." Well, people always say that there are more ways than difficulties, but for ordinary people who don’t have great skills, it’s difficult to pass the level, as if leveling up and fighting monsters along the way, making themselves exhausted and stumbled. go to the end.

Chang Qing didn't want to wake up Xu Hong during the rare quiet time. Chang Qing pulled a spare blanket from the back seat of the car, spread it on her body, and opened the window a crack, thinking that when she woke up, she would wake up again. let her go back.But Xu Hong slept until the early morning.

When Xu Hong opened his eyes in a daze, he felt a pain in his neck, and woke up as soon as she moved.Chang Qing asked her, "Are you awake?" Looking at the white sky with squinted eyes, Xu Hong touched his neck and said, "Why didn't you call me?" Chang Qing said, "You are sound asleep, so I don't want to disturb you."

Chang Qing originally thought it was very romantic, but Xu Hong's little hand waved and landed a fist on him.While clutching his neck, Xu Hong slapped Chang Qing and said, "How old are you, still so naive, and still playing romance, romantic fart, I haven't even removed my makeup, do you know how much damage women do to their skin if they don't remove their makeup!" , Xu Hong yelled loudly, Chang Qing asked her to be quiet and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xu Hong said with an almost weak strength, "Stiff neck...".

(End of this chapter)