35 this year

Chapter 67 Selfish Lovers
Thinking of Chang Xin, Chang Qing thought of Chu Yunxing again, Chu Yunxing's pitiful eyes moved him again, should we tell him that Chang Xin has come back? inside.Thinking of this, Chang Qing sat on the sofa and watched Xu Hong finish washing the dishes and fruit in the kitchen, while worrying about these various matters.

The biggest difference between Xu Hong and Sheng Min is "can't wait". If Sheng Min has a dishwasher at home, even if there is only one plate, she will think about it and save it, as long as she is not allowed to do it, she will take care of it. How long does it stay there, but Xu Hong can't, Xu Hong thinks it's just a plate, as for the effort, why wait for something that will be over in a few seconds.

Because I had just talked with Chang Qing about a difficult topic, she felt uncomfortable after the talk, and it was obvious that Chang Qing was also uncomfortable, so Xu Hong was washing the dishes in the kitchen while thinking about how to solve this problem.After washing the dishes, Xu Hong thought that Chang Qing hadn't eaten anything, so he thought about washing some fruit for him.

While washing the fruit, Chang Qing walked over, took an apple from the fruit plate she had washed, and then said as if discussing, "Honey, if I can solve my parents' opinions on you The question is, can you not buy this house?"

When asked by him, Xu Hong recovered from the question of "how to pay for buying a house".Xu Hong looked at him and thought, aren't you interrupting me? I've already thought about returning the ring and selling the bag. It's a luxury item. You can't lose much even if you sell second-hand. If the market is good, say It might still make money, but Xu Hong also knew that this idea would not work, and Chang Qing would not agree. Xu Hong was already thinking about how to get Chang Qing to agree, but he came up with this sentence.Xu Hong, who came back to his senses, looked up at him and asked, "How do you solve it?"

Chang Qing said for a while, "First of all, you haven't met my parents, and my parents only know that there is someone like you, so they really didn't say anything dissatisfied with you. Well, let me tell you, I’m just afraid. When I meet my parents, I don’t seem to be able to pass the part if I’m not picky about something. Secondly, even if I meet them, they will definitely not be picky about the house. They just think your family is average. of."

Xu Hong looked at Chang Qing and thought, look, you just don’t listen carefully to the questions. I told you that this has nothing to do with “buying a house or not”, because you don’t want to be controlled by others. If your parents pick a house, it’s a problem I'm afraid I'm greedy for your property, that's okay. At worst, they get married later and wait a year or two. With the salary of Xu Hong and Chang Qing, the two of them can save a lot of money in a year, but this depends on family conditions. No matter how she changes, it cannot be changed.But, for the Chinese New Year, remembering the sorrow just now, Xu Hong didn't want to continue arguing with Chang Qing, so Xu Hong asked, "If this is the case, how do you solve it?"

Chang Qing said while eating the apple, "Actually, my parents are just afraid that our marriage will not be able to resist risks. Your work ability is so good and you are so competitive. As long as you let them understand this level, it will be much easier." Yet?"

Xu Hong took the washed fruit plate, walked towards the living room, and asked, "So, how do you want them to understand? Shall I go to your house and work for them?"

Chang Qing walked along with her and said, "I'm not kidding, it's actually easy to tell them about your ability to work. Aren't you helping Chu Yunxing now? My mother and my aunt have a very good relationship. What my aunt said, she Most of them will listen, let Chu Yunxing talk to his mother, wouldn't it be fine?"

Xu Hong put the fruit plate on the coffee table, sat cross-legged on the sofa, and said, "Didn't you let me contact Chu Yunxing?"

"Do you agree?" Chang Qing thought that I would not let you meet Chu Yunxing, would you agree? After all, you didn't agree. Why are you blocking me here?

Xu Hong glanced at him impatiently, and then asked, "What about your father? Let your mother convince your father?"

"That can't be done. As for our family, my dad can convince my mom, but my mom can't convince my dad. Well, it's the opposite of our family." Chang Qing's ridicule made Xu Hong look at him displeased again. Qing sat next to her and said, "Honey, just listen to me."

"Say it."

"In our family, although my mother can't convince my father, my sister can. My cousin Chang Xin is a person who travels around in our Chang family. She is the most favored among us younger generations. She is very capable and she does things well, so the elders like to hear her say a few words. My cousin likes you so much, and she praises you in front of my father, isn't it just a matter of human nature. "

"You mean, let Chang Xin convince your father and Chu Yunxing's mother persuade your mother?" After saying this, Xu Hong felt something was wrong again, and then looked at Chang Qing and asked, "Aren't you afraid that the two of them will bump into each other?" Come on?" If Chang Xin bumped into Chu Yunxing's mother, in this scene, sparks hit the earth, and it would be out of control.

Chang Qing felt that after going around this big circle, he could finally talk about that question.Chang Qing changed his posture again, looked at Xu Hong face to face and said, "Chu Yunxing wants to see Chang Xin."

Xu Hong looked at Chang Qing questioningly, and then asked, "So, in order to achieve the purpose of convincing your parents, you want them to meet?"

"Whether I see you or not, I will definitely ask my sister for her opinion. If she doesn't want to see me, she will never let them meet because of my selfishness. However, if they can meet, it is indeed the best, whether they get back together or not..."

"It is impossible for Chang Xin to get back together with Chu Yunxing." Xu Hong felt that any woman, a woman with a backbone, would choose to get back together after being insulted like that. Chu Yunxing was just repenting, and he wanted to see Chang Xin. Whether he regrets it or not, he just wants to make himself feel better. Why should Chang Xin come out to deal with Chang Xin in order to make him feel better and to help Chang Qing and Xu Hong? make things difficult".For a while, Xu Hong's eyes on Chang Qing changed. It turned out that Chang Qing was really not a gentle sweet bean. The word even popped into Hiro's mind.

"But my sister has been alone for so many years, how can you guarantee that she is not waiting for Chu Yunxing to beg her to come back, my sister loves Chu Yunxing very much."

"You never thought that your sister, Chang Xin, may have been heartbroken, and she doesn't want to touch the matter of marriage. Isn't everyone like you, so keen on getting married?" In an instant, Xu Hong said again Thinking of her puzzling question, Xu Hong asked, "Chang Qing, why do you want to get married so much? Your purpose seems to be very clear. You just want to get married. If it is another man, you will feel like you have a free babysitter when you get married. , cleaning, cooking and laundry, and helping to take care of my parents for free. I want to have a wife after reading what they say, but you are different. You don’t need me to do anything, even the meals are all done by you. , so why are you so keen on getting married?"

"I'm not keen on getting married. I just want to marry you. I love you and want to marry you. Is it wrong? Do you want me to fall in love with you for the rest of my life and not get married? That would be irresponsible?"

"I don't care."

Xu Hong's words made Chang Qing sad again. Chang Qing looked at her and said, "Xu Hong, can you stop hurting people so much? Can you think about me? You fall in love with me, but you don't care about me. Are you getting married? What are you doing? Are you playing with me? You want to play, but I don’t want to.” Xu Hong knew that he had made a mistake, so he wanted to hug him, but Chang Qing blocked her hand and said, “ Xu Hong, let's all think about it, I don't want to quarrel with you during the Chinese New Year, and I just want to marry you, this year I must get married, if you don't get married, if you think I'm just one of you Unexpectedly, you should tell me as soon as possible, we..."

Before Chang Qing finished speaking, Xu Hong raised his face to look at him, his face was aggrieved and stubborn, his eyes were full of disbelief, and his lips trembled because of being bitten by his teeth.Chang Qing turned his head to the side and felt that he had gone too far, then pulled Xu Hong into his arms, apologized and said, "I'm sorry wife, I..." Before Chang Qing finished speaking, Xu Hong was right next to him After hitting the back with a hammer, Xu Hong thought that the unspoken words should mean breaking up. Fortunately, he didn't say them. When these two words lingered on her lips, she was so afraid. She was more afraid of losing Changqing than she imagined.

"Honey, I was wrong, let's not talk about it." After Chang Qing finished speaking, he felt damned. How could he say such nonsense? Can such words be said casually? Xu Hong heard such words What mood must she be in, to threaten her with breaking up?Although she showed reluctance and couldn't believe it, as long as she regained her previous sense and brains, could she really be reluctant?Chang Qing felt that he was really crazy to threaten her with this kind of thing. All he had now was Xu Hong's indescribable love for him, but once this temptation was done too much, this Sooner or later, the love will fade, and when the love dissipates, what can he do to keep Xu Hong?

Thinking of this, Chang Qing felt that he had to get married, whether it was to explain to his parents, or to keep Xu Hong, this was the only way he could think of to solve all the troubles now.

Chang Qing hugged Xu Hong and said, "Whether Chang Xin sees Chu Yunxing or not is definitely up to her to decide. I just want to tell her that Chu Yunxing wants to see her. Is that not possible?"

Xu Hong, who was huddled in Chang Qing's arms, had already shed tears. It turned out that her lover would also threaten her with such things as breaking up. It turned out that her lover was not as perfect as imagined. Yes, who could be perfect?Re-examine your lover, put aside all the aura of love, no one is perfect, all the beauty of love, once you fall into marriage, it will show the original face of the person, Chang Qing is not perfect, even said, in In the matter of marriage, he is selfish, he only thinks about his own marriage selfishly, he doesn't even need to consider his sister's feelings for his own marriage, but just from the idea of ​​Chang Qing wanting to marry Xu Hong, Xu Hong And he has no position to accuse him, after all, he is planning for the future of the two of them.Thinking of this, Xu Hong acquiesced to Chang Qing's proposal and let him ask Chang Xin for his opinion.

Hearing the news that Chu Yunxing wanted to see her, Chang Xin sat on the sofa for a long time unable to respond, Chu Yunxing, the man she had loved for several years, the man who was with him, even if he didn't talk, he could still be fascinated by alcohol Chang Xin still can't let go of the bewildered woman in love.Chang Xin is very clear that she doesn't love Chu Yunxing anymore, even thinking of Chu Yunxing's mother's problem and Chu Yunxing's evasion, she feels disgusted. They murdered her love together and blocked her marriage, but now they are doing it for their own conscience. Condemnation wants to continue to torture her. If it is from this point of view, Chang Xin is unwilling to see Chu Yunxing. She even hopes that he will live in the condemnation of conscience for the rest of his life, but Chang Qing opened his mouth. The cousin is now facing a marriage problem, and she may have experienced this problem before, so she doesn't want to stand by and do nothing, and she hopes that Changqing will get the happiness she expected.

Thinking so, Chang Xin appeared in Chu Yunxing's western restaurant at noon on the second day of the Lunar New Year.On the iron shutter door of the western restaurant, there is a notice of annual holiday rest, which shows that the third day of junior high school will officially resume business tomorrow.When Chu Yunxing opened this restaurant, he put a lot of thought into it. Chang Xin still remembers that after the address was confirmed, Chu Yunxing took her to see it, and then said that this would be our western restaurant in the future. Chang Xin thought at that time Very happy, a good life is at your fingertips, but when it comes to marriage, all the unbearable things are presented, just like Chang Qing.When it comes to marriage, Chang Qing is not the gentle and sweet sweet bean, and when it comes to marriage, Chu Yunxing is not the great talent who is erudite and able to understand everything.When she was negotiating with Chu Yunxing's mother, he hid far away, in the name of a busy western restaurant, ah, how ridiculous, a western restaurant opened for their future life, but ruined the beginning of their marriage.

Chang Xin tried to open the shutter door with the key that Chu Yunxing left her many years ago. Unexpectedly, the shutter door rose, and then used the key to open the glass door inside, and it could also be opened. Chang Xin thought, Chu Yunxing, Chu Yunxing , What's the point of you doing such a small trick that no one can notice in this kind of place, they have all lived to this age, who would be tempted by such a small trick.

Accompanied by the jingling of wind chimes welcoming guests, Chang Xin felt that nothing had changed when he entered the restaurant. Even the air with traces of Chu Yunxing seemed to be filled with the aroma of alcohol.Chang Xin hates alcohol, but a woman who avoids alcohol falls in love with a winemaker. Because of the so-called love, she is also intoxicated by the aroma of alcohol that can be smelled everywhere she goes.That smell once bewitched her, and she had all kinds of intimacy with him in his studio, in the wine cellar, and in the western restaurant. Now that I think about it, she might have been really drunk at the time, and she didn't know it. The blindness of love, and it alerts the lover's selfishness.

Recalling these now, Chang Xin feels that the past is really unbearable. People, when they are young, they must accumulate a little more good memories for themselves, otherwise they don’t have to wait until they are old. People will feel that this life is really alive when they reach middle age. tired.In the first two years after leaving Chu Yunxing, Chang Xin had a very difficult time, always thinking about him in the middle of the night soberly, others could use alcohol to numb themselves after falling out of love, but Chang Xin couldn't, as soon as she saw alcohol, she thought of Chu Yunxing.There are so many wines in this world, you can see them everywhere, but when they were in love, Chu Yunxing’s favorite thing to do with her was to tell her all kinds of wines and the stories behind the wines, what kind of grapes are the wines made of? What kind of taste is it, what is the characteristic of the wine in what production area, what is the mood of the owner when making wine... Even if she was not interested at that time, she was very interested, following him through the plantation and wine cellar.He secretly kissed her under the clusters of grape trellises in the plantation, and he kissed her passionately, and he put his hand into the corner of her clothes in the dark aisle of the piles of oak barrels in the wine cellar.

Thinking about it now, it’s really ridiculous. Chang Xin thinks that she thought it was romantic before. Now that she thinks about it, she just thinks that at that time, she was really not afraid of snakes, rats, rats and ants, and she was not afraid of getting dirty. If she could, she would like to remind everyone now. For women, don't joke about your health when you are in romance, it's not worth it.

After thinking about this, Chang Xin still felt that she didn't need to meet Chu Yunxing to meet him. It didn't matter if she saw him or not. She didn't love him, and no matter how much he confessed, it wouldn't help. The hurt was so deep, even if he repented for the rest of his life, it would be retribution. People should have something to regret over and over again in the middle of the night when they can't sleep, and I hope Chu Yunxing is just like this.

Thinking of this, Chang Xin put the key to the glass door of the western restaurant on the bar counter. The bar counter was dim, like their unstarted marriage.Chang Xin didn't lock the glass door, and when the shutter door was slowly falling, he also put the key of the shutter door on the steps near the glass door.

In the third day of junior high school, when Chu Yunxing came to prepare for the opening, he naturally saw the key Chang Xin left on the steps. Holding the electric key, Chu Yunxing frowned in confusion, and then went to open the glass door only to find that it was the key that opened the door. with.He personally locked the door before graduating years ago. He naturally knew that the door had been opened by someone, but who was it? The person who had two keys at the same time was another employee of the restaurant, but that employee didn't have any requirements. The resignation information was given to him, so Chu Yunxing felt that whether it was the key to the shutter door or the glass door of the western restaurant, it must not have been left by that employee, but the western restaurant during the New Year's Day had no money to steal except for the rows of wine. Besides, there are still a few people who pay in cash, even thieves and robbers don't know which store to steal.But when he saw the key on the bar, he understood that it was Chang Xin. He personally assigned the key to Chang Xin, and he chose the grape pendant on it. When Chang Xin came back, Chang Xin quietly came.

Tears welled up in Chu Yunxing's eyes instantly, and he went to adjust the monitoring, yes, Chang Xin was here, just yesterday.Seeing her standing alone in the dining room on the surveillance camera, Chu Yunxing couldn't control his excitement. Because of the excitement, he couldn't stop crying.After so many years, she is still so beautiful and radiant. She is back, and his lover is back.

Looking at the thin figure on the screen, Chu Yunxing's hands were shaking, and he couldn't even hold the phone steady when pressing the number.Chang Qing's phone was connected, and Chu Yunxing asked, "Where is Chang Xin? Where is Chang Xin?"

Chang Qing said, "She said there is no need to meet."

"Where is Chang Xin! Chang Qing, Shen Changqing, I beg you, please tell me where she is, for the sake of our brothers, and for the sake of my elder brother, tell me, where is she, I beg you, Chang Qing..."

Chang Qing could tell that Chu Yunxing was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe. His elder brother, who had talked about being decent all his life, only forgot about being decent in the matter of marriage, and couldn't pay attention to it.

"I beg you Changqing, let me see her."

"Brother...my sister said...she doesn't love you anymore."

No more love... Chu Yunxing's voice stopped abruptly, no more love?But what to do, he still loves her.At first, Chu Yunxing also thought that he didn't love Chang Xin anymore, and his self-discipline for so many years was just a competition, he was not convinced, he didn't believe that he couldn't find someone better than Chang Xin, but when he looked at such a thin and thin person like her, When he was standing in the western restaurant, he remembered her bright smile when he brought her here for the first time, Chang Xin was beautiful, her smile was so bright, it could compare with the best sunshine in spring, he just Remember when he loved her again.

The young Chu Yunxing feels that he is the proud son of heaven, he is the only one around him who has a Ph. I thought it would be great if she could be his girlfriend. If he could have such a beautiful girlfriend, it would be so enviable.Good looks, good education, good family, and good girlfriend are the envy of everyone. It is in this kind of vanity that Chu Yunxing pursues Chang Xin and successfully chases her.It's not that he doesn't know that Chang Xin hates alcohol, but that's him, that's another area he likes, so he doesn't care whether Chang Xin likes to drag her into the studio, into the plantation or into the wine cellar, he puts all of his Chu Yunxing was very satisfied to see how she gradually became intoxicated because of loving him, Chu Yunxing was even secretly proud, thinking that such a beauty likes me so much that I can't help it, I really am too good .

It's a pity, Chu Yunxing's conceit can't match Chang Xin's pride.When he was in love, Chang Xin hid all his pride to accommodate him, and he really felt that he was great, that he gave Chang Xin's love too much, and felt that that love could make Chang Xin agree to all his conditions, even including his first love. Pregnant and remarried.When he saw Chang Xin's premarital examination report, Chu Yunxing was also dumbfounded, and the whole family was dumbfounded. When his mother made that suggestion, Chu Yunxing also understood how humiliating it was to Chang Xin, but he chose to escape. Chang Xin's love for him is not a condition, but it is the only escape in his life that makes him lose Chang Xin, and Chang Xin proposes to break up.

At the beginning when Chang Xin proposed to break up, Chu Yunxing still wanted to accuse her, thinking that she couldn't be wronged for their future. It's not like they haven't had intimate contact. What can Zhang Zheng do?Love him, can't you bear this grievance?
Listening to his accusations, the smart Chang Xin came out of the fog of love. She said she never expected that after all these years, Chu Yunxing still doesn’t understand her. Chu Yunxing thinks what to say now, what do you understand? If you don’t understand, will we get married? , Chang Xin bowed his head and smiled and said that there is really no need to get married.Chu Yunxing thought she was being angry, so he was also angry. He even said boldly that he could have any kind of woman he wanted, and Chang Xin nodded and said that I wish you happiness.Chu Yunxing looked at her in astonishment, and said Chang Xin, don't regret it.Chang Xin's eyes were full of disappointment, saying that whether I regret it or not is a matter of the future, but you, Chu Yunxing now, you are not worthy.Since then, Chu Yunxing lost Chang Xin, and Chang Xin even left BJ. When he could no longer contact her, he realized that he really lost her.He regretted the words he said, and those words were like needles, piercing Chu Yunxing's heart repeatedly.At first, Chu Yunxing would complain about his mother, but her mother is also a transparent woman. She saw her son through her eyes that have seen the world for a long time, and then asked if this was what you expected, and did you have any objections? Is it the default?Good guy, this time, Chu Yunxing has no one to blame, only himself.

In fact, it’s not true that Chu Yunxing is so clean and self-sufficient. In the first two years of Chang Xin’s departure, in order to prove to Chang Xin that he can date any woman if he wants to, Chu Yunxing has also been crazy and played, but later I just feel boring.Physically, no one can stimulate him as much as Chang Xin. They will never be as beautiful as Chang Xin, and their waists will not be as thin as Chang Xin's. Even when he holds those waists, their low and gentle voices are not as good as Chang Xin's. one.Mentally, no one can love him as deeply as Chang Xin. When those people looked at him, they seemed to be only looking at his doctorate title and his seemingly comfortable work. He even looked at the western restaurant where he was about to start a new life with Chang Xin.

Chu Yunxing often misses Chang Xin, their past, and her smile when no one is around.She always smiled and called Chu Yunxing over and over again. As long as she called Chu Yunxing, Chu Yunxing's heart trembled, as if there was a heavy snowfall in winter, and when a person stood under a tree, as long as the tree shook, the falling snow would rustle Just got into the neck, cool but addictive.

After two years of crazy play, Chu Yunxing cut off contact with all the women, concentrated on running the western restaurant and his wine making business, and waited for Chang Xin to come back, but Chang Xin never came back.Now, when she said that she didn't love him anymore, Chu Yunxing really gave up and lived like a dead wood.

The purpose of Chang Qing's doing this is to let Chu Yunxing and Chang Xin think about how sad they were when they lost such a beautiful marriage, so for his brother, for his happiness, can they help him? help him.Xu Hong watched coldly from the sidelines, feeling that Chang Qing was so strange when considering this matter. It turned out that her lover, when he was good at calculating, would directly stab others in the heart.

When the feeling of unfamiliarity hit, Xu Hong silently took off his mother's ring. When Chang Qing noticed it, Xu Hong said, "I broke that ring when I was a child, and I had it welded by someone later. If it breaks again, I'm afraid I can’t pick it up anymore.” Chang Qing nodded, kissed her on the top of her head and said, “It’s okay, you can wear that when I order it.” Xu Hong nodded and asked him, “What kind of clothes did you order? ?” Chang Qing still smiled like the wind in the New Year, and said, “You will know when you receive it.”

Chang Qing's smile made Xu Hong feel warm again, being held in his arms, Xu Hong thought, whatever, as long as he doesn't count on her, they can live a lifetime, she loves this person, and she is willing to disagree with her These turn a blind eye.

(End of this chapter)