Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Entering adolescence, a period of time when a rebellious period has just emerged.

In the past three years, Xu Zhimu secretly sent An Xiaomi off three or four times.Of course, none of them dared to write their names.

At first, Xu Zhimu didn't know what he was guilty of, but then he gradually understood.

There was nothing in elementary school at the beginning, but since entering junior high school, the phenomenon of shunting good and poor students that many teachers say has appeared.

Xu Zhimu's grades can only be considered mid-range in the class, and with An Xiaomi's daily tutoring, he can barely rank in the top [-].

And An Xiaomi was ranked first or second in the class every time.

And with the awakening of self-awareness, various ideas continue to follow.

Interest in the opposite sex has long surpassed love for learning.

And after the third year of junior high school, many people in the school have quietly talked about the so-called love, even if it is just the kind of passing a note in class, holding hands secretly after class, the more powerful one is just a kiss.

But for these brats who have just awakened their gender awareness, it has become the main topic in class every day.

The things about Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi's childhood sweethearts have gradually become known to most people.

Especially the two of them always went to and from school together, and it was finally known that the two families lived opposite each other.

Sometimes when the two of them had lunch, An Xiaomi would give some meat to Xu Zhimu to let him eat more to grow his body. In physical education class, the two always partnered with each other. Lean lightly on his shoulder and squint for a while...

For Xu Zhimu, these have become like daily life.

But in the eyes of others, it is naked envy, jealousy and hatred.

Many boys came over and started booing, asking if the two of them were secretly in a relationship.

Every time An Xiaomi just smiled lightly without saying a word.

Xu Zhimu was told by his classmates that he had a change of mind.

"Xu Zhimu, you can do it, you have chased all the school belles of our school."

"I heard that you two have been together since elementary school? Where are you going now?"

"Damn! He can even catch up with An Xiaomi? I think people treat him like an older brother at most."

"That's right, the last time I drove the parents, I heard that An Xiaomi's father got out of a police car. It is said that he is still a leader, and his academic performance is also among the top three in his age. How could he like Xu Zhimu..."

"I think it's Xu Zhimu who pesters him every day and refuses to let go. There is no pure friendship between men and women. I see that the rich second-generation monitor in their class recently is very attentive to An Xiaomi every day. Maybe he will give Xu Zhimu to him in the future." Kicked away."

All kinds of words behind the scenes were like knives to Xu Zhimu at that time. Although his relationship with An Xiaomi was as usual, it made Xu Zhimu feel as if he was worrying about gains and losses.

Yes, between men and women, it is really difficult to maintain a pure friendship.

But now the relationship between the two is quite special, it is said that they are childhood sweethearts, but it is also a bit like a family, brother and sister.

This made Xu Zhimu really unsure what An Xiaomi was thinking.

Moreover, there will always be some boys who want to get close to An Xiaomi, and among them there are naturally some rich second generations, or very handsome ones.

Especially the monitor of the class, he would always take some opportunities to chat with An Xiaomi.

Although An Xiaomi never responded to any of his invitations and hospitality, there will always be only one boy, Xu Zhimu, close to her.

But for Xu Zhimu, a rebellious young man with a very sensitive heart, he still feels the pressure and anxiety that he never had before.

And this kind of anxiety, he has no way to tell anyone.

It's like a problem that many boys in adolescence will encounter.

On the one hand, he wanted to occupy all the space around An Xiaomi, wishing he could be by her side all day long.

But on the one hand, he still dared not express his true inner thoughts.

Under this kind of anxiety, his grades became worse and worse, and he also learned the bad habit of smoking and surfing the Internet with some people.

An Xiaomi also chatted with him, but Xu Zhimu always covered it up with a hesitant expression.

For his grades, An Xiaomi will always tutor him in his room every day after returning home, and will not go back until it is time to sleep.

Of course Xu Zhimu was happy, but his mind was no longer on his studies, he just wanted to spend more time alone with her.

In Xu Zhimu's "pretending to work hard" like this, it was not until the preliminary examination of the third year of junior high school that the results came down.

Xu Zhimu was still in the top [-] of his class, but now he has dropped to nearly [-].

With this score, he couldn't even get into a slightly more focused high school.

And An Xiaomi is still in the top three for her age.

If so, they will not be able to attend a high school.

When An Xiaomi saw his grade in the grade column, An Xiaomi was stunned for a long time.

She went back to her class to look for Xu Zhimu, but there was no sign of Xu Zhimu.

I heard that he went to the grove on the playground with some people.

That place is a small wall, and many students sometimes sneak out to surf the Internet, or hide in the grove to smoke.

An Xiaomi came to the back of the playground. From a distance, she saw a few people squatting furtively. When she walked in, she saw a little smoke.

In the grove of the playground, Xu Zhimu was squatting with a few people and smoking. In fact, he doesn't know how to smoke now, but he just thinks it's very handsome and fits the appearance of a rebellious period.

"Damn it, the grades are out again, and I will definitely be quarreled when I go home."

"I'm used to it. Whenever I go home without being quarreled, it's a big deal that I can't pass the high school and go to a technical school."

Xu Zhimu was silent, he knew he was wrong now, but once a boy of this age was led astray, it would be too difficult to come back by his own willpower.

"Xu Zhimu, aren't your grades okay? You don't even go to see..."

A boy was about to talk, but suddenly his eyes widened, and the people next to him also looked up at Xu Zhimu's back in dumbfounded when they raised their heads.

Xu Zhimu also suddenly felt a gust of fragrant wind coming from behind him, and a slender shadow was reflected in front of him. The swaying single ponytail made Xu Zhimu tense up.

Xu Zhimu turned around in a daze, but met those bright eyes with mist.

An Xiaomi was holding the notebook that Xu Zhimu used to sort out key knowledge points and exercises, her white hands were tightly clenched, and her back was facing the light, so that Xu Zhimu couldn't see her expression clearly for a while.

However, Xu Zhimu could still feel that her whole body was trembling.

Xu Zhimu wanted to open his mouth, but brought out some smoke.

"Xu Zhimu! You let me down so much!"

An Xiaomi said this in a trembling voice, turned and ran away.

Xu Zhimu forgot to chase after her, and stared blankly at her back. That slender figure had been engraved countless times in his heart, that long white dress, the swaying single ponytail, and that staggering back.

A drop of coolness fell on Xu Zhimu's face.

There was also a fiery pain in his finger, and Xu Zhimu threw away the cigarette butt in his hand.

He stood up and chased after him, but when he passed the grade column, he looked at the grades on it, and the name of An Xiaomi was written on the prominent position in the top row.

As for myself, I could only see my name on the last page.

Xu Zhimu was also a little dazed at this moment. It turned out that the gap between the two had grown to this extent before he knew it.

Xu Zhimu was a little dazzled, the past of these times appeared in his mind like a slideshow.

When he came to the class, An Xiaomi was already sitting in his seat, lying on the table so that no one could see his expression.

Some people in the class had already guessed some clues, and they all looked over.

Xu Zhimu slowly came to An Xiaomi. In the past, every time he came by himself, An Xiaomi would always make room for himself with a smile.

But this time...Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand, wanting to pat her on the shoulder, but suddenly found that her shoulder was trembling slightly.

Cried?

This seemed to be the first time I made her cry.

"Millet……"

Xu Zhimu sat beside her, but An Xiaomi didn't look up, only her weak sniffling could be heard.

It wasn't until it was time for class that An Xiaomi finally raised her head. There seemed to be no expression on her face.

It's just that the slightly red and swollen eye sockets and the remaining tear stains on his face are also like thorns, piercing Xu Zhimu's heart.

Xu Zhimu took out a tissue and wanted to pass it to her, but An Xiaomi turned his head slightly.

Xu Zhimu's hand paused, and put the tissue beside her hand.

During this class, Xu Zhimu's mind was always on An Xiaomi.

An Xiaomi, on the other hand, was in a daze all the time, this overachiever girl who took a lot of notes in every class.

In this class, I was called out by the teacher several times for running away.

when school is over.

Xu Zhimu stopped her, facing An Xiaomi's still red eyes.

Xu Zhimu's voice is also full of guilt: "Xiaomi, I'm sorry...I'm not motivated during this time...but don't miss your studies because of me..."

An Xiaomi silently packed her schoolbag, and finally raised her eyes to look at Xu Zhimu.

"how about you?"

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth, and it stuck in his throat for a while.

"You asked me to study hard, what about you? Xu Zhimu, you promised me before that you would go to a high school with me, now... how do you go to high school with me?"

An Xiaomi looked at Xu Zhimu, her voice was very soft, but every word was like a heavy hammer.

An Xiaomi stood up and was about to leave with her schoolbag.

There is still a notebook on the desk.

This is An Xiaomi taking notes in class every day, and every night she would go to Xu Zhimu to review her homework with her notebook.

"Xiaomi, this..."

Suddenly Xu Zhimu felt a little empty in his heart, and he held the notebook on the desk.

An Xiaomi turned around, she looked at the notebook in Xu Zhimu's hand, her eyes moved slightly, and she looked straight into his eyes.

"Do you think I really need to take any notes?"

Xu Zhimu's palm trembled.

An Xiaomi bit her lip, she looked at Xu Zhimu, and the two looked at each other.

Between each other, in fact, many things do not need words.

"There are still the last few months, you should think about it."

After An Xiaomi finished speaking, she glanced at him again, turned and left.

Xu Zhimu held the notebook in his hand, and he leaned on the chair in a daze.

He took out his schoolbag and his homework book. It had been a long time since he had done his homework properly.

Xu Zhimu put on his schoolbag and walked out of the school gate. The familiar road was always walking side by side.

At this moment, An Xiaomi walked forward silently.

Xu Zhimu followed her all the way to the house.

An Xiaomi opened the door and entered her room.

Xu Zhimu looked at the door in a daze for a long time before returning to his room in a daze.

Until the evening, this time should have been the time when An Xiaomi would come to him to review his homework.

But she hasn't come here today.

Xu's mother was a little strange, so she came over and asked.

"Why didn't Xiaomi come here today? I bought some fruit for you guys. The senior high school entrance examination is about to take place. You kid usually take care of yourself. Seeing that Xiaomi doesn't play with his mobile phone or go shopping every day, he will watch over you every day to study your homework. If you If you don't learn well, you see who you are worthy of..."

Mother Xu nagged a few words, but Xu Zhimu felt more bitter the more she listened.

He opened the notebook by himself, and An Xiaomi's beautiful characters jumped on the paper.

That's right, how could An Xiaomi's grades be used for making notes.

For each of the above questions, the notes are extremely detailed, and even the formulas used and where they come from are clearly marked. It can be said that you just need to follow them to learn.

No matter how poor the foundation is, you can learn it.

This notebook is only prepared for Xu Zhimu.

But Xu Zhimu didn't know until now.

He opened the first page of the notebook and began to study slowly one by one.

During this period, Xu's mother came in several times and saw Xu Zhimu who was also studying hard.

She was surprised and asked if her son had changed his gender.

until late at night.

The light on Xu Zhimu's window sill hadn't been turned off, and he was very sleepy, but when he thought of An Xiaomi's eyes today.

Xu Zhimu felt a pain in his heart.

He clenched his fingers, but there was a burst of pain.

Today I was in a daze with a cigarette butt, and I was burned by the cigarette, causing some blisters.

I kept writing questions with a pen, and unknowingly, the blisters were broken, and a little bit of blood mixed with pus.

Xu Zhimu just took the paper and wiped it, and continued to write the title.

The lights stay on until the wee hours of the morning.

Xu Zhimu fell asleep lying on the table unknowingly.

early morning.

Xu Zhimu felt sore all over, and he seemed to smell the faintly familiar gardenia fragrance in a trance.

He slowly opened his eyes, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw the figure in a long skirt beside him.

Ann Xiaomi!
At this moment, the girl is holding the topic that Xu Zhimu did last night, and is looking at it seriously.

"Xiao Xiaomi... Ka..."

Xu Zhimu sat up straight suddenly, but after sleeping on the table all night, he would move a little, and then he felt a stiff neck, and his neck rang.

Suddenly grinned in pain.

An Xiaomi's bright eyes flickered seeing him like this, and she put down the notebook in her hand.

"The error rate accounted for 50.00%."

"I...will write better next time."

Xu Zhimu nodded like a primary school student.

"your hands."

An Xiaomi saw his fingers, the blisters had been worn away, but the blood stains could still be seen on them.

"It's okay, this will be fine in a while..."

Xu Zhimu wanted to hide the wound on his hand.

An Xiaomi pursed her lips, turned around and left the room first, and walked over with a medical kit after a while.

"I'm fine, just a small wound."

"Take it here."

An Xiaomi looked at him, Xu Zhimu, a brother, actually offered his hand honestly.

An Xiaomi also stretched out her hand and gently held him in her palm.

She looked at the burns on it, and then at the blood-stained pen beside her.

"Are you stupid."

She took out a cotton swab and sterilized it with iodophor, and finally couldn't help but say something to him.

"Sorry…"

Xu Zhimu said in a low voice.

An Xiaomi glanced at him, pursed her lips and continued to apply the burn ointment for her, and gently wrapped him with a band-aid.

"Xiaomi, I'm sorry, I know what I did wrong during this time, I will...not make you angry anymore."

Seeing her gentle movements, Xu Zhimu felt his heart fluctuate constantly.

An Xiaomi helped him stick the Band-Aid, looked at him for a long time, and finally said softly: "It's not that you don't want to make me angry, it's that you don't want to let yourself down."

An Xiaomi called his name again, with a serious voice: "Xu Zhimu, you always think that I don't know many things, but actually... I know everything.

However, I really can't give you the answer you want now, the problem lies with you, and it also lies with me.

But there is one thing I can promise you. "

An Xiaomi stood up, and she looked at Xu Zhimu closely.

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth slightly, and he looked at Xu Zhimu.

Those eyes shone with a little luster, carrying deep emotions.

"As long as I can stay here for a day, I won't leave you."

"But the premise is that you also take care of yourself."

An Xiaomi gently stretched out a finger and looked into Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"Pull the hook."

Xu Zhimu was in a daze, and slowly stretched out his finger.

Like, the first day we met, that snowy night...

Come on, today was the end of a chapter, but it is still a little short of the last part of high school.

This part of the memory is over. Some book friends may not like these parts, but it is still necessary.

Tomorrow will start to enter the push plot.

I went out to do some errands today, so I didn't have time to write it directly.

bear with me