My life has a narration

Chapter 171

[Six meters is the limit of the safe distance, and those who are further ahead will jump into the river.

The heart disease still needs heart medicine, and external intervention can only save her for a while, her heart is dead, her obsession is gone, and she doesn't want to stay in the world.

Everyone who wants to take the initiative to step into death has experienced a lot of pain, and life can heal only those who are willing to get better]

Listening to the narration in her head, Su Qing stood helplessly and spoke.

Ever since Xu Yuezhen bid farewell to them, he had received the narration in his head and knew what she wanted to do next, so he didn't send Wang Xing's idiots away, but followed after turning around.

Sure enough, after many turns and turns, he finally found his target at the place where the narration was.

Fortunately, the area here is not that big, he searched all the way along the side of the river dam and finally caught up.

To be honest, if he wanted to, he could approach the other party quietly, and then pull him away from the river by surprise, but what's the use of that?
As the narration said, I can stare at her for a while, but I can't save her forever. I can't let him stare at her 24 hours a day.

Those who jump off buildings or rivers in crowded places, after all, still have a survival instinct in their hearts. Otherwise, they would not wait for the firefighters to arrive, let alone be rescued by passers-by.

There is more than one bridge in Jiangcheng, spanning both sides of the Qinghe River. The most famous one is the Nanjiao Bridge. The bridge deck is at least several stories high from the river. The river is spacious and the water flows gently, but the water is very deep.

Every year, people choose to commit suicide by jumping into the river for various reasons. Of course, most of them were rescued, either by firefighters, or good citizens who saw injustice, but there are also those who are very decisive.

Without even the slightest hesitation, the others didn't even react, they just jumped off, and then of course they disappeared.

At that height, people would be dizzy on the spot after jumping, let alone saving lives.

This is even more so for those who jump from buildings. As long as they jump, if there is no air cushion underneath, it will almost disappear.

Fortunately, Xu Yuezhen didn't like the scene of being surrounded by people. She wanted to walk quietly. A person with this personality would never commit suicide on a bridge, let alone choose to jump off a building that would endanger the safety of others.

It is also because of her character and kindness that Su Qing can choose to show up in a big way. In another place, he would have pulled her over before talking about it.

Although the water in this place is not shallow, he knows how to swim. Even if the other party chooses to jump into the river, since he has already arrived, he is sure to bring him up, so he is not too nervous.

"How do you know I'm here?" Seeing him, Xu Yuezhen asked with a guilty conscience, especially when she saw his eyes that seemed to be able to read people's hearts, her heart trembled even more.

"Follow me, San'er really caused me a lot of trouble, I really want to dig him out and slap him.

When I first met you, I felt something was wrong with you, and sure enough. Forget it, how about a chat? "

Su Qing raised her legs, wanting to step forward, but Xu Yuezhen was about to back away in a jerk, her hands tightly covering the things in her arms, and she just looked at him like that.

The meaning is obvious, I'll jump when you come over, but out of politeness, especially for the person who took her to play for a day today, she still wants to explain to the other party and let him leave her alone.

Seeing this, Su Qing could only retract her legs, and then waved her hands: "Okay, okay, I'm afraid of you, don't move, I told you, I can swim, and you won't die if you jump down, I just don't want to put you in the water." I just got myself soaked."

As she spoke, she pointed to the empty space on the steps five or six meters to her left and said, "I can sit somewhere for a while!"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for her to answer, Su Qing turned sideways, walked around her, distanced herself from her, then stepped over the railing, and just sat there in a daze, regardless of the rain-soaked ground. He got down and put the umbrella aside.

In an instant, the rain fell on his body. Even though it was late summer and the temperature was very high, he still felt a little cool after a day of rain.

Fortunately, he wears a lot today, both suits and shirts.

"you"

Seeing him put down the umbrella, Xu Yuezhen at the side was a little at a loss.

"A little bit of rain, wouldn't holding an umbrella fail the romance? Coincidentally, I haven't been in the rain for a long time, and I feel pretty good."

As he spoke, he reached into his pocket, took out a pack of cigarettes, and lit himself in the rain.

He knows how to smoke, but he rarely smokes. He only remembers to light one when something happens. If Wang Xing and the others are around, they must know that he is not in a good mood at this time, and even a little nervous and uneasy. .

"This person, if you don't experience some bad things, what kind of life is that? But if you can't kill you, you can start all over again at any time, isn't it?"

"If you don't jump down in a hurry, can you tell me the story of you and San'er? Although it should only be a year, I think the story should be very exciting!"

Looking at the boy not far away, Xu Yuezhen couldn't help but pause, she could feel the strength and optimism emerging from the body of the boy who was about her age in front of her was infecting her.

The person in front of her is different from the boy she likes, but they are the same. The same thing is that they are so optimistic and willing to take the initiative to warm the people around them. All my secrets can't be hidden.

The two looked at each other for a while, and Xu Yuezhen sat down again:
"That was five years ago, when our freshman year just started."

It may be that she also needs someone to confide in, and then she tells the story of her year with San'er University.

There is no fanfare of confession downstairs in the dormitory, and there is not even an intimate behavior such as breakfast.

The two became friends naturally, took classes together, and became dance partners in dance classes. After school or vacation, the two would go to work together.

The only intimate thing is that every time San'er goes to the cafeteria to get a meal, he always gets an extra meat dish, and then the two of them eat together.

Until later, in the eyes of other students, the two of them were obviously a couple, but no one pierced the window paper.

Xu Yueru smiled and talked about the details of the two of them being together, the brows and eyes were full of happiness, Su Qing even saw the birthmark on her right eye.

This girl is very beautiful, even though there is a dark red birthmark in the corner of her eye, she is not a big beauty in the traditional sense like Shen Yi, Wen Nanqing, and Li Zijun, but a kind of pure beauty from the inside out.

It wasn't until San'er's death was mentioned that the girl's expression gradually dimmed, and there was no light in her eyes anymore.

It also interspersed with her personal experience when she was a child. Only then did he understand why this girl cared so much about San'er. It was clearly the person who pulled her out of the abyss, the person she wanted in the end, and even the source of her motivation. .

After listening to the two people's short one-year experience, he couldn't help sighing: "This person, when he was young, he really couldn't meet someone who was too amazing. He wasted his life and didn't say it, but he wasted himself."

For others, San'er is just a person in the vast crowd. It doesn't matter who is missing in this world, even good friends like him and old A are the same, but for close relatives, it is like the ashes of the times falling Above a person's head is an insurmountable mountain, although he still has to go, but that mountain is lying there, will not move, will not disappear, forever.

Before he knew it, there were already several cigarette butts beside him, and then he stretched himself and said softly:

"Actually, I don't think San'er wants to see you pass so early. Of course, you must have heard this kind of comforting words more than once, and I don't think you will."

"But instead of this, you might as well think about what San'er's dream is, and then finish it for him. I remember his dream is to be a teacher. You and him are in the same major. You should be right. A person's regrets continue to walk, and he will be more motivated."

Speaking of this, Xu Yuezhen's eyes fluctuated slightly, and then he continued:

"As for the relationship between you, I think San'er also likes you, the only regret you have may be that you are not together.

But I often wonder, what is love?I've seen people travel thousands of miles just to see each other, and I've seen people say good night, but they're in a nightclub, roses always appear in the trash can on Valentine's Day, and some movie tickets are still caught in books even if they fade First page.

Everyone was young, and everyone used to be a warrior who charged for love, but slowly it seems that they are no longer brave, hypocritical masks are mixed with human faces, insincere love blinds the sight, and most of them can't see clearly , Some people love each other, some people watch the sea at night, but I believe that love never takes time as its thickness, let alone taking it as its own.

You liked each other before, isn't that enough, even if the time is short in the end, besides, who knows whether behind the death is a reunion or an endless separation, at least you still miss it now, don't you? "

"If you really want to die, there is a high probability that I won't be able to stop you, but I will trouble you to go over and give San'er a message."

The first love he cheated on when he was in high school, the woman who turned him into a third child is doing well now, I heard that he can find a boyfriend with a good family background, and Zhang Quan, who is in class [-] next door and us, has fought several times, entered the family In a state-owned enterprise, the often critical dean has become the vice principal. In short, none of the people or things he hates have changed.

On the contrary, it was his parents who were so weak that they were in tears, and now even his favorite girl didn't want to live anymore, so go, tell him all this, and see if he will be so angry that he will come back to life. "

Facing his questioning, Xu Yuezhen pursed her lips without saying a word, but her heart was already shaken.

She is not afraid of death, let alone live, but when it comes to that person, she has to care.

"I'm not you, so I'm sure I can't empathize with you, but I think if you were the one who left, you wouldn't want San'er to be like you."

"It's just a meeting. He once ran towards you in the crowd and pushed the crowd away, just like running in cursive script. It's special and conspicuous. Even if it's for him, don't you really insist on it?" ?”

Su Qing took a few steps forward, stood two meters away from him, and asked directly.

"Am I okay?" After a long time, Xu Yuezhen asked cautiously, clutching her chest.

"I think it's okay. Since you can afford it, there's no reason why you can't let it go," Su Qing said with certainty.

Hearing this, Xu Yuezhen seemed relieved, put the things in her arms on the ground one by one, and said in a low voice:
"That's it"

"Anyway you."

Before he could finish speaking, there was a 'plop', and the water splashed.

"Fuck!!"

(End of this chapter)