not a monster

Chapter 321
Xie Jieshu's character, what Wang Xilou wanted to say at the time was that she actually had no character.

Needless to say, the soul slaves and rulers who are often out, one has extracted lust, the other has extracted resentment (ao) thoughts (jiao), and even the always cold-faced sprite, she also has some characteristics of extracting Wang Xilou - Self-love.

It shows that she dislikes Feng unreasonably from the bottom of her heart, what else can you do besides make me drool.

However, Xiejieshu didn't extract any kind of emotion from Wang Xilou, she represented Wang Xilou's side without any "desire".

She has no self-image, no human image, no sentient beings, and no persistent self-image. To explain it in Feng Wuli's words, she has no mouth, no heart, and no expression.

Therefore, the original Xiejieshu should be a three-no attribute.

She just drifts around as a shadow, eventually attaching a mirror at random.

This mirror is only the size of a palm, and was randomly placed in front of a glass shelf in the supermarket by an employee. It was originally for the employee's own use, and then it was placed on the shelf for people to look into the mirror.

Every day, many people pass by her.

Either in a hurry, or slowly, tall and short, fat and thin, men, women, old and young, alone, in groups, spring goes and autumn comes, summer rains and winter snows.

The mirror faithfully reflects everything that happened in front of you and everyone who passed by.

There are also people who will see a mirror here and come over to look at her. It should be said that they come to look at the mirror.

Thin hair.

Check your face for dirt.

Tidy up loose collars.

There was a kid who was a few years old making faces at her, and then laughed; a family of three holding hands showed a happy smile in front of her; an office worker stood in front of her with a tie and said to her: This tie is suitable for you. me?

Considering that speaking will scare people, even if you ask me that, I can only hold back.

There was also a boy who was about to confess his love, holding flowers in front of her with a shy expression on his face.

There are elementary school students covered in sweat coming in to clean the air conditioner, couples in love, and old men with gray hair.

She stayed in that supermarket for several years, ten years, 20 years.

The kid who used to make faces at her now holds flowers with a shy face, wondering if his confession will be successful.

The primary school student who used to come in to clean the air conditioner picked up his tie and asked her if she looked good in it.

The man in the family of three had gray hair at some point.

Every day, when the door of the supermarket opens and the morning light sweeps into the supermarket, countless people will pass by her, stop, stare at her, stare at her, look at her... What they don't know is that in their When looking at themselves in the mirror, there is another monster who is using their eyes in the mirror to look at them all the time.

Human beings see themselves in the eyes of others through the mirror, and Xie Jieshu also appreciates all kinds of people through the eyes of the person in the mirror, as if he has experienced many different lives.

She is just an observer, as a mirror, observing the human beings passing in front of her every day.

Xie Jieshu felt that he had looked at many people, but no one had seen her eyes, until a three or four year old girl looked up at her.

Her eyes were as clear as a lake, she looked at herself in the mirror for a long time, and asked crisply, "Who are you?"

No one asks who is in the mirror when they look in the mirror.

The little girl in the mirror looked at her too.

But four-year-old Xie Jieshu clearly felt that she in the mirror was not herself.

She didn't know what it meant to be afraid, and when she lost herself, she stood in front of the supermarket in the mall, talking to the person in the mirror.

Xie Jieshu didn't answer her.

They talked all afternoon, but it was only the little girl talking.

The little girl's parents found the lost daughter. Her mother was still very young at the time, and her father was a meticulous man. They found four-year-old Xie Jieshu with lingering fear.

It turned out that the little girl's name was pronounced the same as hers.

The four-year-old girl waved to her.

A few days later she came again.

"You haven't told me your name yet!" She was really persistent.

She stubbornly looked at herself in the mirror, but the other side always ignored her.

"I won't play with you!"

"..."

Occasionally she comes alone and talks to the mirror.

Occasionally come with her father or mother, and occasionally a family of three, the daughter will talk to the mirror. At first I thought it was a child's innocence, but it quickly aroused her parents' concern.

When little Xie Jieshu came here alone, Xie Jieshu told her his name and made an appointment not to talk to her when there were people around.

"Your name is Xie Jieshu too? What a coincidence!"

Xie Jieshu didn't refute the other party's words, which three words he is.

Later, the little girl often came here to chat with her.

It turned out that she had just come to live with her parents from her hometown, and she hadn't made any new friends yet.

'Xie Jieshu' in the mirror became the first friend of Xie Jieshu outside the mirror, and she made friends with 'myself' in the mirror.

The little girl comes to talk to Xiejieshu almost every day, saying that the sand tea noodles made by her mother are delicious. Yesterday, her father promised to buy her a Barbie princess. Today she will go to kindergarten, and next month she will be the eldest child on the second floor of the kindergarten Yes, there are so many things to learn in elementary school, and the second grade class has become very difficult.

Every time she came to the mirror, she grew up a little bit more than the last time.

Xiejieshu usually doesn't respond to her, and she doesn't have other emotions, she doesn't feel annoyed, and she doesn't feel lonely if the little girl doesn't come to talk to her.

She couldn't understand why that little girl would gradually have troubles from innocence. Of course, most of them were happy, but they also felt depressed from time to time.

Her sight, also inadvertently, gave a little more to the girl with the same name as her.

Xie Jieshu in the mirror is growing up day by day, it should be said that Xie Jieshu outside the mirror is growing up day by day.

She has endless things to say to the mirror.

Be happy, be sad, want what you want but can't get it, what others have but you don't have, what is worth looking forward to is coming, worry about what you want to avoid.

In the afternoon of the sixth grade of elementary school, she said happily that she was admitted to the best junior high school in the city, and all tuition fees were exempted, and she also had a scholarship. Look down upon.

She asked herself in the mirror: "Do you think I can make a lot of money in the future? Can I live in a big house, eat whatever I want, and wear whatever I want?"

Xie Jieshu in the mirror said, "It should be fine."

Xie Jieshu outside the mirror smiled happily.

It is a pity that during the summer vacation that year, Xie Jieshu slipped and fell into the sea, and her body was not recovered.

Instead, Xie Jieshu's mother often came to this place where her daughter would come, especially in front of the mirror, standing in a daze for a whole day.

She stubbornly believes that her daughter is not dead, she will definitely come back, and if she comes back, she will definitely come to this place.

This middle-aged woman waited here for a summer vacation.

On the last day of summer vacation, when she came to this old supermarket again, when she stepped here again, she didn't notice that the old mirror that had been there for an unknown number of years was gone.

Because of her attention, she was firmly grasped by the girl standing there.

The little girl said, "Mom, I'm hungry and want to eat sand tea noodles."

(End of this chapter)