not a monster

Woodblock printing is to reproduce other things through observation. The more detailed the observation, the more detailed the reproduction can be.

It can even go from the surface to the inside, from the mouth, eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind, to emotions, anger, sorrow, joy, greed, hatred and ignorance.

This little girl, she has observed for several years, has long been deeply imprinted in the mirror.

Xie Jieshu outside the mirror was gone, and Xie Jieshu in the mirror came out. She was originally a shadow of a zombie with no words, no words and no intentions, but from this day on, she suddenly took on a new look.

With her emotions, there are things you want to do, things you are afraid of, food you like to eat, people you hate, TV series you like to watch, stars you like, and things you want to buy clothing.

Her 'mother' hugged herself, crying to cover up all sounds.

Xie Jieshu put her face on her body and comforted her over and over again: "It's okay, it's okay."

Then I cried too.

Xie Jieshu who came out of the mirror was just like when she fell into the sea that day and was dying, watching the sea level getting farther and farther away from her, the dense light distorted and blurred, the rough sea surface and the dead silence of the deep sea around her, her body could only feel the Shen's truth was that when he lost consciousness, he suddenly found himself standing in that supermarket again.

Her parents took her to the hospital, but nothing was found during the examination, and she was discharged after staying for half a month.

Following Xie Jieshu's life trajectory, after her lifeline was cut off, she took it back for her again.

After that, she lived as Xie Jieshu for another six years.

Feng Wuli nodded his head half-understood, the one in front of him is not only the shadow of Wang Xilou.

Wang Xilou sat on the sofa next to her and lowered her head to peel the apples. She is very good at the knife. The peeled skin is only a thin layer, and the width is the same. It is a long strip of apple peel, and the flesh is bloody clear. Aunt Wang After cutting, put the knife on the tea table, and grasp the ends of the apple with both hands—strength!
Did not break.

He squinted at the two people over there, seeing that he hadn't paid attention to himself, a little disbelieving and doing it again, silently took a breath-strength!
Then nothing happened on his face, and he silently went to cut it with a knife.

Wind unreasonably understand.

She said she couldn't go back with them because it was hard to tell whether it was Xie Jieshu, Wang Xilou's shadow, or the little girl who drowned six years ago in front of them.

It's more like that little girl, with the help of Wang Xilou's spiritual entanglement, she lived again.

"There is a feeling that the main personality is occupied by the sub-personality that I created." Feng Wuli commented.

Wang Xilou handed him the apple.

"Me too." Xie Jieshu said.

He handed the apple in his hand to the blond girl, who took it and nodded, "Have you seen "24 Billys" by Daniel Case?"

Feng Wuli looked dazed. He didn't expect this shadow to be so educated. She glanced at Wang Xilou who was eating an apple next to her. Her eyes were full of clarity. She wiped her hands and took out her phone to play, and asked, "Huh? How much is the WiFi password, I can't crack it with this master key."

"Bring the phone, I'll connect it to you."

"Your nails are beautiful."

"I do it by myself."

"So powerful?"

"Shall I make you one?"

She thought about it seriously: "Forget it, it's inconvenient to work normally."

"You can leave the middle finger unpainted." She can tell dirty jokes without changing her face.

Wang Xilou didn't want to understand, Feng Wuli changed the topic and said, "I haven't read it, what's wrong with this book?"

"This book is about the life of a person with split personality. Because this person has multiple personalities, his life is chaotic, disordered, and confusing. But I am different. If I have to say it is multiple personalities, then my original personality does not have it. Desires and likes and dislikes, so she can't affect Xie Jieshu's personality at all."

Wind unreasonably understand.

Now it is more like the dead little girl Xie Jieshu, the shadow that 'occupies' Wang Xilou is active in the world.

In other words, a lively, three-dimensional little girl with emotions, anger, sorrow, joy, and independent personality that is different from Wang Xilou has become a shadow of Wang Xilou.

"You really don't want to go back with us?" Wang Xilou asked.

She smiled comfortably, "No, I enjoy my current life very much, maybe when this body dies of old age, I will go back."

"Are you still going to die of old age?" Feng Wuli asked.

"Yes, it's different from the ghostly shadow that just because she belongs to the shapeless, she can change her appearance at most. My spirit entanglement can reproduce the trajectory of any spirit. Everything in the world is composed of spirits, so I am from the essence. Re-enactment, as long as I observe enough, I can even become a flower, a tree, a stone on the roadside, and even know the experience of this stone in the past tens of millions."

"No wonder, Wang Xilou couldn't detect that you were a shadow, and I didn't feel any spiritual fluctuations in you other than ordinary people."

She looked at her hands and said, "This body is completely an ordinary human being, so I can grow, age, and even have an aunt every month, and can give birth to children..."

Speaking of this, Xie Jieshu looked at Wang Xilou with obvious disgust on her face: "However, due to the influence of a certain love brain, there is a high probability that I will not get married and have children."

"Oh? This means, you like me too?" This sentence is somewhat shameless.

"It's the only influence of the master personality." This is the result of her analysis.

From her point of view, she probably lived a good life, but after she slipped and fell into the water, a personal memory named Wang Xilou was suddenly loaded, and from time to time there would be a warm throbbing.

Of course, in essence, Xie Jieshu actually loaded the memory of the woman who fell into the water, but Xie Jieshu's emotional expression was almost zero, so it appeared as it is now.

"It's okay, then you take care of yourself here." After Wang Xilou finished eating the apples, she threw the cores into the trash can. She didn't force the shadows to go back, anyway, the person she wanted was looking for the first shadow found it.

Feng Wuli also said, "Then you have to pay back the money you owe me, after all, you don't think you are Wang Xilou anymore."

The blond girl's face was obviously a little stiff, but she quickly returned to normal: "Of course, I will pay you back the money I earn."

"Okay, okay, master, go to the toilet, go back and wake up those in the hotel, it's almost nine o'clock." Aunt Wang patted her buttocks and got up.

Suddenly, Feng Wuli thought of something again, and asked: "By the way, when I heard you talking to your classmates, you are also a freshman this year, right? How did you do in the exam?"

Xie Jieshu nodded, there was a lot of pride in her eyes, and she became a little calm again, puffing out her non-existent chest: "You did well in the exam."

Feng Wuli let out a sigh, and asked, "Really, do you want to apply to Peking University with me?"

"...Yeah, it's not that good either."

"Then where are you going to report?"

"...Don't you think about Xiangda again?"

Feng smiled unreasonably. After all, she just said so much, she just wanted to emphasize that she is now a person with independent thinking, a new individual different from Wang Xilou.

But it is also impossible to say that she is not influenced by Wang Xilou at all.

It's not like every shadow has to love the wind unreasonably as soon as it comes out, it would be boring to write like that...