1993 Glamour at a Glance

Chapter 225

"..."

Song Yang tasted it for a while before he understood her state of mind.

So he didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "What? I don't miss you and find someone else, so you can let me go? You have to give yourself a reason like this, isn't that embarrassing yourself?"

Shen Qingxue could only bow her head and not speak.

Song Yang also sat quietly for a while, and then said: "It's not that I don't miss you all the time. I rarely see you when I come to see you, and I rarely call."

Shen Qingxue let out a long sigh: "It's all written into songs."

Song Yang couldn't help but laugh: "Didn't I also write when we were doing well?"

Shen Qingxue became firmer, walked to him and sat down, leaning into his arms: "It's been almost half a year, and I've thought about it a lot. Song Yang, I know, mom will want me to be happy, okay. I know too, yes There are too many things in my heart. I can't forget you, I can't let you go, and I can't continue to be with you with peace of mind."

Song Yang kind of missed this close feeling.

But the girl continued to say: "The most important thing is that I figured it out. Staying by your side, I don't know what I should do or what I can do. I'm thousands of miles away from you, and I don't know what to do. Like the feeling that you're just a vase you like."

"...You're not." Song Yang returned his hand, smelling a familiar smell.

"Really." Shen Qingxue murmured, "Actually, after I told you to go find Sister Yao, I felt a lot more relaxed. I always felt that I didn't deserve to be with you. Why do you act like you have no shortcomings?"

"I have shortcomings." Song Yang said after a pause, "If it takes longer, maybe I won't want to redeem it anymore. Love is mutual. If you want to leave with all your heart, I won't chase after you."

Shen Qingxue's heart trembled, and her eyes were sore.

Before that, it was just her talking and pushing his words away.

Now, it was Song Yang's first time to tell her that if he continued like this, he would turn around and leave.

Isn't this exactly what I hoped for?But in the end, I still feel sad because of it.

Song Yang paid attention to her reaction, held her shoulders and looked into her eyes: "Do you understand? If you really think it's better to leave me, I won't expect you to figure it out. This It's not because I want to atone for my sins. I must take good care of you in the future. You are a real person, and so am I. We all have tribulations in our lives. I am willing to be with you, and you are willing, so we can face it together. For the future."

Shen Qingxue looked at him with serious eyes: "Is this the last time you ask me?"

Song Yang was silent for a while, and said firmly: "Yes!"

Shen Qingxue actually smiled: "I've thought about it a long time ago. If I can't forget you, I can't forget it, but I really can't just stay by your side like this. Mom must think that only you can take good care of me, and I think I can't continue to be with you. I want to take revenge on you, take revenge..."

Seeing that she was still so persistent, Song Yang could only ask despondently, "How to take revenge?"

"This winter, let me have a child." Shen Qingxue hugged him, "But, I won't be with you."

Song Yang couldn't speak for a long time, and finally murmured: "You are crazy..."

"No." Shen Qingxue smiled with tears in her eyes, "I hate your kindness, and I don't want to stay by your side anymore, and I want to punish you and myself. Having a child, I don't have to just miss you and be afraid of dreams It's Mommy."

"Crazy!" Song Yang gritted his teeth and said, "I'll take you to see a doctor!"

"Otherwise, don't come to see me anymore, and start a new life." Shen Qingxue hugged her hand tighter and tighter, as if this was the last hug, "I don't want you to continue to worry about me, unless you have other things Reason. It's like we were married and then divorced, okay?"

Song Yang felt that she was probably really autistic and crazy here alone.

Is it revenge?

Yes, Song Yang and her have a child, who can't face this fact when they are together in the future?
But taking revenge on him, will she be able to face Lin Qixia in her dream?

This is clearly just lying to myself.

Having a child, she really has sustenance, and even feels a little bit like living the life that Lin Qixia raised the child alone, which is a punishment for herself.

After all, she still felt that she was disobedient and killed Lin Qixia.

Song Yang feels terrible about this guilt.

He gritted his teeth: "Is it because your aunt and your cousin always come to persuade you, and you don't know what to do, so you came up with such a bad idea?"

Song Yang knew what happened in Jiangcheng.

Regardless of the reality and the complexity of society, he felt that Shen Qingxue needed to experience it.

And that's it?

Shen Qingxue shook her head: "I won't force myself just for them."

"Do you think it's good for the child if you choose this way?" Song Yang asked with a bit of hatred.

Shen Qingxue's body trembled slightly, she let go of his embrace and sat down, lowered her head and said indifferently: "I'm already like this now, so don't miss me anymore. Whether you're crazy or insane, you're still Do you like me now?"

Seeing her appearance, Song Yang was very upset.

If it really ends here, God knows what will happen to her later.

After all, Song Yang was reluctant and uneasy.

After all, it was the innocent girl who moved his heart and made him willing to create a perfect relationship.

Now, the complexities of human nature are scribbled on her blank paper.

Reluctant and uneasy, thinking of such an idea is both a punishment and an excuse.

He stood up and walked around the room, Shen Qingxue saw that he seemed about to lose his temper, she actually smiled: "This is the first time I see you like this in front of me."

He was always gentle and funny, now with a dark face, Shen Qingxue actually felt good.

He is always so perfect, so perfect that he always seems to be dreaming.

Now that he woke up from the dream, he was still shining in such a dark world, so she couldn't help but look into the distance.

She knew that this beam of light was just giving her time, and it always shone from time to time, trying to make her warmer.

At that time, she always wanted to escape.

It seems that he is only worthy of sinking in the dark.

Either there's a reason to hold on to the light, or you're down for good.

Shen Qingxue thought so, and Song Yang stopped in her tracks: "That's how it is. It's not easy for people to be bad? If you want to suffer, I can't stop it!"

……

Song Yang seems to have really left this time.

Even the people who took care of Shen Qingxue in Jiangcheng had also withdrawn.

Song Yang specifically went to Lin Jianfeng, said that he had completely broken up with Shen Qingxue, and asked him to take care of his wife and daughter-in-law not to try to persuade her again.

Lin Jianfeng was a little embarrassed, but also a little upset.

Song Yang no longer paid any attention to what his family thought.

After he returned to Yanjing, he went to Lin Qixia's grave and made a silent worship, which was regarded as a formal farewell to the past.

People can't just live in the past. In fact, everyone understands this truth, but some people just can't do it.

It can also be seen from this that once Shen Qingxue uses affection, she is extremely deep.

On this point, Song Yang was actually too late to flatter him, which also showed that his heart was actually more ruthless and harder.

Song Yang thinks this is a good thing, after all he has to face the same tough world.

After Yao Peihua found out that he had gone to Jiangcheng, Shenlong Motors then sent a request for more specific plans in the previous general direction.

But Yao Peihua also knew that Song Yang met Shen Qingxue in Jiangcheng.After returning from Jiangcheng, Song Yang became even more.

Even a little unbearable.

In the eyes of the outside world, Song Yang is now repairing his relationship with Li Ru.

But the method is a bit careless: take a sauna together, and save new projects for next year with people in the entertainment industry.

There were also those who pulled him to strengthen the relationship with Huatong Company.

In December, after the Helios Group went public, President Huai invited Song Yang to go to Guangdong Province.

It is no accident that Sun God fell below the issue price after listing.

Facing the riddled senior executives, Huai Xinhan's heart is very complicated.

He paid more attention to Song Yang's proposal to him at the beginning, but when they met again this time, there was an additional embarrassment between the two.

Liu Zhi, the specific planner who killed his sister and mother-in-law, was mentioned by Song Yang when the two met.

I once knew in the Helios Club that the executives of the Helios Group were targeted by some financial players, so that they could make profits through the operation of Helios stocks in the future.

Huai Xinhan was concerned about such a large group, and he naturally didn't care about such a small matter as sponsoring a certain football club.

Song Yang didn't mean anything else, just giving him an example.

Listing and financing is not impossible, but you need to understand some of the situations that will arise.

To put it bluntly, if there is more attention and supervision, then of course we have to be more careful.

Just in time, facing the current stock situation, make a major decision, shrink and reorganize the business line, and clean up the interior.

Song Yang's suggestion is actually not that strange, but Huai Xinhan needs to recognize its potential and bow his head.

To put it bluntly, learn from Wahaha and transform.

Three important directions: sports drinks, leisure tea, water.

Health care products are promoted in the direction of nutrition or even medical use. Although the market is huge, the probability of problems is too high.

As for sports drinks, now Huai Xinhan has realized a little bit of its potential.

It's a bit late. Last year, Song Yang suggested that he should win a Thai brand, Red Bull.

This year, Red Bull has been represented, and after CCTV smashed the advertisement, it sold well.The slogan "The car needs fuel, and I want to drink Red Bull" has made the sales of this product skyrocket.

But it is not too late, as long as the Sun God exerts his strength in this field, he will also have a place.

Yao Peihua went with them, and they hooked up and went out together after drinking, Yao Peihua could only watch silently.

She didn't know what happened in Jiangcheng, so she asked Liang Tai.

"... How could I know." Liang Tai sighed, "The boss has removed all the people who took care of Miss Shen. However, I still kept two people there in private."

Yao Peihua really wanted to call and ask Shen Qingxue, but what is this?
She didn't want to see Song Yang like this, but why should she persuade Song Yang?

At two o'clock in the morning, Yao Peihua still got up and knocked on the door when he heard the noise next door.

"It's so late, what's the matter?"

Song Yang just took off his tie, his face was flushed after drunkenness, but Yao Peihua also saw faint lip marks on it.

She felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't know how to say it.

"Stop doing this!"

Hearing this sentence, Song Yang frowned: "Isn't this the case in the business field? Mr. Huai has already listened to my suggestion, so the next year's big order will be won?"

"There is no need to be like this at all." Yao Peihua gritted his teeth, "If you are unhappy, you don't have to be so careless!"

Song Yang smiled: "What do you think I'm doing? Don't worry, I'm also afraid of getting sick. I just wash my feet and sing."

Yao Peihua was embarrassed, she could only say: "That's all right, you go to bed early."

After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, but Song Yang asked, "You have been waiting for me to come back?"

Yao Peihua stood in the corridor outside the door and nodded with his back to him.

"You want to control me?"

Yao Peihua didn't speak.

"Pour me a glass of water, I'll take a shower first."

There was the sound of a door closing behind him, but not the door of the room, and then there was already the sound of water in the bathroom.

Yao Peihua was in a complicated mood, but turned around and entered his room, closed the door and poured him a glass of water, and sat quietly on the sofa by the window.

After a while, Song Yang washed up and came out in a bathrobe.

(End of this chapter)