Entertainment: Write songs with your life, the whole network begs me not to die

Chapter 263
With the explosion of "When You Are Old", "Singer. The Year of Dang Da" also rushed to the peak of variety shows.

The program is about to usher in the finals.

"New song?"

Lin Shen stared at Lin Fan in surprise.

Today Lin Fan called Lin Shen over, expressing that he wanted to play a new song for his final night.

Lin Shen stared wide-eyed, his face full of anticipation, Mr. Lin Fan's song!That would be astonishing.

Looking at Lin Shen's dog-like eyes, how much I look forward to it.

"I called you here this time mainly to ask you what kind of songs you want to sing."

This time Lin Fan intends to hand over the choice to the other party. Anyway, he can write it no matter what style it is. After all, there are countless songs in his mind.

This is a rare opportunity. Lin Shen made crazy choices in his mind. He has sung high-tech songs, even for his parents.

Suddenly, Lin Shen's mind flashed the appearance of a girl he once met in the hospital.

When he was taking care of his mother in the hospital, he once knew a girl who was suffering from depression. The girl's name was Ning Ning
Ningning was living next door to his mother's room.

On the night of the acquaintance, Lin Shen watched his mother's old face tortured by illness, and tears fell down unconsciously.

In order not to wake up his mother, Lin Shen went out and came to the roof of the hospital.

There are countless stars in the night sky, and the moon is also ridiculously bright.

Lin Fan raised his head, hoping that a shooting star would pass by, and that his mother would recover soon.

Thinking of his mother suffering from illness, Lin Shen tightly held the railing in front of him.

At this moment, the corner of his clothes was grabbed, and Lin Shen turned his head.

It's a little girl who looks like she's only in her teens.

"Hello, kid, why are you here?"

At that time, he hastily wiped away his tears and greeted the girl with a smiling face.

What she said at the time, she seemed to say: If you don't want to laugh, then don't laugh, cry and laugh if you want to cry, isn't it good.

At that time, Ning Ning gave Lin Shen a lot of feelings, not only because of that sentence, but also because Ning Ning, who said this sentence at that time, had no light in his eyes.

During the conversation, I learned that Ningning suffered from severe depression, and she also knew that she was sick, so she was very cooperative and stayed in the hospital for treatment, taking those bitter and tearful medicines every day.

"Sometimes, I can't control my heart at all, it's like being controlled by a demon, it tells me, let me give up, stop struggling, this world is really bad. But ah, in this world I There are too many things I can’t let go of, I am a single-parent family, my mother has lived for me for so long, and she still has no good home, so I am working hard, and I am working hard to fight against the devil.”

When Ning Ning said this, her voice was flat, as if the person suffering from severe depression was not her.

In fact, Lin Shen didn't know that the girl wanted to commit suicide that day.

When she came to the rooftop and saw Lin Shen crying under the moonlight, she seemed to see an angel, which made her give up her suicidal thoughts, and she couldn't leave in front of the angel.

From that day on, Lin Shen often went to visit Ning Ning and got to know Ning Ning's mother well.

Ning Ning's mother is a gentle and cowardly person. She loves Ning Ning and will give her everything she needs. At the same time, she is afraid of losing Ning Ning, afraid of taking the blow of this loss, so the time spent with Ning Ning has been very short. few.

Ning Ning loves her mother, she will look out the door from time to time.

She smiled when the door opened, and faded when the nurse came in, waiting for her mother.

Seeing the disappointment in the girl's eyes, Lin Shen called to the woman who had just seen Ningning and was about to leave.

He told Ningning's mother that Ningning missed her very much, but the woman covered her face and cried.

"I know, I'm not a qualified mother, but I really, can't bear another close relative to leave me."

Only then did Lin Shen know that Ningning's mother and father had a very good relationship, but his father left their mother and daughter and went to heaven.

From that day on, Ningning's mother came more often, but more often she just stood outside the door and just watched.

in those days.

Ning Ning's favorite thing is to listen to Lin Shen sing. She said that every time she listens to him sing, she feels like an angel has come.

Seeing that Ningning's mental state is getting better and better, Lin Shen is also very happy.

"Brother, I hope that one day, you can sing this song for our group, I think it must be very nice!"

"Okay, I'll make sure you hear the song sung for you."

There seemed to be light in Ning Ning's eyes, while she was eating candy and holding the new doll her mother gave her in her arms.

Lin Shen felt that the girl today was very happy, and she spoke a lot more briskly. She kept looking outside, as if yearning for the outside world.

Lin Shen thought that Ningning had changed for the better.

But how can a severe depression patient get better so easily? All this is just an illusion put on by Ning Ning.

She wants to act for her mother who only dares to peek at her behind the door, and she wants to tell her mother to rest assured to pursue her love.

On the day Ning Ning jumped off the building, Lin Shen was performing.

After the performance, I received a call from the hospital.

They told him that Ningning had passed away and left him a letter.

The moment he received the notification, Lin Shen rushed to the hospital without stopping.

There, he saw the last side of Ningning and Ningning's mother who already had a new family.

Only then did Lin Shen remember the pile of wedding candies and various toys on Ningning's table.

And, Ning Ning's eyes were filled with relaxation and relief.

Lin hated himself deeply, why didn't he notice Ningning's state earlier!

After sending Ning Ning away, Lin Shen opened a letter Ning Ning left for him.

'Brother Lin Shen,
Don't be sad for me, for me, this is the relief.

What I have been most worried about is my mother. Now that she has someone who loves her, I can leave with peace of mind.

Brother Lin Shen, I am really, really happy to have you by my side during this period of time. From your singing, I really seem to see an angel.

I also once thought about fighting demons.

But I'm really tired, I don't want to persist, and I don't want to work hard.

Don't be sad for me, don't be sad, death is a relief to me.

Before I saw you, I often thought about what light is like. After I saw you, I understood that it can't be said, but it is always in my heart.

Brother Lin Shen, please continue to shine in music, I will also cheer for my brother!
Ninning to Paradise'

Until the end, Ningning never heard the music.

Recalling this experience, Ning Ning's original smile seemed to flash before his eyes.

For patients with depression, no one understands their inner pain, just like him, they will be deceived by Ningning's appearance.

But he still has an agreement with Ningning.

"Teacher Lin Fan, actually, I have a special request."

Lin Shen told Lin Fan the story of himself and Ning Ning.

"I thought, sing a song for people with depression, I thought, let them hear my singing."

For people with depression.

"Okay, then come back tomorrow, let's go to the recording studio to practice singing."

After Lin Shen left, Lin Fan began to write and draw on paper.

He already has an idea.

(End of this chapter)