Entertainment: Write songs with your life, the whole network begs me not to die

Chapter 264 I really want to love this world
"No, rest and rest."

When she learned that Lin Fan was going to make music for Lin Shen in the final of the competition, Su Xiaoyu came to supervise Lin Fan.

She absolutely cannot let Lin Fan overwork.

Seeing Su Xiaoyu's insistence, Lin Fan had no choice but to stop writing. Anyway, everything was in his head, and he was not afraid of forgetting.

"Cough cough cough."

After drinking saliva, Lin Fan accidentally choked.

Su Xiaoyu hurried to Lin Fan's back and patted Lin Fan on the back.

"How do you feel? Is there any discomfort? Sure enough, I still need to check my body."

Seeing Su Xiaoyu who was in a hurry, Lin Fan quickly let out a sigh of relief, and then waved his hand to her: "Xiaoyu, I just choked."

That's why caring makes chaos, Su Xiaoyu heaved a sigh of relief seeing Lin Fan who was fine.

For the past few days, Su Xiaoyu has been busy with Lin Fan, sleeping almost four or five o'clock every day. Just now when Su Xiaoyu gave Lin Fan comfort, he saw that Su Xiaoyu's bright eyes were covered with dark circles.

He also said that he didn't take a good rest.

Seeing Lin Fan's face getting darker and darker, Su Xiaoyu said cautiously: "Brother Fan, are you okay, your complexion is so bad."

"I'm fine, but you, you've only slept so much recently, so hurry up and rest."

Lin Fan pointed to the lounge beside him, with some orders in his tone.

Su Xiaoyu, who originally wanted to refuse, immediately walked towards the lounge after seeing Lin Fan's slightly dissatisfied eyes.

"Then, I'll sleep for a while, Brother Fan, you can't keep writing songs while I'm sleeping!"

Under Lin Fan's repeated assurances, Su Xiaoyu lay down on the big bed in the lounge.

She was indeed sleepy, and she had been taking coffee to refresh herself these days, but in the end the coffee was useless.

After thinking about it, Su Xiaoyu fell asleep in a daze.

Xu was too tired, Su Xiaoyu slept until dark.

When she opened her eyes and saw the darkness in front of her, Su Xiaoyu was startled and got up quickly.

Looking at the time, it was already seven o'clock, and she slept for a full six hours!
The office lights were still on.

Su Xiaoyu put on her shoes, went into the bathroom to tidy up her appearance, and then hurried out of the lounge.

Lin Fan was sitting on the sofa, looking at the song he had just finished.

"Brother Fan, next time I sleep for so long, remember to call me, now I don't know if you have a good rest." Su Xiaoyu sat next to Lin Fan with her mouth pouted, with a slight tone of voice. Acting like a baby, the voice of just getting up is soft and soft.

Lin Fan froze for a moment, then handed the lyrics to Su Xiaoyu.

The moment Su Xiaoyu saw the lyrics, Su Xiaoyu suddenly became energetic.

"Holding the sofa, sleepy eyes, messy hair,

But longing to be as chic as the protagonist of the movie.

Under the corner of the eaves, crows lined up densely,
I don't know how to express my suppressed emotions. "

Su Xiaoyu hummed softly, the song seemed to penetrate into her heart.

"Here, what's the name of the lyrics of this song?"

Before she knew it, Su Xiaoyu even felt a little distressed, but she didn't know what she was feeling distressed about.

"I really want to love this world."

Listening to Lin Fan's words, Su Xiaoyu slowly put down the paper in her hand, and then closed her eyes, not daring to read any more.

I really want to love this world, the lyrics and the title really match.

Depression? This is such an outrageous and caring group, but in this group, on the surface, you have never been able to see his illness, and you even think that he is fine, so there is no depression.

But it is this kind of indifference and incomprehension that makes their smiling masks more and more serious, making their illnesses worse and worse.

In this song, the healing style and the delicate and sincere lyrics all convey Lin Fan's unique tenderness.

Lin Shen, who had the same shocking feeling as Su Xiaoyu, came to pick up the song the next day.

He couldn't extricate himself for a long time looking at the masterpiece written in only one afternoon.

And Lin Shen was a little doubting himself at this moment, could he really sing this song perfectly, wouldn't this song fall into his hands.

Coming to the recording studio, Lin Fan patted Lin Shen on the shoulder, and entered the recording studio with him.

"Don't be nervous, listen to me sing first, and then find the rhythm according to what I sing."

Lin Fan put on his earphones, closed his eyes, and listened to the music flowing in his ears.

"Holding the sofa, sleepy eyes, messy hair,

But longing to be as chic as the protagonist of the movie.

Under the corner of the eaves, crows lined up densely,
I don't know how to express my suppressed emotions.

Wherever I am, here, there,
Like the sound of a lost insect,
But I understand that I should make some efforts at this moment.

Wherever I am, here, there,
irreparable past,
Whenever I think of it. "

At this point, the verse before the chorus ends, Lin Fan takes off his earphones, and looks at Lin Shen

Lin Shen was stunned, the shock of watching the lyrics was completely different from the shock of being sung.

Hearing Lin Fan's voice just now, he seemed to see countless lonely and helpless patients with depression.

Lin Fan's voice was full of tenderness and comfort.

At this moment, Lin Shen was completely confused. Can he really control it? If he messes up this top song, he will really feel sorry for Teacher Lin Fan and Ning Ning.

"Teacher Lin Fan, I, I may not be able to sing." Lin Shen held the lyrics tightly with both hands and lowered his head.

Facing Lin Shen's situation, Lin Fan didn't say anything, but just pulled Lin Shen out of the recording studio.

Lin Shen was really disappointed in himself. Why did he lose the chain at a critical moment? Thinking about it, Teacher Lin Fan should be disappointed in him.

Bringing Lin Shen to the office, Lin Fan found out two hats, handed one to Lin Shen, and put on the other himself.

"Take it quickly, and take you to a place."

Seeing that Lin Shen did not act for a long time, Lin Fan had no choice but to remind him.

After a simple disguise, the two of them went out.

"Where are we going?" Lin Shen looked at the gradually remote scenery outside the window and asked suspiciously.

"You'll know in a while."

The car gradually stopped at a group of places similar to nursing homes, surrounded by large sheds filled with flowers.

The two got out of the car, and it was Lin Shen who discovered that this is not a nursing home, but a treatment home for patients with depression.

In fact, here, if the condition is good and actively cooperates with the treatment, there will be a special doctor to enlighten them.

But for those patients with moderate to severe depression, the family members sent them here, it was just to find a final destination for them.

After all, too many families cannot bear the unhealthy psychology of those depressed patients.

"Actually, many depressed patients are not understood. Their family members will think that they are different, they will feel that they are not strong enough, and some people will think that depression is just a lie to avoid life."

While entering the treatment center, Lin Fan and Lin Shen talked about the depression patients.

"Actually, not all patients with depression are accepted and loved by their family members. They are rejected, disgusted, and even abandoned."

As soon as he entered the interior, Lin Shen felt out of breath for a while, it was too depressing inside.

The eyes of all the passing patients in hospital clothes disappeared, and they seemed to be numb to the world.

(End of this chapter)