summer love

Chapter 75 Gentle and Deep

How many secrets can one person hide.

How many years can a secret be hidden?

When he became more sensible at an age, Bai Mang knew what a secret was.

Her mother, Bai Hui, was a person full of secrets, and only people in Yuncheng would talk about her secretly.

However, a secret does not mean the truth.

The reason why a secret is a secret is that it is tightly locked in a box, and people are naturally curious about what is contained in the box.

Where there is a secret there is speculation; malice or good will is the prejudice of the guesser.

Therefore, guessing the secret is not only meaningless, but also makes the brain lose its calm judgment.

The creation of secrets is to conceal the truth.

So what is the truth?Bai Mang wanted to know this.

When she saw this photo from Jiang Chuanyao, she was very sure of one thing——

Jiang Chuanyao is just like her.

He also wants to know everything.

……

Yes.

Two days ago, Jiang Chuanyao really thought so.

He used to want to know everything, investigate his own background at any cost, understand the truth and past that were deliberately covered up, as if only in this way can he grasp the pulse of fate...

When the truth and the past unfolded little by little, he only found the organized fact to be ridiculous.

The materials and photos were sent from Linyang the day before yesterday. After studying all the past "credentials", he smoked in this room and stayed behind closed doors.Reading the questions and making the papers are all fake, he smoked almost all night, he hoped that he could calm down, but he was extremely upset.

These two days, for him, seemed to return to the time when he was sent to the boarding school by Zhong Ling ten years ago.He was alone, silent, lonely, and his heart was swallowed by great loneliness and panic.

However, the strength of human nature often degenerates in extreme loneliness.

Facing the depressing and desperate truth, at night he was still pondering a question that is not far-fetched, did he really like Bai Mang?When did he fall in love with Baimang?

There are always traces to follow when falling in love with someone, like the proof materials in legal documents, there is a mountain of ironclad evidence.

Since then, every time he saw Baimang, he felt special.Because of her specialness, everyone and everything became special that day.

At the end of the Jiugao game, she sat on the back of his motorcycle at night, and he took her home.She stretched her arms around his waist, and the heartbeat in his body accelerated like a locomotive. The cold emotions that had been sealed deep in his heart boiled instantly, hot blood flowed in his body, and his limbs trembled.

His feelings for her, his feelings for her, are a sense of uncertainty that is close to his heart but far away from his thoughts.

From the invisible, hidden in ignorance.

A light and lingering longing, he was actually unable to resist.

During Yunlai's trip, she proposed a step-by-step contact and understanding with him, and he clearly felt her intentions, but the faster heartbeat had already made the decision for him.

He chose to accept the uncertainty.

He thought, no matter how lonely and hopeless he was, in the future, he will have someone to care about.

This person happened to be the one he was fascinated by again.

Fate made him a gift anyway, only to soon withdraw the generosity it had intended to bestow upon him.

That day when Baimang went upstairs to get cigarettes, he chatted with Baimang's mother, Baihui, about his new work. Baihui looked deeply at his face with tender scrutiny, and she said to him: "You look like your father, your The temperament is very similar to your mother."

The person Bai Hui was talking about was naturally not Zhong Ling. He didn't ask Bai Hui who his biological mother was, whether she was still alive, and what identity?
His first question was: "What is your relationship with her?"

Bai Hui, or Bai Qianxi is not like a normal middle-aged woman at all. She has a decadent and young temperament, which gives him the feeling that she has been living in the past.Her daughter Baimang has grown up this year, and she is still living in the past.

Bai Hui didn't answer his question directly, but talked about her creative experience in a nonchalant way.

She said that most of the readers would not believe the truth that she often told directly when she wrote the plot of solving the case, because everyone believed the facts they judged rather than the facts they told.

As for the truth, Bai Hui gave him clues for him to find.

In exchange, I hope he can dispel the idea of ​​letting Baimang study the Fa.

"I am an irresponsible mother. I can't be responsible for her, and I don't want her life to be implicated by me."

"Man'er has a brave and pure personality. She probably thinks that studying the Fa can help me clarify the harm I suffered in the past. The harm has already been done. What's the point of clarifying? Rather than revealing the truth, I don't want her to know about the harm I suffered in the past."

"Chuan Yao, you can stop here. It's a good decision to stay in Jiang's house and enjoy your wealth, but you can't bring Baimang into Jiang's house."

"If you bring Baimang into Jiang's house, you have to give me a clear position. Those who don't have a position will definitely have nothing in the end."

"I'm not reasoning with you, I'm telling you."

Bai Hui has a calm face, just like her heart, cold and full of edges and corners.

"My position, I only follow my heart." This was his answer to Bai Hui.

Bai Hui smiled and said to him, "Then I hope your heart will be sharper."

Then, he went to Linyang, and went to the orphanage as Bai Hui asked.The week after he came back, he got the materials that Bai Hui mailed to him, about everything about his birth 22 years ago.

All he got were copies, except for the photo Bai Mang had just seen.

The sisters in the photo are a pair of twin sisters, one named Bai Hui and the other named Qiao Bai.

Qiao Bai is his biological mother by blood, just like the relationship between Bai Hui and Bai Mang.
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"I'm a little hungry." Bai Mang put the photo back on the table, and asked Jiang Chuanyao cautiously, "Before you tell the story, can I have something to eat first?"

Her voice was soft, it sounded humble and pitiful.

He can hear it, pretending.

Jiang Chuanyao still walked to the refrigerator opposite the living room, opened the refrigerator door, and looked inside: the food in the refrigerator was a week ago, and there was no fresh and nutritious food, just something to fill the stomach.

He has dealt with it casually these two days.

But someone is already very bad at eating, if he is perfunctory to her, she will only be more perfunctory to herself.

"Go out to eat?" He turned around and asked her beseechingly.

Bai Mang nodded, grinning narcissistically and said: "I'm wearing new clothes, I just want to go out for a walk, and I want to be seen by more people."

Jiang Chuanyao shook his head easily, and laughed at her: "You are celebrating Chinese New Year."

Bai Mang blinked: "It's rare to wear new clothes!"

"Then go to a crowded place." Jiang Chuanyao returned to her, with a little tenderness in his eyes, and stretched out his hand to her, "Go."

……

It was windy at night, Jiang Chuanyao put on a windbreaker before going out, he put on his coat, and brought her a coat as well.

The same khaki windbreaker, it can be seen that it is a couple's style.

During the clothes interview earlier, Bai Mang didn't see the windbreaker. Did Jiang Chuanyao hide it on purpose?

Surprise her?
Because before she came, he put away this couple's windbreaker.

The two wore the same windbreaker, Jiang Chuanyao was tall and handsome, and Baimang was radiant.The air vent in the basement, the cold wind blowing, Jiang Chuanyao stretched out his hand to smooth Bai Mang's messy bangs.

Bai Mang raised his head, almost covered in Jiang Chuanyao's arms.

There was an unexplainable feeling in my heart for no reason.

Today, she can get used to the hesitation shown in Jiang Chuanyao's attitude, but it is a bit difficult to bear Jiang Chuanyao's tenderness, which touches her heart, like a brush brushing back and forth on the tip of her heart.

It made her feel a little uncomfortable, but also enjoyed it a little bit like tickling.

Is this what it feels like to be loved?
Jiang Chuanyao drove her to a top-notch hot pot restaurant in a building near the city center. The bottom of the pot was isinglass and old hen. The environment was very elegant. Under the glass by the window was the city's brilliant and continuous lights.

The waiter in a neat suit stood in a corner to provide services. Jiang Chuanyao declined the waiter's help, and he heated the ingredients for her throughout the process.

"Aren't you going to take me to a crowded shop?" Bai Mang drank the soup in the bowl, "I thought you would take me to Junk Street."

"I'll go again later." Jiang Chuanyao scooped fish gelatin into her bowl, "You need nourishment in winter, you want to eat junk food, now you can eat less when you are full."

Bai Mang: "...Jiang Chuanyao, why are you so good all of a sudden?"

Jiang Chuanyao looked at her and emphasized lightly: "When we become official boyfriend and girlfriend, I'll be that good."

Think about it, it seems like this.

She still remembered that day she wondered why Jiang Chuanyao brought Gu Yanxi all the way here to explain what he said to her: I am not showing my morality, I just want to love you honestly.

Jiang Chuanyao, who she thought was a bad embryo, gave her an upright and gentle preference.

Bai Mang had to admit in her heart that she liked how Jiang Chuanyao treated her like this.

After dinner, take the high-speed elevator down.

Waves of people passed by in the city center. When walking on the road, Jiang Chuanyao not only took her hand, but also circled her in front of him.

There are many couples on the street, and many wear couple clothes.

The cuffs of Jiang Chuanyao's windbreaker were lifted up slightly, revealing his distinct wrists; on it was a golden watch with a strong masculine vibe.

If a man with a pot belly wears a gold watch, it must be vulgar.

However, Jiang Chuanyao wore this gold watch with his temperament and accent.

Staying with Dameng during the summer vacation, after reading the novel, Dameng shared an experience: When you start to appreciate someone you didn’t think you would appreciate, that’s love.

Love is a preference, a double standard.

In the past, she felt that even if a man like Jiang Chuanyao was attractive, he should not have any intention of prying, let alone study him. If there is a chance to meet him, it is probably best to know him.

Now she not only wants to know him, she just wants to know him.

……

……

Walking on the street, Jiang Chuanyao held her hand tightly all the time.

Bai Mang also let Jiang Chuanyao lead her forward, weaving through the crowd and passing by the traffic, the light and shadow reflected each other on her and him, and the faces that looked at each other were colorful and vivid.

From the lively street to the cool riverside garden.

Jiang Chuanyao let go of her hand gently, and the two sat on a bench in the woods, a wrought iron lamp enveloped her and him.

Obscurely flickering.

"Your mother is hiding something." Jiang Chuanyao said.

Bai Mang hummed.

Bai Hui has a secret, and she knew it early on. Bai Hui's secret is in the Jiang family, and she knows it too.

So during Yunlai's trip, she wanted to enter Jiang's house through Jiang Chuanyao.

What she didn't expect was that Bai Hui and Jiang Chuanyao's biological mother also knew each other and appeared in a group photo.

"What's their relationship?" Baimang tilted his head back, looked at the deep and silent sky, then put his hand on Jiang Chuanyao's neck, stroking him like a cat.

She is casual and pretty, but the feeling Jiang Chuanyao gave her has changed from tenderness and delicateness to austerity and coldness.

"What's wrong? Is it hard to tell?" Bai Mang asked again.

With a relaxed smile on her lips, her face is obviously tender, because her eyebrows and eyes are moving and delicate, this simple and light background color, and the shining eyes are like dazzling embellishments at night.

Her appearance is like an unusually enchanting flower blooming under the hazy moonlight.

Jiang Chuanyao looked at her alone. He was also an extremely good-looking person, so that no matter what he did or thought, he always seemed just right.

Whether it's his arrogance in the past, or the gentleness in front of him.

Slightly his voice, a little untimely solemn, he followed her words: "It's not hard to say, but a little hard to accept."

Bai Mang rolled his eyes lightly, then smiled again, and looked at Jiang Chuanyao: "Then don't tell me, let me guess."

"Guess." He obeyed her.

The hesitation in Jiang Chuanyao's eyes has disappeared, and he has become like the night sky tonight, silent and far away.

Maybe she knew her mother's secret earlier than Jiang Chuanyao, and she always accepted the truth better than him.

Even surprise is digestible.

"Could it be that Bai Hui and your blood mother are biological sisters?" Bai Mang guessed right.Her tone was flirtatious, and her expression was relaxed and almost wickedly mischievous.

No wonder, Bai Hui told her and Jiang Chuanyao to use contraception, which meant a lot.

Telling her guess, she looked at Jiang Chuanyao——

Jiang Chuanyao's expression confirmed her guess.

……

Bai Mang can finally understand why Jiang Chuanyao is unreasonably gentle and profound, as well as the previous hesitation and the current firmness.

What is it?The world will become muddled, why should she and him be so distinct.

Baimang's hands were placed on Jiang Chuanyao's neck, and his palms were pressed against his arteries to sense his temperature. The wind tonight is also like a pair of hands that know how to linger, if her heart hadn't been beating faster for him before.

At this moment, she was sure it was.

Bai Mang hooked Jiang Chuanyao's neck, and with a slight movement, her mouth had already bit his lip.
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Jiang Chuanyao hesitated for so long, she wanted to see, but after three seconds he pushed her away——

Or deepen the kiss.

He made her choose, and she made his choice.

　started~
　　Don't panic~
　　see clearly
　　
　
(End of this chapter)