summer love

Chapter 76 Gentle and Deep

Bai Mang's hands on the back of Jiang Chuanyao's neck were tightly pressed together until Jiang Chuanyao lifted her under her waist, and she came to him in front of him.

Tightly stick into Jiang Chuanyao's arms.

With one of his hands, he firmly grasped her waist and lifted her up. She was already eye to eye with him, face to face.

The lips are gently parted.

The eyes sparkling with emotions are still interlocking, bright and dark, it is difficult to dispel the longing that grows in the eyes.

There is still each other's breath between the lips, tentative, depressed, crazy...uncontrollable to cater to the chaotic heartbeat.Provoking arrogance is a disdain that bursts out from the depths of the soul.

Dark clouds cover the moon overhead.

The two super tall riverside buildings seem to split the night sky and press on.

Look aggressive and defiant.

Jiang Chuanyao's two hands went up from his waist, one went up, the other went down, and finally his bony and broad hand also came to the back of her neck.

The big hand almost wrapped her entire neck, rubbing it gently with the palm, once, twice, three times...

He never made any loose or excessive moves, just like the kiss he put on again, like his slightly closed eyelashes, trembling and restrained.

Lips and teeth touch, getting deeper and deeper.

Behind is a dense and tall tree shadow greenery, which isolates the ambiguous and endless human voices outside.

The neon lights are divided, and the main road is still a fast-moving scene, with scarlet cigarette butts being thrown out of the rushing traffic.

She and him are in an empty cage, and the shadows are folded.

A treetop is full of blooming tea plums, covered with moonlight from the dark clouds, as if it has become a coquettish and condensed frost flower...

Among the evidence materials that Bai Hui sent to Jiang Chuanyao, in addition to the photo, there is also a kinship report of Ms. Bai and Ms. Qiao. They are not only siblings, but also twin sisters.

Tonight is Friday, Bai Mang did not go back to the Lan University dormitory, but stayed with Jiang Chuanyao to listen to him tell a story about twins in Linyang.

The same story, described by different people with different mouths, has different scripts. Jiang Chuanyao's version is an objective version after comprehensive information processing.

Not a very pleasant story, even the background is dark and depressing.

A gifted autistic teenager and a visually impaired girl became friends in an orphanage, one couldn't see the world, the other couldn't feel the world; they were all abandoned in the orphanage, one was born here three days ago, one It was when he was about to go to school that he was thrown at the door by his cruel father.Compared with the girl who grew up in the orphanage, the six-year-old boy who was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage already has memories and pale judgments about the world.

However, this young man has a very high IQ and an excellent memory ability, but he only lives in his own world, without friends or desires.The girl was bullied in the orphanage because of her visual impairment. Her only wish was to have a friend who could describe the world to her.

How they got together is no longer known, the young man is lonely and lonely, and the girl has shoulders and knees. It seems like a fantasy that the two can become friends who rely on each other, and it seems destined to go with the flow.

The first person to find the boy at the gate of the orphanage is the girl.

The girl's world is not dark, but full of white light, and the boy is the first figure to appear in her light.

A figure lonelier than her.

Girls are three years older than teens, only stunted to look about the same age as boys.When we first met, the orphanage organized a physical examination. They measured their height together, and they were almost the same height and weight.

They receive clothes of the same size.

The orphanages all wear the same clothes, only the names written in the collars are different.The girl's clothes were dirty on purpose, she couldn't see it herself, she could only perceive that she was being teased by her peers in the ridicule.

The indifferent boy changed clothes with her.

The children in the orphanage still taunted and teased her, first at her, then at them.

They won't stop until the boy turns into a mad dog.

Neither of them has the ability to protect themselves, and they instinctively protected each other in that orphanage.

A girl cannot see the world, but she has keen perception.

The teenager can't perceive the world clearly, and he doesn't have normal emotions and emotions, but the only thing he can feel is the girl's appearance.

Time flies, year after year, until they want to leave this orphanage together.

Because they can only be together if they leave the orphanage.

Jiang Chuanyao was able to tell this story clearly because all the plots he described above were taken from the girl's diary.Girls learn to write in Braille, and boys can naturally understand the content in memory because girls have learned Braille.

Afterwards, this diary fell into Bai Hui's place, and it was Bai Hui who translated it.

"Did they have my mother and your mother after they left the orphanage?" Bai Mang said slightly, guessing.

The foreshadowing is over and the ending is clear.

"They never left the orphanage. They probably left for a while and then came back. The boy went crazy and murdered and was prosecuted and then sent to a mental hospital. The girl was also forcibly taken back to the orphanage and then sent to the hospital to give birth. To twin daughters."

Jiang Chuanyao's voice is clear, and his tone is so plain that no emotions or waves can be heard, but every expression he expresses is like a hammer hitting his heart heavily. The feelings of that era are destined not to be tolerated or even understood.

Bai Mang hugged the blanket, his legs curled up slightly, and his body rested on the thick and soft sofa cushions.

Half of the lights of Wanjia outside the floor-to-ceiling windows disappeared, and the darkness outside this room swept half of the city.

The ending is sent to a mental hospital, is the girl also forcibly taken back to the orphanage?The two twin daughters seem to be the newborn products of this story, and they have also become the continuation of the unfortunate ending of the story.

Jiang Chuanyao looked at her silently, his eyes flickering.

At this moment, Baimang felt that the story was not that simple, but Jiang Chuanyao was not going to tell her, and she didn't want to know either.All she could guess was that the twin girls were adopted by different families.

What Jiang Chuanyao didn't go on to say was that the murder case of the former gifted autistic teenager in the Linyang Orphanage still has files. At that time, a public interest lawyer defended them, and it took a lot of effort to save the teenager's life.

The premise of saving the boy's life is to deny that the two are in love, and the boy is a mentally ill patient with no emotions at all.

The blind woman denied the love between the two in court and accused the boy of assaulting her.

This is the version that remains in the file. The story ends with the girl giving birth to twin daughters and the person going crazy.

The last thing she wrote in her diary was a very simple little poem.

【You once sang the moonlight

i was sad for the sun

Barren souls, covered with snow
This rusty world, one step at a time]

"Are they together in the mental hospital?" Bai Mang asked Jiang Chuanyao.

Jiang Chuanyao shook his head and leaned against the sofa. His face was completely silent under the light, and he sighed softly after a while: "I don't know."

They may all be dead, or they may be together; or one may die and the other may continue to live.

who knows.

No one cared about them, they were abandoned at birth.

who cares.

Their feelings were originally incomprehensible, but two lonely and poor souls comforted each other to keep warm.

who cares.

"Are you sure they are our grandparents? I am Baihui's daughter, and I know very well. Are you sure you are Ms. Qiao's son?"

Bai Mang turned his head to the side and looked directly at Jiang Chuanyao.

Jiang Chuanyao pursed his lips in disbelief. He reached out to take her hand and asked her, "If it's clear, would you accept this?" The materials Bai Hui gave him were very complete, including the birth certificate that Qiao Bai gave birth to him, date of birth and even birthmarks.

He left umbilical cord blood in the hospital when he was a child, and there are clear records.

It's just about his background, he can't tell Bai Mang yet.

Not only is it dark and dishonorable, it's also lackluster.

It was nothing more than a deal between a politician and an orphan, and his birth was a deal.

Just like his growth, it is also full of trading colors.

In Jiang Xiaoxin's deal with the Jiang family, his existence is very important to the Jiang family, but that's all.

There was a calm sadness on Jiang Chuanyao's face, which made him look at Baimang more tenderly and infatuatedly, until his hand was held by her.

Hold and let go.

Bai Mang stood up from the sofa, she was wearing socks and standing against the floor tiles, her reflection was almost clearly reflected on the shiny marble floor.

She couldn't see her face clearly, but she was very clear about the emotions that arose in her heart.

"Accept my relationship with you? Or accept everything you've told me?" she asked him, tilting her head, looking confused yet sober.

"All of them." Jiang Chuanyao clasped his hands and looked a little closer to her, "So think clearly."

but.

There are some questions that cannot be answered the more clearly you think about them.

When Jiang Chuanyao told the story of the orphanage earlier, she felt a little depressed, regretful, and sad...

She and Jiang Chuanyao are not in the story, and neither she nor he is the continuation of that story.

She and he are separate entities.

The world and beliefs she and he face are also different from those in the story.

"When Bai Hui was very young, he said, I am a seed that sprouts in the dark. But I am not a seed now, I have grown a small tree, I no longer need to live in the dark to sprout, I need light, and I can still grow from a small tree Grow into a big tree."

"We all need light, not darkness."

"Jiang Chuanyao, if you can't accept it and face your world. Then come to my world." Baimang stood gracefully in front of Jiang Chuanyao, with a clear smile on her face, firm words and clear eyes.

She also held out her hand to him.

Ah.

Jiang Chuanyao finally showed the happiest smile in the past two days. It was shallow and carefree. He thought that Baimang would fall into the persecution of the vortex with him, but she was not flustered or sad, and she stretched out her hand to him.

……

At two o'clock in the morning, Baimang dozed off in Jiang Chuanyao's arms, and the two of them covered the same blanket.When Jiang Chuanyao got up and carried her to bed, Baimang seemed to have a sense, but when he was wondering whether to open his eyes, he fell asleep again.

The biological clock made her wake up at six o'clock the next day, thinking of sleeping a little longer on Saturday.

At eight o'clock, Jiang Chuanyao went downstairs to buy breakfast and fried eggs and ham.

Bai Mang simply washed up, looked at her face with clear water in the washbasin, her brows and eyes were clear and her eyes were clear, she looked very normal, not at all like a pervert.

... If courage also pays attention to time, she is indeed more courageous at night than during the day.
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When Bai Mang had breakfast, he made a simple Chinese sandwich with steamed buns, fried eggs and ham, as if he didn't like breakfast.

Jiang Chuanyao saw that there were so many petty gestures, so he said, "After breakfast, let's go to the library to read together."

Bai Mang had no relatives since she was a child. She originally thought that she only had a grandmother and a mother, but when she went to Ning City, she had her own father and stepmother.

After the college entrance examination, God may think that her life is too clean, so he began to send relatives to her.

Probably sent too much at once, and something went wrong during the delivery process.

Jiang Chuanyao made a mistake.

"Jiangjiang..." Baimang called Jiang Chuanyao.

It was ignored.

"Ah Yao?" Bai Mang called out again, changing his address.

Jiang Chuanyao still ignored her and ate with his head down, his expression cold and silent.The kiss between her and him last night was just the tenderness and impulsiveness of last night.

"Cousin..." Bai Mang took out his trump card.

Jiang Chuanyao raised his head instantly and said to her, "Don't make trouble."

Bai Mang was still brazen at first, but when he saw Jiang Chuanyao's reaction, his cheeks became a little hot for no reason, and he paused and said, "Anyway, you told me the matter, and I will always have doubts about it until it is confirmed."

Jiang Chuanyao: "I know."

A funny question popped up in Baimang's brain, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he asked Jiang Chuanyao: "Cousin or girlfriend, which one is more important?"

Jiang Chuanyao lowered his eyes, didn't look at her, and said calmly: "It doesn't matter."

Bai Mang: "Huh?"

"Status doesn't matter." Jiang Chuanyao raised his gaze, "Only people matter."

……Oh.

Even if the reactions are different, he and she are basically the same kind of people when they treat this matter. Could it be caused by genes?

Bai Mang gently held the "sandwich" in his hand, hesitating which side to eat from.

A doorbell sounded from the entrance.

Jiang Chuanyao glanced at the door.

The doorbell rang again.

Although it was strange that someone came to ring the doorbell early in the morning, Jiang Chuanyao's slightly changed expression was even more strange.She also wanted to ask who it would be, but Jiang Chuanyao had already started arranging for her.

"Bai Mang, go to the room." He said to her, "I'll talk to the person who came to the door."

　see~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)